Alida was not so cold, weary, and
almost faint but that she looked around the old kitchen
with the strongest interest. This interest was
as unlike Mrs. Mumpson’s curiosity as she was
unlike the widow. It is true the thought of
self was prominent, yet hers were not selfish thoughts.
There are some blessed natures in the world that in
doing the best for themselves do the best that is
possible for others.
The genial warmth of the fire was
grateful to her chilled and enfeebled frame; the homely
kitchen, with its dresser of china ware, its tin closet
and pantry, the doors of which old Jonathan had left
open, manlike, after helping himself "bount’fully,"
all suggested more comfort to this pallid bride, sitting
there alone, than wealth of ornament in elegant apartments
has brought to many others. She saw her chief
domain, not in its coarse and common aspect, but as
her vantage ground, from which she could minister
to the comforts of the one who had rescued her.
Few brides would care to enter the kitchen first,
but she was pleased; she who had scarcely hoped to
smile again looked smilingly around on the quaint,
homelike room.
"And this is to be my home!"
she murmured. "How strange, unexpected,
yet natural it all is! Just what he led me to
expect. The little lonely farmhouse, where I
can be safe from staring eyes and unwounded by cruel
questionings. Yet that old man had a dozen questions
on his tongue. I believe he took him away
to save my feelings. It’s strange that
so plain and simple a man in most respects can be so
considerate. Oh, pray God that all goes on as
it promises! I couldn’t have dreamt it
this morning, but I have an odd, homelike feeling already.
Well, since I am at home I may as well take
off my hat and cloak."
And she did so. Holcroft entered
and said heartily, "That’s right, Alida!
You are here to stay, you know. You mustn’t
think it amiss that I left you a few moments alone
for I had to get that talkative old man off home.
He’s getting a little childish and would fire
questions at you point-blank."
"But shouldn’t you have
taken him home in the wagon? I don’t mind
being alone."
"Oh, no! He’s spry
enough to walk twice the distance and often does.
It’s light as day outside, and I made it right
with him. You can leave your things upstairs
in your room, and I’ll carry up your bundles
also if you are rested enough for the journey."
"Oh, yes!" she replied, "I’m
feeling better already."
He led the way to the apartment that
Mrs. Mumpson had occupied and said regretfully, "I’m
sorry the room looks so bare and comfortless, but
that will all be mended in time. When you come
down, we’ll have some coffee and supper."
She soon reappeared in the kitchen,
and he continued, "Now I’ll show you that
I’m not such a very helpless sort of man, after
all; so if you’re sick you needn’t worry.
I’m going to get you a good cup of coffee and
broil you a piece of steak."
"Oh! Please let me "
she began.
"No, can’t allow you to
do anything tonight but sit in that chair. You
promised to mind, you know," and he smiled so
genially that she smiled back at him although tears
came into her eyes.
"I can’t realize it all,"
she said in a low voice. "To think how this
day began and how it is ending!"
"It’s ending in a poor
man’s kitchen, Alida. It was rather rough
to bring you in here first, but the parlor is cold
and comfortless.
"I would rather be brought here.
It seems to me that it must be a light and cheerful
room."
"Yes, the sun shines in these
east windows, and there’s another window facing
the south, so it’s light all day long."
She watched him curiously and with
not a little self-reproach as he deftly prepared supper.
"It’s too bad for me to sit idle while
you do such things, yet you do everything so well
that I fear I shall seem awkward. Still, I think
I do at least know how to cook a little."
"If you knew what I’ve
had to put up with for a year or more, you wouldn’t
worry about satisfying me in this respect. Except
when old Mrs. Wiggins was here, I had few decent meals
that I didn’t get myself," and then, to
cheer her up, he laughingly told her of Mrs. Mumpson’s
essay at making coffee. He had a certain dry
humor, and his unwonted effort at mimicry was so droll
in itself that Alida was startled to hear her own
voice in laughter, and she looked almost frightened,
so deeply had she been impressed that it would never
be possible or even right for her to laugh again.
The farmer was secretly much pleased
at his success. If she would laugh, be cheerful
and not brood, he felt sure she would get well and
be more contented. The desperate view she had
taken of her misfortunes troubled him, and he had
thought it possible that she might sink into despondency
and something like invalidism; but that involuntary
bubble of laughter reassured him. "Quiet,
wholesome, cheerful life will restore her to health,"
he thought, as he put his favorite beverage and the
sputtering steak on the table. "Now,"
he said, placing a chair at the table, "you
can pour me a cup of coffee."
