The moment ceased to be so fanciful
and curiously exalted when his hand was grasped and
a big, kind palm laid on his shoulder, though Tom’s
face was full of emotion.
“I think I should have known
it,” he said. “Welcome to you.
Yes,” looking at him with an affection touched
with something like reverence. “Yes, indeed - Delia
Vanuxem!”
“I’ve come to you,”
the young fellow said, with fine simplicity, “because
I am the only De Willoughby left except yourself.
I am young and I’m lonely - and my
mother always said you had the kindest heart she ever
knew. I want you to advise me.”
“Come in to the porch,”
said Tom, “and let us sit down and talk it over.”
He put his arm about Sheba and kept
his hand on Rupert’s shoulder, and walked so,
with one on either side, to the house. Between
their youthful slimness he moved like a protecting
giant.
“Where did you come from?” he asked when
they sat down.
“From Delisleville,” Rupert
answered. “I did not think of coming here
so late to-night, but it seems I must have missed
my road. I was going to ask for lodgings at a
place called Willet’s Farm. I suppose I
took the wrong turning; and when I saw this house
before me, I knew it must be yours from what I had
heard of it. It seemed as if Fate had brought
me here. And when I came up the path I saw Sheba.
She was standing on the little verandah in the moonlight
with the roses all around her; and she looked so white
that I stopped to look up at her.”
“Uncle Tom,” said Sheba, “we - we
knew each other.”
“Did you?” said Tom. “That’s
right.”
His middle-aged heart surprised him
by giving one quick, soft beat. He smiled to
himself after he had felt it.
“The first moment or so I only
stood and looked,” Rupert said; “I was
startled.”
“And so was I,” said Sheba.
“But when she leaned forward
and looked down on me,” he went on, “I
remembered something -
“So did I,” said Sheba.
“I leaned forward like that and looked down at
you from the porch at the tavern - all those
years ago, when I was a little child.”
“And I looked up at you - and
afterwards I asked about you,” said Rupert.
“It all came back when you spoke to-night, and
I knew you must be Sheba.”
“You knew my name, but I did
not know yours,” said Sheba. “But,
after all,” rather as if consoling herself,
“Sheba is not my real name. I have another
one.”
“What is it?” asked the
young fellow, quite eagerly. His eyes had scarcely
left her face an instant. She was standing by
Tom’s chair and her hands were on his shoulders.
“It is Felicia,” she said.
“Uncle Tom gave it to me - because he
wanted me to be happy.” And she curved
a slim arm round Tom’s neck and kissed him.
It was the simplest, prettiest thing
a man could have seen. Her life had left her
nature as pure and translucent as the clearest brook.
She had had no one to compare herself with or to be
made ashamed or timid by. She knew only her own
heart and Tom’s love, and she smiled as radiantly
into the lighting face before her as she would have
smiled at a rose, or at a young deer she had met in
the woods. No one had ever looked at her in this
way before, but being herself a thing which had grown
like a flower, she felt no shyness, and was only glad.
Eve might have smiled at Adam so in their first hours.
Big Tom, sitting between them, saw
it all. A man cannot live a score of years and
more, utterly cut off from the life of the world, without
having many a long hour for thought in which he will
inevitably find himself turning over the problems
which fill the life he has missed. Tom De Willoughby
had had many of them. He had had no one to talk
to whose mind could have worked with his own.
On winter nights, when Sheba had been asleep, he had
found himself gazing into the red embers of his wood
fire and pondering on the existence he might have led
if fate had been good to him.
“There must be happiness on
the earth somewhere,” he would say. “Somewhere
there ought to have been a woman I belonged to, and
who belonged to me. It ought all to have been
as much nature as the rain falling and the corn ripening
in the sun. If we had met when we were young
things - on the very brink of it all - and
smiled into each other’s eyes and taken each
other’s hands, and kissed each other’s
lips, we might have ripened together like the corn.
What is it that’s gone wrong?” All the
warm normal affections of manhood, which might have
remained undeveloped and been cast away, had been
lavished on the child Sheba. She had represented
his domestic circle.
“You mayn’t know it, Sheba,”
he had said once to her, “but you’re a
pretty numerous young person. You’re a man’s
wife and family, and mother and sisters, and at least
half a dozen boys and girls.”
All his thoughts had concentrated
themselves upon her - all his psychological
problems had held her as their centre, all his ethical
reasonings had applied themselves to her.
“She’s got to be happy,”
he said to himself, “and she’s got to be
strong enough to stand up under unhappiness, if - if
I should be taken away from her. When the great
thing that’s - that’s the meaning
of it all - and the reason of it - comes
into her life, it ought to come as naturally as summer
does. If her poor child of a mother - Good
Lord! Good Lord!”
And here he sat in the moonlight,
and Delia Vanuxem’s son was looking at her with
ardent, awakened young eyes.
How she listened as Rupert told his
story, and how sweetly she was moved by the pathos
of it. Once or twice she made an involuntary movement
forward, as if she was drawn towards him, and uttered
a lovely low exclamation which was a little like the
broken coo of a dove. Rupert did not know that
there was pathos in his relation. He made only
a simple picture of things, but as he went on Tom
saw all the effect of the hot little town left ruined
and apathetic after the struggle of war, the desolateness
of the big house empty but for its three rooms, its
bare floors echoing to the sound of the lonely pair
of feet, the garden grown into a neglected jungle,
the slatternly negro girl in the kitchen singing wild
camp-meeting hymns as she went about her careless work.
“It sounds so lonely,”
Sheba said, with tender mournfulness.
“That was what it was - lonely,”
Rupert answered. “It’s been a different
place since Matt came, but it has always been lonely.
Uncle Tom,” putting his hand on the big knee
near him, as impulsively as a child, “I love
that old Matt - I love him!”
“Ah, so do I!” burst forth
Sheba. “Don’t you, Uncle Tom?”
And she put her hand on the other knee.
Rupert looked down at the hand.
It was so fair and soft and full of the expression
of sympathy - such an adorably womanly little
hand, that one’s first impulse was to lay one’s
own upon it. He made a movement and then remembered,
and looked up, and their eyes met and rested on each
other gently.
When the subject of the claim was
broached, Sheba thought it like a fairy tale.
She listened almost with bated breath. As Rupert
had not realised that he was pathetic in the relation
of the first part of his story, so he did not know
that he was picturesque in this. But his material
had strong colour. The old man on the brink of
splendid fortune, the strange, unforeseen national
disaster sweeping all before it and leaving only poverty
and ruin, the untouched wealth of the mines lying beneath
the earth on which battles had been fought - all
the possibilities the future might hold for one penniless
boy - these things were full of suggestion
and excitement.
“You would be rich,” said Sheba.
“So would Uncle Tom,” Rupert answered,
smiling; “and you, too.”
Tom had been listening with a reflective
look on his face. He tilted his chair back and
ran his hand through his hair.
“At all events, we couldn’t
lose money if we didn’t gain any,”
he said. “That’s where we’re
safe. When a man’s got to the place where
he hasn’t anything to lose, he can afford to
take chances. Perhaps it’s worth thinking
over. Let’s go to bed, children. It’s
midnight.”
When they said good-night to each
other, the two young hands clung together kindly and
Sheba looked up with sympathetic eyes.
“Would you like to be very rich?” she
asked.
“To-night I am rich,”
he answered. “That is because you and Uncle
Tom have made me feel as if I belonged to someone.
It is so long since I have seemed to belong to anyone.”
“But now you belong to us,” said Sheba.
He stood silently looking down at her a moment.
“Your eyes look just as they
did when you were a little child,” he said.
He lifted her hand and pressed his warm young lips
to it.