A week after the marriage, Camille
distinctly told his mother that he intended quitting
Vernon to reside in Paris. Madame Raquin protested:
she had arranged her mode of life, and would not modify
it in any way. Thereupon her son had a nervous
attack, and threatened to fall ill, if she did not
give way to his whim.
“Never have I opposed you in
your plans,” said he; “I married my cousin,
I took all the drugs you gave me. It is only natural,
now, when I have a desire of my own, that you should
be of the same mind. We will move at the end
of the month.”
Madame Raquin was unable to sleep
all night. The decision Camille had come to,
upset her way of living, and, in despair, she sought
to arrange another existence for herself and the married
couple. Little by little, she recovered calm.
She reflected that the young people might have children,
and that her small fortune would not then suffice.
It was necessary to earn money, to go into business
again, to find lucrative occupation for Therese.
The next day she had become accustomed to the idea
of moving, and had arranged a plan for a new life.
At luncheon she was quite gay.
“This is what we will do,”
said she to her children. “I will go to
Paris to-morrow. There I will look out for a
small mercery business for sale, and Therese and myself
will resume selling needles and cotton, which will
give us something to do. You, Camille, will act
as you like. You can either stroll about in the
sun, or you can find some employment.”
“I shall find employment,” answered the
young man.
The truth was that an idiotic ambition
had alone impelled Camille to leave Vernon. He
wished to find a post in some important administration.
He blushed with delight when he fancied he saw himself
in the middle of a large office, with lustring elbow
sleeves, and a pen behind his ear.
Therese was not consulted: she
had always displayed such passive obedience that her
aunt and husband no longer took the trouble to ask
her opinion. She went where they went, she did
what they did, without a complaint, without a reproach,
without appearing even to be aware that she changed
her place of residence.
Madame Raquin came to Paris, and went
straight to the Arcade of the Pont Neuf.
An old maid at Vernon had sent her to one of her relatives
who in this arcade kept a mercery shop which she desired
to get rid of. The former mercer found the shop
rather small, and rather dark; but, in passing through
Paris, she had been taken aback by the noise in the
streets, by the luxuriously dressed windows, and this
narrow gallery, this modest shop front, recalled her
former place of business which was so peaceful.
She could fancy herself again in the provinces, and
she drew a long breath thinking that her dear children
would be happy in this out-of-the-way corner.
The low price asked for the business, caused her to
make up her mind. The owner sold it her for 2,000
francs, and the rent of the shop and first floor was
only 1,200 francs a year. Madame Raquin, who
had close upon 4,000 francs saved up, calculated that
she could pay for the business and settle the rent
for the first year, without encroaching on her fortune.
The salary Camille would be receiving, and the profit
on the mercery business would suffice, she thought,
to meet the daily expenses; so that she need not touch
the income of her funded money, which would capitalise,
and go towards providing marriage portions for her
grandchildren.
She returned to Vernon beaming with
pleasure, relating that she had found a gem, a delightful
little place right in the centre of Paris. Little
by little, at the end of a few days, in her conversations
of an evening, the damp, obscure shop in the arcade
became a palace; she pictured it to herself, so far
as her memory served her, as convenient, spacious,
tranquil, and replete with a thousand inestimable advantages.
“Ah! my dear Therese,”
said she, “you will see how happy we shall be
in that nook! There are three beautiful rooms
upstairs. The arcade is full of people.
We will make charming displays. There is no fear
of our feeling dull.”
But she did not stop there. All
her instinct of a former shopkeeper was awakened.
She gave advice to Therese, beforehand, as to buying
and selling, and posted her up in all the tricks of
small tradespeople. At length, the family quitted
the house beside the Seine, and on the evening of
the same day, were installed in the Arcade of the Pont
Neuf.
When Therese entered the shop, where
in future she was to live, it seemed to her that she
was descending into the clammy soil of a grave.
She felt quite disheartened, and shivered with fear.
She looked at the dirty, damp gallery, visited the
shop, and ascending to the first floor, walked round
each room. These bare apartments, without furniture,
looked frightful in their solitude and dilapidation.
The young woman could not make a gesture, or utter
a word. She was as if frozen. Her aunt and
husband having come downstairs, she seated herself
on a trunk, her hands rigid, her throat full of sobs,
and yet she could not cry.
Madame Raquin, face to face with reality,
felt embarrassed, and ashamed of her dreams.
