THE ROOM BEYOND. AN ACCOUNT
OF THE HAUNTINGS AT HENNERSLEY,
NEAR AYR
To me Hennersley is what the Transformation
Scene at a Pantomime was to the imaginative child-the
dreamy child of long ago-a floral paradise
full of the most delightful surprises. Here, at
Hennersley, from out the quite recently ice-bound
earth, softened and moistened now by spring rain,
there rises up row upon row of snowdrops, hyacinths
and lilies, of such surpassing sweetness and beauty
that I hold my breath in astonishment, and ecstatically
chant a Te Deum to the fairies for sending such white-clad
loveliness.
And then-then, ere my wonder
has had time to fade, it is summer. The ground
opens, and there springs up, on all sides, a veritable
sea of vivid, variegated colour,-scarlet,
pink, and white geraniums; red, white and yellow roses;
golden honeysuckle; bright-hued marigolds; purple
pansies; pale forget-me-nots; wallflowers; sweet peas;
many-tinted azaleas; showy hydrangeas; giant rhododendrons;
foxgloves, buttercups, daisies, hollyhocks, and héliotropes;
a floral host too varied to enumerate.
Overcome with admiration, bewildered
with happiness, I kneel on the soft carpet of grass,
and, burying my face extravagantly, in alternate laps
of luxurious, downy, scent-laden petals, fill my lungs
with soul-inspiring nectar.
My intoxication has barely worn off
before my eyes are dimly conscious that the soil all
around me is generously besprinkled with the remains
of my floral friends. I spring hurriedly to my
feet, and, gazing anxiously about me, suddenly perceive
the gaily nodding heads of new arrivals-dahlias,
sunflowers, anémones, chrysanthemums. As
I continue gazing, the aromatic odour of mellow apples
from the Hennersley orchards reaches my nostrils;
I turn round, and there, there in front of me, I see
row upon row of richly-laden fruit trees, their leaves
a brilliant copper in the scintillating rays of the
ruddy autumn sun. I gasp for breath-the
beauty of tint and tone surpasses all that I have
hitherto seen-it is sublime, the grand climax
of transformation. As the curtain falls with
the approach of winter, I hurry to my Edinburgh home
and pray for the prompt return of early spring.
For many years my aged relatives,
the Misses Amelia and Deborah Harbordeens, lived at
Hennersley. Rarest and kindest of old ladies,
they were the human prototypes of the flowers both
they and I loved. Miss Amelia, with her beautiful
complexion, rounded form and regal mien, suggested
to my childish mind more, much more, than the mere
semblance of a rose, whilst Miss Deborah, with her
sprightly grace and golden hair, was only masquerading
as a woman-she was in reality a daffodil.
Unlike so many of the fair sex who
go in for gardening, my aunts were essentially dainty.
Their figures were shapely and elegant, their hands
slim and soft. I never saw them working without
gloves, and I have good reason to believe they anointed
their fingers every night with a special preparation
to keep them smooth and white. They were not-decidedly
not-“brainy,” neither were they
accomplished, never having made any special study
of the higher arts; but they evinced nevertheless
the keenest appreciation of painting, music, and literature.
Their library-a large one-boasted
a delightful harbourage of such writers as Jane Austen,
Miss Mitford, and Maria Edgeworth. And in their
drawing-room, on the walls of which art was represented
by the old as well as modern masters, might be seen
and sometimes heard-for the Misses Harbordeens
often entertained-a well-tuned Broadwood,
and a Bucksen harpsichord. I will describe this
old-world abode, not as I first saw it, for when I
first visited my aunts Amelia and Deborah, I was only
one year old, but as I first remember it-a
house with the glamour of a many-gabled roof and diamond
window-panes.
The house stood by the side of the
turnpike road-that broad, white, interminable
road, originating from goodness knows where in the
north, and passing through Ayr-the nearest
town of any importance-to goodness knows
where in the south. A shady avenue, entered by
a wooden swing gate bearing the superscription “Hennersley”
in neat, white letters, led by a circuitous route
to it, and not a vestige of it could be seen from
the road. In front of it stretched a spacious
lawn, flanked on either side and at the farthest extremity
by a thick growth of chestnuts, beeches, poplars,
and evergreens.
The house itself was curiously built.
It consisted of two storeys, and formed a main building
and one wing, which gave it a peculiarly lop-sided
appearance that reminded me somewhat ludicrously of
Chanticleer, with a solitary, scant, and clipped appendage.
