ON the day when the first blow with
the pick was dealt, Marianne, with Gervais in her
arms, came and sat down close by, full of happy emotion
at this work of faith and hope which Mathieu was so
boldly undertaking. It was a clear, warm day
in the middle of June, with a pure, broad sky that
encouraged confidence. And as the children had
been given a holiday, they played about in the surrounding
grass, and one could hear the shrill cries of little
Rose while she amused herself with running after the
three boys.
“Will you deal the first blow?”
Mathieu gayly asked his wife.
But she pointed to her baby.
“No, no, I have my work. Deal it yourself,
you are the father.”
He stood there with two men under
his orders, but ready himself to undertake part of
the hard manual toil in order to help on the realization
of his long thought of, ripening scheme. With
great prudence and wisdom he had assured himself a
modest livelihood for a year of effort, by an intelligent
scheme of association and advances repayable out of
profits, which would enable him to wait for his first
harvest. And it was his life that he risked on
that future crop, should the earth refuse his worship
and his labor. But he was a faithful believer,
one who felt certain of conquering, since love and
determination were his.
“Well then, here goes!”
he gallantly cried. “May the earth prove
a good mother to us!”
Then he dealt the first blow with his pick.
The work was begun to the left of
the old pavilion, in a corner of that extensive marshy
tableland, where little streams coursed on all sides
through the reeds which sprang up everywhere.
It was at first simply a question of draining a few
acres by capturing these streams and turning them
into canals, in order to direct them afterwards over
the dry sandy slopes which descended towards the railway
line. After an attentive examination Mathieu
had discovered that the work might easily be executed,
and that water-furrows would suffice, such was the
disposition and nature of the ground. This, indeed,
was his real discovery, not to mention the layer of
humus which he felt certain would be found amassed
on the plateau, and the wondrous fertility which it
would display as soon as a ploughshare had passed
through it. And so with his pick he now began
to open the trench which was to drain the damp soil
above, and fertilize the dry, sterile, thirsty ground
below.
The open air, however, had doubtless
given Gervais an appetite, for he began to cry.
He was now a strong little fellow, three months and
a half old, and never neglected mealtime. He
was growing like one of the young trees in the neighboring
wood, with hands which did not easily release what
they grasped, with eyes too full of light, now all
laughter and now all tears, and with the ever open
beak of a greedy bird, that raised a tempest whenever
his mother kept him waiting.
“Yes, yes, I know you are there,”
said she; “come, don’t deafen us any longer.”
Then she gave him the breast and he
became quiet, simply purring like a happy little kitten.
The beneficent source had begun to flow once more,
as if it were inexhaustible. The trickling milk
murmured unceasingly. One might have said that
it could be heard descending and spreading, while
Mathieu on his side continued opening his trench, assisted
by the two men whose apprenticeship was long since
past.
He rose up at last, wiped his brow,
and with his air of quiet certainty exclaimed:
“It’s only a trade to learn. In a
few months’ time I shall be nothing but a peasant.
Look at that stagnant pond there, green with water-plants.
The spring which feeds it is yonder in that big tuft
of herbage. And when this trench has been opened
to the edge of the slope, you will see the pond dry
up, and the spring gush forth and take its course,
carrying the beneficent water away.”
“Ah!” said Marianne, “may
it fertilize all that stony expanse, for nothing can
be sadder than dead land. How happy it will be
to quench its thirst and live again!”
Then she broke off to scold Gervais:
“Come, young gentleman, don’t pull so
hard,” said she. “Wait till it comes;
you know very well that it’s all for you.”
Meantime the blows of the pickaxes
rang out, the trench rapidly made its way through
the fat, moist soil, and soon the water would flow
into the parched veins of the neighboring sandy tracts
to endow them with fruitfulness. And the light
trickling of the mother’s milk also continued
with the faint murmur of an inexhaustible source, flowing
from her breast into the mouth of her babe, like a
fountain of eternal life. It ever and ever flowed,
it created flesh, intelligence, and labor, and strength.
