Poor old Sue. What queer friends
she had, what a muddled life compared to ours.
What a vague confused development, jumping from one
idea to another, never seeing any job through, forever
starting all over again with the same feverish absorption
in the next new radical fad. High-brow dramatics,
the settlement movement, the post-impressionists, socialism,
votes for women, one thing after the other pell mell.
She would work herself all up, live hard, talk, organize,
think and feel till her nerves went all to pieces,
and then she would come to us for a rest and laugh
at us for our restfulness and at herself for the state
she was in. That was one thing at least she had
learned-to laugh at herself-she
could be deliciously humorous. And Eleanore, meeting
her on that ground, would quiet her and steady her
down.
We had grown very fond of Sue.
We knew her life was not easy at home. Alone
over there with poor old Dad and feeling herself anchored
down, she would still at intervals rebel-against
his sticking to his dull job, against her own dependence,
against the small monthly allowance which without
my father’s knowledge they still had from me.
“Let me earn my own living!”
she would exclaim. “Why shouldn’t
I? I’m twenty-six-and I’m
working hard enough as it is-the Lord knows!
I’m organizing every day and making speeches
half my nights. Other girls take pay for that.
Now Father, please be sensible. I’m going
to take a good salaried job.”
But then Dad, whose mind was so old
and rigid, so much less tolerant than mine, would
grow excited or, still worse, ashamed that he couldn’t
make money enough to give her all she wanted.
And that desperate hungry love with which he clung
to her these latter days would in the end make her
give in. For under all her radical talk Sue had
the kindest heart in the world.
Eleanore did her best to help.
She was always having Dad over to dinner, and we had
a room which she called his, where he would come and
stay the week-end. At six o’clock each
Saturday night he would arrive with his satchel.
“Daughter-in-law,” he
would announce, “my other daughter’s agin
the law, she’s gone off revolooting. Can
you take a decent old gentleman in out of the last
century? Don’t change any plans on my account.
If you’re going out to dinner just tell the
cook to give me a snack and a cup of tea, and then
I’ll light a good cigar and read the works of
my great son. Go right ahead as if I wasn’t
here.”
If we had he would have been furious.
Eleanore always made it his night-and no
quiet evening, either. When we didn’t take
him out to a play she invited people to dinner-young
people, for he liked them best. And late on Sunday
morning the “Indian” would wake him up,
would watch him shave and dress and breakfast, and
then they would be off to the Park. We had named
our small son after Dad and they were the most splendid
chums. They had any number of secrets.
Eleanore too had made Sue use our
apartment. Sue called it her Manhattan club and
brought her friends here now and then-“to
stir you people up,” she said. But this
did not disturb me, I felt too secure in life.
And with a safe, amused and slightly curious attitude
I found Sue quite a tonic. I liked to hear her
knock my big men in her cocksure superior way.
It was mighty good fun. And every now and then
by mistake she would hit on something that was true.
I found something too in her ideas.
This suffrage business, for example. She had
stuck to this hobby quite a while, and through it she
had reached the conviction that women would never get
the vote until the great mass of working girls were
drawn into the movement. So she had gone in for
working girls’ clubs, and from clubs into trade
unions and from trade unions into strikes. There
had been a strike of laundry girls which for a week
was the talk of the town. Sue and some of her
suffrage friends had organized meetings every night,
and in a borrowed automobile she had rushed from meeting
to meeting with two laundry women, meager forlorn-looking
creatures who stood up much embarrassed and awkwardly
told about their lives. One of them, a young widow,
had gone home from work one night at eleven and found
that her small baby had died of convulsions during
her absence. It was grim, terrible stuff of its
kind, and Sue was so intensely wrought up you’d
have thought there was nothing else in the world.
But the strike stopped as suddenly as it began, and
the two women whose names she had brought into headlines
were refused jobs wherever they went. Sue tried
to help them for a while, until this suffrage parade
came along, when she went into this equally hard and
quite forgot their existence.
And then Eleanore took them up.
Quietly and as a matter of course, she took their
troubles on her hands, sent one to a hospital and got
the other work, looked into their wretched home affairs
and had them come often to see her. And this
kind of thing was happening often, Sue taking up and
dropping what Eleanore then took up and put through.
I compared them with a glow of pride.
Eleanore’s way was so sane and
sure. She looked upon society much as she did
upon our son, who had frequent little ailments but
through them all what a glorious growth, to watch
it was a perpetual joy. I remember once, when
in his young stomach there were some fearful goings
on, Eleanore’s remarking:
“Now if Sue had a child with
a stomach in trouble, I suppose her way would be to
quickly remove the entire stomach and put some new
radical thing in its place.”
And then she went to the medicine
chest, and a vastly comforted Indian was soon cheerfully
sitting up in bed.
Eleanore could help others, I felt,
because she had first helped herself, had tackled
the mote in her own eye, from the time when she had
gone down to the harbor to get her roots, as she called
it. She was a wonderful manager, our budget was
carefully worked out. And she had herself so
well in hand she could put herself behind herself and
smile clearly out on life.
“When Eleanore takes up a charity
case,” said her father, “she turns it
into a person at once, and later into an intimate friend.”