It was often on the tip of my tongue
to ask my relatives the reason of this singular disparity;
whether it was the result of a mere whim on the part
of the architect, or whether it had been caused by
some catastrophe; but my curiosity was always held
in check by a strange feeling that my relatives would
not like to be approached on the subject. My
aunts Amelia and Deborah belonged to that class of
people, unhappily rare, who possess a power of generating
in others an instinctive knowledge of “dangerous
ground”-a power which enabled them
to avert, both from themselves and the might-be offender,
many a painful situation. To proceed-the
nakedness of the walls of Hennersley was veiled-who
shall say it was not designedly veiled-by
a thick covering of clematis and ivy, and in the
latter innumerable specimens of the feathered tribe
found a sure and safe retreat.
On entering the house, one stepped
at once into a large hall. A gallery ran round
it, and from the centre rose a broad oak staircase.
The rooms, with one or two exceptions, opened into
one another, and were large, and low and long in shape;
the walls and floors were of oak and the ceilings
were crossed by ponderous oak beams.
The fireplaces, too, were of the oldest
fashion; and in their comfortable ingle-nook my aunts-in
the winter-loved to read or knit.
When the warm weather came, they made
similar use of the deep-set window-sills, over which
they indulgently permitted me to scramble on to the
lawn.
The sunlight was a special feature
of Hennersley. Forcing its way through the trellised
panes, it illuminated the house with a radiancy, a
soft golden radiancy I have never seen elsewhere.
My relatives seemed to possess some
phenomenal attraction for the sunlight, for, no matter
where they sat, a beam brighter than the rest always
shone on them; and, when they got up, I noticed that
it always followed them, accompanying them from room
to room and along the corridors.
But this was only one of the many
pleasant mysteries that added to the joy of my visits
to Hennersley. I felt sure that the house was
enchanted-that it was under the control
of some benevolent being who took a kindly interest
in the welfare of my relatives.
I remember once, on the occasion of
my customary good-morning to Miss Amelia, who invariably
breakfasted in bed, I inhaled the most delicious odour
of heliotrope. It was wafted towards me, in a
cool current of air, as I approached her bed, and
seemed, to my childish fancy, to be the friendly greeting
of a sparkling sunbeam that rested on Miss Amelia’s
pillow.
I was so charmed with the scent, that,
alas! forgetful of my manners, I gave a loud sniff,
and with a rapturous smile ejaculated, “Oh!
Auntie! Cherry pie!”
Miss Amelia started. “Dear
me, child!” she exclaimed, “how quietly
you entered. I had no idea you were in the room.
Heliotrope is the name of the scent, my dear, but
please do not allude to it again. Your Aunt Deborah
and I are very fond of it”-here she
sighed-“but for certain reasons-reasons
you would not understand-we do not like
to hear the word heliotrope mentioned. Kiss me,
dear, and run away to your breakfast.”
For the first time in my life, perhaps,
I was greatly puzzled. I could not see why I
should be forbidden to refer to such a pleasant and
harmless subject-a subject that, looked
at from no matter what point of view, did not appear
to me to be in the slightest degree indelicate.
The more I thought over it, the more convinced I became
that there was some association between the scent and
the sunbeam, and in that association I felt sure much
of the mystery lay.
The house was haunted-agreeably,
delightfully haunted by a golden light, a perfumed
radiant light that could only have in my mind one
origin, one creator-Titania-Titania,
queen of the fairies, the guardian angel of my aged,
my extremely aged relatives.
“Aunt Deborah,” I said
one morning, as I found her seated in the embrasure
of the breakfast room window crocheting, “Aunt
Deborah! You love the sunlight, do you not?”
She turned on me a startled face.
“What makes you ask such strange questions,
child?” she said. “Of course I like
the-sun. Most people do. It is
no uncommon thing, especially at my age.”
“But the sunbeams do not follow
every one, auntie, do they?” I persisted.
Miss Deborah’s crochet fell into her lap.
“How queerly you talk,”
she said, with a curious trembling of her lips.
“How can the sunbeams follow one?”
“But they do, auntie, they do
indeed!” I cried. “I have often watched
a bright beam of golden light follow Aunt Amelia and
you, in different parts of the room. And it has
settled on your lace collar now.”
Miss Deborah looked at me very seriously;
but the moistening of her eyes I attributed to the
strong light. “Esther,” she said,
laying one of her soft hands on my forehead, “there
are things God does not want little girls to understand-question
me no more.”
I obeyed, but henceforth I felt more
than ever assured that my aunts, consciously or unconsciously,
shared their charming abode with some capricious genii,
of whose presence in their midst I had become accidentally
aware; and to find out the enchanted neighbourhood
of its mysterious retreat was to me now a matter of
all-absorbing importance. I spent hour after
hour roaming through the corridors, the copses, and
my beloved flower gardens, in eager search of some
spot I could unhesitatingly affirm was the home of
the genii. Most ardently I then hoped that the
sunbeams would follow me, and that the breeze charged
with cool heliotrope would greet me as it did Aunt
Deborah.
