The Leofric was three days
out, and therefore half-way over the ocean, for she
was a fast boat, but so far Griggs had not been called
upon to hinder Mr. Van Torp from annoying Margaret.
Mr. Van Torp had not been on deck; in fact, he had
not been seen at all since he had disappeared into
his cabin a quarter of an hour before the steamer had
left the pier. There was a good deal of curiosity
about him amongst the passengers, as there would have
been about the famous Primadonna if she had not come
punctually to every meal, and if she had not been
equally regular in spending a certain number of hours
on deck every day.
At first every one was anxious to
have what people call a ‘good look’ at
her, because all the usual legends were already repeated
about her wherever she went. It was said that
she was really an ugly woman of thirty-five who had
been married to a Spanish count of twice that age,
and that he had died leaving her penniless, so that
she had been obliged to support herself by singing.
Others were equally sure that she was a beautiful
escaped nun, who had been forced to take the veil
in a convent in Seville by cruel parents, but who had
succeeded in getting herself carried off by a Polish
nobleman disguised as a priest. Every one remembered
the marvellous voice that used to sing so high above
all the other nuns, behind the lattice on Sunday afternoons
at the church of the Dominican Convent. That had
been the voice of Margarita da Cordova,
and she could never go back to Spain, for if she did
the Inquisition would seize upon her, and she would
be tortured and probably burnt alive to encourage
the other nuns.
This was very romantic, but unfortunately
there was a man who said he knew the plain truth about
her, and that she was just a good-looking Irish girl
whose father used to play the flute at a theatre in
Dublin, and whose mother kept a sweetshop in Queen
Street. The man who knew this had often seen
the shop, which was conclusive.
Margaret showed herself daily and
the myths lost value, for every one saw that she was
neither an escaped Spanish nun nor the gifted offspring
of a Dublin flute-player and a female retailer of
bull’s-eyes and butterscotch, but just a handsome,
healthy, well-brought-up young Englishwoman, who called
herself Miss Donne in private life.
But gossip, finding no hold upon her,
turned and rent Mr. Van Torp, who dwelt within his
tent like Achilles, but whether brooding or sea-sick
no one was ever to know. The difference of opinion
about him was amazing. Some said he had no heart,
since he had not even waited for the funeral of the
poor girl who was to have been his wife. Others,
on the contrary, said that he was broken-hearted, and
that his doctor had insisted upon his going abroad
at once, doubtless considering, as the best practitioners
often do, that it is wisest to send a patient who
is in a dangerous condition to distant shores, where
some other doctor will get the credit of having killed
him or driven him mad. Some said that Mr. Van
Torp was concerned in the affair of that Chinese loan,
which of course explained why he was forced to go
to Europe in spite of the dreadful misfortune that
had happened to him. The man who knew everything
hinted darkly that Mr. Van Torp was not really solvent,
and that he had perhaps left the country just at the
right moment.
‘That is nonsense,’ said
Miss More to Margaret in an undertone, for they had
both heard what had just been said.
Miss More was the lady in charge of
the pretty deaf child, and the latter was curled up
in the next chair with a little piece of crochet work.
Margaret had soon found out that Miss More was a very
nice woman, after her own taste, who was given neither
to flattery nor to prying, the two faults from which
celebrities are generally made to suffer most by fellow-travellers
who make their acquaintance. Miss More was evidently
delighted to find herself placed on deck next to the
famous singer, and Margaret was so well satisfied that
the deck steward had already received a preliminary
tip, with instructions to keep the chairs together
during the voyage.
‘Yes,’ said Margaret,
in answer to Miss More’s remark. ’I
don’t believe there is the least reason for
thinking that Mr. Van Torp is not immensely rich.
Do you know him?’
‘Yes.’
Miss More did not seem inclined to
enlarge upon the fact, and her face was thoughtful
after she had said the one word; so was Margaret’s
tone when she answered:
‘So do I.’
Each of the young women understood
that the other did not care to talk of Mr. Van Torp.
Margaret glanced sideways at her neighbour and wondered
vaguely whether the latter’s experience had been
at all like her own, but she could not see anything
to make her think so. Miss More had a singularly
pleasant expression and a face that made one trust
her at once, but she was far from beautiful, and would
hardly pass for pretty beside such a good-looking
woman as Margaret, who after all was not what people
call an out-and-out beauty. It was odd that the
quiet lady-like teacher should have answered monosyllabically
in that tone. She felt Margaret’s sidelong
look of inquiry, and turned half round after glancing
at little Ida, who was very busy with her crochet.
‘I’m afraid you may have
misunderstood me,’ she said, smiling. ’If
I did not say any more it is because he himself does
not wish people to talk of what he does.’
‘I assure you, I’m not
curious,’ Margaret answered, smiling too.
’I’m sorry if I looked as if I were.’
’No you misunderstood
me, and it was a little my fault. Mr. Van Torp
is doing something very, very kind which it was impossible
that I should not know of, and he has asked me not
to tell any one.’
‘I see,’ Margaret answered.