And soon its whispering would mingle with the babble
of the delivered spring as it descended along the
trenches to the dry hot lands. And at last there
would be but one and the same stream, one and the
same river, gradually overflowing and carrying life
to all the earth, a mighty river of nourishing milk
flowing through the world’s veins, creating
without a pause, and producing yet more youth and more
health at each return of springtide.
Four months later, when Mathieu and
his men had finished the autumn ploughing, there came
the sowing on the same spot. Marianne was there
again, and it was such a very mild gray day that she
was still able to sit down, and once more gayly give
the breast to little Gervais. He was already
eight months old and had become quite a personage.
He grew a little more every day, always in his mother’s
arms, on that warm breast whence he sucked life.
He was like the seed which clings to the seed-pod
so long as it is not ripe. And at that first quiver
of November, that approach of winter through which
the germs would slumber in the furrows, he pressed
his chilly little face close to his mother’s
warm bosom, and nursed on in silence as if the river
of life were lost, buried deep beneath the soil.
“Ah!” said Marianne, laughing,
“you are not warm, young gentleman, are you?
It is time for you to take up your winter quarters.”
Just then Mathieu, with his sower’s
bag at his waist, was returning towards them, scattering
the seed with broad rhythmical gestures. He had
heard his wife, and he paused to say to her: “Let
him nurse and sleep till the sun comes back.
He will be a man by harvest time.” And,
pointing to the great field which he was sowing with
his assistants, he added: “All this will
grow and ripen when our Gervais has begun to walk
and talk just look, see our conquest!”
He was proud of it. From ten
to fifteen acres of the plateau were now rid of the
stagnant pools, cleared and levelled; and they spread
out in a brown expanse, rich with humus, while the
water-furrows which intersected them carried the streams
to the neighboring slopes. Before cultivating
those dry lands one must yet wait until the moisture
should have penetrated and fertilized them. That
would be the work of the future, and thus, by degrees,
life would be diffused through the whole estate.
“Evening is coming on,”
resumed Mathieu, “I must make haste.”
Then he set off again, throwing the
seed with his broad rhythmical gesture. And while
Marianne, gravely smiling, watched him go, it occurred
to little Rose to follow in his track, and take up
handfuls of earth, which she scattered to the wind.
The three boys perceived her, and Blaise and Denis
then hastened up, followed by Ambroise, all gleefully
imitating their father’s gesture, and darting
hither and thither around him. And for a moment
it was almost as if Mathieu with the sweep of his
arm not only cast the seed of expected corn into the
furrows, but also sowed those dear children, casting
them here and there without cessation, so that a whole
nation of little sowers should spring up and finish
populating the world.
Two months more went by, and January
had arrived with a hard frost, when one day the Froments
unexpectedly received a visit from Seguin and Beauchene,
who had come to try their luck at wild-duck shooting,
among such of the ponds on the plateau as had not
yet been drained. It was a Sunday, and the whole
family was gathered in the roomy kitchen, cheered
by a big fire. Through the clear windows one could
see the far-spreading countryside, white with rime,
and stiffly slumbering under that crystal casing,
like some venerated saint awaiting April’s resurrection.
And, that day, when the visitors presented themselves,
Gervais also was slumbering in his white cradle, rendered
somnolent by the season, but plump even as larks are
in the cold weather, and waiting, he also, simply
for life’s revival, in order to reappear in all
the triumph of his acquired strength.
The family had gayly partaken of dejeuner,
and now, before nightfall, the four children had gathered
round a table by the window, absorbed in a playful
occupation which delighted them. Helped by Ambroise,
the twins, Blaise and Denis, were building a whole
village out of pieces of cardboard, fixed together
with paste. There were houses, a town hall, a
church, a school. And Rose, who had been forbidden
to touch the scissors, presided over the paste, with
which she smeared herself even to her hair. In
the deep quietude, through which their laughter rang
at intervals, their father and mother had remained
seated side by side in front of the blazing fire,
enjoying that delightful Sunday peace after the week’s
hard work.
They lived there very simply, like
genuine peasants, without any luxury, any amusement,
save that of being together. Their gay, bright
kitchen was redolent of that easy primitive life,
lived so near the earth, which frees one from fictitious
wants, ambition, and the longing for pleasure.
