At this moment, the broker entered the office.
With the “Herald” in my hand, I made haste
to meet him.
“Brake!” I cried, “Mr.
Brake! Thank Heaven, you have come! I have
passed such a night and look here! Have you seen this abominable canard?
This is what has come of my being locked into your
The broker regarded me with a strange
look; so strange, that for very amazement I stood
still before it. He did not advance to meet me;
neither his hand nor his eyes gave me the human sign
of welcome; he looked over me, he looked through me,
as a man does at one whose acquaintance he has no
desire to recognize.
I thought:
“Drayton has crammed him.
He too believes that I was shut in here to sleep
it off. The story will get out in two hours.
I am doomed in this town henceforth for a drunken
doctor. I’d better have been killed instantly,
as this infernal paper says.”
But I said,
“Mr. Brake? You don’t
recognize me, I think. It is I, Dr. Thorne.
I couldn’t get here before two. I went
to your house last evening. I got the impression
you were here, so I came after you. I was locked
in here by your confounded watchman. They have
this minute let me free. I am in a great hurry
to get home. Nice job this is going to be!
Have you seen that?”
I put my shaking finger upon the “Herald’s”
fiery capitals, and held the column folded towards
him.
“Jason,” he said, after
an instant’s pause, “pick up the ‘Herald,’
will you? A gust of wind has blown it from the
table. There must be a draught. Please
shut the door.”
To say that I know of no earthly language
which can express the sensation that crawled over
me as the broker uttered these words is to say little
or nothing about it. I use the expression “crawled”
with some faint effort to define the slowness and
the repulsiveness with which the suspicion of that
to which I dared not and did not give a name, made
itself manifest to my mind.
“Excuse me, Brake,” I
said with some agitation, “you did not hear what
I said. I was locked in. I am in a hurry
to get home. Ask Drayton. Drayton let me
in. I must get home at once. I shall sue
the ‘Herald’ for that outrageous piece
of work What do you suppose my wife
Good God! She must have read it by this time!
Let me by, Brake!”
“Jason,” said the broker,
“this is a terrible thing! I feel quite
broken up about it.”
“Brake!” I cried, “Henry
Brake! Let me pass you! Let me home to
my wife! You’re in my way don’t
you see? You’re standing directly between
me and the door. Let me pass!”
“There’s a private dispatch
come,” said the clerk Badly. “It
is for you, sir. It is from Mrs. Thorne herself.”
“Brake!” I pleaded, “Brake,
Brake! Jason! Mr. Brake!
Don’t you hear me?”
“Give me the message, Jason,”
said Brake, holding out his hand; he seated himself,
as he did so, at the office table, where I had sat
the night out; he looked troubled and pale; he handled
the message reluctantly, as people do in the certainty
of bad news.
“In the name of mercy, Henry
Brake!” I cried, “what is the meaning of
this? Don’t you hear a word I say?
Don’t you feel me? There!”
I gripped the broker by the shoulder, and clinched
both hands upon him with all my might. “Don’t
you feel me? God Almighty! don’t
you see me, Brake?”
“When did this dispatch come,
Jason?” said the broker. He laid Helen’s
message gently down; he had tears in his eyes.
Henry Brake, I pleaded brokenly, for my heart failed me
with a mighty fear, answer me, in human pitys name. Are you gone deaf
and blind? Or am I struck dumb? Or am I
“It came ten minutes ago, sir,”
replied Jason. “It is dated, I see, at
midnight. They delivered it as soon as anybody
was likely to be stirring, here; a bit before, too;
considering the nature of the message, I suppose,
sir.”
“It is a terrible affair!”
repeated the broker nervously. “I have
known the doctor a good many years. He had his
peculiarities; but he was a good fellow. Say Jason!”
“Yes, sir?”
“How does it happen that Mrs.
Thorne You say this message was dated
at midnight?”
“At midnight, sir. 12.15.”
“How is it she didn’t
know by that time? I pity the fellow who
had to tell her. She’s a very attractive
woman.... The ‘Herald’ says
Where is that paper?”
“The ‘Herald’ says,”
answered Jason decorously, “that he was scooped
into the buggy-top, and dragged, and dashed against
Here it is.”
