Khaled sat with his sword upon his
feet, and when Zehowah was not in the room he played
with the hilt and thought of all that was happening.
‘Truly,’ he said to himself,
’Allah is great. Was I not, but a few days
since, one of the genii condemned to perish at the
day of the resurrection? And am I not now a man,
married to the most beautiful woman in the whole world,
and the wisest and the best, needing only to be loved
by her in order to obtain an undying soul? And
why should this woman not love me? Truly, we
shall see before long, when this mummery is finished.’
So he sat on the couch while Zehowah
was led before him again and again each time in clothing
more splendid than before, and each time with new
songs and new music. But at the last time the
attendants left her standing before him and went away,
and only a very old woman remained at the door, screaming
out in a cracked voice the customary exhortations.
Then she, too, went away and the door was shut and
Khaled and Zehowah were alone.
It was now near the middle of the
night. The chamber was large and high, lighted
by a number of hanging lamps such as are made in Bagdad,
of brass perforated with beautiful designs and filled
with coloured glasses, in each of which a little wick
floats upon oil. Upon the walls rich carpets
were hung, both Arabian and Persian, some taken in
war as booty, and some brought by merchants in time
of peace. A brass chafing dish stood at some
distance from the couch, and upon the coals the women
had thrown powdered myrrh and benzoin before they went
away. But Khaled cared little for these things,
since he had seen all the treasures of the earth in
their most secret depositories.
Zehowah had watched him narrowly during
the ceremony of the dresses and had seen that he felt
no surprise at anything which was brought before him.
‘His own country must be full
of great wealth and magnificence,’ she thought,
‘since so much treasure does not astonish him.’
And she was disappointed.
Now that they were alone, he still
sat in silence, gazing at her as she stood beside
him, and not even thinking of any speech, for he was
overcome and struck dumb by her eyes.
‘You are not pleased with what
I have shown you,’ Zehowah said at last in a
tone of displeasure and disappointment. ’And
yet you have seen the wealth of my father’s
palace.’
’I have seen neither wealth
nor treasure, neither rich garments, nor precious
stones nor chains of gold nor embroideries of pearls,’
Khaled answered slowly.
But Zehowah frowned and tapped the
carpet impatiently with her foot where she stood,
for she was annoyed, having expected him to praise
the beauty of her many dresses.
‘They who have eyes can see,’
she said. ’But if you are not pleased, my
father will give me a hundred dresses more beautiful
than these, and pearls and jewels without end.’
‘I should not see them,’
Khaled replied. ’I have seen two jewels
which have dazzled me so that I can see nothing else.’
Zehowah gazed at him with a look of inquiry.
‘I have seen the eyes of Zehowah,’
he continued, ’which are as the stars Sirius
and Aldebaran, when they are over the desert in the
nights of winter. What jewels can you show me
like these?’
Then Zehowah laughed softly and sat
down beside her husband on the edge of the couch.
‘Nevertheless,’ she said,
’the dresses are very rich. You might admire
them also.’
’I will look at them when you
are not near me, for then my sight will be restored
for other things.’
Khaled took her hand in his and held it.
‘Tell me, Zehowah, will you love me?’
he asked in a soft voice.
‘You are my lord and my master,’
she answered, looking modestly downward, and her hand
lay quite still.
She was so very beautiful that as
Khaled sat beside her and looked at her downcast face,
and knew that she was his, he could not easily believe
that she was cold and indifferent to him.
‘By Allah!’ he thought,
’can it be so hard to get a woman’s love?
Truly, I think she begins to love me already.’
Zehowah looked up and smiled carelessly
as though answering his question, but Khaled was obliged
to admit in his heart that the answer lacked clearness,
for he found it no easier to interpret a woman’s
smile than men had found it before him, and have found
it since, even to this day.
‘You have had many suitors,’
he said at last, ’and it is said that your father
has given you your own free choice, allowing you to
see them and hear them speak while he was receiving
them. Tell me why you have chosen me rather than
the rest, unless it is because you love me? For
I came with empty hands, and without servants or slaves,
or retinue of any kind, riding alone out of the Red
Desert. It was therefore for myself that you
took me.’
‘You are right. It was for yourself that
I took you.’
‘Then it was for love of me, was it not?’
‘There were and still are many
and good reasons,’ answered Zehowah calmly,
and at the same time withdrawing her hand from his
and smoothing back the black hair from her forehead.
’I told them all to my father, and he was convinced.’
‘Tell them to me also,’ said Khaled.
So she explained all to him in detail,
making him see everything as she saw it herself.