She sought to defend her acquisition. She found
a remedy for every fresh inconvenience that was discovered,
explaining the obscurity by saying the weather was
overcast, and concluded by affirming that a sweep-up
would suffice to set everything right.
“Bah!” answered Camille,
“all this is quite suitable. Besides, we
shall only come up here at night. I shall not
be home before five or six o’clock. As
to you two, you will be together, so you will not be
dull.”
The young man would never have consented
to inhabit such a den, had he not relied on the comfort
of his office. He said to himself that he would
be warm all day at his administration, and that, at
night, he would go to bed early.
For a whole week, the shop and lodging
remained in disorder. Therese had seated herself
behind the counter from the first day, and she did
not move from that place. Madame Raquin was astonished
at this depressed attitude. She had thought that
the young woman would try to adorn her habitation.
That she would place flowers at the windows, and ask
for new papers, curtains and carpets. When she
suggested some repairs, some kind of embellishment,
her niece quietly replied:
“What need is there for it?
We are very well as we are. There is no necessity
for luxury.”
It was Madame Raquin who had to arrange
the rooms and tidy up the shop. Therese at last
lost patience at seeing the good old lady incessantly
turning round and round before her eyes; she engaged
a charwoman, and forced her aunt to be seated beside
her.
Camille remained a month without finding
employment. He lived as little as possible in
the shop, preferring to stroll about all day; and he
found life so dreadfully dull with nothing to do, that
he spoke of returning to Vernon. But he at length
obtained a post in the administration of the Orleans
Railway, where he earned 100 francs a month.
His dream had become realised.
He set out in the morning at eight
o’clock. Walking down the Rue Guenegaud,
he found himself on the quays. Then, taking short
steps with his hands in his pockets, he followed the
Seine from the Institut to the Jardin des
Plantes. This long journey which he performed
twice daily, never wearied him. He watched the
water running along, and he stopped to see the rafts
of wood descending the river, pass by. He thought
of nothing. Frequently he planted himself before
Notre Dame, to contemplate the scaffolding surrounding
the cathedral which was then undergoing repair.
These huge pieces of timber amused him although he
failed to understand why. Then he cast a glance
into the Port aux Vins as he went past, and after
that counted the cabs coming from the station.
In the evening, quite stupefied, with
his head full of some silly story related to his office,
he crossed the Jardin des Plantes, and
went to have a look at the bears, if he was not in
too great a hurry. There he remained half an
hour, leaning over the rails at the top of the pit,
observing the animals clumsily swaying to and fro.
The behaviour of these huge beasts pleased him.
He examined them with gaping mouth and rounded eyes,
partaking of the joy of an idiot when he perceived
them bestir themselves. At last he turned homewards,
dragging his feet along, busying himself with the
passers-by, with the vehicles, and the shops.
As soon as he arrived he dined, and
then began reading. He had purchased the works
of Buffon, and, every evening, he set himself to peruse
twenty to thirty pages, notwithstanding the wearisome
nature of the task. He also read in serial, at
10 centimes the number, “The History of
the Consulate and Empire” by Thiers, and “The
History of the Girondins” by Lamartine, as well
as some popular scientific works. He fancied he
was labouring at his education. At times, he
forced his wife to listen to certain pages, to particular
anecdotes, and felt very much astonished that Therese
could remain pensive and silent the whole evening,
without being tempted to take up a book. And
he thought to himself that his wife must be a woman
of very poor intelligence.
Therese thrust books away from her
with impatience. She preferred to remain idle,
with her eyes fixed, and her thoughts wandering and
lost. But she maintained an even, easy temper,
exercising all her will to render herself a passive
instrument, replete with supreme complaisance and
abnegation.
The shop did not do much business.
The profit was the same regularly each month.
The customers consisted of female workpeople living
in the neighbourhood. Every five minutes a young
girl came in to purchase a few sous worth of
goods. Therese served the people with words that
were ever the same, with a smile that appeared mechanically
on her lisp. Madame Raquin displayed a more unbending,
a more gossipy disposition, and, to tell the truth,
it was she who attracted and retained the customers.
For three years, days followed days
and resembled one another. Camille did not once
absent himself from his office. His mother and
wife hardly ever left the shop. Therese, residing
in damp obscurity, in gloomy, crushing silence, saw
life expand before her in all its nakedness, each
night bringing the same cold couch, and each morn the
same empty day.