Miriam sat in her lowly cabin, painfully
rocking her body to and fro; for a great sorrow had
fallen upon her life. She had been the mother
of three children, two had died in their infancy,
and now her last, her loved and only child was gone,
but not like the rest, who had passed away almost
as soon as their little feet had touched the threshold
of existence. She had been entangled in the mazes
of sin and sorrow; and her sun had gone down in darkness.
It was the old story. Agnes, fair, young and
beautiful, had been a slave, with no power to protect
herself from the highest insults that brutality could
offer to innocence. Bound hand and foot by that
system, which has since gone down in wrath, and blood,
and tears, she had fallen a victim to the wiles and
power of her master; and the result was the introduction
of a child of shame into a world of sin and suffering;
for herself an early grave; and for her mother a desolate
and breaking heart.
While Miriam was sitting down hopelessly
beneath the shadow of her mighty grief, gazing ever
and anon on the pale dead face, which seemed to bear
in its sad but gentle expression, an appeal from earth
to heaven, some of the slaves would hurry in, and
looking upon the fair young face, would drop a word
of pity for the weeping mother, and then hurry on
to their appointed tasks. All day long Miriam
sat alone with her dead, except when these kindly
interruptions broke upon the monotony of her sorrow.
In the afternoon, Camilla, the only
daughter of her master, entered her cabin, and throwing
her arms around her neck exclaimed, “Oh!
Mammy, I am so sorry I didn’t know Agnes was
dead. I’ve been on a visit to Mr. Le Grange’s
plantation, and I’ve just got back this afternoon,
and as soon as I heard that Agnes was dead I hurried
to see you. I would not even wait for my dinner.
Oh! how sweet she looks,” said Camilla, bending
over the corpse, “just as natural as life.
When did she die?”
“This morning, my poor, dear
darling!” And another burst of anguish relieved
the overcharged heart.
“Oh! Mammy, don’t
cry, I am so sorry; but what is this?” said she,
as the little bundle of flannel began to stir.
“That is poor Agnes’ baby.”
“Agnes’ baby? Why,
I didn’t know that Agnes had a baby. Do
let me see it?”
Tenderly the grandmother unfolded
the wrappings, and presented the little stranger.
He was a beautiful babe, whose golden hair, bright
blue eyes and fair complexion showed no trace of the
outcast blood in his veins.
“Oh, how beautiful!” said
Camilla; “surely this can’t be Agnes’
baby. He is just as white as I am, and his eyes-what
a beautiful blue-and his hair, why it is
really lovely.”
“He is very pretty, Miss, but
after all he is only a slave.”
A slave. She had heard that word
before; but somehow, when applied to that fair child,
it grated harshly on her ear; and she said, “Well,
I think it is a shame for him to be a slave, when
he is just as white as anybody. Now, Mammy,”
said she, throwing off her hat, and looking soberly
into the fire, “if I had my way, he should never
be a slave.”
“And why can’t you have
your way? I’m sure master humors you in
everything.”
“I know that; Pa does everything
I wish him to do; but I don’t know how I could
manage about this. If his mother were living,
I would beg Pa to set them both free, and send them
North; but his mother is gone; and, Mammy, we couldn’t
spare you. And besides, it is so cold in the North,
you would freeze to death, and yet, I can’t bear
the thought of his being a slave. I wonder,”
said she, musing to herself, “I wonder if I
couldn’t save him from being a slave. Now
I have it,” she said, rising hastily, her face
aglow with pleasurable excitement. “I was
reading yesterday a beautiful story in the Bible about
a wicked king, who wanted to kill all the little boys
of a people who were enslaved in his land, and how
his mother hid her child by the side of a river, and
that the king’s daughter found him and saved
his life. It was a fine story; and I read it
till I cried. Now I mean to do something like
that good princess. I am going to ask Pa, to
let me take him to the house, and have a nurse for
him, and bring him up like a white child, and never
let him know that he is colored.”
Miriam shook her head doubtfully;
and Camilla, looking disappointed, said, “Don’t
you like my plan?”
“Laws, honey, it would be fustrate,
but your Pa wouldn’t hear to it.”
“Yes, he would, Mammy, because
I’ll tell him I’ve set my heart upon it,
and won’t be satisfied if he don’t consent.
I know if I set my heart upon it, he won’t refuse
me, because he always said he hates to see me fret.
Why, Mammy, he bought me two thousand dollars worth
of jewelry when we were in New York, just because
I took a fancy to a diamond set which I saw at Tiffany’s.
Anyhow, I am going to ask him.” Eager and
anxious to carry out her plan, Camilla left the cabin
to find her father. He was seated in his library,
reading Homer. He looked up, as her light step
fell upon the threshold, and said playfully, “What
is your wish, my princess? Tell me, if it is
the half of my kingdom.”
Encouraged by his manner, she drew
near, perched upon his knee, and said; “Now,
you must keep your word, Pa. I have a request
to make, but you must first promise me that you will
grant it.”
