Within the month a second letter was
handed to the captain by Tod, now regularly installed
as postman. It was in answer to one of Captain
Holt’s which he had directed to the expected
steamer and which had met the exile on his arrival.
It was dated “Amboy,” began “My dear
father,” and was signed “Your affectionate
son, Barton.”
This conveyed the welcome intelligence welcome
to the father that the writer would be
detained a few days in Amboy inspecting the new machinery,
after which he would take passage for Barnegat by the
Polly Walters, Farguson’s weekly packet.
Then these lines followed: “It will be
the happiest day of my life when I can come into the
inlet at high tide and see my home in the distance.”
Again the captain sought Jane.
She was still at the hospital, nursing
some shipwrecked men three with internal
injuries who had been brought in from Forked
River Station, the crew having rescued them the week
before. Two of the regular attendants were worn
out with the constant nursing, and so Jane continued
her vigils.
She had kept at her work turning
neither to the right nor to the left, doing her duty
with the bravery and patience of a soldier on the
firing-line, knowing that any moment some stray bullet
might end her usefulness. She would not dodge,
nor would she cower; the danger was no greater than
others she had faced, and no precaution, she knew,
could save her. Her lips were still sealed, and
would be to the end; some tongue other than her own
must betray her sister and her trust. In the
meantime she would wait and bear bravely whatever was
sent to her.
Jane was alone when the captain entered,
the doctor having left the room to begin his morning
inspection. She was in her gray-cotton nursing-dress,
her head bound about with a white kerchief. The
pathos of her face and the limp, tired movement of
her figure would have been instantly apparent to a
man less absorbed in his own affairs than the captain.
“He’ll be here to-morrow
or next day!” he cried, as he advanced to where
she sat at her desk in the doctor’s office, the
same light in his eyes and the same buoyant tone in
his voice, his ruddy face aglow with his walk from
the station.
“You have another letter then?”
she said in a resigned tone, as if she had expected
it and was prepared to meet its consequences.
In her suffering she had even forgotten her customary
welcome of him for whatever his attitude
and however gruff he might be, she never forgot the
warm heart beneath.
“Yes, from Amboy,” panted
the captain, out of breath with his quick walk, dragging
a chair beside Jane’s desk as he spoke.
“He got mine when the steamer come in.
He’s goin’ to take the packet so he kin
bring his things got a lot o’ them,
he says. And he loves the old home, too he
says so you kin read it for yourself.”
As he spoke he unbuttoned his jacket, and taking Bart’s
letter from its inside pocket, laid his finger on
the paragraph and held it before her face.
“Have you talked about it to
anybody?” Jane asked calmly; she hardly glanced
at the letter.
“Only to the men; but it’s
all over Barnegat. A thing like that’s
nothin’ but a cask o’ oil overboard and
the bung out runs everywhere no
use tryin’ to stop it.” He was in
the chair now, his arms on the edge of the desk.
“But you’ve said nothing
to anybody about Archie and Lucy, and what Bart intends
to do when he comes, have you?” Jane inquired
in some alarm.
“Not a word, and won’t
till ye see him. She’s more your sister
than she is his wife, and you got most to say ’bout
Archie, and should. You been everything to him.
When you’ve got through I’ll take a hand,
but not before.” The captain always spoke
the truth, and meant it; his word settled at once
any anxieties she might have had on that score.
“What have you decided to do?”
She was not looking at him as she spoke; she was toying
with a penholder that lay before her on the desk,
apparently intent on its construction.
“I’m goin’ to meet
him at Farguson’s ship-yard when the Polly comes
in,” rejoined the captain in a positive tone,
as if his mind had long since been made up regarding
details, and he was reciting them for her guidance “and
take him straight to my house, and then come for you.
You kin have it out together. Only one thing,
Miss Jane” here his voice changed
and something of his old quarter-deck manner showed
itself in his face and gestures “if
he’s laid his course and wants to keep hold
of the tiller I ain’t goin’ to block his
way and he shall make his harbor, don’t make
no difference who or what gits in the channel.
