Tom Tantillion had not appeared at
the ball, having otherwise entertained himself for
the evening, but at an hour when most festivities
were at an end and people were returning from them,
rolling through the streets in their coaches, the
young man was sitting at a corner table in Cribb’s
Coffee-House surrounded by glasses and jolly companions
and clouds of tobacco-smoke.
One of these companions had been to
the ball and left it early, and had fallen to talking
of great personages he had seen there, and describing
the beauties who had shone the brightest, among them
speaking of my Lady Dunstanwolde and the swoon which
had so amazed those who had seen it.
“I was within ten feet of her,”
says he, “and watching her as a man always does
when he is near enough. Jack Oxon stood behind
her, and was speaking low over her shoulder, but she
seeming to take little note of him and looking straight
before her. And of a sudden she stands upright,
her black eyes wide open as if some sound had startled
her, and the next minute falls like a woman dropping
dead, and lies among her white and silver like one
carven out of stone. One who knows her well - old
Sir Chris Crowell - says she hath never fallen
in a swoon before since she was born. Gad! ’twas
a strange sight - ’twas so sudden.”
He had just finished speaking, and was filling his
glass again, when a man strode into the room in such
haste that all turned to glance at him.
He was in riding-dress, and was flushed
and excited, and smiling as if to himself.
“Drawer!” he called, “bring
me coffee and brandy, and, damme! be in haste.”
Young Tantillion nudged his nearest
companion with his elbow.
“Jack Oxon,” he said.
“Where rides the fellow at this time of night?”
“Eh, Jack!” he said, aloud,
“art on a journey already, after shining at
the Court ball?”
Sir John started, and seeing who spoke,
answered with an ugly laugh.
“Ay,” said he, “I
ride to the country in hot haste. I go to Wickben
in Essex, to bring back a thing I once left there.”
“’Twas a queer place to
leave valuables,” said Tom - “a
village of tumble-down thatched cottages. Was’t
a love-token or a purse of gold?”
Sir John gave his knee a sudden joyous
slap, and laughed aloud.
“’Twas a little thing,”
he replied, “but ’twill bring back fortune - if
I find it - and help me to pay back old scores,
which is a thing I like better.” And his
grin was so ugly that Tom and his companions glanced
aside at each other, believing that he was full of
liquor already, and ready to pick a quarrel if they
continued their talk. This they were not particularly
inclined to, however, and began a game of cards, leaving
him to himself to finish his drink. This he did,
quickly tossing down both brandy and coffee the instant
they were brought to him, and then striding swaggering
from the room and mounting his horse, which waited
in the street, and riding clattering off over the stones
at a fierce pace.
“Does he ride for a wager?”
said Will Lovell, dealing the cards.
“He rides for some ill purpose,
I swear,” said Tom Tantillion. “Jack
Oxon never went in haste towards an honest deed; but
to play some devil’s trick ’tis but nature
to him to go full speed.”
But what he rode for they never heard,
neither they nor anyone else who told the story, though
’twas sure that if he went to Wickben he came
back to town for a few hours at least, for there were
those who saw him the next day, but only one there
was who spoke with him, and that one my Lady Dunstanwolde
herself.
Her ladyship rode out in the morning
hoping, ’twas said, that the fresh air and exercise
would restore her strength and spirits. She rode
without attendant, and towards the country, and in
the high road Sir John Oxon joined her.
“I did not know he had been
out of town,” she said, when the mystery was
discussed. “He did not say so. He returned
to Dunstanwolde House with me, and we had talk together.
He had scarce left me when I remembered that I had
forgot to say a thing to him I had wished to say.
So I sent Jenfry forth quickly to call him back.
He had scarce had time to turn the street’s
corner, but Jenfry returned, saying he was not within
sight.”
“Whereupon you sent a note to
his lodgings, was’t not so?” asked Sir
Christopher.
“Yes,” answered her ladyship,
“but he had not returned there.”
“Nor ever did,” said Sir
Christopher, whenever the mystery was referred to
afterwards; “nor ever did, and where he went
to from that hour only the devil knows, for no man
or woman that one has heard of has ever clapt eyes
on him since.”