“But I don’t know what
it is. I can’t tell. You might want
me to put my head in the fire.”
“Oh no, Pa, you know I don’t!”
“Well, you might wish me to run for Congress.”
“Oh no, Pa, I know that you hate politics.”
“Well, darling, what is your request?”
“No; tell me first that you
will grant it. Now, don’t tease me, Pa;
say yes, and I will tell you.”
“Well, yes; if it is anything in reason.”
“Well, it is in reason, let
me tell you, Pa. To-day, after I came home, I
asked Annette where was Agnes, and she told me she
was dead. Oh I was so sorry; and so before I
got my dinner I hastened to Mammy’s cabin, and
found poor Mammy almost heart-broken, and Agnes lying
dead, but looking just as natural as life.”
“She was dead, but had left
one of the dearest little babies I ever saw.
Why, Pa, he is just as white as we are; and I told
Mammy so, but she said it didn’t matter; ‘he
is a poor slave, just like the rest of us.’
Now, Pa, I don’t want Agnes’ baby to be
a slave. Can’t you keep him from growing
up a slave?”
“How am I to do that, my little Abolitionist?”
“No, Pa, I am not an Abolitionist.
I heard some of them talk when I was in New York,
and I think they are horrid creatures; but, Pa, this
child is so white, nobody would ever know that he
had one drop of Negro blood in his veins. Couldn’t
we take him out of that cabin, and make all the servants
promise that they would never breathe a word about
his being colored, and let me bring him up as a white
child?”
“Well,” said Mr. Le Croix,
bursting into a hearty laugh, “that is a capital
joke; my little dewdrop talk of bringing up a child!
Why, darling, you would tire of him in a week.”
“Oh no, Pa, I wouldn’t!
Just try me; if it is only for a week.”
“Why, Sunbeam, it is impossible.
Who ever heard of such a thing as a Negro being palmed
upon society as a white person?”
“Negro! Pa, he is just
as white as you are, and his eyes are as blue as mine.”
“Still he belongs to the Negro
race; and one drop of that blood in his veins curses
all the rest. I would grant you anything in reason,
but this is not to be thought of. Were I to do
so I would immediately lose caste among all the planters
in the neighborhood; I would be set down as an Abolitionist,
and singled out for insult and injury. Ask me
anything, Camilla, but that.”
“Oh, Pa, what do you care about
social position? You never hunt, nor entertain
company, nor take any part in politics. You shut
yourself up in your library, year after year, and
pore over your musty books, and hardly any one knows
whether you are dead or alive. And I am sure that
we could hide the secret of his birth, and pass him
off as the orphan child of one of our friends, and
that will be the truth; for Agnes was our friend;
at least I know she was mine.”
“Well, I’ll see about
it; now, get down, and let me finish reading this
chapter.”
The next day Camilla went again to
the cabin of Miriam; but the overseer had set her
to a task in the field, and Agnes’ baby was left
to the care of an aged woman who was too old to work
in the fields, but not being entirely past service,
she was appointed as one of the nurses for the babies
and young children, while their mothers were working
in the fields.
Camilla, feeling an unusual interest
in the child, went to the overseer, and demanded that
Miriam should be released from her tasks, and permitted
to attend the child.
In vain the overseer plead the pressure
for hands, and the busy season. Camilla said
it did not matter, she wanted Miriam, and she would
have her; and he, feeling that it was to his interest
to please the little lady, had Miriam sent from the
field to Camilla.
“Mammy, I want you to come to
the house. I want you to come and be my Mammy.
Agnes is dead; your husband is gone, and I want you
to come and bring the baby to the house, and I am
going to get him some beautiful dresses, and some
lovely coral I saw in New Orleans, and I am going to
dress him so handsomely, that I believe Pa will feel
just as I do, and think it a shame that such a beautiful
child should be a slave.”
Camilla went home, and told her father
what she had done. And he, willing to compromise
with her, readily consented; and in a day or two the
child and his grandmother were comfortably ensconced
in their new quarters.
The winter passed; the weeks ripened
into months, and the months into years, and the child
under the pleasant dispensations of love and kindness
grew to be a fine, healthy, and handsome boy.
One day, when Mr. Le Croix was in
one of his most genial moods, Camilla again introduced
the subject which she had concealed, but not abandoned.
“Now, father, I do think it
is a shame for this child to be a slave, when he is
just as white as anybody; I am sure we could move away
from here to France, and you could adopt him as your
son, and no one would know anything of his birth and
parentage. He is so beautiful, I would like him
for my brother; and he looks like us anyhow.”
Le Croix flushed deep at these words,
and he looked keenly into his daughter’s face;
but her gaze was so open, her expression so frank and
artless, he could not think that her words had any
covert meaning in reference to the paternity of the
child; but to save that child from being a slave,
and to hide his origin was with her a pet scheme; and,
to use her own words, “she had set her heart
upon it.”