He himself took a quiet interest in
all her charity cases. They would often talk
them over at night, and in his easy careless way he
would turn over all his spare money to help in the
work. Eleanore would protest at times, and tell
him how utterly foolish he was in not putting money
aside for himself. But soon, deep in another case
of poignant human misery, she would throw all caution
to the winds and use her father’s money-every
dollar he could spare. That was another vice she
had.
How she hated all the red tape in
that huge network of institutions by which New York
City provides “relief.” She never
dropped a case of hers into that cumbrous relief machine
and then let it slip out of her sight. She did
the hard thing, she followed it up. She had learned,
as I had in my work, to “get on the inside”
of this secretive city, to go to the gods behind it
all and so have her cases shoved. One day when
one of them, a woman, was in a hospital so desperately
ill that her very life depended on being moved to
a private room-“It can’t be
done,” said the superintendent. Eleanore
took the subway downtown to the Wall Street office
of the man who was the hospital’s principal backer.
She found his outer office crowded with men who were
waiting to see him on business. “He can’t
see you,” she was told. Then she scribbled
this on her card:
“I want none of your money,
a little of your influence and one minute of your
time on behalf of a woman who is dying.”
About twenty minutes later that woman
was in a private room.
It is hard to stop talking about my
wife. But to return to my sister:
Into my reverie that night Sue burst
with a dozen radical friends. Others kept arriving,
and our small rooms were soon a riot of color and
chatter. Banners were stacked against the wall,
bright yellow ribbons were everywhere, faces were
flushed and happily tired. Eleanore sat at her
coffee urn, cups and saucers and plates went around,
and people still too excited to rest stood about eating
hungrily. The talking was fast and furious now.
I listened, watched their faces.
These “radicals,” it seemed
to me, had talked straight on both day and night ever
since the evenings years ago when one of their earliest
coteries had gathered in our Brooklyn home. And
talking they had multiplied and ramified all over
the town. There was nothing under heaven their
fingers did not itch to change. Here close by
my side were three of them, two would-be Ibsen actresses
and one budding playwright who had had two Broadway
failures and one Berkeley Lyceum success. But
were they talking of plays? Not at all. They
talked of the Russian Revolution. It had died
down in the last few years, and they wanted to help
stir it up again by throwing some more American money
into the smoldering embers. To do this they planned
to whip into new life “The Friends of Russian
Freedom.”
That was it, I told myself, these
people were all friends of revolutions. Vaguely
as I watched them now I felt I was seeing the parlor
side, the light and fluffy outer fringe, of something
rather dangerous. I thought again of that parade
and my impression of mass force. No danger in
that, it was dressy and safe. But some of these
youngsters did not stop there, they went in for stirring
up people in rags, mass force of a very different
kind. Here was a sculptor socialist who openly
bragged that he’d had a hand in filling Union
Square one day with a seething mass of unemployed,
and then when some poor crazed fanatic threw a bomb,
our socialist friend, as he himself smilingly put
it, never once stopped running until he reached his
studio.
It was this kind of thing that got
on my nerves. For I pitied the unwieldy poor,
the numberless muddle-headed crowds down there in the
tenements, and it seemed to me perfectly criminal that
a lot of these young high-brows should be allowed
to stir them up. Their own thinking was so muddled,
their views of life so out of gear.
I a radical? No chance!
While they chattered on excitedly,
I thought of my trip uptown on the “El”
that afternoon, a trip that I had made hundreds of
times. Coming as I usually was from some big
man or other, whose busy office and whose mind was
a clean, brilliant illustration of what efficiency
can be, I would sit in the car and idly watch the
upper story windows we passed, with yellow gas jets
flaring in the cave-like rooms behind them. There
I had glimpses of men and girls at long crowded tables
making coats, pants, vests, paper flowers, chewing-gum,
five-cent cigars. I saw countless tenement kitchens,
dirty cooking, unmade beds. These glimpses followed
one on the other in such a dizzying torrent they merged
into one moving picture for me. And that picture
was of crowds, crowds, crowds-of people
living frowzily.
This was poverty. And it was
like some prodigious swamp. What could you do
about it? You could pull out individuals here
and there, as Eleanore did. I considered that
a mighty fine job-for a woman or a clergyman.
But to go at it and drain the swamp was a very different
matter. You couldn’t do it by easy preaching
of patent cure-alls, nor by stirring up class hatred
through rabid attacks upon big men. No, this was
a job for the big men themselves, men who would go
at this human swamp as Eleanore’s father had
gone at the harbor-quietly and slowly, with
an engineer’s precision. He had been at
it six solid years, but he still remarked humbly,
“We’ve only begun.”
Then from thinking of big men I thought
of the one I had seen that day, and of my story about
him. It was just in the stage I liked, where I
could feel it all coming together. Incidents,
bits of character and neat little turns of speech
rose temptingly before my mind.
Presently, through the clamor around
me, I heard “the Indian” crying.
All this chatter had waked him up. I saw Eleanore
go in to him and soon I heard the crying stop, and
I knew she was telling him a story, a nice sleepy
one to quiet him down.
What an infernal racket these people
were making about the world. I went on thinking
about my work.