I began my story of the harbor.
Every hour that I could spare from the stories and
sketches of tenement life by which I made a scant living
those days, I spent in gathering memories of my long
struggle with this place, arranging and selecting
and setting them in order for this record of the great
life I had seen.
But this wide world has many such
lives, many heaving forces. And ever since I
had been born, while I had been building for myself
one after the other these gods of civilization and
peace-all unheeded by my eyes a black shadow
had been silently creeping over the whole ocean world.
Now from across the water there came the first low
grumble of war. Within one short portentous week
that grumble had become a roar, and before all the
startled peoples had time to realize what was here,
vast armies were being rushed over the lands, all
Europe was in chaos-and the world was on
the eve of the most prodigious change of all.
And like the mirror of the world that
it had always been to me, the harbor at once reflected
this change. Only a little time before, I had
seen it almost empty, except for that crude boat of
the crowd; the Internationale, with its songs
of brotherhood and of a world where wars should cease.
Now I saw it jammed with ships from whose masts flew
every flag on the seas, and from the men who came ashore
I heard of how they had been chased, some fired upon,
by battleships-I heard of war upon the
seas. I felt my father’s world reborn, an
ocean world where there was nothing without fighting,
and where every nation fought. Ours had already
entered the lists, with a loud clamor for ships of
our own in which to seize this sudden chance for our
share of the trade of the world. The great canal
was open at last, and Europe in her turmoil had had
not even a moment to look. The East and South
lay open to us-rush in and get our share
at last! Make our nation strong at sea!
And while in blind confusion I groped
for some new footing here, strove to see what it was
going to mean to that fair world of brotherhood which
I had seen struggling to be born-suddenly
as though in reply there came a sharp voice out of
the crowd.
Joe Kramer came to trial for his life.
Before his case went to the jury, Joe rose up and
addressed them. And he spoke of war and violence.
He spoke of how in times of peace this present system
murders men-on ships and docks and railroads,
in the mills and down in the mines. And as though
these lives were not enough, the powers above in this
scramble for theirs for all the profits in the world,
all the sweated labor they could wring out of humankind,
had now flown at each others’ throats. And
the blood of the common people was pouring out upon
the earth.
“My comrades over the water,”
he said, “saw this coming years ago. They
worked day and night to gather the workers of Europe
together against this war that will blacken the world.
For that they were called anti-patriots, fiends, men
without a country. And some were imprisoned and
others were shot. And over here-where
in times of peace the number of killed and wounded
is over five hundred thousand a year-for
rebelling against this murder they have called me murderer-and
have placed me here on trial for my life.
“And what I want to ask you
now is that you take no halfway course. Either
send me out of this dock a free man or up the river
to the chair. For this is no year for compromise.
Am I a murderer? Yes or no. Decide with
your eyes wide open. If you set me free I shall
still rebel. I shall join my comrades over the
sea who already are going about in the camps and saying
to the rank and file-’You can stop
this slaughter! You can save this world gone
mad! You can end this murder-both in
time of war and peace!’”
And the jury set Joe free.
Early in the following week I went
down to his room by the docks for a last evening with
him there. Joe was sailing that same night.
Under a name not his own he had taken passage in the
steerage of the big fast liner which was to sail at
one o’clock. Into his room all evening poured
his revolutionist friends, and the chance of revolution
abroad was talked of in cool practical terms.
Nothing could be done, they said, in the first few
months to stop this war. Years ago the man in
France, who had led the anti-war movement, had predicted
that if war broke out every government rushing in
would force on its people the belief that this was
no war of aggression but one of defense of the fatherland
from a fierce onrushing foe. And so in truth
it had come about, and against that appeal to fight
for their homes no voice of reason could stem the tide.
The socialists had been swept on with
the rest. By tens and hundreds of thousands they
had already gone to the front. But it was upon
this very fact that Joe and his friends now rested
their hopes. For just so soon as in the camps
the first burst of enthusiasm had begun to die away,
as the millions in the armies began to grow sick of
the sight of blood, the groans and the shrieks of
the wounded and dying, the stench of the dead-and
themselves weary of fighting, worn by privation and
disease, began to think of their distant homes, their
wives and children starving there-then
these socialists in their midst, one at every bivouack
fire, would begin to ask them:
“Why is it that we are at war?
What good is all this blood to us? Is it to make
our toil any lighter, life any brighter in our homes-or
were we sent out by our rulers to die only in order
that they in their scramble might take more of the
earth for themselves? And if this is true why
not rise like men and end this fearful carnage?”