And no fortune, no power could have brought such quiet
delight as that afternoon of happy intimacy, while
the last-born slept so soundly and quietly that one
could not even hear him breathe.
Beauchene and Seguin broke in upon
the quiet like unlucky sportsmen, with their limbs
weary and their faces and hands icy cold. Amid
the exclamations of surprise which greeted them, they
complained of the folly that had possessed them to
venture out of Paris in such bleak weather.
“Just fancy, my dear fellow,”
said Beauchene, “we haven’t seen a single
duck! It’s no doubt too cold. And you
can’t imagine what a bitter wind blows on the
plateau, amid those ponds and bushes bristling with
icicles. So we gave up the idea of any shooting.
You must give us each a glass of hot wine, and then
we’ll get back to Paris.”
Seguin, who was in even a worse humor,
stood before the fire trying to thaw himself; and
while Marianne made haste to warm some wine, he began
to speak of the cleared fields which he had skirted.
Under the icy covering, however, beneath which they
stiffly slumbered, hiding the seed within them, he
had guessed nothing of the truth, and already felt
anxious about this business of Mathieu’s, which
looked anything but encouraging. Indeed, he already
feared that he would not be paid his purchase money,
and so made bold to speak ironically.
“I say, my dear fellow, I am
afraid you have lost your time,” he began; “I
noticed it all as I went by, and it did not seem promising.
But how can you hope to reap anything from rotten
soil in which only reeds have been growing for centuries?”
“One must wait,” Mathieu
quietly answered. “You must come back and
see it all next June.”
But Beauchene interrupted them.
“There is a train at four o’clock, I think,”
said he; “let us make haste, for it would annoy
us tremendously to miss it, would it not, Seguin?”
So saying, he gave him a gay, meaning
glance. They had doubtless planned some little
spree together, like husbands bent on availing themselves
to the utmost of the convenient pretext of a day’s
shooting. Then, having drunk some wine and feeling
warmed and livelier, they began to express astonishment
at their surroundings.
“It stupefies me, my dear fellow,”
declared Beauchene, “that you can live in this
awful solitude in the depth of winter. It is enough
to kill anybody. I am all in favor of work, you
know; but, dash it! one must have some amusement too.”
“But we do amuse ourselves,”
said Mathieu, waving his hand round that rustic kitchen
in which centred all their pleasant family life.
The two visitors followed his gesture,
and gazed in amazement at the walls covered with utensils,
at the rough furniture, and at the table on which
the children were still building their village after
offering their cheeks to be kissed. No doubt
they were unable to understand what pleasure there
could possibly be there, for, suppressing a jeering
laugh, they shook their heads. To them it was
really an extraordinary life, a life of most singular
taste.
“Come and see my little Gervais,”
said Marianne softly. “He is asleep; mind,
you must not wake him.”
For politeness’ sake they both
bent over the cradle, and expressed surprise at finding
a child but ten months old so big. He was very
good, too. Only, as soon as he should wake, he
would no doubt deafen everybody. And then, too,
if a fine child like that sufficed to make life happy,
how many people must be guilty of spoiling their lives!
The visitors came back to the fireside, anxious only
to be gone now that they felt enlivened.
“So it’s understood,”
said Mathieu, “you won’t stay to dinner
with us?”
“Oh, no, indeed!” they exclaimed in one
breath.
Then, to attenuate the discourtesy
of such a cry, Beauchene began to jest, and accepted
the invitation for a later date when the warm weather
should have arrived.
“On my word of honor, we have
business in Paris,” he declared. “But
I promise you that when it’s fine we will all
come and spend a day here yes, with our
wives and children. And you will then show us
your work, and we shall see if you have succeeded.
So good-by! All my good wishes, my dear fellow!
Au revoir, cousin! Au revoir, children; be good!”
Then came more kisses and hand-shakes,
and the two men disappeared. And when the gentle
silence had fallen once more Mathieu and Marianne
again found themselves in front of the bright fire,
while the children completed the building of their
village with a great consumption of paste, and Gervais
continued sleeping soundly. Had they been dreaming?