’Thank you for telling me. I am glad to
know that he ’
She checked herself. She detested
and feared the man, for reasons of her own, and she
found it hard to believe that he could do something
‘very, very kind’ and yet not wish it to
be known. He did not strike her as being the
kind of person who would go out of his way to hide
his light under a bushel. Yet Miss More’s
tone had been quiet and earnest. Perhaps he had
employed her to teach some poor deaf and dumb child,
like little Ida. Her words seemed to imply this,
for she had said that it had been impossible that
she should not know; that is, he had been forced to
ask her advice or help, and her help and advice could
only be considered indispensable where her profession
as a teacher of the deaf and dumb was concerned.
Miss More was too discreet to ask
the question which Margaret’s unfinished sentence
suggested, but she would not let the speech pass quite
unanswered.
‘He is often misjudged,’
she said. ’In business he may be what many
people say he is. I don’t understand business!
But I have known him to help people who needed help
badly and who never guessed that he even knew their
names.’
‘You must be right,’ Margaret answered.
She remembered the last words of the
girl who had died in the manager’s room at the
theatre. There had been a secret. The secret
was that Mr. Van Torp had done the thing, whatever
it was. She had probably not known what she was
saying, but it had been on her mind to say that Mr.
Van Torp had done it, the man she was to have married.
Margaret’s first impression had been that the
thing done must have been something very bad, because
she herself disliked the man so much; but Miss More
knew him, and since he often did ’very, very
kind things,’ it was possible that the particular
action of which the dying girl was thinking might
have been a charitable one; possibly he had confided
the secret to her. Margaret smiled rather cruelly
at her own superior knowledge of the world yes,
he had told the girl about that ‘secret’
charity in order to make a good impression on her!
Perhaps that was his favourite method of interesting
women; if it was, he had not invented it. Margaret
thought she could have told Miss More something which
would have thrown another light on Mr. Van Torp’s
character.
Her reflections had led her back to
the painful scene at the theatre, and she remembered
the account of it the next day, and the fact that
the girl’s name had been Ida. To change
the subject she asked her neighbour an idle question.
‘What is the little girl’s full name?’
she inquired.
‘Ida Moon,’ answered Miss More.
‘Moon?’ Margaret turned
her head sharply. ’May I ask if she is any
relation of the California Senator who died last year?’
‘She is his daughter,’ said Miss More
quietly.
Margaret laid one hand on the arm
of her chair and leaned forward a little, so as to
see the child better.
‘Really!’ she exclaimed,
rather deliberately, as if she had chosen that particular
word out of a number that suggested themselves.
‘Really!’ she repeated, still more slowly,
and then leaned back again and looked at the grey
waves.
She remembered the notice of Miss
Bamberger’s death. It had described the
deceased as the only child of Hannah Moon by her former
marriage with Isidore Bamberger. But Hannah Moon,
as Margaret happened to know, was now the widow of
Senator Alvah Moon. Therefore the little deaf
child was the half-sister of the girl who had died
at the theatre in Margaret’s arms and had been
christened by the same name. Therefore, also,
she was related to Margaret, whose mother had been
the California magnate’s cousin.
‘How small the world is!’
Margaret said in a low voice as she looked at the
grey waves.
She wondered whether little Ida had
ever heard of her half-sister, and what Miss More
knew about it all.
‘How old is Mrs. Moon?’ she asked.
’I fancy she must be forty,
or near that. I know that she was nearly thirty
years younger than the Senator, but I never saw her.’
‘You never saw her?’ Margaret was surprised.
‘No,’ Miss More answered.
’She is insane, you know. She went quite
mad soon after the little girl was born. It was
very painful for the Senator. Her delusion was
that he was her divorced husband, Mr. Bamberger, and
when the child came into the world she insisted that
it should be called Ida, and that she had no other.
Mr. Bamberger’s daughter was Ida, you know.
It was very strange. Mrs. Moon was convinced
that she was forced to live her life over again, year
by year, as an expiation for something she had done.
The doctors say it is a hopeless case. I really
think it shortened the Senator’s life.’
Margaret did not think that the world
had any cause to complain of Mrs. Moon on that account.
‘So this child is quite alone in the world,’
she said.
‘Yes. Her father is dead and her mother
is in an asylum.’
‘Poor little thing!’
The two young women were leaning back
in their chairs, their faces turned towards each other
as they talked, and Ida was still busy with her crochet.
‘Luckily she has a sunny nature,’
said Miss More. ’She is interested in everything
she sees and hears.’ She laughed a little.
’I always speak of it as hearing,’ she
added, ’for it is quite as quick, when there
is light enough. You know that, since you have
talked with her.’
‘Yes. But in the dark, how do you make
her understand?’
’She can generally read what
I say by laying her hand on my lips; but besides that,
we have the deaf and dumb alphabet, and she can feel
my fingers as I make the letters.’
‘You have been with her a long
time, I suppose,’ Margaret said.
‘Since she was three years old.’
‘California is a beautiful country,
isn’t it?’ asked Margaret after a pause.
She put the question idly, for she
was thinking how hard it must be to teach deaf and
dumb children. Miss More’s answer surprised
her.
‘I have never been there.’
‘But, surely, Senator Moon lived in San Francisco,’
Margaret said.
’Yes. But the child was
sent to New England when she was three, and never
went back again. We have been living in the country
near Boston.’
’And the Senator used to pay
you a visit now and then, of course, when he was alive.