"I’m glad I can do something,"
she answered, "for I can’t get over the
strangeness of being so waited on. Indeed, everything
that was unexpected or undreamt of has happened,"
and there was just the faintest bit of color on her
cheeks as she sat down opposite him.
Few men are insensible to simple,
natural, womanly grace, and poor Holcroft, who so
long had been compelled to see at his table "perfect
terrors," as he called them, was agreeably impressed
by the contrast she made with the Mumpson and Malony
species. Alida unconsciously had a subtle charm
of carriage and action, learned in her long past and
happy girlhood when all her associations were good
and refined. Still, in its truest explanation,
this grace is native and not acquired; it is a personal
trait. Incapable of nice analysis or fine definitions,
he only thought, "How much pleasanter it is
to see at the table a quiet, sensible woman instead
of a ‘peculiar female!’" and it was
not long before he supplemented her remark by saying,
"Perhaps things are turning out for both of
us better than we expected. I had made up my
mind this morning to live here like a hermit, get my
own meals, and all that. I actually had the
rough draught of an auction bill in my pocket, yes,
here it is now, and was going to sell my
cows, give up my dairy, and try to make my living
in a way that wouldn’t require any woman help.
That’s what took me up to Tom Watterly’s;
I wanted him to help me put the bill in shape.
He wouldn’t look at it, and talked me right
out of trying to live like Robinson Crusoe, as he expressed
it. I had been quite cheerful over my prospects;
indeed, I was almost happy in being alone again after
having such terrors in the house. But, as I said,
Watterly talked all the courage and hope right out
of me, and made it clear that I couldn’t go
it alone. You see, Tom and I have been friends
since we were boys together, and that’s the reason
he talks so plain to me."
"He has a good, kind heart,"
said Alida. "I don’t think I could
have kept up at all had it not been for his kindness."
"Yes, Tom’s a rough diamond.
He don’t make any pretenses, and looks upon
himself as a rather hard case, but I fancy he’s
doing kind things in his rough way half the time.
Well, as we were talking, he remembered you, and
he spoke of you so feelingly and told your story with
so much honest sympathy that he awoke my sympathy.
Now you know how it has all come about. You
see it’s all natural enough and simple enough,
and probably it’s the best thing that could have
happened for us both. All you have to do is
to get strong and well, and then it won’t be
any one-sided affair, as you’ve been too much
inclined to think. I can go on and keep my farm
and home just as my heart is bent on doing.
I want you to understand everything for then your mind
will be more satisfied and at rest, and that’s
half the battle in getting over sickness and trouble
like yours."
"I can only thank God and you
for the great change in my prospects. This quiet
and escape from strangers are just what I most craved,
and I am already beginning to hope that if I can learn
to do all you wish, I shall find a content that I
never hoped for," and the tears that stood in
her eyes were witnesses of her sincerity.
"Well, don’t expect to
learn everything at once. Let me have my way
for a while, and then you’ll find, as you get
strong, and the busy season comes on, that I’ll
be so taken up with the farm that you’ll have
your own way. Won’t you have some more
steak? No? Well, you’ve enjoyed
your supper a little, haven’t you?"
"Yes," she replied, smiling.
"I actually felt hungry when I sat down, and
the coffee has taken away the tired, faint feeling."
"I hope you’ll soon be
good and hungry three times a day," he said,
laughing pleasantly.
"You’ll at least let me
clear the table?" she asked. "I feel
so much better."
"Yes, if you are sure you’re
strong enough. It may make you feel more at
home. But drop everything till tomorrow when
tired. I must go out and do my night work, and
it’s night work now, sure enough
"It’s too bad!" she said sympathetically.
"What! To go out and feed
my stock this clear, bright night? And after
a hearty supper too? Such farming is fun.
I feel, too, as if I wanted to go and pat the cows
all around in my gladness that I’m not going
to sell them. Now remember, let everything go
till morning as soon as you feel tired."
She nodded smilingly and set to work.
Standing in the shadow of a hemlock, he watched her
for a few moments. Her movements were slow, as
would be natural to one who had been so reduced by
illness, but this every evidence of feebleness touched
his feelings. "She is eager to begin too
eager. No nonsense there about ‘menial
tasks.’ Well, it does give one hope to
see such a woman as that in the old kitchen,"
and then the hungry cattle welcomed him.