And the explanation was so very clear, that Khaled
felt a cold chill in his heart as he understood that
she had chosen him rather for politic reasons, than
because she wished him for her husband.
‘And yet,’ she added at
the end, ’it was the will of Allah, for otherwise
I would not have chosen you.’
‘But surely,’ he said,
somewhat encouraged by these last words, ’there
was some love in the choice, too.’
‘How can I tell!’ she
exclaimed, with a little laugh. ‘What is
love?’
Finding himself confronted by such
an amazing question, Khaled was silent, and took her
hand again. For though many have asked what love
is, no one has ever been able to find an answer in
words to satisfy the questioner, seeing that the answer
can have no more to do with words than love itself,
a matter sufficiently explained by a certain wise man,
who understood the heart of man. If, said he,
a man who loves a woman, or a woman who loves a man
could give in words the precise reason why he or she
loves, then love itself could be defined in language;
but as no man or woman has ever succeeded in doing
this, I infer that they who love best do not themselves
know in what love consists still less therefore
can any one else know, wherefore the definition is
impossible, and no one need waste time in trying to
find it.
A certain wit has also said that although
it be impossible for any man to explain the nature
of love to many persons at the same time, he generally
finds it easy to make his explanations to one person
only. But this is a mere quibbling jest and not
deserving of any attention.
Zehowah expected an answer to her
question, and Khaled was silent, not because he was
as yet too little acquainted with the feelings of a
man to give them expression, but because he already
felt so much that it was hard for him to speak at
all.
Zehowah laughed and shook her head,
for she was not of a timid temper.
’How can you expect me to say
that I love you, when you yourself are unable to answer
such a simple question?’ she asked. ’And
besides, are you not my lord and my master? What
is it then to you, whether I love you or not?’
But again Khaled was silent, debating
whether he should tell her the truth, how the angel
had promised in Allah’s name that if she loved
him he should obtain an undying soul, and how the
task of obtaining her love had been laid upon him
as a sort of atonement for having slain the Indian
prince. But as he reflected he understood that
this would probably estrange her all the more from
him.
‘Yet I can answer your question,’
he said at last. ’What is love? It
is that which is in me for you only.’
‘But how am I to know what that
is?’ asked Zehowah, drawing up the smooth gold
bracelets upon her arm and letting them fall down to
her wrist, so that they jangled like a camel’s
bell.
‘If you love me you will know,’
Khaled answered, ’for then, perhaps, you will
feel a tenth part of what I feel.’
‘And why not all that you feel?’
she asked, looking at him, but still playing with
the bracelets.
’Because it is impossible for
any woman to love as much as I love you, Zehowah.’
‘You mean, perhaps, that a woman
is too weak to love so well,’ she suggested.
’And you think, perhaps, that we are weak because
we sit all our lives upon the carpets in the harem
eating sweetmeats, and listening to singing girls
and to old women who tell us tales of long ago.
Yet there have been strong women too as
strong as men. Kenda, who tore out the heart
of Kamsa was she weak?’
‘Women are stronger to hate than to love,’
said Khaled.
’But a man can forget his hatred
in the love of a woman, and his strength also,’
laughed Zehowah. ’I would rather that you
should not love me at all, than that you should forget
to be strong in the day of battle. For I have
married you that you may lead my people to war and
bring home the spoil.’
’And if I destroy all your enemies
and the enemies of your people, will you love me then,
Zehowah?’
’Why should I love you then,
more than now? What has war to do with love?
Again, I ask, what is it to you whether I love you
or not? Am I not your wife, and are you not my
master? What is this love of which you talk?
Is it a rich garment that you can wear? A precious
stone that you can fasten in your turban? A rich
carpet to spread in your house? A treasure of
gold, a mountain of ambergris, a bushel of pearls from
Oman? Why do you covet it? Am I not beautiful
enough? Then is love henna to make my hair bright,
or kohl to darken my eyes, or a boiled egg with almonds
to smooth my face? I have all these things, and
ointments from Egypt, and perfumes from Syria, and
if I am not beautiful enough to please you, it is
the will of Allah, and love will not make me fairer.’
‘Yet love is beauty,’
Khaled answered. ’For Kadijah was lovely
in the eyes of the Prophet, upon whom be peace, because
she loved him, though she was a widow and old.’
‘Am I a widow? Am I old?’
asked Zehowah with some indignation. ’Do
I need the imaginary cosmetic you call love to smooth
my wrinkles, to lighten my eyes, or to make my teeth
white?’
‘No. You need nothing to make you beautiful.’