He must have been immensely pleased by the success
of your teaching.’
Though Margaret felt that she was
growing more curious about little Ida than she often
was about any one, it did not occur to her that the
question she now suggested, rather than asked, was
an indiscreet one, and she was surprised by her companion’s
silence. She had already discovered that Miss
More was one of those literally truthful people who
never let an inaccurate statement pass their lips,
and who will be obstinately silent rather than answer
a leading question, quite regardless of the fact that
silence is sometimes the most direct answer that can
be given. On the present occasion Miss More said
nothing and turned her eyes to the sea, leaving Margaret
to make any deduction she pleased; but only one suggested
itself, namely, that the deceased Senator had taken
very little interest in the child of his old age,
and had felt no affection for her. Margaret wondered
whether he had left her rich, but Miss More’s
silence told her that she had already asked too many
questions.
She glanced down the long line of
passengers beyond Miss More and Ida. Men, women,
and children lay side by side in their chairs, wrapped
and propped like a row of stuffed specimens in a museum.
They were not interesting, Margaret thought; for those
who were awake all looked discontented, and those
who were asleep looked either ill or apoplectic.
Perhaps half of them were crossing because they were
obliged to go to Europe for one reason or another;
the other half were going in an aimless way, because
they had got into the habit while they were young,
or had been told that it was the right thing to do,
or because their doctors sent them abroad to get rid
of them. The grey light from the waves was reflected
on the immaculate and shiny white paint, and shed
a cold glare on the commonplace faces and on the plaid
rugs, and on the vivid magazines which many of the
people were reading, or pretending to read; for most
persons only look at the pictures nowadays, and read
the advertisements. A steward in a very short
jacket was serving perfectly unnecessary cups of weak
broth on a big tray, and a great number of the passengers
took some, with a vague idea that the Company’s
feelings might be hurt if they did not, or else that
they would not be getting their money’s worth.
Between the railing and the feet of
the passengers, which stuck out over the foot-rests
of their chairs to different lengths according to
the height of the possessors, certain energetic people
walked ceaselessly up and down the deck, sometimes
flattening themselves against the railing to let others
who met them pass by, and sometimes, when the ship
rolled a little, stumbling against an outstretched
foot or two without making any elaborate apology for
doing so.
Margaret only glanced at the familiar
sight, but she made a little movement of annoyance
almost directly, and took up the book that lay open
and face downwards on her knee; she became absorbed
in it so suddenly as to convey the impression that
she was not really reading at all.
She had seen Mr. Van Torp and Paul
Griggs walking together and coming towards her.
The millionaire was shorter than his
companion and more clumsily made, though not by any
means a stout man. Though he did not look like
a soldier he had about him the very combative air
which belongs to so many modern financiers of the
Christian breed. There was the bull-dog jaw,
the iron mouth, and the aggressive blue eye of the
man who takes and keeps by force rather than by astuteness.
Though his face had lines in it and his complexion
was far from brilliant he looked scarcely forty years
of age, and his short, rough, sandy hair had not yet
begun to turn grey.
He was not ugly, but Margaret had
always seen something in his face that repelled her.
It was some lack of proportion somewhere, which she
could not precisely define; it was something that was
out of the common type of faces, but that was disquieting
rather than interesting. Instead of wondering
what it meant, those who noticed it wished it were
not there.
Margaret was sure she could distinguish
his heavy step from Griggs’s when he was near
her, but she would not look up from her book till he
stopped and spoke to her.
‘Good-morning, Madame Cordova;
how are you this morning?’ he inquired, holding
out his hand. ‘You didn’t expect to
see me on board, did you?’
His tone was hard and business-like,
but he lifted his yachting cap politely as he held
out his hand. Margaret hesitated a moment before
taking it, and when she moved her own he was already
holding his out to Miss More.
‘Good-morning, Miss More; how are you this morning?’
Miss More leaned forward and put down
one foot as if she would have risen in the presence
of the great man, but he pushed her back by her hand
which he held, and proceeded to shake hands with the
little girl.
‘Good-morning, Miss Ida; how are you this morning?’
Margaret felt sure that if he had
shaken hands with a hundred people he would have repeated
the same words to each without any variation.
She looked at Griggs imploringly, and glanced at his
vacant chair on her right side. He did not answer
by sitting down, because the action would have been
too like deliberately telling Mr. Van Torp to go away,
but he began to fold up the chair as if he were going
to take it away, and then he seemed to find that there
was something wrong with one of its joints, and altogether
it gave him a good deal of trouble, and made it quite
impossible for the great man to get any nearer to
Margaret.
Little Ida had taken Mr. Van Torp’s
proffered hand, and had watched his hard lips when
he spoke. She answered quite clearly and rather
slowly, in the somewhat monotonous voice of those born
deaf who have learned to speak.
‘I’m very well, thank
you, Mr. Van Torp. I hope you are quite well.’
Margaret heard, and saw the child’s
face, and at once decided that, if the little girl
knew of her own relationship to Ida Bamberger, she
was certainly ignorant of the fact that her half-sister
had been engaged to Mr. Van Torp, when she had died
so suddenly less than a week ago. Little Ida’s
manner strengthened the impression in Margaret’s
mind that the millionaire was having her educated
by Miss More. Yet it seemed impossible that the
rich old Senator should not have left her well provided.