Mathieu wondered. What sudden blast from all the
shame and suffering of Paris had blown into their
far-away quiet? Outside, the country retained
its icy rigidity. The fire alone sang the song
of hope in life’s future revival. And,
all at once, after a few minutes’ reverie the
young man began to speak aloud, as if he had at last
just found the answer to all sorts of grave questions
which he had long since put to himself.
“But those folks don’t
love; they are incapable of loving! Money, power,
ambition, pleasure yes, all those things
may be theirs, but not love! Even the husbands
who deceive their wives do not really love their mistresses.
They have never glowed with the supreme desire, the
divine desire which is the world’s very soul,
the brazier of eternal life. And that explains
everything. Without desire there is no love, no
courage, and no hope. By love alone can one create.
And if love be restricted in its mission there is
but failure. Yes, they lie and deceive, because
they do not love. Then they suffer and lapse into
moral and physical degradation. And at the end
lies the collapse of our rotten society, which breaks
up more and more each day before our eyes. That,
then, is the truth I was seeking. It is desire
and love that save. Whoever loves and creates
is the revolutionary saviour, the maker of men for
the new world which will shortly dawn.”
Never before had Mathieu so plainly
understood that he and his wife were different from
others. This now struck him with extraordinary
force. Comparisons ensued, and he realized that
their simple life, free from the lust of wealth, their
contempt for luxury and worldly vanities, all their
common participation in toil which made them accept
and glorify life and its duties, all that mode of
existence of theirs which was at once their joy and
their strength, sprang solely from the source of eternal
energy: the love with which they glowed.
If, later on, victory should remain with them, if
they should some day leave behind them work of value
and health and happiness, it would be solely because
they had possessed the power of love and the courage
to love freely, harvesting, in an ever-increasing
family, both the means of support and the means of
conquest. And this sudden conviction filled Mathieu
with such a glow that he leant towards his wife, who
sat there deeply moved by what he said, and kissed
her ardently upon the lips. It was divine love
passing like a flaming blast. But she, though
her own eyes were sparkling, laughingly scolded him,
saying: “Hush, hush, you will wake Gervais.”
Then they remained there hand in hand,
pressing each other’s fingers amid the silence.
Evening was coming on, and at last the children, their
village finished, raised cries of rapture at seeing
it standing there among bits of wood, which figured
trees. And then the softened glances of the parents
strayed now through the window towards the crops sleeping
beneath the crystalline rime, and now towards their
last-born’s cradle, where hope was likewise
slumbering.
Again did two long months go by.
Gervais had just completed his first year, and fine
weather, setting in early, was hastening the awaking
of the earth. One morning, when Marianne and the
children went to join Mathieu on the plateau, they
raised shouts of wonder, so completely had the sun
transformed the expanse in a single week. It was
now all green velvet, a thick endless carpet of sprouting
corn, of tender, delicate emerald hue. Never
had such a marvellous crop been seen. And thus,
as the family walked on through the mild, radiant
April morning, amid the country now roused from winter’s
sleep, and quivering with fresh youth, they all waxed
merry at the sight of that healthfulness, that progressing
fruitfulness, which promised the fulfilment of all
their hopes. And their rapture yet increased
when, all at once, they noticed that little Gervais
also was awaking to life, acquiring decisive strength.
As he struggled in his little carriage and his mother
removed him from it, behold! he took his flight, and,
staggering, made four steps; then hung to his father’s
legs with his little fists. A cry of extraordinary
delight burst forth.
“Why! he walks, he walks!”
Ah! those first lispings of life,
those successive flights of the dear little ones;
the first glance, the first smile, the first step what
joy do they not bring to parents’ hearts!
They are the rapturous étapes of infancy, for
which father and mother watch, which they await impatiently,
which they hail with exclamations of victory, as if
each were a conquest, a fresh triumphal entry into
life. The child grows, the child becomes a man.
And there is yet the first tooth, forcing its way
like a needle-point through rosy gums; and there is
also the first stammered word, the “pa-pa,”
the “mam-ma,” which one is quite ready
to detect amid the vaguest babble, though it be but
the purring of a kitten, the chirping of a bird.
Life does its work, and the father and the mother
are ever wonderstruck with admiration and emotion at
the sight of that efflorescence alike of their flesh
and their souls.