’And for the matter of that,
I can say it of you. You tell me that you love
me. Is it love that makes your body tall and straight,
your beard black, your forehead smooth, your hand
strong? Would not any woman see what I see, whether
you loved her or not? See! Is your hand whiter
than mine because you love and I do not?’
She laughed again as she held her hand beside his.
‘Truly,’ thought Khaled,
’it is less easy than I supposed. For the
heart of a woman who does not love is like the desert,
when the wind blows over it, and there are neither
tracks nor landmarks. And I am wandering in this
desert like a man seeking lost camels.’
But he said nothing, for he was not
yet skilled in the arguments of love. Thereupon
Zehowah smiled, and resting her cheek upon her hand,
looked into his face, as though saying scornfully,
’Is it not all vanity and folly?’
Khaled sighed, for he was disappointed,
as a thirsty man who, coming to drink of a clear spring,
finds the water bitter, while his thirst increases
and grows unbearable.
‘Why do you sigh?’ Zehowah
asked, after a little silence. ’Are you
weary? Are you tired with the feasting? Are
you full of bitterness, because I do not love you?
Command me and I will obey. Are you not my lord
to whom I am subject?’
He did not speak, but she drew him
to her, so that his head rested upon her bosom, and
she began to sing to him in a low voice.
For a long time Khaled kept his eyes
shut, listening to her voice. Then, on a sudden,
he looked up, and without speaking so much as a word,
he clasped her in his arms and kissed her.
Before it was day there was a great
tumult in the streets of Riad, of which the noise
came up even to the chamber where Khaled and Zehowah
were sleeping. Zehowah awoke and listened, wondering
what had happened and trying to understand the cries
of the distant multitude. Then she laid her hand
upon Khaled’s forehead and waked him.
‘What is it?’ he asked.
‘It is war,’ she answered.
’The enemy have surprised the city in the night
of the feast. Arise and take arms and go out to
the people.’
Khaled sprang up and in a moment he
was clothed and had girt on his sword. Then he
took Zehowah in his arms.
‘While I live, you are safe,’ he said.
‘Am I afraid? Go quickly,’ she answered.
At that time the Sultan of Nejed was
at war with the northern tribes of Shammar, and the
enemy had taken advantage of the month of Ramadhan,
in which few persons travel, to advance in great numbers
to Riad. During the three days’ feast of
Bairam they had moved on every night, slaying the
inhabitants of the villages so that not one had escaped
to bring the news, and in the daytime they had hidden
themselves wherever they could find shelter.
But in the night in which Khaled and Zehowah were married
they reached the very walls of the city, and waiting
until all the people were asleep, a party of them
had climbed up upon the ramparts and had opened one
of the gates to their companions after killing the
guards.
Khaled found his mare and mounted
her without saddle or bridle in his haste, then drawing
his sabre he rode swiftly out of the palace into the
confusion. The enemy with their long spears were
driving the panicstricken guards and the shrieking
people before them towards the palace, slaughtering
all whom they overtook, so that the gutters of the
streets were already flowing with blood, and the horses
of the enemy stumbled over the bodies of the defenders.
The whole multitude of the pursued and the pursuers
were just breaking out of the principal street into
the open space before the palace when Khaled met them,
a single man facing ten thousand.
‘I shall certainly perish in
this fight,’ he said to himself, ’and yet
I shall not receive the reward of the faithful, since
Allah has not given me a soul. Nevertheless certain
of these dogs shall eat dirt before the rest get into
the palace.’
So he pressed his legs to the bare
sides of his mare and lifted up his sword and rode
at the foe, having neither buckler, nor helmet, nor
shirt of mail to protect him, but only his clothes
and his turban. But his arm was strong, and it
has been said by the wise that it is better to fall
upon an old lion with a reed than to stand armed in
the way of a man who seeks death.
‘Yallah! The Sword of the
Lord!’ shouted Khaled, in such a terrible voice
that the assailants ceased to kill for a moment, and
the terrified guards turned to see whence so great
a voice could proceed; and some who had seen Khaled
recognised him and ran to meet him, and the others
followed.
When the enemy saw a single man riding
towards them across the great square before the palace,
they sent up a shout of derision, and turned again
to the slaughter of such of the inhabitants as could
not extricate themselves.
‘Shall one man stop an army?’
they said. ’Shall a fox turn back a herd
of hyaenas?’
But when Khaled was among them they
found less matter for laughter. For the sword
was keen, the mare was swift to double and turn, and
Khaled’s hand was strong. In the twinkling
of an eye two of the enemy lay dead, the one cloven
to the chin, the other headless.