‘I see you’ve made friends
with Madame Cordova,’ said Mr. Van Torp.
‘I’m very glad, for she’s quite an
old friend of mine too.’
Margaret made a slight movement, but
said nothing. Miss More saw her annoyance and
intervened by speaking to the financier.
‘We began to fear that we might
not see you at all on the voyage,’ she said,
in a tone of some concern. ’I hope you have
not been suffering again.’
Margaret wondered whether she meant
to ask if he had been sea-sick; what she said sounded
like an inquiry about some more or less frequent indisposition,
though Mr. Van Torp looked as strong as a ploughman.
In answer to the question he glanced
sharply at Miss More, and shook his head.
‘I’ve been too busy to
come on deck,’ he said, rather curtly, and he
turned to Margaret again.
‘Will you take a little walk
with me, Madame Cordova?’ he asked.
Not having any valid excuse for refusing,
Margaret smiled, for the first time since she had
seen him on deck.
‘I’m so comfortable!’
she answered. ‘Don’t make me get out
of my rug!’
’If you’ll take a little
walk with me, I’ll give you a pretty present,’
said Mr. Van Torp playfully.
Margaret thought it best to laugh
and shake her head at this singular offer. Little
Ida had been watching them both.
‘You’d better go with
him,’ said the child gravely. ’He
makes lovely presents.’
‘Does he?’ Margaret laughed again.
‘"A fortress that parleys, or
a woman who listens, is lost,’” put in
Griggs, quoting an old French proverb.
‘Then I won’t listen,’ Margaret
said.
Mr. Van Torp planted himself more
firmly on his sturdy legs, for the ship was rolling
a little.
‘I’ll give you a book, Madame Cordova,’
he said.
His habit of constantly repeating
the name of the person with whom he was talking irritated
her extremely. She was not smiling when she answered.
‘Thank you. I have more books than I can
possibly read.’
’Yes. But you have not
the one I will give you, and it happens to be the
only one you want.’
‘But I don’t want any
book at all! I don’t want to read!’
’Yes, you do, Madame Cordova.
You want to read this one, and it’s the only
copy on board, and if you’ll take a little walk
with me I’ll give it to you.’
As he spoke he very slowly drew a
new book from the depths of the wide pocket in his
overcoat, but only far enough to show Margaret the
first words of the title, and he kept his aggressive
blue eyes fixed on her face. A faint blush came
into her cheeks at once and he let the volume slip
back. Griggs, being on his other side, had not
seen it, and it meant nothing to Miss More. To
the latter’s surprise Margaret pushed her heavy
rug from her knees and let her feet slip from the chair
to the ground. Her eyes met Griggs’s as
she rose, and seeing that his look asked her whether
he was to carry out her previous instructions and
walk beside her, she shook her head.
‘Nine times out of ten, proverbs
are true,’ he said in a tone of amusement.
Mr. Van Torp’s hard face expressed
no triumph when Margaret stood beside him, ready to
walk. She had yielded, as he had been sure she
would; he turned from the other passengers to go round
to the weather side of the ship, and she went with
him submissively. Just at the point where the
wind and the fine spray would have met them if they
had gone on, he stopped in the lee of a big ventilator.
There was no one in sight of them now.
‘Excuse me for making you get
up,’ he said. ’I wanted to see you
alone for a moment.’
Margaret said nothing in answer to
this apology, and she met his fixed eyes coldly.
‘You were with Miss Bamberger when she died,’
he said.
Margaret bent her head gravely in
assent. His face was as expressionless as a stone.
‘I thought she might have mentioned
me before she died,’ he said slowly.
‘Yes,’ Margaret answered
after a moment’s pause; ‘she did.’
‘What did she say?’
’She told me that it was a secret,
but that I was to tell you what she said, if I thought
it best.’
‘Are you going to tell me?’
It was impossible to guess whether
he was controlling any emotion or not; but if the
men with whom he had done business where large sums
were involved had seen him now and had heard his voice,
they would have recognised the tone and the expression.
‘She said, “he did it,"’
Margaret answered slowly, after a moment’s thought.
‘Was that all she said?’
’That was all. A moment
later she was dead. Before she said it, she told
me it was a secret, and she made me promise solemnly
never to tell any one but you.’
‘It’s not much of a secret,
is it?’ As he spoke, Mr. Van Torp turned his
eyes from Margaret’s at last and looked at the
grey sea beyond the ventilator.
‘Such as it is, I have told
it to you because she wished me to,’ answered
Margaret. ’But I shall never tell any one
else. It will be all the easier to be silent,
as I have not the least idea what she meant.’
‘She meant our engagement,’
said Mr. Van Torp in a matter-of-fact tone. ’We
had broken it off that afternoon. She meant that
it was I who did it, and so it was. Perhaps she
did not like to think that when she was dead people
might call her heartless and say she had thrown me
over; and no one would ever know the truth except me,
unless I chose to tell me and her father.’
‘Then you were not to be married
after all!’ Margaret showed her surprise.
’No. I had broken it off.
We were going to let it be known the next day.’
‘On the very eve of the wedding!’