Already these thousands were in the
camps. Into Joe’s room that evening came
men to give him the names and regiments of those comrades
he could trust. Joe with a few hundred others
was to make his dangerous way into the camps and the
barracks, wherever that was possible, of French and
Russians and Germans alike, to carry news from one
to the other, to make ready and to plan.
Now and then, in the talk that night,
I felt the thrilling presence of that rising god,
that giant spirit of the crowd, not dead but only
sleeping now to gain new strength for what it must
do. And again in gleams and flashes I saw the
vision of the end-the world for all the
workers. For in this crowded tenement room, forgotten
now by governments, this rough earnest group of men
seemed so sure of this world of theirs, so sure that
it was now soon to be born.
One by one they went away, and Joe
and I were left alone. Slowly he refilled his
pipe. I thought of the talks we had had in ten
years.
“Well Bill,” he inquired
at last, “what are you going to do with yourself?”
“Write what I see in the crowd,”
I said, “from my new point of view-this
year’s point of view,” I added. I
went on to tell him what the English writer had said.
And I told of my book on the harbor.
“Well,” said Joe when
I was through, “I guess it’s about the
best you can do. You’ve got a wife to think
of.”
“You don’t know her,”
I rejoined, and I told him how she had changed our
home in order not to stop my work.
“But don’t you see what she’s up
to?” said Joe.
“What the devil do you mean?”
I asked indignantly. Joe blew a pitying puff
of smoke.
“You poor blind dub of a husband,”
he said with his old affectionate smile, “she’s
making you love her all the more. You’re
anchored worse than ever. You can’t go
over to Europe and take a chance at being shot.
Don’t you see the hole you’re in?
You’ve got to care what happens to you.”
“I’m not so sure of that,
Joe,” I said. “Things in this world
are changing so fast that it’s hard for any
man in it to tell where he’ll be in a year from
now-or even a few short months from now.
It’s the year that no man can see beyond.”
“You mean you’re coming over?” he
asked.
“I’m not sure. Just
now I’m going to finish this book. I’m
going to see Eleanore through till the baby is born.
But after that-if over in Europe the people
rise against this war-I don’t just
see how I can keep out.”
Joe looked at me queerly. And with a curious
gruffness,
“I hope you will keep out,”
he said. “There aren’t many women
like your wife.”
He pulled an old grip from under his
bed and began throwing in a few books and clothes.
From a drawer he swept a few colored shirts, some
underclothes and a small revolver.
“J. K.,” I said,
“I’ve been thinking about us. And
I think our youth is gone.”
“What’s youth?” asked Joe indifferently.
“Youth,” I replied, “is
the time when you can think anything, feel anything
and go anywhere.”
“I’m still going anywhere,” he remarked.
“But you can’t think anything,”
I rejoined. “You say I’m tied to a
wife and home. All right, I’m glad I am.
But you’re tied, too. You’re tied
to a creed, Mister Syndicalist-a creed
so stiff that you can’t think of anything else.”
“All right, I’m glad I
am,” he echoed. “I’m sorry youth
lasted as long as it did.”
He closed his grip and strapped it.
Then he took up his hat and coat and threw a last
look about the room where he had lived for a year or
more.
“Breaking up home ties,”
he said with a grin. “Don’t come to
the boat,” he added downstairs. “She
don’t sail for an hour or two and I’ll
be asleep in my bunk long before.”
“All right. Good-by, J.
K.-remember we may meet over there-
Again that gruffness came into his voice:
“If you do, you’ll be
taking a mighty big chance,” he said. “Good-by,
Bill-it’s just possible we may never
meet again. Glad to have made your acquaintance,
Kid. Here’s wishing you luck.”
He turned and went off down the Farm
with that long swinging walk of his, his big heavy
shoulders bent rather more than before. And as
I stood looking after him I thought of the lonely
winding road that he was to travel day and night,
into slums of cities and in and out among the camps.
I walked slowly back through the tenements
toward the new home among them that Eleanore had made.
In the summer’s night the city
streets were still alive with people. I passed
brightly lighted thoroughfares where I saw them in
crowds, and I knew that this tide of people flowed
endlessly through the hundreds of miles of streets
that made up the port of New York. Hurrying, idling,
talking and laughing, quarreling, fighting, here stopping
to look at displays in shop windows, there pouring
into “Movies”-and walking,
walking, walking on. Going up into their tenement
homes to eat and drink, love, breed and sleep, to
wake up and come down to another day.