Ain’t neither of us earned any extry pay for
the way we’ve run this thing. You’ve
got Lucy ashore flounderin’ ’round in the
fog, and I had no business to send him off without
grub or compass. If he wants to steer now he’ll
steer. I don’t want you to make no
mistake ’bout this, and you’ll excuse
me if I put it plain.”
Jane put her hand to her head and
looked out of the window toward the sea. All
her life seemed to be narrowing to one small converging
path which grew smaller and smaller as she looked
down its perspective.
“I understand, captain,”
she sighed. All the fight was out of her; she
was like one limping across a battlefield, shield and
spear gone, the roads unknown.
The door opened and the doctor entered.
His quick, sensitive eye instantly caught the look
of despair on Jane’s face and the air of determination
on the captain’s. What had happened he did
not know, but something to hurt Jane; of that he was
positive. He stepped quickly past the captain
without accosting him, rested his hand on Jane’s
shoulder, and said in a tender, pleading tone:
“You are tired and worn out;
get your cloak and hat and I’ll drive you home.”
Then he turned to the captain: “Miss Jane’s
been up for three nights. I hope you haven’t
been worrying her with anything you could have spared
her from at least until she got rested,”
and he frowned at the captain.
“No, I ain’t and wouldn’t.
I been a-tellin’ her of Bart’s comin’
home. That ain’t nothin’ to worry
over that’s something to be glad of.
You heard about it, of course?”
“Yes, Morgan told me. Twenty
years will make a great difference in Bart. It
must have been a great surprise to you, captain.”
Both Jane and the captain tried to
read the doctor’s face, and both failed.
Doctor John might have been commenting on the weather
or some equally unimportant topic, so light and casual
was his tone.
He turned to Jane again.
“Come, dear please,”
he begged. It was only when he was anxious about
her physical condition or over some mental trouble
that engrossed her that he spoke thus. The words
lay always on the tip of his tongue, but he never
let them fall unless someone was present to overhear.
“You are wrong, John,”
she answered, bridling her shoulders as if to reassure
him. “I am not tired I have a
little headache, that’s all.” With
the words she pressed both hands to her temples and
smoothed back her hair a favorite gesture
when her brain fluttered against her skull like a
caged pigeon. “I will go home, but not now this
afternoon, perhaps. Come for me then, please,”
she added, looking up into his face with a grateful
expression.
The captain picked up his cap and
rose from his seat. One of his dreams was the
marriage of these two. Episodes like this only
showed him the clearer what lay in their hearts.
The doctor’s anxiety and Jane’s struggle
to bear her burdens outside of his touch and help only
confirmed the old sea-dog in his determination.
When Bart had his way, he said to himself, all this
would cease.
“I’ll be goin’ along,”
he said, looking from one to the other and putting
on his cap. “See you later, Miss Jane.
Morgan’s back ag’in to work, thanks to
you, doctor. That was a pretty bad sprain he had he’s
all right now, though; went on practice yesterday.
I’m glad of it equinox is comin’
on and we can’t spare a man, or half a one, these
days. May be blowin’ a livin’ gale
’fore the week’s out. Good-by, Miss
Jane; good-by, doctor.” And he shut the
door behind him.
With the closing of the door the sound
of wheels was heard a crisp, crunching
sound and then the stamping of horses’
feet. Max Feilding’s drag, drawn by the
two grays and attended by the diminutive Bones, had
driven up and now stood beside the stone steps of the
front door of the hospital. The coats of the
horses shone like satin and every hub and plate glistened
in the sunshine. On the seat, the reins in one
pretty gloved hand, a gold-mounted whip in the other,
sat Lucy. She was dressed in her smartest driving
toilette a short yellow-gray jacket fastened
with big pearl buttons and a hat bound about with the
breast of a tropical bird. Her eyes were dancing,
her cheeks like ripe peaches with all the bloom belonging
to them in evidence, and something more, and her mouth
all curves and dimples.