“Wait a moment,” said
Marianne, “he will come back to me. Gervais!
Gervais!”
And after a little hesitation, a false
start, the child did indeed return, taking the four
steps afresh, with arms extended and beating the air
as if they were balancing-poles.
“Gervais! Gervais!”
called Mathieu in his turn. And the child went
back to him; and again and again did they want him
to repeat the journey, amid their mirthful cries,
so pretty and so funny did they find him.
Then, seeing that the four other children
began playing rather roughly with him in their enthusiasm,
Marianne carried him away. And once more, on
the same spot, on the young grass, did she give him
the breast. And again did the stream of milk
trickle forth.
Close by that spot, skirting the new
field, there passed a crossroad, in rather bad condition,
leading to a neighboring village. And on this
road a cart suddenly came into sight, jolting amid
the ruts, and driven by a peasant who was
so absorbed in his contemplation of the land which
Mathieu had cleared, that he would have let his horse
climb upon a heap of stones had not a woman who accompanied
him abruptly pulled the reins. The horse then
stopped, and the man in a jeering voice called out:
“So this, then, is your work, Monsieur Froment?”
Mathieu and Marianne thereupon recognized
the Lepailleurs, the people of the mill. They
were well aware that folks laughed at Janville over
the folly of their attempt that mad idea
of growing wheat among the marshes of the plateau.
Lepailleur, in particular, distinguished himself by
the violent raillery he levelled at this Parisian,
a gentleman born, with a good berth, who was so stupid
as to make himself a peasant, and fling what money
he had to that rascally earth, which would assuredly
swallow him and his children and his money all together,
without yielding even enough wheat to keep them in
bread. And thus the sight of the field had stupefied
him. It was a long while since he had passed that
way, and he had never thought that the seed would
sprout so thickly, for he had repeated a hundred times
that nothing would germinate, so rotten was all the
land. Although he almost choked with covert anger
at seeing his predictions thus falsified, he was unwilling
to admit his error, and put on an air of ironical
doubt.
“So you think it will grow,
eh? Well, one can’t say that it hasn’t
come up. Only one must see if it can stand and
ripen.” And as Mathieu quietly smiled with
hope and confidence, he added, striving to poison his
joy: “Ah! when you know the earth you’ll
find what a hussy she is. I’ve seen plenty
of crops coming on magnificently, and then a storm,
a gust of wind, a mere trifle, has reduced them to
nothing! But you are young at the trade as yet;
you’ll get your experience in misfortune.”
His wife, who nodded approval on hearing
him talk so finely, then addressed herself to Marianne:
“Oh! my man doesn’t say that to discourage
you, madame. But the land you know, is just
like children. There are some who live and some
who die; some who give one pleasure, and others who
kill one with grief. But, all considered, one
always bestows more on them than one gets back, and
in the end one finds oneself duped. You’ll
see, you’ll see.”
Without replying, Marianne, moved
by these malicious predictions, gently raised her
trustful eyes to Mathieu. And he, though for a
moment irritated by all the ignorance, envy, and imbecile
ambition which he felt were before him, contented
himself with jesting. “That’s it,
we’ll see. When your son Antoine becomes
a prefect, and I have twelve peasant daughters ready,
I’ll invite you to their weddings, for it’s
your mill that ought to be rebuilt, you know, and
provided with a fine engine, so as to grind all the
corn of my property yonder, left and right, everywhere!”
The sweep of his arm embraced such
a far expanse of ground that the miller, who did not
like to be derided, almost lost his temper. He
lashed his horse with his whip, and the cart jolted
on again through the ruts.
“Wheat in the ear is not wheat
in the mill,” said he. “Au revoir,
and good luck to you, all the same.”
“Thanks, au revoir.”
Then, while the children still ran
about, seeking early primroses among the mosses, Mathieu
came and sat down beside Marianne, who, he saw, was
quivering. He said nothing to her, for he knew
that she possessed sufficient strength and confidence
to surmount, unaided, such fears for the future as
threats might kindle in her womanly heart. But
he simply set himself there, so near her that he touched
her, looking and smiling at her the while. And
she immediately became calm again and likewise smiled,
while little Gervais, whom the words of the malicious
could not as yet disturb, nursed more eagerly than
ever, with a purr of rapturous satisfaction.