In the daytime, all Hennersley was
sunshine and flowers, and, stray where I would, I
never felt lonely or afraid; but as the light waned
I saw and felt a subtle change creep over everything.
The long aisles of trees that in the morning only
struck me as enchantingly peaceful and shady, gradually
filled with strangely terrifying shadows; the hue of
the broad swards deepened into a darkness I did not
dare interpret, whilst in the house, in its every
passage, nook, and corner, a gloom arose that, seeming
to come from the very bowels of the earth, brought
with it every possible suggestion of bogey.
I never spoke of these things to my
relatives, partly because I was ashamed of my cowardice,
and partly because I dreaded a fresh rebuke.
How I suffered! and how I ridiculed my sufferings in
the mornings, when every trace of darkness was obliterated,
and amid the radiant bloom of the trees I thought
only of heliotrope and sunbeams.
One afternoon my search for the abode
of the genii led me to the wingless side of the house,
a side I rarely visited. At the foot of the ivy-covered
walls and straight in their centre was laid a wide
bed of flowers, every one of which was white.
But why white? Again and again I asked myself
this question, but I dared not broach it to my relatives.
A garden all white was assuredly an enigma-and
to every enigma there is undoubtedly a key. Was
this garden, which was all white, in any way connected
with the sunbeams and heliotrope? Was it another
of the mysteries God concealed from little girls?
Could this be the home of the genii? This latter
idea had no sooner entered my head than it became
a conviction. Of course! There was no doubt
whatever-it was the home of the genii.
The white petals were now a source
of peculiar interest to me. I was fascinated:
the minutes sped by and still I was there. It
was not until the sun had disappeared in the far-distant
horizon, and the grim shadows of twilight were creeping
out upon me from the neighbouring trees and bushes,
that I awoke from my reverie-and fled!
That night-unable to sleep
through the excitement caused by my discovery of the
home of the genii-I lay awake, my whole
thoughts concentrated in one soul-absorbing desire,
the passionate desire to see the fairy of Hennersley-I
had never heard of ghosts-and hear its
story. My bedroom was half-way down the corridor
leading from the head of the main staircase to the
extremity of the wing.
After I said good-night I did not
see my aunts again till the morning-they
never by any chance visited me after I was in bed.
Hence I knew, when I had retired for the night, I
should not see a human face nor hear a human voice
for nearly twelve hours. This-when
I thought of the genii with its golden beams of light
and scent of heliotrope-did not trouble
me; it was only when my thoughts would not run in
this channel that I felt any fear, and that fear was
not of the darkness itself, but of what the darkness
suggested.
On this particular night, for the
first few hours, I was sublimely happy, and then a
strange restlessness seized me. I was obsessed
with a wish to see the flower-garden. For some
minutes, stimulated by a dread of what my aunts would
think of such a violation of conventionality on the
part of a child, I combated furiously with the desire;
but at length the longing was so great, so utterly
and wholly irresistible, that I succumbed, and, getting
quietly out of bed, made my way noiselessly into the
corridor.
All was dark and still-stiller
than I had ever known it before. Without any
hesitation I plunged forward, in the direction of the
wingless side of the house, where there was a long,
narrow, stained window that commanded an immediate
prospect of the white garden.
I had seldom looked out of it, as
up to the present this side of the house had little
attraction for me; but all was changed now; and, as
I felt my way cautiously along the corridor, a thousand
and one fanciful notions of what I might see surged
through my brain.
I came to the end of the corridor,
I descended half a dozen stairs, I got to the middle
of the gallery overlooking the large entrance hall-below
me, above me, on all sides of me, was Stygian darkness.
I stopped, and there suddenly rang out, apparently
from close at hand, a loud, clear, most appallingly
clear, blood-curdling cry, which, beginning in a low
key, ended in a shriek so horrid, harsh, and piercing,
that I felt my heart shrivel up within me, and in sheer
desperation I buried my fingers in my ears to deaden
the sound.
I was now too frightened to move one
way or the other. All the strength departed from
my limbs, and when I endeavoured to move my feet,
I could not-they appeared to be fastened
to the ground with lead weights.
I felt, I intuitively felt that the
author of the disturbance was regarding my terror
with grim satisfaction, and that it was merely postponing
further action in order to enjoy my suspense.
To block out the sight of this dreadful creature,
I clenched my eyelids tightly together, at the same
time earnestly imploring God to help me.
Suddenly I heard the low wail begin
again, and then the echo of a far-off silvery voice
came softly to me through the gloom: “It’s
an owl-only an owl!”
With lightning-like rapidity the truth
then dawned on me, and as I withdrew my clammy finger-tips
from my ears, the faint fluttering of wings reached
me, through an open skylight. Once again I moved
on; the gallery was left behind, and I was well on
my way down the tortuous passage leading to my goal,
when a luminous object, of vast height and cylindrical
shape, suddenly barred my progress.
