Just as the music room was primarily
Elinor’s retreat, so was the library the place
which Ross loved best.
It was a long, narrow room; two square
rooms had been thrown together to make it, and it
was lined, on the longest walls to about half the
distance from the ceiling, with low, deep, unglassed
book-cases full of books on a bewildering variety
of subjects, haphazardly arranged; some of them well
worn as to bindings as if much read. A brick fireplace
of generous proportions with a high, narrow mantel
shelf of brownish red marble occupied most of one
of the other, and narrower, walls. A log fire
burned there fitfully now, throwing little dancing
gleams on the brass andirons and the dark polished
floor just in front. All the chairs in the room
were broad and deep and enticingly comfortable.
An enormous davenport stood at one side of the fireplace,
and there was a long, heavy table of carved mahogany
directly in front of the hearth. The few rugs
in the room were all in dull, subdued tones that melted
into the floor unobtrusively.
Here, in the library, Ross spent his
days in the arduous labor with which he kept body
and soul together; the translation of various bits
of the literature of Southern Europe into English.
Ross was quite a student in his way and a good deal
of a linguist.
But he was not working just at this moment.
At the enormous desk between the two
long windows at the end of the room opposite the fireplace,
he was reading a detective story and playing with
a bronze paper cutter at the same time, banging it
up and down on the desk.
Ross loved detective stories as much
as any boy who has ever thrilled over them, and Elinor
loved to watch him read them. She stood still
in the doorway for a moment and watched him now.
She could tell by his changing expression just when
the story he was reading was sad, just when it was
merry, just when the meaning was hard to understand,
and just when he began to dislike the way things were
working out, almost as well as if he read it aloud
to her.
The paper cutter poised in the air
for just a second, and his eyebrows drew together
in a little puzzled frown. Evidently, things were
going badly. Then the paper cutter came down
on the desk with a swoop, and his whole face lighted.
Elinor crossed the room with her swift,
graceful movement, and kissed him lightly on the tiny
bald spot on the very top of his head, which he insisted
was being widened by “financial worries.”
“Ross, Clay is waiting.”
He gave her an absentminded squeezing
of the hand nearest him by way of answer without lifting
his eyes from his book.
She leaned over and covered the page with one hand.
“Oh, come now,” he remonstrated,
“that’s not a bit fair! That’s
the most interesting place for pages and pages!”
“That may be, you infant, but
you must stop right there. Clay is waiting for
you.”
“What for, please? I don’t
remember telling him I wanted him!”
“Ross Worthington! Have
you actually forgotten Arethusa is coming this afternoon!”
Ross returned, with the most commendable
suddenness, from the Long Island country place, scene
of his sojourn for the last few hours where a most
fearful and intricately involved crime had been committed,
to things which were happening in Lewisburg.
“Ye gods! And I had!”
“You ought to be ashamed to admit it!”
“I don’t see why you say
that,” his air was one of mild protest.
“You remembered her, didn’t you?
And that’s what a wife’s for, anyway, one
of the things, to remember what her husband ought to.
What’s the use of having one if....”
But Elinor hurried him into the hall
without allowing him to finish this speech, thrust
his coat and hat forcibly upon him, and propelled
him on toward the open front door, and then on down
the steps.
“Wait a minute here,”
Ross came back from halfway to the automobile, “Aren’t
you going?” For it had penetrated his consciousness
that she had not come any farther than the top step.
“No.”
“Why not?”
She blushed a trifle. “I ... I thought
I wouldn’t.”
All her shyness was up in arms.
It was very probably going to be hard
enough at best, this first meeting with Arethusa,
without staging it before a crowd of prying eyes in
a railroad station. In spite of all her longing
to see and know the girl, and her loving preparation,
now that the moment was actually come, Elinor’s
shyness intruded and kept her at home.
