My first step, of course, was to find
suitable apartments. These I obtained, after
a couple of days’ search, in Fourth Avenue; a
very pretty second floor, unfurnished, containing
sittingroom, bedroom, and a smaller apartment which
I intended to fit up as a laboratory. I furnished
my lodgings simply, but rather elegantly, and then
devoted all my energies to the adornment of the temple
of my worship. I visited Pike, the celebrated
optician, and passed in review his splendid collection
of microscopes Field’s Compound, Hingham’s,
Spencer’s, Nachet’s Binocular (that founded
on the principles of the stereoscope), and at length
fixed upon that form known as Spencer’s Trunnion
Microscope, as combining the greatest number of improvements
with an almost perfect freedom from tremor. Along
with this I purchased every possible accessory drawtubes,
micrometers, a camera lucida, leverstage,
achromatic condensers, white cloud illuminators, prisms,
parabolic condensers, polarizing apparatus, forceps,
aquatic boxes, fishingtubes, with a host of other
articles, all of which would have been useful in the
hands of an experienced microscopist, but, as I afterward
discovered, were not of the slightest present value
to me. It takes years of practice to know how
to use a complicated microscope. The optician
looked suspiciously at me as I made these valuable
purchases. He evidently was uncertain whether
to set me down as some scientific celebrity or a madman.
I think he was inclined to the latter belief.
I suppose I was mad. Every great genius is mad
upon the subject in which he is greatest. The
unsuccessful madman is disgraced and called a lunatic.
Mad or not, I set myself to work with
a zeal which few scientific students have ever equaled.
I had everything to learn relative to the delicate
study upon which I had embarked a study
involving the most earnest patience, the most rigid
analytic powers, the steadiest hand, the most untiring
eye, the most refined and subtle manipulation.
For a long time half my apparatus
lay inactively on the shelves of my laboratory, which
was now most amply furnished with every possible contrivance
for facilitating my investigations. The fact was
that I did not know how to use some of my scientific
implements never having been taught microscopies and
those whose use I understood theoretically were of
little avail until by practice I could attain the necessary
delicacy of handling. Still, such was the fury
of my ambition, such the untiring perseverance of
my experiments, that, difficult of credit as it may
be, in the course of one year I became theoretically
and practically an accomplished microscopist.
During this period of my labors, in
which I submitted specimens of every substance that
came under my observation to the action of my lenses,
I became a discoverer in a small way, it
is true, for I was very young, but still a discoverer.
It was I who destroyed Ehrenberg’s theory that
the Volvox globator was an animal, and proved
that his “monads” with stomachs and eyes
were merely phases of the formation of a vegetable
cell, and were, when they reached their mature state,
incapable of the act of conjugation, or any true generative
act, without which no organism rising to any stage
of life higher than vegetable can be said to be complete.
It was I who resolved the singular problem of rotation
in the cells and hairs of plants into ciliary attraction,
in spite of the assertions of Wenham and others that
my explanation was the result of an optical illusion.
But notwithstanding these discoveries,
laboriously and painfully made as they were, I felt
horribly dissatisfied. At every step I found
myself stopped by the imperfections of my instruments.
Like all active microscopists, I gave my imagination
full play. Indeed, it is a common complaint against
many such that they supply the defects of their instruments
with the creations of their brains. I imagined
depths beyond depths in nature which the limited power
of my lenses prohibited me from exploring. I
lay awake at night constructing imaginary microscopes
of immeasurable power, with which I seemed to pierce
through all the envelopes of matter down to its original
atom. How I cursed those imperfect mediums which
necessity through ignorance compelled me to use!
How I longed to discover the secret of some perfect
lens, whose magnifying power should be limited only
by the resolvability of the object, and which at the
same time should be free from spherical and chromatic
aberrations in short, from all the obstacles
over which the poor microscopist finds himself continually
stumbling! I felt convinced that the simple microscope,
composed of a single lens of such vast yet perfect
power, was possible of construction. To attempt
to bring the compound microscope up to such a pitch
would have been commencing at the wrong end; this
latter being simply a partially successful endeavor
to remedy those very defects of the simplest instrument
which, if conquered, would leave nothing to be desired.
