Then it was that Germinie’s
abasement and degradation began to be visible in her
personal appearance, to make her stupid and slovenly.
A sort of drowsiness came over her ideas. She
was no longer keen and prompt of apprehension.
What she had read and what she had learned seemed
to escape her. Her memory, which formerly retained
everything, became confused and unreliable. The
sharp wit of the Parisian maid-servant gradually vanished
from her conversation, her retorts, her laughter.
Her face, once so animated, was no longer lighted up
by gleams of intelligence. In her whole person
you would have said that she had become once more
the stupid peasant girl that she was when she came
from her province, when she went to a stationer’s
for gingerbread. She seemed not to understand.
As mademoiselle expressed it, she made faces like an
idiot. She was obliged to explain to her, to repeat
two or three times things that Germinie had always
grasped on the merest hint. She asked herself,
when she saw how slow and torpid she was, if somebody
had not exchanged her maid for another - “Why,
you’re getting to be a perfect imbecile!”
she would sometimes say to her testily. She remembered
the time when Germinie was so useful about finding
dates, writing an address on a card, telling her what
day they had put in the wood or broached the cask
of wine, all of which were things that her
old brain could not remember. Now Germinie remembered
nothing. In the evening, when she went over her
accounts with mademoiselle, she could not think what
she had bought in the morning; she would say:
“Wait!” but she would simply pass her
hand vaguely across her brow; nothing would come to
her mind. Mademoiselle, to save her tired old
eyes, had fallen into the habit of having Germinie
read the newspaper to her; but she got to stumbling
so and reading with so little intelligence, that mademoiselle
was compelled to decline her services with thanks.
As her faculties failed, she abandoned
and neglected her body in a like degree. She
gave no thought to her dress, nor to cleanliness even.
In her indifference she retained nothing of a woman’s
natural solicitude touching her personal appearance;
she did not dress decently. She wore dresses
spotted with grease and torn under the arms, aprons
in rags, worn stockings in shoes that were out at
heel. She allowed the cooking, the smoke, the
coal, the wax, to soil her hands and face and simply
wiped them as she would after dusting. Formerly
she had had the one coquettish and luxurious instinct
of poor women, a love for clean linen. No one
in the house had fresher caps than she. Her simple
little collars were always of that snowy whiteness
that lights up the skin so prettily and makes the
whole person clean. Now she wore frayed, dirty
caps which looked as if she had slept in them.
She went without ruffles, her collar made a band of
filth against the skin of her neck, and you felt that
she was less clean beneath than above. An odor
of poverty, rank and musty, arose from her. Sometimes
it was so strong that Mademoiselle de Varandeuil could
not refrain from saying to her: “Go and
change your clothes, my girl you smell of
the poor!”
In the street she no longer looked
as if she belonged to any respectable person.
She had not the appearance of a virtuous woman’s
maid. She lost the aspect of a servant who, by
dint of displaying her self-esteem and self-respect
even in her garb, reflects in her person the honor
and the pride of her masters. From day to day
she sank nearer to the level of that abject, shameless
creature whose dress drags in the gutter a
dirty slattern.
As she neglected herself, so she neglected
everything about her. She kept nothing in order,
she did no cleaning or washing. She allowed dirt
and disorder to make their way into the apartments,
to invade mademoiselle’s own sanctum, with whose
neatness mademoiselle was formerly so well pleased
and so proud. The dust collected there, the spiders
spun their webs behind the frames, the mirrors were
as if covered with a veil; the marble mantels, the
mahogany furniture, lost their lustre; moths flew
up from the carpets which were never shaken, worms
ensconced themselves where the brush and broom no longer
came to disturb them; neglect spread a film of dust
over all the sleeping, neglected objects that were
formerly awakened and enlivened every morning by the
maid’s active hand. A dozen times mademoiselle
had tried to spur Germinie’s self-esteem to
action; but thereupon, for a whole day, there was
such a frantic scrubbing, accompanied by such gusts
of ill-humor, that mademoiselle would take an oath
never to try again. One day, however, she made
bold to write Germinie’s name with her finger
in the dust on her mirror; Germinie did not forgive
her for a week. At last mademoiselle became resigned.
She hardly ventured to remark mildly, when she saw
that her maid was in good humor: “Confess,
Germinie, that the dust is very well treated with
us!”
To the wondering observations of the
friends who still came to see her and whom Germinie
was forced to admit, mademoiselle would reply, in a
compassionate, sympathetic tone: “Yes, it
is filthy, I know! But what can you expect?
Germinie’s sick, and I prefer that she shouldn’t
kill herself.” Sometimes, when Germinie
had gone out, she would venture to rub a cloth over
a commode or touch a frame with the duster, with her
gouty hands. She would do it hurriedly, afraid
of being scolded, of having a scene, if the maid should
return and detect her.
Germinie did almost no work; she barely
served mademoiselle’s meals. She had reduced
her mistress’s breakfast and dinner to the simplest
dishes, those which she could cook most easily and
quickly. She made her bed without raising the
mattress, a l’Anglaise. The servant
that she had been was not to be recognized in her,
did not exist in her, except on the days when mademoiselle
gave a small dinner party, the number of covers being
always considerable on account of the party of children
invited. On those days Germinie emerged, as if
by enchantment, from her indolence and apathy, and,
putting forth a sort of feverish strength, she recovered
all her former energy in face of her ovens and the
lengthened table. And mademoiselle was dumfounded
to see her, all by herself, declining assistance and
capable of anything, prepare in a few hours a dinner
for half a score of persons, serve it and clear the
table afterwards, with the nimble hands and all the
quick dexterity of her youth.