Ross understood (it was one of the
very nicest things about him, his understanding) but
as he was feeling a bit the same way himself, he would
have liked the bulwark of her presence. Two shy
folk to back each other up are in not nearly so bad
a fix as the one who goes it alone. So he stood
hesitatingly in the middle of the front walk, slowly
drawing on his gloves. Perhaps Elinor would change
her mind.
“You’ll be late,” she warned.
But still he hesitated. “How
in the dickens am I going to know the child?
I haven’t the remotest idea what she’s
like. I may miss her altogether. I think
I need you.”
His statement of not knowing what
Arethusa was like was perfectly true, for in none
of her letters had Miss Eliza once mentioned Arethusa’s
personal appearance and Elinor had never thought to
ask about it.
“You should have told her,”
he continued, almost reproachfully, “to wear
a red carnation or something. I am quite sure
I shan’t be able to find her. And you’re
so much smarter than I am. Your woman’s
intuition is a great thing to have in a search, You
better come go ’long.”
Elinor came down the walk to where
he was and gave him a push. “Do go on,
Ross. You really will miss her altogether, if
you don’t. And I haven’t time to
dress now, so I can’t possibly go. She probably
looks like her mother or some member of the family.”
“Now, I don’t know about
that,” he answered, still lingering. “She
may not at all. I don’t look like my mother,
and you....”
“Oh, please go on and stop fooling!”
Though she laughed, his wife’s patience was
ebbing. It would be dreadful for Arethusa to come
and find no one to meet her. “You always
hurry so, Ross, when there’s no real necessity
for it and won’t when there is!”
Ross decided that the moment for actual
departure was certainly at hand, so he made haste
to the automobile.
Arethusa, after descending from the
train with her satchel and purse still clutched firmly,
followed the crowd across the tracks under the shed,
toward the iron gates she had to pass through to reach
the station proper. Her busy grey eyes had failed
to find anyone among those menfolks just around the
train who at all resembled her mental picture of her
father. And as she hurried after the crowd, still
watching for him, it seemed to Arethusa that there
were more people in this comparatively small space
than she had ever seen in one company before, in all
of her life. So many of them were men, she noted;
so many of them were men with nice faces who might
have been the fathers of travelling daughters they
had come to meet.
She felt a sudden and most unexpected
bewilderment sweep over her as she looked about.
How would she ever find her father here, among all
these hundreds and hundreds of people? She was
carried along, unresisting in her panic, clear through
the gates without being aware she had passed them,
and pushed aside by the impatient throng against one
of the iron pillars that supported the roof of the
platform at one side of the station.
From this point, she could not help
but watch all the glad meetings about her, of sisters
and brothers and husbands and wives, and various other
relationships (there were some she was quite positive
were fathers and daughters), and she watched them
with something like envy; for so far as she could
tell, everyone who had got off the train had been
immediately seized by some person who seemed superlatively
glad to see him or her. Yes, every human being
but Arethusa Worthington seemed to have been met by
somebody.
Then a cold little fear clutched at
her heart; suppose.... Suppose.... she had made
a mistake and this was not Lewisburg, after all!
But it must be! Had not the brakeman
accommodatingly told her so right in her very own
ear? And the Cherrys had been going to Lewisburg,
and they had got off with Arethusa. She was surely
in the right station.
The next most natural supposition
was that no one had come to meet her. And then
the wildest and most unreasoning terror of this situation,
directly grown from some of those travellers’
tales of her aunts’ weaving, overwhelmed Arethusa.
She stood closer to the pillar as a sort of protection.
Such an Ending to the Joyfully Begun Journey!
The Cherry family had been so long
in their greetings that they were among the last to
pass by the unmet traveller and her pillar. Mrs.
Cherry, seeing that the girl was alone, crossed the
platform to her, the whole collection of Cherrys trailing
in her rear.
“Found your Pa yet, dearie?” she asked
cheerfully.
“This is the pretty Miss Worth’ton
I was telling you about we saw on the train, Cherry,”
to her husband, and “This is Helen Louise’s
Pa,” to Arethusa.
Arethusa managed to acknowledge this
introduction, but being in such a state of mind as
she was, she could not make her acknowledgment very
cordial.