When the doctor reached her side he
had heard the sound of the wheels, and looking through
the window had caught sight of the drag she
had risen from her perch and was about to spring clear
of the equipage without waiting for the helping hand
of either Bones or himself. She was still a girl
in her suppleness.
“No, wait until I can give you
my hand,” he said, hurrying toward her.
“No I don’t
want your hand, Sir Esculapius. Get out of the
way, please I’m going to jump!
There wasn’t that lovely?” And
she landed beside him. “Where’s sister?
I’ve been all the way to Yardley, and Martha
tells me she has been here almost all the week.
Oh, what a dreadful, gloomy-looking place! How
many people have you got here anyhow, cooped up in
this awful Why, it’s like an almshouse,”
she added, looking about her. “Where did
you say sister was?”
“I’ll go and call her,”
interpolated the doctor when he could get a chance
to speak.
“No, you won’t do anything
of the kind; I’ll go myself. You’ve
had her all the week, and now it’s my turn.”
Jane had by this time closed the lid
of her desk, had moved out into the hall, and now
stood on the top step of the entrance awaiting Lucy’s
ascent. In her gray gown, simple head-dress, and
resigned face, the whole framed in the doorway with
its connecting background of dull stone, she looked
like one of Correggio’s Madonnas illumining some
old cloister wall.
“Oh, you dear, dear sister!”
Lucy cried, running up the short steps to meet her.
“I’m so glad I’ve found you; I was
afraid you were tying up somebody’s broken head
or rocking a red-flannelled baby.” With
this she put her arms around Jane’s neck and
kissed her rapturously.
“Where can we talk? Oh,
I’ve got such a lot of things to tell you!
You needn’t come, you dear, good doctor.
Please take yourself off, sir this way,
and out the gate, and don’t you dare come back
until I’m gone.”
My Lady of Paris was very happy this
morning; bubbling over with merriment a
condition that set the doctor to thinking. Indeed,
he had been thinking most intently about my lady ever
since he had heard of Bart’s resurrection.
He had also been thinking of Jane and Archie.
These last thoughts tightened his throat; they had
also kept him awake the past few nights.
The doctor bowed with one of his Sir
Roger bows, lifted his hat first to Jane in all dignity
and reverence, and then to Lucy with a flourish keeping
up outwardly the gayety of the occasion and seconding
her play of humor walked to the shed where
his horse was tied and drove off. He knew these
moods of Lucy’s; knew they were generally assumed
and that they always concealed some purpose one
which neither a frown nor a cutting word nor an outbreak
of temper would accomplish; but that fact rarely disturbed
him. Then, again, he was never anything but courteous
to her always remembering Jane’s sacrifice
and her pride in her.
“And now, you dear, let us go
somewhere where we can be quiet,” Lucy cried,
slipping her arm around Jane’s slender waist
and moving toward the hall.
With the entering of the bare room
lined with bottles and cases of instruments her enthusiasm
began to cool. Up to this time she had done all
the talking. Was Jane tired out nursing? she asked
herself; or did she still feel hurt over her refusal
to take Ellen with her for the summer? She had
remembered for days afterward the expression on her
face when she told of her plans for the summer and
of her leaving Ellen at Yardley; but she knew this
had all passed out of her sister’s mind.
This was confirmed by Jane’s continued devotion
to Ellen and her many kindnesses to the child.
It was true that whenever she referred to her separation
from Ellen, which she never failed to do as a sort
of probe to be assured of the condition of Jane’s
mind, there was no direct reply merely
a changing of the topic, but this had only proved Jane’s
devotion in avoiding a subject which might give her
beautiful sister pain. What, then, was disturbing
her to-day? she asked herself with a slight chill
at her heart. Then she raised her head and assumed
a certain defiant air. Better not notice anything
Jane said or did; if she was tired she would get rested
and if she was provoked with her she would get pleased
again. It was through her affections and her
conscience that she could hold and mould her sister
Jane never through opposition or fault-finding.
Besides, the sun was too bright and the air too delicious,
and she herself too blissfully happy to worry over
anything. In time all these adverse moods would
pass out of Jane’s heart as they had done a
thousand times before.