‘Yes.’ Mr. Van Torp
fixed his eyes on Margaret’s again. ’On
the very eve of the wedding,’ he said, repeating
her words.
He spoke very slowly and without emphasis,
but with the greatest possible distinctness.
Margaret had once been taken to see a motor-car manufactory
and she remembered a machine that clipped bits off
the end of an iron bar, inch by inch, smoothly and
deliberately. Mr. Van Torp’s lips made
her think of that; they seemed to cut the hard words
one by one, in lengths.
‘Poor girl!’ she sighed, and looked away.
The man’s face did not change,
and if his next words echoed the sympathy she expressed
his tone did not.
‘I was a good deal cut up myself,’
he observed coolly. ’Here’s your
book, Madame Cordova.’
‘No,’ Margaret answered
with a little burst of indignation, ’I don’t
want it. I won’t take it from you!’
‘What’s the matter now?’
asked Mr. Van Torp without the least change of manner.
’It’s your friend Mr. Lushington’s
latest, you know, and it won’t be out for ten
days. I thought you would like to see it, so I
got an advance copy before it was published.’
He held the volume out to her, but
she would not even look at it, nor answer him.
‘How you hate me! Don’t you, Madame
Cordova?’
Margaret still said nothing.
She was considering how she could best get rid of
him. If she simply brushed past him and went back
to her chair on the lee side, he would follow her
and go on talking to her as if nothing had happened;
and she knew that in that case she would lose control
of herself before Griggs and Miss More.
‘Oh, well,’ he went on,
’if you don’t want the book, I don’t.
I can’t read novels myself, and I daresay it’s
trash anyhow.’
Thereupon, with a quick movement of
his arm and hand, he sent Mr. Lushington’s latest
novel flying over the lee rail, fully thirty feet
away, and it dropped out of sight into the grey waves.
He had been a good baseball pitcher in his youth.
Margaret bit her lip and her eyes flashed.
‘You are quite the most disgustingly
brutal person I ever met,’ she said, no longer
able to keep down her anger.
‘No,’ he answered calmly.
’I’m not brutal; I’m only logical.
I took a great deal of trouble to get that book for
you because I thought it would give you pleasure,
and it wasn’t a particularly legal transaction
by which I got it either. Since you didn’t
want it, I wasn’t going to let anybody else
have the satisfaction of reading it before it was
published, so I just threw it away because it is safer
in the sea than knocking about in my cabin. If
you hadn’t seen me throw it overboard you would
never have believed that I had. You’re
not much given to believing me, anyway. I’ve
noticed that. Are you, now?’
‘Oh, it was not the book!’
Margaret turned from him and made
a step forward so that she faced the sharp wind.
It cut her face and she felt that the little pain was
a relief. He came and stood beside her with his
hands deep in the pockets of his overcoat.
’If you think I’m a brute
on account of what I told you about Miss Bamberger,’
he said, ’that’s not quite fair. I
broke off our engagement because I found out that
we were going to make each other miserable and we
should have had to divorce in six months; and if half
the people who are just going to get married would
do the same thing there would be a lot more happy
women in the world, not to say men! That’s
all, and she knew it, poor girl, and was just as glad
as I was when the thing was done. Now what is
there so brutal in that, Madame Cordova?’
Margaret turned on him almost fiercely.
‘Why do you tell me all this?’
she asked. ’For heaven’s sake let
poor Miss Bamberger rest in her grave!’
‘Since you ask me why,’
answered Mr. Van Torp, unmoved,’ I tell you
all this because I want you to know more about me than
you do. If you did, you’d hate me less.
That’s the plain truth. You know very well
that there’s nobody like you, and that if I’d
judged I had the slightest chance of getting you I
would no more have thought of marrying Miss Bamberger
than of throwing a million dollars into the sea after
that book, or ten million, and that’s a great
deal of money.’
‘I ought to be flattered,’
said Margaret with scorn, still facing the wind.
’No. I’m not given
to flattery, and money means something real to me,
because I’ve fought for it, and got it.
Your regular young lover will always call you his
precious treasure, and I don’t see much difference
between a precious treasure and several million dollars.
I’m logical, you see. I tell you I’m
logical, that’s all.’
’I daresay. I think we
have been talking here long enough. Shall we go
back?’
She had got her anger under again.
She detested Mr. Van Torp, but she was honest enough
to realise that for the present she had resented his
saying that Lushington’s book was probably trash,
much more than what he had told her of his broken
engagement. She turned and came back to the ventilator,
meaning to go around to her chair, but he stopped her.
‘Don’t go yet, please!’
he said, keeping beside her. ’Call me a
disgusting brute if you like. I sha’n’t
mind it, and I daresay it’s true in a kind of
way. Business isn’t very refining, you know,
and it was the only education I got after I was sixteen.
I’m sorry I called that book rubbish, for I’m
sure it’s not. I’ve met Mr. Lushington
in England several times; he’s very clever,
and he’s got a first-rate position. But
you see I didn’t like your refusing the book,
after I’d taken so much trouble to get it for
you. Perhaps if I hadn’t thrown it overboard
you’d take it, now that I’ve apologised.
Would you?’