Overcome by a deadly sickness, I sank
on the floor, and, burying my face in my hands, quite
made up my mind that my last moments had come.
How long I remained in this position
I cannot say, to me it seemed eternity. I was
eventually freed from it by the echo of a gentle laugh,
so kind, and gay, and girlish, that my terror at once
departed, and, on raising my head, I perceived that
the cause of my panic was nothing more than a broad
beam of moonlight on a particularly prominent angle
of the wall.
Heartily ashamed at my cowardice,
I got up, and, stepping briskly forward, soon reached
the stained-glass window.
Pressing my face against the pane,
I peered through it, and there immediately beneath
me lay the flowers, glorified into dazzling gold by
the yellow colour of the glass. The sight thrilled
me with joy-it was sublime. My instinct
had not deceived me, this was indeed the long-looked-for
home of the genii.
The temperature, which had been high,
abnormally so for June, now underwent an abrupt change,
and a chill current of air, sweeping down on me from
the rear, made my teeth chatter. I involuntarily
shrank back from the window, and, as I did so, to
my utter astonishment it disappeared, and I saw, in
its place, a room.
It was a long, low room, and opposite
to me, at the farthest extremity, was a large bay
window, through which I could see the nodding tops
of the trees. The furniture was all green and
of a lighter, daintier make than any I had hitherto
seen. The walls were covered with pictures, the
mantelshelf with flowers. Whilst I was busily
employed noting all these details, the door of the
room opened, and the threshold was gorgeously illuminated
by a brilliant sunbeam, from which suddenly evolved
the figure of a young and lovely girl.
I can see her now as I saw her then-tall,
and slender, with masses of golden hair, waved artistically
aside from a low forehead of snowy white; finely-pencilled
brows, and long eyes of the most lustrous violet;
a straight, delicately-moulded nose, a firm, beautifully-proportioned
chin, and a bewitching mouth. At her bosom was
a bunch of heliotrope, which, deftly undoing, she raised
to her nose and then laughingly held out to me.
I was charmed; I took a step forward towards her.
The instant I did so, a wild look of terror distorted
her face, she waved me back, something jarred against
my knee, and, in the place of the room, I saw only
the blurred outline of trees through the yellow window-panes.
Bitterly disappointed, but absolutely
sure that what I had seen was objective, I retraced
my steps to my bedroom and passed the remainder of
the night in sound sleep.
After breakfast, however, unable to
restrain my curiosity longer, I sought Miss Amelia,
who was easier to approach than her sister, and, managing
after several efforts to screw up courage, blurted
out the story of my nocturnal escapade.
My aunt listened in silence.
She was always gentle, but on this occasion she surpassed
herself.
“I am not going to scold you,
Esther,” she said, smoothing out my curls.
“After what you have seen it is useless to conceal
the truth from you. God perhaps intends you to
know all. Years ago, Esther, this house was not
as you see it now. It had two wings, and, in the
one that no longer exists was the bedroom you saw
in your vision. We called it the Green Room because
everything in it was green, your Aunt Alicia-an
aunt you have never heard of-who slept there,
having a peculiar fancy for that colour.
“Alicia was our youngest sister,
and we all loved her dearly. She was just as
you describe her-beautiful as a fairy, with
golden hair, and violet eyes, and she always wore
a bunch of heliotrope in her dress.
“One night, Esther, one lovely,
calm, midsummer night, forty years ago, this house
was broken into by burglars. They got in through
the Green Room window, which was always left open
during the warm weather. We-my mother,
your Aunt Deborah, and I-were awakened by
a loud shriek for help. Recognising Alicia’s
voice, we instantly flew out of bed, and, summoning
the servants, tore to the Green Room as fast as we
could.
“To our horror, Esther, the
door was locked, and before we could break the lock
the ruffians had murdered her! They escaped through
the window and were never caught. My mother,
your great-grandmother, had that part of the house
pulled down, and on the site of it she planted the
white garden.
“Though Alicia’s earthly
body died, and was taken from us, her beautiful spirit
remains with us here. It follows us about in the
daytime in the form of a sunbeam, whilst occasionally,
at night, it assumes her earthly shape. The house
is what is generally termed haunted, and, no doubt,
some people would be afraid to live in it. But
that, Esther, is because they do not understand spirits-your
Aunt Deborah and I do.”
“Do you think, auntie,”
I asked with a thrill of joy, “do you think it
at all likely that I shall see Aunt Alicia again to-night?”
Aunt Amelia shook her head gently.
“No, my dear,” she said slowly, “I
think it will be impossible, because you are going
home this afternoon.”