“Oh, you dear, precious thing!”
Lucy began again, all these matters having been reviewed,
settled, and dismissed from her mind in the time it
took her to cross the room. “I’m so
sorry for you when I think of you shut up here with
these dreadful people; but I know you wouldn’t
be happy anywhere else,” she laughed in a meaning
way. (The bringing in of the doctor even by implication
was always a good move.) “And Martha looks so
desolate. Dear, you really ought to be more with
her; but for my darling Ellen I don’t know what
Martha would do. I miss the child so, and yet
I couldn’t bear to take her from the dear old
woman.”
Jane made no answer. Lucy had
found a chair now and had laid her gloves, parasol,
and handkerchief on another beside her. Jane had
resumed her seat; her slender neck and sloping shoulders
and sparely modelled head with its simply dressed
hair she had removed the kerchief in
silhouette against the white light of the window.
“What is it all about, Lucy?”
she asked in a grave tone after a slight pause in
Lucy’s talk.
“I have a great secret to tell
you one you mustn’t breathe until
I give you leave.”
She was leaning back in her chair
now, her eyes trying to read Jane’s thoughts.
Her bare hands were resting in her lap, the jewels
flashing from her fingers; about her dainty mouth
there hovered, like a butterfly, a triumphant smile;
whether this would alight and spread its wings into
radiant laughter, or disappear, frightened by a gathering
frown, depended on what would drop from her sister’s
lips.
Jane looked up. The strong light
from the window threw her head into shadow; only the
slight fluff of her hair glistened in the light.
This made an aureole which framed the Madonna’s
face.
“Well, Lucy, what is it?” she asked again
simply.
“Max is going to be married.”
“When?” rejoined Jane
in the same quiet tone. Her mind was not on Max
or on anything connected with him. It was on the
shadow slowly settling upon all she loved.
“In December,” replied
Lucy, a note of triumph in her voice, her smile broadening.
“Who to?”
“Me.”
With the single word a light ripple escaped from her
lips.
Jane straightened herself in her chair.
A sudden faintness passed over her as if
she had received a blow in the chest, stopping her
breath.
“You mean you mean that
you have promised to marry Max Feilding!” she
gasped.
“That’s exactly what I do mean.”
The butterfly smile about Lucy’s
mouth had vanished. That straightening of the
lips and slow contraction of the brow which Jane knew
so well was taking its place. Then she added
nervously, unclasping her hands and picking up her
gloves:
“Aren’t you pleased?”
“I don’t know,”
answered Jane, gazing about the room with a dazed look,
as if seeking for a succor she could not find.
“I must think. And so you have promised
to marry Max!” she repeated, as if to herself.
“And in December.” For a brief moment
she paused, her eyes again downcast; then she raised
her voice quickly and in a more positive tone asked,
“And what do you mean to do with Ellen?”
“That’s what I want to
talk to you about, you dear thing.” Lucy
had come prepared to ignore any unfavorable criticisms
Jane might make and to give her only sisterly affection
in return. “I want to give her to you for
a few months more,” she added blandly, “and
then we will take her abroad with us and send her
to school either in Paris or Geneva, where her grandmother
can be near her. In a year or two she will come
to us in Paris.”
Jane made no answer.
Lucy moved uncomfortably in her chair.
She had never, in all her life, seen her sister in
any such mood. She was not so much astonished
over her lack of enthusiasm regarding the engagement;
that she had expected at least for the
first few days, until she could win her over to her
own view. It was the deadly poise the
icy reserve that disturbed her. This was new.
“Lucy!” Again Jane stopped
and looked out of the window. “You remember
the letter I wrote you some years ago, in which I begged
you to tell Ellen’s father about Archie and
Barton Holt?”
Lucy’s eyes flashed.
“Yes, and you remember my answer,
don’t you?” she answered sharply.
“What a fool I would have been, dear, to have
followed your advice!”
Jane went straight on without heeding
the interruption or noticing Lucy’s changed
tone.