His tone had changed at last, as she
had known it to change before in the course of an
acquaintance that had lasted more than a year.
He put the question almost humbly.
‘I don’t know,’
Margaret answered, relenting a little in spite of
herself. ‘At all events I’m sorry
I was so rude. I lost my temper.’
‘It was very natural,’
said Mr. Van Torp meekly, but not looking at her,
’and I know I deserved it. You really would
let me give you the book now, if it were possible,
wouldn’t you?’
‘Perhaps.’ She thought
that as there was no such possibility it was safe
to say as much as that.
‘I should feel so much better
if you would,’ he answered. ’I should
feel as if you’d accepted my apology. Won’t
you say it, Madame Cordova?’
‘Well yes since
you wish it so much,’ Margaret replied, feeling
that she risked nothing.
‘Here it is, then,’ he
said, to her amazement, producing the new novel from
the pocket of his overcoat, and enjoying her surprise
as he put it into her hand.
It looked like a trick of sleight
of hand, and she took the book and stared at him,
as a child stares at the conjuror who produces an apple
out of its ear.
‘But I saw you throw it away,’
she said in a puzzled tone.
‘I got two while I was about
it,’ said Mr. Van Torp, smiling without showing
his teeth. ’It was just as easy and it didn’t
cost me any more.’
‘I see! Thank you very much.’
She knew that she could not but keep
the volume now, and in her heart she was glad to have
it, for Lushington had written to her about it several
times since she had been in America.
‘Well, I’ll leave you
now,’ said the millionaire, resuming his stony
expression. ‘I hope I’ve not kept
you too long.’
Before Margaret had realised the idiotic
conventionality of the last words her companion had
disappeared and she was left alone. He had not
gone back in the direction whence they had come, but
had taken the deserted windward side of the ship,
doubtless with the intention of avoiding the crowd.
Margaret stood still for some time
in the lee of the ventilator, holding the novel in
her hand and thinking. She wondered whether Mr.
Van Torp had planned the whole scene, including the
sacrifice of the novel. If he had not, it was
certainly strange that he should have had the second
copy ready in his pocket. Lushington had once
told her that great politicians and great financiers
were always great comedians, and now that she remembered
the saying it occurred to her that Mr. Van Torp reminded
her of a certain type of American actor, a type that
has a heavy jaw and an aggressive eye, and strongly
resembles the portraits of Daniel Webster. Now
Daniel Webster had a wide reputation as a politician,
but there is reason to believe that the numerous persons
who lent him money and never got it back thought him
a financier of undoubted ability, if not a comedian
of talent. There were giants in those days.
The English girl, breathing the clean
air of the ocean, felt as if something had left a
bad taste in her mouth; and the famous young singer,
who had seen in two years what a normal Englishwoman
would neither see, nor guess at, nor wish to imagine
in a lifetime, thought she understood tolerably well
what the bad taste meant. Moreover, Margaret
Donne was ashamed of what Margarita da Cordova
knew, and Cordova had moments of sharp regret when
she thought of the girl who had been herself, and
had lived under good Mrs. Rushmore’s protection,
like a flower in a glass house.
She remembered, too, how Lushington
and Mrs. Rushmore had warned her and entreated her
not to become an opera-singer. She had taken her
future into her own hands and had soon found out what
it meant to be a celebrity on the stage; and she had
seen only too clearly where she was classed by the
women who would have been her companions and friends
if she had kept out of the profession. She had
learned by experience, too, how little real consideration
she could expect from men of the world, and how very
little she could really exact from such people as
Mr. Van Torp; still less could she expect to get it
from persons like Schreiermeyer, who looked upon the
gifted men and women he engaged to sing as so many
head of cattle, to be driven more or less hard according
to their value, and to be turned out to starve the
moment they were broken-winded. That fate is sure
to overtake the best of them sooner or later.
The career of a great opera-singer is rarely more
than half as long as that of a great tragedian, and
even when a primadonna or a tenor makes a fortune,
the decline of their glory is far more sudden and
sad than that of actors generally is. Lady Macbeth
is as great a part as Juliet for an actress of genius,
but there are no ‘old parts’ for singers;
the soprano dare not turn into a contralto with advancing
years, nor does the unapproachable Parsifal of eight-and-twenty
turn into an incomparable Amfortas at fifty. For
the actor, it often happens that the first sign of
age is fatigue; in the singer’s day, the first
shadow is an eclipse, the first false note is disaster,
the first breakdown is often a heart-rending failure
that brings real tears to the eyes of younger comrades.
The exquisite voice does not grow weak and pathetic
and ethereal by degrees, so that we still love to
hear it, even to the end; far more often it is suddenly
flat or sharp by a quarter of a tone throughout whole
acts, or it breaks on one note in a discordant shriek
that is the end. Down goes the curtain then,
in the middle of the great opera, and down goes the
great singer for ever into tears and silence.
Some of us have seen that happen, many have heard
of it; few can think without real sympathy of such
mortal suffering and distress.
Margaret realised all this, without
any illusion, but there was another side to the question.