It was in this mood of mind that I
became a constructive microscopist. After another
year passed in this new pursuit, experimenting on every
imaginable substance glass, gems, flints,
crystals, artificial crystals formed of the alloy
of various vitreous materials in short,
having constructed as many varieties of lenses as
Argus had eyes I found myself precisely
where I started, with nothing gained save an extensive
knowledge of glassmaking. I was almost dead with
despair. My parents were surprised at my apparent
want of progress in my medical studies (I had not
attended one lecture since my arrival in the city),
and the expenses of my mad pursuit had been so great
as to embarrass me very seriously.
I was in this frame of mind one day,
experimenting in my laboratory on a small diamond that
stone, from its great refracting power, having always
occupied my attention more than any other when
a young Frenchman who lived on the floor above me,
and who was in the habit of occasionally visiting
me, entered the room.
I think that Jules Simon was a Jew.
He had many traits of the Hebrew character: a
love of jewelry, of dress, and of good living.
There was something mysterious about him. He
always had something to sell, and yet went into excellent
society. When I say sell, I should perhaps have
said peddle; for his operations were generally confined
to the disposal of single articles a picture,
for instance, or a rare carving in ivory, or a pair
of duellingpistols, or the dress of a Mexican caballero.
When I was first furnishing my rooms, he paid me a
visit, which ended in my purchasing an antique silver
lamp, which he assured me was a Cellini it
was handsome enough even for that and some
other knickknacks for my sittingroom. Why Simon
should pursue this petty trade I never could imagine.
He apparently had plenty of money, and had the entree
of the best houses in the city taking care,
however, I suppose, to drive no bargains within the
enchanted circle of the Upper Ten. I came at length
to the conclusion that this peddling was but a mask
to cover some greater object, and even went so far
as to believe my young acquaintance to be implicated
in the slavetrade. That, however, was none of
my affair.
On the present occasion, Simon entered
my room in a state of considerable excitement.
“Ah! mon ami!”
he cried, before I could even offer him the ordinary
salutation, “it has occurred to me to be the
witness of the most astonishing things in the world.
I promenade myself to the house of Madame.
How does the little animalle renardname
himself in the Latin?”
“Vulpes,” I answered.
“Ah! yes Vulpes. I promenade
myself to the house of Madame Vulpes.”
“The spirit medium?”
“Yes, the great medium.
Great heavens! what a woman! I write on a slip
of paper many of questions concerning affairs of the
most secret affairs that conceal themselves
in the abysses of my heart the most profound; and
behold, by example, what occurs? This devil of
a woman makes me replies the most truthful to all
of them. She talks to me of things that I do
not love to talk of to myself. What am I to think?
I am fixed to the earth!”
“Am I to understand you, M.
Simon, that this Mrs. Vulpes replied to questions
secretly written by you, which questions related to
events known only to yourself?”
“Ah! more than that, more than
that,” he answered, with an air of some alarm.
“She related to me things But,”
he added after a pause, and suddenly changing his
manner, “why occupy ourselves with these follies?
It was all the biology, without doubt. It goes
without saying that it has not my credence. But
why are we here, mon ami? It has occurred to
me to discover the most beautiful thing as you can
imagine a vase with green lizards on it,
composed by the great Bernard Palissy. It is in
my apartment; let us mount. I go to show it to
you.”
I followed Simon mechanically; but
my thoughts were far from Palissy and his enameled
ware, although I, like him, was seeking in the dark
a great discovery. This casual mention of the
spiritualist, Madame Vulpes, set me on a new track.
What if, through communication with more subtle organisms
than my own, I could reach at a single bound the goal
which perhaps a life, of agonizing mental toil would
never enable me to attain?
While purchasing the Palissy vase
from my friend Simon, I was mentally arranging a visit
to Madame Vulpes.