“Do you intend to tell Max?”
“I tell Max! My dear, good
sister, are you crazy! What should I tell Max
for? All that is dead and buried long ago!
Why do you want to dig up all these graves? Tell
Max that aristocrat! He’s a dear,
sweet fellow, but you don’t know him. He’d
sooner cut his hand off than marry me if he knew!”
“I’m afraid you will have
to and this very day,” rejoined Jane
in a calm, measured tone.
Lucy moved uneasily in her chair;
her anxiety had given way to a certain ill-defined
terror. Jane’s voice frightened her.
“Why?” she asked in a trembling voice.
“Because Captain Holt or someone else will,
if you don’t.”
“What right has he or anybody
else to meddle with my affairs?” Lucy retorted
in an indignant tone.
“Because he cannot help it.
I intended to keep the news from you for a time, but
from what you have just told me you had best hear it
now. Barton Holt is alive. He has been in
Brazil all these years, in the mines. He has
written to his father that he is coming home.”
All the color faded from Lucy’s cheeks.
“Bart! Alive! Coming home! When?”
“He will be here day after to-morrow;
he is at Amboy, and will come by the weekly packet.
What I can do I will. I have worked all my life
to save you, and I may yet, but it seems now as if
I had reached the end of my rope.”
“Who said so? Where did you hear it?
It can’t be true!”
Jane shook her head. “I
wish it was not true but it is every
word of it. I have read his letter.”
Lucy sank back in her chair, her cheeks
livid, a cold perspiration moistening her forehead.
Little lines that Jane had never noticed began to
gather about the corners of her mouth; her eyes were
wide open, with a strained, staring expression.
What she saw was Max’s eyes looking into her
own, that same cold, cynical expression on his face
she had sometimes seen when speaking of other women
he had known.
“What’s he coming for?”
Her voice was thick and barely audible.
“To claim his son.”
“He says he’ll claim Archie as his son!”
she gasped. “I’d like to see any
man living dare to ”
“But he can try, Lucy no
one can prevent that, and in the trying the world
will know.”
Lucy sprang from her seat and stood over her sister:
“I’ll deny it!”
she cried in a shrill voice; “and face him down.
He can’t prove it! No one about here can!”
“He may have proofs that you
couldn’t deny, and that I would not if I could.
Captain Holt knows everything, remember,” Jane
replied in her same calm voice.
“But nobody else does but you
and Martha!” The thought gave her renewed hope the
only ray she saw.
“True; but the captain is enough.
His heart is set on Archie’s name being cleared,
and nothing that I can do or say will turn him from
his purpose. Do you know what he means to do?”
“No,” she replied faintly,
more terror than curiosity in her voice.
“He means that you shall marry
Barton, and that Archie shall be baptized as Archibald
Holt. Barton will then take you both back to
South America. A totally impossible plan, but ”
“I marry Barton Holt! Why,
I wouldn’t marry him if he got down on his knees.
Why, I don’t even remember what he looks like!
Did you ever hear of such impudence! What is
he to me?” The outburst carried with it a certain
relief.
“What he is to you is not the
question. It is what you are to Archie!
Your sin has been your refusal to acknowledge him.
Now you are brought face to face with the consequences.
The world will forgive a woman all the rest, but never
for deserting her child, and that, my dear sister,
is precisely what you did
to Archie.”
Jane’s gaze was riveted on Lucy.
She had never dared to put this fact clearly before not
even to herself. Now that she was confronted with
the calamity she had dreaded all these years, truth
was the only thing that would win. Everything
now must be laid bare.
Lucy lifted her terrified face, burst
into tears, and reached out her hands to Jane.
“Oh, sister, sister!”
she moaned. “What shall I do? Oh, if
I had never come home! Can’t you think
of some way? You have always been so good Oh,
please! please!”
Jane drew Lucy toward her.
“I will do all I can, dear.
If I fail there is only one resource left. That
is the truth, and all of it. Max can save you,
and he will if he loves you. Tell, him everything!”