Then a strange fever seized Khaled,
such as he had not heard of, and all things turned
to scarlet before his eyes, both the walls of the houses,
and the faces and the garments of his foes. Men
who saw him say that his face was white and shining
in the dawn, and that the flashing of the sword was
like a storm of lightning about his head, and after
each flash there was a great rain of blood, and a
crashing like thunder as the horses and men of the
enemy fell to the earth.
In the meantime, too, the soldiers
of the city and the Bedouins of the desert who were
within the walls for the feast, took courage, and
turning fiercely began to drive the assailants back
by the way they had come, towards the market-place
in the bazar. But those behind still kept
pressing forward, while those in front were driven
back, and the press became so great that the Shammars
could no longer wield their weapons. The enemy
were crowded together like sheep in a fold, and Khaled,
with his men, began to cut a broad road through the
very midst of them, hewing them down in ranks and
throwing them aside, as corn is harvested in Egypt.
But after some time Khaled saw that
he was alone, with a few followers, surrounded by
a great throng of the enemy, for some of his men had
been slain after slaying many of their foes, and some
had not been able to follow, being hindered at first
by the heaps of dead and afterwards by the multitude
of their opponents who closed in again over the bloody
way through which Khaled had passed.
And now the Shammars saw that Khaled
could not escape them, and they pressed him on every
side, but the archers dared not shoot at him for fear
of hitting their own friends, if their arrows chanced
to go by the mark. Otherwise he would undoubtedly
have perished, since he had no armour, and not even
a buckler with which to ward off the darts. But
they thrust at him with spears and struck at him with
their swords, and wounded him more than once, though
he was not conscious of pain or loss of blood, being
hot with the fever of the fight. He was hard pressed
therefore, and while he smote without ceasing he began
to know that unless a speedy rescue came to him, his
hour was at hand. From the borders of the market-place,
the men of Riad could still see his sword flashing
and striking, and they still heard his fierce cry.
He looked about him as he fought,
and he saw that he was now almost alone. One
after another, the few who had penetrated so far forward
with him into the press, were overwhelmed by numbers
and fell bleeding from a hundred wounds till only
a score were left, and Khaled saw that unless he could
now cut his way free, he must inevitably perish.
But the press was stubborn and a man might as well
hope to make his way through a herd of camels crowded
together in a narrow street. Then Khaled bethought
him of a stratagem. He alone was on horseback,
for the enemy’s riders had ridden before, and
he had met them in the street leading to the palace,
when he had himself slain many, and where the rest
were even now falling under the swords of the men
of Riad. And the few men who were with him were
also all on foot. Therefore looking across the
market-place he made as though he saw a great force
coming to his assistance, and he shouted with all
his breath, while his arm never rested.
‘Smite, men of Nejed!’
he cried. ’For I see the Sultan himself
coming to meet us with five hundred horsemen!
Smite! Yallah! It is the Sword of the Lord!’
Hearing these words, his men were
encouraged, and of the enemy many turned their heads
to see the new danger. But being on foot they
were hindered from seeing by the throng. Yet
so much the more Khaled shouted that the Sultan was
coming, and many of the heads that turned to look
were not turned back again, but rolled down to the
feet of those to whom they had belonged. The
brave men who were with Khaled took heart and hewed
with all their might, taking up the cry of their leader
when they saw that it disconcerted their foes, so
that the last took fright, and the panic ran through
the whole multitude.
’We shall be slain like sheep,
and taken like locusts under a mantle, for we cannot
move!’ they cried, and they began to press away
out of the market-place, forcing their comrades before
them into the narrow streets.
But here many perished. For while
every man in Riad had taken his sword and had gone
out of his house to fight, the women had dragged up
cauldrons of boiling water, and also hand-mill stones,
to the roofs, and they scalded and crushed their retreating
foes. Then too, as the market-place was cleared,
the soldiers came on from the side of the palace,
having slain all that stood in their way and taken
most of their horses alive, which alone was a great
booty, for there are not many horses in Nejed besides
those of the Sultan, though these are the very best
and fleetest in all Arabia. But the Shammars of
the north are great horse-breeders. So the soldiers
mounted and joined Khaled in the pursuit, and a great
slaughter followed in the streets, though some of
the enemy were able to escape to the gates, and warn
those of their fellows who were outside to flee to
the hills for safety, leaving much booty behind.
At the time of the second call to
prayer Khaled dismounted from his mare in the market-place,
and there was not one of the enemy left alive within
the walls. Those who remember that day say that
there were five thousand dead in the streets in Riad.
Khaled made such ablution as he could,
and having prayed and given thanks to Allah, he went
back on foot to the palace, his bay mare following
him, and thrusting her nose into his hand as he walked.