He handed his employer the paper, as I had done, or had
thought I did, with his finger on the folded column. The broker took the
paper, and slowly put on his glasses, and slowly read aloud:
Dr. Thorne was dragged for some little distance, it is
thought, before the horse broke free. He must have hit the lamp-post, or
the pavement. He was found in the top of the buggy, which was a wreck.
The robe was over him, and his face was hidden. His medicine case lay
beneath him; the phials were crushed to splinters. Life was extinct when
he was discovered. His watch had stopped at five minutes past seven
oclock. It so happened that he was not immediately identified, though our
reporter could not learn the reason of this extraordinary mischance. By
some unpardonable blunder, the body of the distinguished and favourite physician
was taken to the Morgue
“That accounts for it,” said Jason.
“‘Was taken
to the Morgue,’” read on Mr. Brake with
agitated voice. “’It was not until
midnight that the mistake was discovered. A
messenger was dispatched at twenty minutes after twelve
o’clock to the elegant residence of the popular
doctor, in Delight Street. The news was broken
to the widow as agreeably as possible. Mrs. Thorne
is a young and very beautiful woman, on whom this
shocking blow falls with uncommon cruelty.
“’The body was carried
to Dr. Thorne’s house at one o’clock.
The time of the funeral is not yet appointed.
The “Herald” will be informed as soon
as a decision is reached.
The death of Dr. Thorne is a loss to this community which
it is impossible to, hm m his distinguished talents hm m hm m.”
The broker laid down the paper, and sighed.
“I sent for him yesterday, to
consult about his affairs,” he observed gently.
“It is a pity for her to lose that Santa Ma.
She will need it now. I’m sorry for her.
I don’t know how he left her, exactly.
He did a tremendous business, but he spent as he
went. He was a good fellow I always
liked the doctor! Terrible affair! Terrible
affair! Jason! Where is that advertisement
of Grope County Iowa Mortgage? You have filed
it in the wrong place! Be more careful in future.”
..."Mr. Brake!” I tried
once more; and my voice was the voice of mortal anguish
to my own appalled and ringing ear.
“Do you not hear? Can
you not see? Is there no one in this place
who hears? Or sees me, either?”
An early customer had strayed in;
Drayton was there; and the watchman had entered.
The men (there were five in all) collected by the
broker’s desk, around the morning papers, and
spoke to each other with the familiarity which bad
news of any public interest creates. They conversed
in low tones. Their faces wore a shocked expression.
They spoke of me; they asked for more particulars
of the tragedy reported by the morning press; they
mentioned my merits and defects, but said more about
merits than defects, in the merciful, foolish way of
people who discuss the newly dead.
“I’ve known him ten years,” said
the broker.
“I’ve had the pleasure
of the doctor’s acquaintance myself a good while,”
said the inspector politely.
“Wasn’t he a quick-tempered man?”
asked the customer.
“He cured a baby of mine of
the croup,” said the watchman. “It
was given up for dead. And he only charged me
a dollar and a half. He was very kind to the
little chap.”
“He set an ankle for me, once,
after a football match,” suggested the clerk.
“I wouldn’t ask to be better treated.
He wasn’t a bit rough.”
..."Gentlemen,” I entreated,
stretching out my hands toward the group, “there
is some mistake I must make it understood.
I am here. It is I, Dr. Thorne; Dr. Esmerald
Thorne. I am in this office. Gentlemen!
Listen to me! Look at me! Look in this
direction! For God’s sake, try
to see me some of you!"...
“He drove too fast a horse,”
said the customer. “He always has.”
“I must answer Mrs. Thorne’s
message,” said the broker sadly, rising and
pushing back the office chair.
...I shrank, and tried no more.
I bowed my head, and said no other word. The
truth, incredible and terrible though it were, the
truth which neither flesh nor spirit can escape, had
now forced itself upon my consciousness.
I looked across the broker’s
office at those five warm human beings as if I had
looked across the width of the breathing world.
Naught had I now to say to them; naught could they
communicate to me. Language was not between
us, nor speech, nor any sign. Need of mine could
reach them not, nor any of their kind. For I
was in the dead, and they the living men.
..."Here is your dog, sir,”
said Jason. “He has followed you in.
He is trying to speak to you, in his way.”
The broker stooped and patted the
dumb brute affectionately. “I understand,
Lion,” he said. “Yes, I understand
you.”
The dog looked lovingly up into his
master’s face, and whined for joy.