“Eleanor,” said Mr. Halberg
to his wife, after the young people had retired to
rest, “there is something very singular about
that girl. She is so like our departed Jane that
she awakens my deepest interest. Did you notice
her manners, at once so child-like and so mature?
I must inquire more particularly about her of Mrs.
Dunmore; it strikes me she is no common child.”
“I paid no especial attention
to her,” replied the wife; “she is sufficiently
long under the influence of a refined example to overcome
all taint of birth and early habit, however.”
“I tell you, wife,” said
the husband, “there’s an innate pride and
dignity about the girl that no training could effect.
I watched her all the evening, and could detect nothing
but the most perfect ease and grace. Her face,
too, haunts me. Do you remember how pure and earnest
the expression of Jane’s eye was? Well,
there’s the same look in that young girl’s,
so that I longed to take her to my heart and call her
sister. If we had not learned with such apparent
certainty about the death of the child I should say
this was she,” soliloquized he, as his wife
left the room for one moment, and resuming the subject
as she returned. “Why, Eleanor, how long
is it since my father lost his reason?”
“About four years, I believe,” replied
Mrs. Halberg.
“And our poor Jane had been
twelve years away, and her little one was born three
years after her marriage, and this child is how
old did you say, wife?”
“I’m sure I don’t
know, Frank; but what possesses you? Have you
any idea that Jane’s child is still living?
and if it were so and we should ever find it out,
are you not aware how materially it would affect our
own children’s share of their grandfather’s
property?” said Mrs. Halberg, blushing for very
shame, as she encountered her husband’s searching
and grieved eye.
“Eleanor,” said he, “my
sister was bitterly wronged! God only knows how
and what she suffered, not only from the neglect and
desertion of her kindred; but from the stern pinchings
of want. For my own part,” continued he,
leaning his head upon his hand, and sighing deeply,
“I would be willing to forfeit all the
inheritance if by that means I could make some reparation
for the cruel past!”
“Well, well, Frank, it can not
be helped now! Since it is all over, why not
let it go without troubling yourself with vain regrets?”
“Those are not vain regrets,
Eleanor,” said the husband, “which purify
the soul. My father has been spared the agony
of remorse for the one great error of his life, by
a merciful Providence which has made the sad past
oblivious to him; but my heart would be hardened indeed,
if it should cease to feel an intense sorrow for the
wrongs committed against the patient and sainted one.”
Mrs. Halberg was touched by her husband’s
unfeigned grief. He had never spoken so fully
to her before, on a subject which, by common consent,
all the family had avoided, and she knew not until
now how weighty had been the burden of his secret
repinings. Before the world he was unbending
and reserved; but now as he sat in the solitude of
his chamber, with only his wife’s eye upon him,
save that of the Omniscient, the proud man yielded
to a long pent-up emotion, and wept like a child.
“Eleanor,” said he, as he felt the tears
from other eyes mingling with his own, “tell
me that if it is ever in our power to make restitution
for the sins of other years, you will aid me with all
your power, even if it were to our own pecuniary loss?”
The wife placed his hand fondly upon
the heart that was beating for him so truly, and kissing
him tenderly, murmured, “My husband, I promise!”
“If,” continued he, “it
should prove upon thorough investigation which
has been already too long delayed that the
child of my sister was spared, and is even now living,
will you take her to your home and cherish her as
one of your own children, so that she may feel no want
of sympathy and love?”
With the hand still upon the life-spring,
the affectionate wife earnestly answered, “My
husband, I will. But why,” said she, after
a moment’s hesitation, “do you doubt the
truth of the report, that you have hitherto considered
credible?”
“It never occurred to me,”
said Mr. Halberg, “that it might be false, until
to-night; but Eleanor, presentiments come sometimes
upon us with all the force of a certain conviction,
and my conscience will never be easy until I, make
some effort to find out, beyond the shadow of doubt,
whether my sister’s child is wandering upon the
earth, yearning for kindred and home, or is gathered
to the home which is brighter than any this world
can afford. What first awakened these thoughts
within me, was the sight of a gipsy woman to-day.
She stopped me in the street to beg a few pennies,
and by the hand she held a gentle little creature of
five or six years old, which I was confident could
not be her own. Visions of a bereaved and mourning
family, and of the future of the delicate child, troubled
me, and the feeling that one bound to me by a dearer
tie than that of humanity, might be roaming amid the
vicious and low, smote me with such cruel misery that
I have not since been able to regain my wonted calmness,
and the coming of this beauteous child, so like my
sister, has excited my anxieties and fears still more.”
“I doubt not but that it is
all a fantasy of the imagination, Frank. You
had better take a composing draught, and to-morrow
will find you more cheerful,” said the wife.
“I know of none more soothing,”
replied Mr. Halberg, as he prepared for his night’s
repose, “than a spirit at peace with God and
man.”