It was true of Mr. Buxton, as well
as of his son, that he had the seeds of imperiousness
in him. His life had not been such as to call
them out into view. With more wealth than he
required; with a gentle wife, who if she ruled him
never showed it, or was conscious of the fact herself;
looked up to by his neighbors, a simple affectionate
set of people, whose fathers had lived near his father
and grandfather in the same kindly relation, receiving
benefits cordially given, and requiting them with good
will and respectful attention: such had been
the circumstances surrounding him; and until his son
grew out of childhood, there had not seemed a wish
which he had it not in his power to gratify as soon
as formed. Again, when Frank was at school and
at college, all went on prosperously; he gained honors
enough to satisfy a far more ambitious father.
Indeed, it was the honors he gained that stimulated
his father’s ambition. He received letters
from tutors, and headmasters, prophesying that, if
Frank chose, he might rise to the “highest honors
in church or state;” and the idea thus suggested,
vague as it was, remained, and filled Mr. Buxton’s
mind; and, for the first time in his life, made him
wish that his own career had been such as would have
led him to form connections among the great and powerful.
But, as it was, his shyness and gene, from
being unaccustomed to society, had made him averse
to Frank’s occasional requests that he might
bring such and such a school-fellow, or college-chum,
home on a visit. Now he regretted this, on account
of the want of those connections which might thus have
been formed; and, in his visions, he turned to marriage
as the best way of remedying this. Erminia was
right in saying that her uncle had thought of Lady
Adela Castlemayne for an instant; though how the little
witch had found it out I cannot say, as the idea had
been dismissed immediately from his mind.
He was wise enough to see its utter
vanity, as long as his son remained undistinguished.
But his hope was this. If Frank married Erminia,
their united property (she being her father’s
heiress) would justify him in standing for the shire;
or if he could marry the daughter of some leading
personage in the county, it might lead to the same
step; and thus at once he would obtain a position
in parliament, where his great talents would have
scope and verge enough. Of these two visions,
the favorite one (for his sister’s sake) was
that of marriage with Erminia.
And, in the midst of all this, fell,
like a bombshell, the intelligence of his engagement
with Maggie Browne; a good sweet little girl enough,
but without fortune or connection without,
as far as Mr. Buxton knew, the least power, or capability,
or spirit, with which to help Frank on in his career
to eminence in the land! He resolved to consider
if as a boyish fancy, easily to be suppressed; and
pooh-poohed it down, to Frank, accordingly. He
remarked his son’s set lips, and quiet determined
brow, although he never spoke in a more respectful
tone, than while thus steadily opposing his father.
If he had shown more violence of manner, he would have
irritated him less; but, as it was, if was the most
miserable interview that had ever taken place between
the father and son.
Mr. Buxton tried to calm himself down
with believing that Frank would change his mind, if
he saw more of the world; but, somehow, he had a prophesying
distrust of this idea internally. The worst was,
there was no fault to be found with Maggie herself,
although she might want the accomplishments he desired
to see in his son’s wife. Her connections,
too, were so perfectly respectable (though humble
enough in comparison with Mr. Buxton’s soaring
wishes), that there was nothing to be objected to on
that score; her position was the great offence.
In proportion to his want of any reason but this one,
for disapproving of the engagement, was his annoyance
under it. He assumed a reserve toward Frank; which
was so unusual a restraint upon his open, genial disposition,
that it seemed to make him irritable toward all others
in contact with him, excepting Erminia. He found
it difficult to behave rightly to Maggie. Like
all habitually cordial persons, he went into the opposite
extreme, when he wanted to show a little coolness.
However angry he might be with the events of which
she was the cause, she was too innocent and meek to
justify him in being more than cool; but his awkwardness
was so great, that many a man of the world has met
his greatest enemy, each knowing the other’s
hatred, with less freezing distance of manner than
Mr. Buxton’s to Maggie. While she went simply
on in her own path, loving him the more through all,
for old kindness’ sake, and because he was Frank’s
father, he shunned meeting her with such evident and
painful anxiety, that at last she tried to spare him
the encounter, and hurried out of church, or lingered
behind all, in order to avoid the only chance they
now had of being forced to speak; for she no longer
went to the dear house in Combehurst, though Erminia
came to see her more than ever.