There was success, glorious and far-reaching, and
beyond her brightest dreams; there was the certainty
that she was amongst the very first, for the deafening
ring of universal applause was in her ears; and, above
all, there was youth. Sometimes it seemed to
her that she had almost too much, and that some dreadful
thing must happen to her; yet if there were moments
when she faintly regretted the calmer, sweeter life
she might have led, she knew that she would have given
that life up, over and over again, for the splendid
joy of holding thousands spellbound while she sang.
She had the real lyric artist’s temperament,
for that breathless silence of the many while her
voice rang out alone, and trilled and died away to
a delicate musical echo, was more to her than the roar
of applause that could be heard through the walls
and closed doors in the street outside. To such
a moment as that Faustus himself would have cried
‘Stay!’ though the price of satisfied desire
were his soul. And there had been many such moments
in Cordova’s life. They satisfied something
much deeper than greedy vanity and stronger than hungry
ambition. Call it what you will, according to
the worth you set on such art, it is a longing which
only artists feel, and to which only something in
themselves can answer. To listen to perfect music
is a feast for gods, but to be the living instrument
beyond compare is to be a god oneself. Of our
five senses, sight calls up visions, divine as well
as earthly, but hearing alone can link body, mind,
and soul with higher things, by the word and by the
word made song. The mere memory of hearing when
it is lost is still enough for the ends of genius;
for the poet and the composer touch the blind most
deeply, perhaps, when other senses do not count at
all; but a painter who loses his sight is as helpless
in the world of art as a dismasted ship in the middle
of the ocean.
Some of these thoughts passed through
Margaret’s brain as she stood beside the ventilator
with her friend’s new book in her hand, and,
although her reflections were not new to her, it was
the first time she clearly understood that her life
had made two natures out of her original self, and
that the two did not always agree. She felt that
she was not halved by the process, but doubled.
She was two women instead of one, and each woman was
complete in herself. She had not found this out
by any elaborate self-study, for healthy people do
not study themselves. She simply felt it, and
she was sure it was true, because she knew that each
of her two selves was able to do, suffer, and enjoy
as much as any one woman could. The one might
like what the other disliked and feared, but the contradiction
was open and natural, not secret or morbid. The
two women were called respectively Madame Cordova
and Miss Donne. Miss Donne thought Madame Cordova
very showy, and much too tolerant of vulgar things
and people, if not a little touched with vulgarity
herself. On the other hand, the brilliantly successful
Cordova thought Margaret Donne a good girl, but rather
silly. Miss Donne was very fond of Edmund Lushington,
the writer, but the Primadonna had a distinct weakness
for Constantine Logotheti, the Greek financier who
lived in Paris, and who wore too many rubies and diamonds.
On two points, at least, the singer
and the modest English girl agreed, for they both
detested Rufus Van Torp, and each had positive proof
that he was in love with her, if what he felt deserved
the name.
For in very different ways she was
really loved by Lushington and by Logotheti; and since
she had been famous she had made the acquaintance
of a good many very high and imposing personages, whose
names are to be found in the first and second part
of the Almanack de Gotha, in the Olympian circle
of the reigning or the supernal regions of the Serene
Mediatized, far above the common herd of dukes and
princes; they had offered her a share in the overflowing
abundance of their admirative protection;
and then had seemed surprised, if not deeply moved,
by the independence she showed in declining their intimacy.
Some of them were frankly and contentedly cynical;
some were of a brutality compared with which the tastes
and manners of a bargee would have seemed ladylike;
some were as refined and sensitive as English old
maids, though less scrupulous and much less shy; the
one was as generous as an Irish sailor, the next was
as mean as a Normandy peasant; some had offered her
rivers of rubies, and some had proposed to take her
incognito for a drive in a cab, because it would be
so amusing and so inexpensive. Yet
in their families and varieties they were all of the
same species, all human and all subject to the ordinary
laws of attraction and repulsion. Rufus Van Torp
was not like them.
Neither of Margaret’s selves
could look upon him as a normal human being.
At first sight there was nothing so very unusual in
his face, certainly nothing that suggested a monster;
and yet, whatever mood she chanced to be in, she could
not be with him five minutes without being aware of
something undefinable that always disturbed her profoundly,
and sometimes became positively terrifying. She
always felt the sensation coming upon her after a
few moments, and when it had actually come she could
hardly hide her repulsion till she felt, as to-day,
that she must run from him, without the least consideration
of pride or dignity. She might have fled like
that before a fire or a flood, or from the scene of
an earthquake, and more than once nothing had kept
her in her place but her strong will and healthy nerves.
She knew that it was like the panic that seizes people
in the presence of an appalling disturbance of nature.
Doubtless, when she had talked with
Mr. Van Torp just now, she had been disgusted by the
indifferent way in which he spoke of poor Miss Bamberger’s
sudden death; it was still more certain that what he
said about the book, and his very ungentlemanly behaviour
in throwing it into the sea, had roused her justifiable
anger. But she would have smiled at the thought
that an exhibition of heartlessness, or the most utter
lack of manners, could have made her wish to run away
from any other man. Her life had accustomed her
to people who had no more feeling than Schreiermeyer,
and no better manners than Pompeo Stromboli.
Van Torp might have been on his very best behaviour
that morning, or at any of her previous chance meetings
with him; sooner or later she would have felt that
same absurd and unreasoning fear of him, and would
have found it very hard not to turn and make her escape.