This was, indeed, the mysterious truth.
After he entered the Panelled Parlour at Dunstanwolde
House it seemed that none had seen him, for the fact
was that by a strange chance even the lacquey who should
have been at his place in the entrance hall had allowed
himself to be ensnared from his duty by a pretty serving-wench,
and had left his post for a few minutes to make love
to her in the servants’ hall, during which time
’twas plain Sir John must have left the house,
opening the entrance-door for himself unattended.
“Lord,” said the lacquey
in secret to his mates, “my gizzard was in my
throat when her ladyship began to question me.
’Did you see the gentle, man depart, Martin?’
says she. ’’Twas you who attended him to
the door, of a surety.’ ‘Yes, your
ladyship,’ stammers I. ’’Twas I - and
I marked he seemed in haste.’ ‘Did
you not observe him as he walked away?’ says
my lady. ‘Did you not see which way he went?’
’To the left he turned, my lady,’ says
I, cold sweat breaking out on me, for had I faltered
in an answer she would have known I was lying and
guessed I had broke her orders by leaving my place
by the door - and Lord have mercy on a man
when she finds he has tricked her. There is a
flash in her eye like lightning, and woe betide him
it falls on. But truth was that from the moment
the door of the Panelled Parlour closed behind him
the gentleman’s days were ended, for all I saw
of him, for I saw him no more.”
And there was none who saw him, for
from that time he disappeared from his lodgings, from
the town, from England, from the surface of the earth,
as far as any ever heard or discovered, none knowing
where he went, or how, or wherefore.
Had he been a man of greater worth
or importance, or one who had made friends, his so
disappearing would have aroused a curiosity and excitement
not easily allayed; but a vicious wastrel who has lost
hold even on his whilom companions in evil-doing,
and has no friends more faithful, is like, indeed,
on dropping out of the world’s sight, to drop
easily and lightly from its mind, his loss being a
nine days’ wonder and nothing more.
So it was with this one, who had had
his day of being the fashion and had broken many a
fine lady’s brittle heart, and, living to be
no longer the mode, had seen the fragile trifles cemented
together again, to be almost as good as new.
When he was gone he was forgot quickly and, indeed,
but talked about because her ladyship of Dunstanwolde
had last beheld him, and on the afternoon had been
entertaining company in the Panelled Parlour when
the lacquey had brought back the undelivered note
with which Jenfry had waited three hours at the lost
man’s lodgings in the hope that he would return
to them, which he did no more.
“’Tis a good riddance
to all, my lady, wheresoever he be gone,” said
Sir Christopher, sitting nursing his stout knee in
the blue parlour a week later (for her ladyship had
had a sudden fancy to have the panelled room made
wholly new and decorated before the return of his
Grace from France). “Tis a good riddance
to all.”
Then he fell to telling stories of
the man, of the creditors he had left in the lurch,
having swindled them of their very hearts’ blood,
and that every day there was heard of some poor tradesman
he had ruined, till ’twas a shame to hear it
told; and there were worse things - worse
things yet!
“By the Lord!” he said,
“the ruin one man’s life can bring about,
the heartbreak, and the shame! ’Tis enough
to make even a sinner as old as I, repent, to come
upon them face to face. Eh, my lady?” looking
at her suddenly, “thou must get back the roses
thou hast lost these three days nursing Mistress Anne,
or his Grace will be at odds with us every one.”
For Mistress Anne had been ailing,
and her sister being anxious and watching over her
had lost some of her glorious bloom, which was indeed
a new thing to see. At this moment the roses had
dropped from her cheeks and she smiled strangely.
“They will return,” she said, “when
his Grace does.”
She asked questions of the stories
Sir Christopher had told and showed anxiousness concerning
the poor people who had been so hardly treated.
“I have often thought,”
she said, “that so rich a woman as I should set
herself some task of good deeds to do. ’Twould
be a good work to take in hand the undoing of the
wrongs a man who is lost has left behind him.