So the crowd moved on and on, while
the great harbor surrounding their lives and shaping
their lives, went on with its changes unheeded.
I tried to think of this harbor as
being run by this common crowd-of the railroads,
mines and factories, of the colleges, hospitals and
all institutions of research, and the theaters and
concert halls, the picture galleries, all the books-all
in the power of the crowd.
“It will be a long time,”
I thought. “Before it comes the crowd must
change. But they will change-and fast
or slow, I belong with them while they’re changing.”
Something Joe had once said came into my mind:
“They’re the ones who
get shot down in wars and worked like dogs in time
of peace.”
And I thought of the crowds across
the sea-of men being rushed over Europe
on trains, or marching along starlit roads, or tramping
across meadows. And I thought of long lines of
fire at dawn spurting from the mouths of guns-from
mountainsides, from out of woods, from trenches in
fast blackening fields-and of men in endless
multitudes pitching on their faces as the fire mowed
them down.
And with those men, it seemed to me,
went all the great gods I had known-gods
of civilization and peace-the kind god in
my mother’s church and the smiling goddess in
Paris, the clear-eyed god of efficiency and the awakening
god of the crowd-all plunging into this
furnace of war with the men in whose spirits all gods
dwell-to shrivel and melt in seething flame
and emerge at last in strange new forms. What
would come out of the furnace?
I thought of Joe and his comrades
going about in towns and camps, speaking low and watching,
waiting, hoping to bring a new dawn, a new order,
out of this chaotic night.
And I heard them say to these governments:
“Your civilization is crashing
down. For a hundred years, in all our strikes
and risings, you preached against our violence-you
talked of your law and order, your clear deliberate
thinking. In you lay the hope of the world, you
said. You were Civilization. You were Mind
and Science, in you was all Efficiency, in you was
Art, Religion, and you kept the Public Peace.
But now you have broken all your vows. The world’s
treasures of Art are as safe with you as they were
in the Dark Ages. Your Prince of Peace you have
trampled down. And all your Science you have
turned to the efficient slaughter of men. In a
week of your boasted calmness you have plunged the
world into a violence beside which all the bloodshed
in our strikes and revolutions seems like a pool beside
the sea. And so you have failed, you powers above,
blindly and stupidly you have failed. For you
have let loose a violence where you are weak and we
are strong. We are these armies that you have
called out. And before we go back to our homes
we shall make sure that these homes of ours shall
no more become ashes at your will. For we shall
stop this war of yours and in our minds we shall put
away all hatred of our brother men. For us they
will be workers all. With them we shall rise
and rise again-until at last the world is
free!”
The voice had ceased-and
again I was walking by myself along a crowded tenement
street. Immigrants from Europe, brothers, sons
and fathers of the men now in the camps, kept passing
me along the way. As I looked into their faces
I saw no hope for Europe there. Such men could
take and hold no world. But then I remembered
how in the strike, out of just such men as these,
I had seen a giant slowly born. Would that crowd
spirit rise again? Could it be that the time
was near when this last and mightiest of the gods
would rise and take the world in his hands?
At home I found Eleanore asleep.
For a time I sat at my desk and made some notes for
my writing. I read and smoked for a little, then
undressed and went to bed. But still I lay there
wide awake-thinking of this home of mine
and of where I might be in a few months more, in this
year that no man can see beyond. For all the changes
in the world seemed gathering in a cyclone now.
I was nearly asleep when I was roused
by a thick voice from the harbor. Low in the
distance, deep but now rising blast on blast, its waves
of sound beat into the city-into millions
of ears of sleepers and watchers, the well, the sick
and the dying, the dead, the lovers, the schemers,
the dreamers, the toilers, the spenders and wasters.
I shut my eyes and saw the huge liner on which Joe
was sailing moving slowly out of its slip. Down
at its bottom men shoveling coal to the clang of its
gong. On the decks above them, hundreds of cabins
and suites de luxe-most of them dark and
empty now. Bellowing impatiently as it swept
out into the stream, it seemed to be saying:
“Make way for me. Make
way, all you little men. Make way, all you habits
and all you institutions, all you little creeds and
gods. For I am the start of the voyage-over
the ocean to heathen lands! And I am always starting
out and always bearing you along! For I am your
molder, I am strong-I am a surprise, I
am a shock-I am a dazzling passion of hope-I
am a grim executioner! I am reality-I
am life! I am the book that has no end.”