For she was little hurt, and the blood that covered
her shoulders and her flanks was not her own.
But Khaled had many wounds on him, so that his companions
wondered how he was able to walk.
In the court of the palace the Sultan
came to meet him, and fell upon his neck and embraced
him, for many messengers had come, from time to time,
telling how the fight went, and of the great slaughter.
And Khaled smiled, for he thought that he should now
win the love of Zehowah.
’Said I not truly that he is
as brave as the lion, and as strong as the camel?’
cried the Sultan, addressing those who stood in the
court. ’Has he not scattered our enemies
as the wind scatters the sand? Surely he is well
called by the name Khaled.’
‘Forget not your own men,’
Khaled answered, ’for they have shared in the
danger and have slain more than I, and deserve the
spoil. There was a score of stout fellows with
me at the last in the market-place, whose faces I
should know again on a cloudy night. They fought
as well as I, and it was the will of Allah that their
enemies should broil everlastingly and drink boiling
water. Let them be rewarded.’
’They shall every one have a
rich garment and a sum of money, besides their share
of the spoil. But as for you, my beloved son,
go in and rest, and bind up your wounds, and afterwards
there shall be feasting and merriment until the night.’
‘The enemy is not destroyed
yet,’ answered Khaled. ’Command rather
that the army make ready for the pursuit, and when
I have washed I will arm myself and we will ride out
and pursue the dogs until not one of them is left
alive, and by the help of Allah we will take all Shammar
and lay it under tribute and bring back the women
captive. After that we shall feast more safely,
and sleep without fear of being waked by a herd of
hyaenas in our streets.’
‘Nay, but you must rest before
going upon this expedition,’ objected the Sultan.
’The true believer will find
rest in the grave, and feasting in paradise,’
answered Khaled.
’This is true. But even
the camel must eat and drink on the journey, or both
he and his master will perish.’
‘Let us then eat and drink quickly,
that we may the sooner go.’
‘As you will, let it be,’
said the Sultan, with a sigh, for he loved feasting
and music, being now too old to go out and fight himself
as he had formerly done.
Thereupon Khaled went into the harem
and returned to Zehowah’s apartment. As
he went the women gathered round him with cries of
gladness and songs of triumph, staunching the blood
that flowed from his wounds with their veils and garments
as he walked. And others ran before to prepare
the bath and to tell Zehowah of his coming.
When she saw him she ran forward and
took him by the hands and led him in, and herself
she bathed his wounds and bound them up with precious
balsams of great healing power, not suffering any of
the women to help her nor to touch him, but sending
them away so that she might be alone with Khaled.
‘I have slain certain of your
enemies, Zehowah,’ he said, at last, ’and
I have driven out the rest from the city.’
As yet neither of them had spoken.
‘Do you think that I have not
heard what you have done?’ Zehowah asked.
’You have saved us all from death and captivity.
You are our father and our mother. And now I
will bring you food and drink and afterwards you shall
sleep.’
’So you are well pleased with
the doings of the husband you have married,’
he said.
He was displeased, for he had supposed
that she would love him for his deeds and for his
wounds and that she would speak differently. But
though she tended him and bound his wounds, and bathed
his brow with perfumed waters, and laid pillows under
his head and fanned him, as a slave might have done,
he saw that there was no warmth in her cheek, and
that the depths of her eyes were empty, and that her
hands were neither hot nor cold. By all these
signs he knew that she felt no love for him, so he
spoke coldly to her.
’Is it for me to be pleased
or displeased with the deeds of my lord and master?’
she asked. ’Nevertheless, thousands are
even now blessing your name and returning thanks to
Allah for having sent them a preserver in the hour
of danger. I am but one of them.’
’I would rather see a faint
light in your eyes, as of a star rising in the desert
than hear the blessings of all the men of Nejed.
I would rather that your hand were cold when it touches
mine, and your cheek hot when I kiss it, than that
your father should bestow upon me all the treasures
of Riad.’
‘Is that love?’ asked
Zehowah with a laugh. ’A cold hand, a hot
cheek, a bright eye?’
Khaled was silent, for he saw that
she understood his words but not his meaning.
It was now noon and it was very hot, even in the inner
shade of the harem, and Khaled was glad to rest after
the hard fighting, for his many slight wounds smarted
with the healing balsam, and his heart was heavy and
discontented.
Then Zehowah called a slave woman
to fan him with a palm leaf, and presently she brought
him meat and rice and dates to eat, and cool drink
in a golden cup, and she sat at his feet while he refreshed
himself.
‘How many did you slay with
your own hand?’ she asked at last, taking up
the good sword which lay beside him on the carpet.