His face was so stony and his eyes were so aggressive;
he was always like something dreadful that was just
going to happen.
Yet Margarita da Cordova
was a brave woman, and had lately been called a heroine
because she had gone on singing after that explosion
till the people were quiet again; and Margaret Donne
was a sensible girl, justly confident of being able
to take care of herself where men were concerned.
She stood still and wondered what there was about Mr.
Van Torp that could frighten her so dreadfully.
After a little while she went quietly
back to her chair, and sat down between Griggs and
Miss More. The elderly man rose and packed her
neatly in her plaid, and she thanked him. Miss
More looked at her and smiled vaguely, as even the
most intelligent people do sometimes. Then Griggs
got into his own chair again and took up his book.
‘Was that right of me?’
he asked presently, so low that Miss More did not
hear him speak.
‘Yes,’ Margaret answered,
under her breath, ’but don’t let me do
it again, please.’
They both began to read, but after
a time Margaret spoke to him again without turning
her eyes.
‘He wanted to ask me about that
girl who died at the theatre,’ she said, just
audibly.
‘Oh yes!’
Griggs seemed so vague that Margaret
glanced at him. He was looking at the inside
of his right hand in a meditative way, as if it recalled
something. If he had shown more interest in what
she said she would have told him what she had just
learned, about the breaking off of the engagement,
but he was evidently absorbed in thought, while he
slowly rubbed that particular spot on his hand, and
looked at it again and again as if it recalled something.
Margaret did not resent his indifference,
for he was much more than old enough to be her father;
he was a man whom all younger writers looked upon
as a veteran, he had always been most kind and courteous
to her when she had met him, and she freely conceded
him the right to be occupied with his own thoughts
and not with hers. With him she was always Margaret
Donne, and he seldom talked to her about music, or
of her own work. Indeed, he so rarely mentioned
music that she fancied he did not really care for
it, and she wondered why he was so often in the house
when she sang.
Mr. Van Torp did not show himself
at luncheon, and Margaret began to hope that he would
not appear on deck again till the next day. In
the afternoon the wind dropped, the clouds broke, and
the sun shone brightly. Little Ida, who was tired
of doing crochet work, and had looked at all the books
that had pictures, came and begged Margaret to walk
round the ship with her. It would please her small
child’s vanity to show everybody that the great
singer was willing to be seen walking up and down
with her, although she was quite deaf, and could not
hope ever to hear music. It was her greatest
delight to be treated before every one as if she were
just like other girls, and her cleverness in watching
the lips of the person with her, without seeming too
intent, was wonderful.
They went the whole length of the
promenade deck, as if they were reviewing the passengers,
bundled and packed in their chairs, and the passengers
looked at them both with so much interest that the
child made Margaret come all the way back again.
‘The sea has a voice, too, hasn’t
it?’ Ida asked, as they paused and looked over
the rail.
She glanced up quickly for the answer,
but Margaret did not find one at once.
‘Because I’ve read poetry
about the voices of the sea,’ Ida explained.
’And in books they talk of the music of the waves,
and then they say the sea roars, and thunders in a
storm. I can hear thunder, you know. Did
you know that I could hear thunder?’
Margaret smiled and looked interested.
‘It bangs in the back of my
head,’ said the child gravely. ’But
I should like to hear the sea thunder. I often
watch the waves on the beach, as if they were lips
moving, and I try to understand what they say.
Of course, it’s play, because one can’t,
can one? But I can only make out “Boom,
ta-ta-ta-ta,” getting quicker
and weaker to the end, you know, as the ripples run
up the sand.’
‘It’s very like what I hear,’ Margaret
answered.
‘Is it really?’ Little
Ida was delighted. ’Perhaps it’s a
language after all, and I shall make it out some day.
You see, until I know the language people are speaking,
their lips look as if they were talking nonsense.
But I’m sure the sea could not really talk nonsense
all day for thousands of years.’
‘No, I’m sure it couldn’t!’
Margaret was amused. ’But the sea is not
alive,’ she added.
‘Everything that moves is alive,’
the child said, ’and everything that is alive
can make a noise, and the noise must mean something.
If it didn’t, it would be of no use, and everything
is of some use. So there!’
Delighted with her own argument, the
beautiful child laughed and showed her even teeth
in the sun.
They were standing at the end of the
promenade deck, which extended twenty feet abaft the
smoking-room, and took the whole beam; above the latter,
as in most modern ships, there was the boat deck, to
the after-part of which passengers had access.
Standing below, it was easy to see and talk with any
one who looked over the upper rail.
Ida threw her head back and looked
up as she laughed, and Margaret laughed good-naturedly
with her, thinking how pretty she was. But suddenly
the child’s expression changed, her face grew
grave, and her eyes fixed themselves intently on some
point above. Margaret looked in the same direction,
and saw that Mr. Van Torp was standing alone up there,
leaning against the railing and evidently not seeing
her, for he gazed fixedly into the distance; and as
he stood there, his lips moved as if he were talking
to himself.
Margaret gave a little start of surprise
when she saw him, but the child watched him steadily,
and a look of fear stole over her face. Suddenly
she grasped Margaret’s arm.
‘Come away! Come away!’
she cried in a low tone of terror.