Mrs. Browne was perplexed and annoyed
beyond measure. She upbraided Mr. Buxton to every
one but Maggie. To her she said “Any
one in their senses might have foreseen what had happened,
and would have thought well about it, before they
went and fell in love with a young man of such expectations
as Mr. Frank Buxton.”
In the middle of all this dismay,
Edward came over from Woodchester for a day or two.
He had been told of the engagement, in a letter from
Maggie herself; but if was too sacred a subject for
her to enlarge upon to him; and Mrs. Browne was no
letter writer. So this was his first greeting
to Maggie; after kissing her:
“Well, Sancho, you’ve
done famously for yourself. As soon as I got your
letter I said to Harry Bish ’Still
waters run deep; here’s my little sister Maggie,
as quiet a creature as ever lived, has managed to catch
young Buxton, who has five thousand a-year if he’s
a penny.’ Don’t go so red, Maggie.
Harry was sure to hear of if soon from some one, and
I see no use in keeping it secret, for it gives consequence
to us all.”
“Mr. Buxton is quite put out
about it,” said Mrs. Brown, querulously; “and
I’m sure he need not be, for he’s enough
of money, if that’s what he wants; and Maggie’s
father was a clergyman, and I’ve seen ‘yeoman,’
with my own eyes, on old Mr. Buxton’s (Mr. Lawrence’s
father’s) carts; and a clergyman is above a
yeoman any day. But if Maggie had had any thought
for other people, she’d never have gone and
engaged herself, when she might have been sure it
would give offence. We are never asked down to
dinner now. I’ve never broken bread there
since last Christmas.”
“Whew!” said Edward to
this. It was a disappointed whistle; but he soon
cheered up. “I thought I could have lent
a hand in screwing old Buxton up about the settlements;
but I see it’s not come to that yet. Still
I’ll go and see the old gentleman. I’m
a bit of a favorite of his, and I doubt I can turn
him round.”
“Pray, Edward, don’t go,”
said Maggie. “Frank and I are content to
wait; and I’m sure we would rather not have
any one speak to Mr. Buxton, upon a subject which
evidently gives him so much pain; please, Edward, don’t!”
“Well, well. Only I must
go about this property of his. Besides, I don’t
mean to get into disgrace; so I shan’t seem to
know anything about it, if it would make him angry.
I want to keep on good terms, because of the agency.
So, perhaps, I shall shake my head, and think it great
presumption in you, Maggie, to have thought of becoming
his daughter-in-law. If I can do you no good,
I may as well do myself some.”
“I hope you won’t mention me at all,”
she replied.
One comfort (and almost the only one
arising from Edward’s visit) was, that she could
now often be spared to go up to the thorn-tree, and
calm down her anxiety, and bring all discords into
peace, under the sweet influences of nature.
Mrs. Buxton had tried to teach her the force of the
lovely truth, that the “melodies of the everlasting
chime” may abide in the hearts of those who
ply their daily task in towns, and crowded populous
places; and that solitude is not needed by the faithful
for them to feel the immediate presence of God; nor
utter stillness of human sound necessary, before they
can hear the music of His angels’ footsteps;
but, as yet, her soul was a young disciple; and she
felt it easier to speak to Him, and come to Him for
help, sitting lonely, with wild moors swelling and
darkening around her, and not a creature in sight
but the white specks of distant sheep, and the birds
that shun the haunts of men, floating in the still
mid-air.
She sometimes longed to go to Mr.
Buxton and tell him how much she could sympathize
with him, if his dislike to her engagement arose from
thinking her unworthy of his son. Frank’s
character seemed to her grand in its promise.
With vehement impulses and natural gifts, craving worthy
employment, his will sat supreme over all, like a young
emperor calmly seated on his throne, whose fiery generals
and wise counsellors stand alike ready to obey him.
But if marriage were to be made by due measurement
and balance of character, and if others, with their
scales, were to be the judges, what would become of
all the beautiful services rendered by the loyalty
of true love? Where would be the raising up of
the weak by the strong? or the patient endurance?
or the gracious trust of her:
“Whose faith is fixt and cannot
move;
She darkly feels him great and wise,
She dwells on him with faithful eyes,
‘I cannot understand: I love.’”