Why should not I, Clo Wildairs, take in hand the undoing
of this man’s?” And she rose up suddenly
and stood before him, straight and tall, the colour
coming out on her cheeks as if life flooded back there.
“Thou!” he cried, gazing
at her in loving wonder. “Why shouldst thou,
Clo?” None among them had ever understood her
and her moods, and he surely did not understand this
one - for it seemed as if a fire leaped up
within her, and she spoke almost wildly.
“Because I would atone for all
my past,” she said, “and cleanse myself
with unceasing mercies, and what I cannot undo, do
penance for - that I may be worthy - worthy.”
She broke off and drew her hand across
her eyes, and ended with a strange little sound, half
laugh.
“Perhaps all men and women have
been evil,” she said, “and some are - some
seem fated! And when my lord Duke comes back,
I shall be happy - happy - in spite
of all; and I scarce dare to think my joy may not
be taken from me. Is joy always torn away
after it has been given to a human thing - given
for just so long, as will make loss, madness?”
“Eh, my lady!” he said,
blundering, “thou art fearful, just as another
woman might be. ’Tis not like Clo Wildairs.
Such thoughts will not make thee a happy woman.”
She ended with a laugh stranger than
her first one, and her great black eyes were fixed
on him as he had remembered seeing her fix them when
she was a child and full of some wild fancy or weird
sadness.
“’Tis not Clo Wildairs
who thinks them,” says she; “’tis
another woman. ’Twas Clo who knew John
Oxon who is gone - and was as big a sinner
as he, though she did harm to none but herself.
And ’tis for those two - for both - I
would have mercy. But I am a strong thing, and
was born so, and my happiness will not die, despite - despite
whatsoever comes. And I am happy, and
know I shall be more; and ’tis for that I am
afraid - afraid.”
“Good Lord!” cried Sir
Chris, swallowing a lump which rose, he knew not why,
in his throat. “What a strange creature
thou art!”
His Grace’s couriers went back
and forth to France, and upon his estates the people
prepared their rejoicings for the marriage-day, and
never had Camylott been so heavenly fair as on the
day when the bells rang out once more, and the villagers
stood along the roadside and at their cottage doors,
courtesying and throwing up hats and calling down
God’s blessings on the new-wed pair, as the coach
passed by, and his Grace, holding his lady’s
hand, showed her to his people, seeming to give her
and her loveliness to them as they bowed and smiled
together - she almost with joyful tears in
her sweet eyes.
In her room near the nurseries, at
the window which looked out among the ivy, Nurse Halsell
sat, watching the equipage as it made its way up the
long avenue, and might be seen now and then between
the trees, and her old hands trembled in her lap,
for very joy. And before the day was done his
Grace, knocking on the door gently, brought his Duchess
to her.
“And ’twas you,”
said her Grace, standing close by her chair, and holding
the old hand between her own two, which were so white
and velvet warm, “and ’twas you who held
him in your arms when he was but a little new-born
thing, and often sang him to sleep, and were so loved
by him. And he played here - ”
and she looked about the apartment with a tremulous
smile.
“Yes,” said his Grace,
with a low laugh of joyful love, “and now I
bring you to her, and ’tis my marriage-day.”
Nurse Halsell gazed up at the eyes
which glowed above her.
“’Tis what his Grace hath
waited long for,” she said, “and he would
have died an unwedded man had he not reached it at
last. ’Tis sure what God ordained.”
And for a minute she looked straight and steady into
the Duchess’s face. “A man must come
to his own,” she said, and bent and kissed the
fair hand with passionate love, but her Grace lifted
the old face with her palm, and stooped and kissed
it fondly - gratefully.
Then the Duke took his wife to the
Long Gallery and they stood there, he holding her
close against his side, while the golden sun went down.
“Here I stood and heard that
you were born,” he said, and kissed her red,
tender mouth. “Here I stood in agony and
fought my battle with my soul the first sad day you
came to Camylott.” And he kissed her slow
and tenderly again, in memory of the grief of that
past time. “And here I stand and feel your
dear heart beat against my side, and look into your
eyes - and look into your eyes - and
they are the eyes of her who is mine own - and
Death himself cannot take her from me.”