The milk was ever trickling, bringing flesh to little
limbs which grew stronger day by day, spreading through
the earth, filling the whole world, nourishing the
life which increased hour by hour. And was not
this the answer which faith and hope returned to all
threats of death? the certainty of life’s
victory, with fine children ever growing in the sunlight,
and fine crops ever rising from the soil at each returning
spring! To-morrow, yet once again, on the glorious
day of harvest, the corn will have ripened, the children
will be men!
And it was thus, indeed, three months
later, when the Beauchenes and the Seguins, keeping
their promise, came husbands, wives, and
children to spend a Sunday afternoon at
Chantebled. The Froments had even prevailed
on Morange to be of the party with Reine, in their
desire to draw him for a day, at any rate, from the
dolorous prostration in which he lived. As soon
as all these fine folks had alighted from the train
it was decided to go up to the plateau to see the
famous fields, for everybody was curious about them,
so extravagant and inexplicable did the idea of Mathieu’s
return to the soil, and transformation into a peasant,
seem to them. He laughed gayly, and at least
he succeeded in surprising them when he waved his
hand towards the great expanse under the broad blue
sky, that sea of tall green stalks whose ears were
already heavy and undulated at the faintest breeze.
That warm splendid afternoon, the far-spreading fields
looked like the very triumph of fruitfulness, a growth
of germs which the humus amassed through centuries
had nourished with prodigious sap, thus producing
this first formidable crop, as if to glorify the eternal
source of life which sleeps in the earth’s flanks.
The milk had streamed, and the corn now grew on all
sides with overflowing energy, creating health and
strength, bespeaking man’s labor and the kindliness,
the solidarity of the world. It was like a beneficent,
nourishing ocean, in which all hunger would be appeased,
and in which to-morrow might arise, amid that tide
of wheat whose waves were ever carrying good news
to the horizon.
True, neither Constance nor Valentine
was greatly touched by the sight of the waving wheat,
for other ambitions filled their minds: and Morange,
though he stared with his vague dim eyes, did not even
seem to see it. But Beauchene and Seguin marvelled,
for they remembered their visit in the month of January,
when the frozen ground had been wrapt in sleep and
mystery. They had then guessed nothing, and now
they were amazed at this miraculous awakening, this
conquering fertility, which had changed a part of
the marshy tableland into a field of living wealth.
And Seguin, in particular, did not cease praising and
admiring, certain as he now felt that he would be
paid, and already hoping that Mathieu would soon take
a further portion of the estate off his hands.
Then, as soon as they had walked to
the old pavilion, now transformed into a little farm,
and had seated themselves in the garden, pending dinner-time,
the conversation fell upon children. Marianne,
as it happened, had weaned Gervais the day before,
and he was there among the ladies, still somewhat
unsteady on his legs, and yet boldly going from one
to the other, careless of his frequent falls on his
back or his nose. He was a gay-spirited child
who seldom lost his temper, doubtless because his
health was so good. His big clear eyes were ever
laughing; he offered his little hands in a friendly
way, and was very white, very pink, and very sturdy quite
a little man indeed, though but fifteen and a half
months old. Constance and Valentine admired him,
while Marianne jested and turned him away each time
that he greedily put out his little hands towards
her.
“No, no, monsieur, it’s
over now. You will have nothing but soup in future.”
“Weaning is such a terrible
business,” then remarked Constance. “Did
he let you sleep last night?”
“Oh! yes, he had good habits,
you know; he never troubled me at night. But
this morning he was stupefied and began to cry.
Still, you see, he is fairly well behaved already.
Besides, I never had more trouble than this with the
other ones.”
Beauchene was standing there, listening,
and, as usual, smoking a cigar. Constance appealed
to him:
“You are lucky. But you,
dear, remember don’t you? what
a life Maurice led us when his nurse went away.
For three whole nights we were unable to sleep.”
“But just look how your Maurice
is playing!” exclaimed Beauchene. “Yet
you’ll be telling me again that he is ill.”