Edward’s manners and conduct
caused her more real anxiety than anything else.
Indeed, no other thoughtfulness could be called anxiety
compared to this. His faults, she could not but
perceive, were strengthening with his strength, and
growing with his growth. She could not help wondering
whence he obtained the money to pay for his dress,
which she thought was of a very expensive kind.
She heard him also incidentally allude to “runs
up to town,” of which, at the time, neither
she nor her mother had been made aware. He seemed
confused when she questioned him about these, although
he tried to laugh it off; and asked her how she, a
country girl, cooped up among one set of people, could
have any idea of the life it was necessary for a man
to lead who “had any hope of getting on in the
world.” He must have acquaintances and
connections, and see something of life, and make an
appearance. She was silenced, but not satisfied.
Nor was she at ease with regard to his health.
He looked ill, and worn; and, when he was not rattling
and laughing, his face fell into a shape of anxiety
and uneasiness, which was new to her in it. He
reminded her painfully of an old German engraving
she had seen in Mrs. Buxton’s portfolio, called,
“Pleasure digging a Grave;” Pleasure being
represented by a ghastly figure of a young man, eagerly
industrious over his dismal work.
A few days after he went away, Nancy
came to her in her bed-room.
“Miss Maggie,” said she,
“may I just speak a word?” But when the
permission was given, she hesitated.
“It’s none of my business,
to be sure,” said she at last: “only,
you see, I’ve lived with your mother ever since
she was married; and I care a deal for both you and
Master Edward. And I think he drains Missus of
her money; and it makes me not easy in my mind.
You did not know of it, but he had his father’s
old watch when he was over last time but one; I thought
he was of an age to have a watch, and that it was
all natural. But, I reckon he’s sold it,
and got that gimcrack one instead. That’s
perhaps natural too. Young folks like young fashions.
But, this time, I think he has taken away your mother’s
watch; at least, I’ve never seen it since he
went. And this morning she spoke to me about
my wages. I’m sure I’ve never asked
for them, nor troubled her; but I’ll own it’s
now near on to twelve months since she paid me; and
she was as regular as clock-work till then. Now,
Miss Maggie don’t look so sorry, or I shall
wish I had never spoken. Poor Missus seemed sadly
put about, and said something as I did not try to hear;
for I was so vexed she should think I needed apologies,
and them sort of things. I’d rather live
with you without wages than have her look so shame-faced
as she did this morning. I don’t want a
bit for money, my dear; I’ve a deal in the Bank.
But I’m afeard Master Edward is spending too
much, and pinching Missus.”
Maggie was very sorry indeed.
Her mother had never told her anything of all this,
so it was evidently a painful subject to her; and Maggie
determined (after lying awake half the night) that
she would write to Edward, and remonstrate with him;
and that in every personal and household expense, she
would be, more than ever, rigidly economical.
The full, free, natural intercourse
between her lover and herself, could not fail to be
checked by Mr. Buxton’s aversion to the engagement.
Frank came over for some time in the early autumn.
He had left Cambridge, and intended to enter himself
at the Temple as soon as the vacation was ended.
He had not been very long at home before Maggie was
made aware, partly through Erminia, who had no notion
of discreet silence on any point, and partly by her
own observation, of the increasing estrangement between
father and son. Mr. Buxton was reserved with Frank
for the first time in his life; and Frank was depressed
and annoyed at his father’s obstinate repetition
of the same sentence, in answer to all his arguments
in favor of his engagement arguments which
were overwhelming to himself and which it required
an effort of patience on his part to go over and recapitulate,
so obvious was the conclusion; and then to have the
same answer forever, the same words even:
“Frank! it’s no use talking.
I don’t approve of the engagement; and never
shall.”
He would snatch up his hat, and hurry
off to Maggie to be soothed. His father knew
where he was gone without being told; and was jealous
of her influence over the son who had long been his
first and paramount object in life.
He needed not have been jealous.