The traveler feels safe after the
fierce Arab of the desert has broken bread with him.
It would seem that a deep principle of human nature
is involved in this act. More than the restoring
power of the nourishment itself was the moral effect
for Alida of that first meal in her husband’s
home. It was another step in what he had said
was essential the forming of his acquaintance.
She had seen from the first that he was plain and
unpolished that he had not the veneer of
gentility of the man she had so mistakenly married;
yet, in his simple truth, he was inspiring a respect
which she had never felt for any man before.
"What element of real courtesy has been wanting?"
she asked herself. "If this is an earnest
of the future, thank God for the real. I’ve
found to my cost what a clever imitation of a man means."
It was as sweet as it was strange
to think that she, who had trembled at the necessity
of becoming almost a slave to unfeeling strangers,
had been compelled to rest while a husband performed
tasks naturally hers. It was all very homely,
yet the significance of the act was chivalrous consideration
for her weakness; the place, the nature of the ministry
could not degrade the meaning of his action.
Then, too, during the meal he had spoken natural,
kindly words which gave to their breaking of bread
together the true interpretation. Although so
feeble and wary, she found a deep satisfaction in
beginning her household work. "It does
make me feel more at home," she said. "Strange
that he should have thought of it!"
She had finished her task and sat
down again when he entered with a pail of milk.
Taking a dipper with a strainer on one side of it,
he poured out a tumblerful. "Now, take
this," he said, "I’ve always heard
that milk fresh from the cow was very strengthening.
Then go and sleep till you are thoroughly rested,
and don’t think of coming down in the morning
till you feel like it. I’ll make the fire
and get breakfast. You have seen how easily I
can do it. I have several more cows to milk,
and so will say ‘Goodnight.’"
For the first time since chaos had
come into her life Alida slept soundly and refreshingly,
unpursued by the fears which had haunted even her
dreams. When she awoke she expected to see the
gray locks and repulsive features of the woman who
had occupied the apartment with her at the almshouse,
but she was alone in a small, strange room. Then
memory gathered up the threads of the past; but so
strange, so blessed did the truth seem that she hastened
to dress and go down to the old kitchen and assure
herself that her mind had not become shattered by
her troubles and was mocking her with unreal fancies.
The scene she looked upon would have soothed and
reassured her even had her mind been as disordered
as she, for the moment, had been tempted to believe.
There was the same homely room which had pictured itself
so deeply in her memory the evening before.
Now it was more attractive for the morning sun was
shining into it, lighting up its homely details with
a wholesome, cheerful reality which made it difficult
to believe that there were tragic experiences in the
world. The wood fire in the stove crackled merrily,
and the lid of the kettle was already bobbing up and
down from internal commotion.
As she opened the door a burst of
song entered, securing her attention. She had
heard the birds before without recognizing consciousness,
as is so often true of our own condition in regard
to the familiar sounds of nature. It was now
almost as if she had received another sense, so strong,
sweet, and cheering was the symphony. Robins,
song-sparrows, blackbirds, seemed to have gathered
in the trees nearby, to give her a jubilant welcome;
but she soon found that the music shaded off to distant,
dreamlike notes, and remembered that it was a morning
chorus of a hemisphere. This universality did
not render the melody less personally grateful.
We can appreciate all that is lovely in Nature, yet
leave all for others. As she stood listening,
and inhaling the soft air, full of the delicious perfume
of the grass and expanding buds, and looking through
the misty sunshine on the half-veiled landscape, she
heard Holcroft’s voice, chiding some unruly animal
in the barnyard.
This recalled her, and with the elasticity
of returning health and hope she set about getting
breakfast.
"It seems to me that I never
heard birds sing before," she thought, "and
their songs this morning are almost like the music
of heaven. They seem as happy and unconscious
of fear and trouble as if they were angels.
Mother and I used to talk about the Garden of Eden,
but could the air have been sweeter, or the sunshine
more tempered to just the right degree of warmth and
brightness than here about my home? Oh, thank
God again, again and forever, for a home like this!"
and for a few moments something of the ecstasy of
one delivered from the black thraldom of evil filled
her soul. She paused now and then to listen to
the birds for only their songs seemed capable of expressing
her emotion. It was but another proof that heavenly
thoughts and homely work may go on together.