“Oh! I no longer say that,
my friend; he is quite well now. Besides, I was
never anxious; I know that he is very strong.”
A great game of hide-and-seek was
going on in the garden, along the paths and even over
the flower-beds, among the eight children who were
assembled there. Besides the four of the house Blaise,
Denis, Ambroise, and Rose there were Gaston
and Lucie, the two elder children of the Seguins,
who had abstained, however, from bringing their other
daughter little Andree. Then, too,
both Reine and Maurice were present. And the
latter now, indeed, seemed to be all right upon his
legs, though his square face with its heavy jaw still
remained somewhat pale. His mother watched him
running about, and felt so happy and so vain at the
realization of her dream that she became quite amiable
even towards these poor relatives the Froments,
whose retirement into the country seemed to her like
an incomprehensible downfall, which forever thrust
them out of her social sphere.
“Ah! well,” resumed Beauchene,
“I’ve only one boy, but he’s a sturdy
fellow, I warrant it; isn’t he, Mathieu?”
These words had scarcely passed his
lips when he must have regretted them. His eyelids
quivered and a little chill came over him as his glance
met that of his former designer. For in the latter’s
clear eyes he beheld, as it were, a vision of that
other son, Norine’s ill-fated child, who had
been cast into the unknown. Then there came a
pause, and amid the shrill cries of the boys and girls
playing at hide-and-seek a number of little shadows
flitted through the sunlight: they were the shadows
of the poor doomed babes who scarce saw the light before
they were carried off from homes and hospitals to
be abandoned in corners, and die of cold, and perhaps
even of starvation!
Mathieu had been unable to answer
a word. And his emotion increased when he noticed
Morange huddled up on a chair, and gazing with blurred,
tearful eyes at little Gervais, who was laughingly
toddling hither and thither. Had a vision come
to him also? Had the phantom of his dead wife,
shrinking from the duties of motherhood and murdered
in a hateful den, risen before him in that sunlit
garden, amid all the turbulent mirth of happy, playful
children?
“What a pretty girl your daughter
Reine is!” said Mathieu, in the hope of drawing
the accountant from his haunting remorse. “Just
look at her running about! so girlish still,
as if she were not almost old enough to be married.”
Morange slowly raised his head and
looked at his daughter. And a smile returned
to his eyes, still moist with tears. Day by day
his adoration increased. As Reine grew up he
found her more and more like her mother, and all his
thoughts became centred in her. His one yearning
was that she might be very beautiful, very happy,
very rich. That would be a sign that he was forgiven that
would be the only joy for which he could yet hope.
And amid it all there was a vague feeling of jealousy
at the thought that a husband would some day take
her from him, and that he would remain alone in utter
solitude, alone with the phantom of his dead wife.
“Married?” he murmured;
“oh! not yet. She is only fourteen.”
At this the others expressed surprise:
they would have taken her to be quite eighteen, so
womanly was her precocious beauty already.
“As a matter of fact,”
resumed her father, feeling flattered, “she has
already been asked in marriage. You know that
the Baroness de Lowicz is kind enough to take her
out now and then. Well, she told me that an arch-millionnaire
had fallen in love with Reine but he’ll
have to wait! I shall still be able to keep her
to myself for another five or six years at least!”
He no longer wept, but gave a little
laugh of egotistical satisfaction, without noticing
the chill occasioned by the mention of Seraphine’s
name; for even Beauchene felt that his sister was hardly
a fit companion for a young girl.
Then Marianne, anxious at seeing the
conversation drop, began, questioning Valentine, while
Gervais at last slyly crept to her knees.
“Why did you not bring your
little Andree?” she inquired. “I should
have been so pleased to kiss her. And she would
have been able to play with this little gentleman,
who, you see, does not leave me a moment’s peace.”
But Seguin did not give his wife time
to reply. “Ah! no, indeed!” he exclaimed;
“in that case I should not have come. It
is quite enough to have to drag the two others about.
That fearful child has not ceased deafening us ever
since her nurse went away.”