However angry and indignant Frank was when he went
up to the moorland cottage, Maggie almost persuaded
him, before half an hour had elapsed, that his father
was but unreasonable from his extreme affection.
Still she saw that such frequent differences would
weaken the bond between father and son; and, accordingly,
she urged Frank to accept an invitation into Scotland.
“You told me,” said she,
“that Mr. Buxton will have it, it is but a boy’s
attachment; and that when you have seen other people,
you will change your mind; now do try how far you
can stand the effects of absence.” She said
it playfully, but he was in a humor to be vexed.
“What nonsense, Maggie!
You don’t care for all this delay yourself; and
you take up my father’s bad reasons as if you
believed them.”
“I don’t believe them; but still they
may be true.”
“How should you like it, Maggie,
if I urged you to go about and see something of society,
and try if you could not find some one you liked better?
It is more probable in your case than in mine; for
you have never been from home, and I have been half
over Europe.”
“You are very much afraid, are
not you, Frank?” said she, her face bright with
blushes, and her gray eyes smiling up at him.
“I have a great idea that if I could see that
Harry Bish that Edward is always talking about, I
should be charmed. He must wear such beautiful
waistcoats! Don’t you think I had better
see him before our engagement is quite, quite final?”
But Frank would not smile. In
fact, like all angry persons, he found fresh matter
for offence in every sentence. She did not consider
the engagement as quite final: thus he chose
to understand her playful speech. He would not
answer. She spoke again:
“Dear Frank, you are not angry
with me, are you? It is nonsense to think that
we are to go about the world, picking and choosing
men and women as if they were fruit and we were to
gather the best; as if there was not something in
our own hearts which, if we listen to it conscientiously,
will tell us at once when we have met the one of all
others. There now, am I sensible? I suppose
I am, for your grim features are relaxing into a smile.
That’s right. But now listen to this.
I think your father would come round sooner, if he
were not irritated every day by the knowledge of your
visits to me. If you went away, he would know
that we should write to each other yet he would forget
the exact time when; but now he knows as well as I
do where you are when you are up here; and I fancy,
from what Erminia says, it makes him angry the whole
time you are away.”
Frank was silent. At last he
said: “It is rather provoking to be obliged
to acknowledge that there is some truth in what you
say. But even if I would, I am not sure that
I could go. My father does not speak to me about
his affairs, as he used to do; so I was rather surprised
yesterday to hear him say to Erminia (though I’m
sure he meant the information for me), that he had
engaged an agent.”
“Then there will be the less
occasion for you to be at home. He won’t
want your help in his accounts.”
“I’ve given him little
enough of that. I have long wanted him to have
somebody to look after his affairs. They are very
complicated and he is very careless. But I believe
my signature will be wanted for some new leases; at
least he told me so.”
“That need not take you long,” said Maggie.
“Not the mere signing.
But I want to know something more about the property,
and the proposed tenants. I believe this Mr. Henry
that my father has engaged, is a very hard sort of
man. He is what is called scrupulously honest
and honorable; but I fear a little too much inclined
to drive hard bargains for his client. Now I
want to be convinced to the contrary, if I can, before
I leave my father in his hands. So you cruel judge,
you won’t transport me yet, will you?”
“No” said Maggie, overjoyed
at her own decision, and blushing her delight that
her reason was convinced it was right for Frank to
stay a little longer.
The next day’s post brought
her a letter from Edward. There was not a word
in it about her inquiry or remonstrance; it might never
have been written, or never received; but a few hurried
anxious lines, asking her to write by return of post,
and say if it was really true that Mr. Buxton had engaged
an agent. “It’s a confounded shabby
trick if he has, after what he said to me long ago.
I cannot tell you how much I depend on your complying
with my request. Once more, write directly.
If Nancy cannot take the letter to the post, run down
to Combehurst with it yourself. I must have an
answer to-morrow, and every particular as to who when
to be appointed, &c. But I can’t believe
the report to be true.”
Maggie asked Frank if she might name
what he had told her the day before to her brother.
He said:
“Oh, yes, certainly, if he cares
to know. Of course, you will not say anything
about my own opinion of Mr. Henry. He is coming
to-morrow, and I shall be able to judge how far I
am right.”