Valentine then explained that Andree
was not really well behaved. She had been weaned
at the beginning of the previous week, and La Catiche,
after terrorizing the household for more than a year,
had plunged it by her departure into anarchy.
Ah! that Catiche, she might compliment herself on
all the money she had cost! Sent away almost by
force, like a queen who is bound to abdicate at last,
she had been loaded with presents for herself and
her husband, and her little girl at the village!
And now it had been of little use to take a dry-nurse
in her place, for Andree did not cease shrieking from
morning till night. They had discovered, too,
that La Catiche had not only carried off with her
a large quantity of linen, but had left the other servants
quite spoilt, disorganized, so that a general clearance
seemed necessary.
“Oh!” resumed Marianne,
as if to smooth things, “when the children are
well one can overlook other worries.”
“Why, do you imagine that Andree
is well?” cried Seguin, giving way to one of
his brutal fits. “That Catiche certainly
set her right at first, but I don’t know what
happened afterwards, for now she is simply skin and
bones.” Then, as his wife wished to protest,
he lost his temper. “Do you mean to say
that I don’t speak the truth? Why, look
at our two others yonder: they have papier-mâche
faces, too! It is evident that you don’t
look after them enough. You know what a poor opinion
Santerre has of them!”
For him Santerre’s opinion remained
authoritative. However, Valentine contented herself
with shrugging her shoulders; while the others, feeling
slightly embarrassed, looked at Gaston and Lucie, who
amid the romping of their companions, soon lost breath
and lagged behind, sulky and distrustful.
“But, my dear friend,”
said Constance to Valentine, “didn’t our
good Doctor Boutan tell you that all the trouble came
from your not nursing your children yourself?
At all events, that was the compliment that he paid
me.”
At the mention of Boutan a friendly
shout arose. Oh! Boutan, Boutan! he was
like all other specialists. Seguin sneered; Beauchene
jested about the legislature decreeing compulsory
nursing by mothers; and only Mathieu and Marianne
remained silent.
“Of course, my dear friend,
we are not jesting about you,” said Constance,
turning towards the latter. “Your children
are superb, and nobody says the contrary.”
Marianne gayly waved her hand, as
if to reply that they were free to make fun of her
if they pleased. But at this moment she perceived
that Gervais, profiting by her inattention, was busy
seeking his “paradise lost.” And
thereupon she set him on the ground: “Ah,
no, no, monsieur!” she exclaimed. “I
have told you that it is all over. Can’t
you see that people would laugh at us?”
Then for her and her husband came
a delightful moment. He was looking at her with
deep emotion. Her duty accomplished, she was now
returning to him, for she was spouse as well as mother.
Never had he thought her so beautiful, possessed of
so strong and so calm a beauty, radiant with the triumph
of happy motherhood, as though indeed a spark of something
divine had been imparted to her by that river of milk
that had streamed from her bosom. A song of glory
seemed to sound, glory to the source of life, glory
to the true mother, to the one who nourishes, her travail
o’er. For there is none other; the rest
are imperfect and cowardly, responsible for incalculable
disasters. And on seeing her thus, in that glory,
amid her vigorous children, like the good goddess of
Fruitfulness, Mathieu felt that he adored her.
Divine passion swept by the glow which
makes the fields palpitate, which rolls on through
the waters, and floats in the wind, begetting millions
and millions of existences. And ’twas delightful
the ecstasy into which they both sank, forgetfulness
of all else, of all those others who were there.
They saw them no longer; they felt but one desire,
to say that they loved each other, and that the season
had come when love blossoms afresh. His lips
protruded, she offered hers, and then they kissed.
“Oh! don’t disturb yourselves!”
cried Beauchene merrily. “Why, what is
the matter with you?”
“Would you like us to move away?” added
Seguin.
But while Valentine laughed wildly,
and Constance put on a prudish air, Morange, in whose
voice tears were again rising, spoke these words,
fraught with supreme regret: “Ah! you are
right!”
Astonished at what they had done,
without intention of doing it, Mathieu and Marianne
remained for a moment speechless, looking at one another
in consternation. And then they burst into a
hearty laugh, gayly excusing themselves. To love!
to love! to be able to love! Therein lies all
health, all will, and all power.