Helen Louise was dancing up and down
and hanging on to one hand of a man who could have
been nothing else but a close relation to the little
girl, pale blue eyes and pale eyebrows and all.
The daughter certainly favored “her Pa considerable”
as her mother had said.
“My Papa,” Helen Louise announced happily.
Mrs. Cherry sensed something wrong.
She looked at Arethusa more closely. “You
ain’t found him? Here, Cherry, you take
the children and the bundles and put them in the waitin’-room
and then come straight back here and we’ll help
Miss Worth’ton hunt her father.”
“I don’t want to be put
in the waitin’-room!” wailed Helen Louise
in protest, “I want to stay with Papa!”
Mrs. Cherry was reproving her and
starting her off in the direction of the designated
depository, when Arethusa interrupted the proceedings.
She did not want Mrs. Cherry, kind as she had been
and kind as her intentions still were to continue
being, with her just now. If this was a fiasco
to her Beautiful Dream she needed a few moments to
face it alone. A funny sort of little pride gave
her this feeling. She had talked to Mrs. Cherry
so glowingly and at such length about her father and
her Visit.
But Mr. Cherry, till just now silent,
had a suggestion to make. “S’pose,”
he drawled, “if Miss Worth’ton wants to
wait by herself here, Maria, me and you set inside
awhile, and then if she finds she reely has missed
him somehow, I might help her to look him up, mebbe.”
Arethusa considered this a decidedly
brilliant idea. It relieved her of present society,
which though friendly was irksome, and promised future
comfort.
She rewarded the tall, thin father
of Helen Louise with a misty smile.
Mrs. Cherry thought it very good,
also. Miss Worth’ton wasn’t to worry
a mite now, not a mite. If her father didn’t
come for her, the Cherry family would escort her right
up to his front door.
So the little procession trailed away
and left Arethusa once more alone, and most disconsolate,
against her kindly iron pillar.
The station had gradually become deserted,
until there were only a few employees pottering about
here and there, and one lone man standing talking
to the blue-capped man at the gate.
Arethusa’s mental picture of
her father had been very clear. All this while
she had been looking for the handsome youth of the
wavy dark hair, eccentrically long, and the graceful
Italian military cape. And she had been looking
for him without adding a single year to his age, perfectly
confident she would know him anywhere.
Ross had really been on time, despite
his “fooling.” He had arrived before
the first passenger left Arethusa’s train.
And he had waited until every human being had gone
before starting to leave himself, so he was the lone
man Arethusa saw questioning the gatekeeper.
Elinor’s last suggestion that
the daughter might resemble her mother had been taken
literally, and all these moments Ross’s search
had been for a tiny, dainty bit of a girl with cornflower
eyes. When the crowd had somewhat thinned, he
had noticed Arethusa and her prettiness and her height,
standing so forlornly by herself, had mentally labeled
Miss Letitia’s costuming, “a Godey’s
Ladies’ Book relic,” and had turned away
again to his search for the Dresden china daughter,
who did not seem to be anywhere about. Ross was
vexed to have been snatched from his book for this
fruitless trip to the station. If Miss Eliza had
postponed Arethusa’s coming once more, she should
have written them about it, or telegraphed; for they
should surely have been notified.
As he passed Arethusa on his way out
he saw that her grey eyes under their long black lashes
(he noticed them first because they were such unusually
beautiful eyes) were full of shining tears, some of
which were beginning to roll, unashamed, down the
girl’s cheek. A damsel in distress always
appealed to Ross, for no knight of the time of tournaments
had no more real chivalry in his composition, and so
he stopped.
“Could I help you in any way?”
he asked courteously. “Are you in trouble?”
Arethusa was just on the point of
seeking Mr. Cherry and his promised assistance, when
out of the bleak expanse of that awful and lonely
platform Providence had sent this other help:
a Man with reassuring grey hairs and a smile which
she could not possibly mistake for anything but kindness.
She seized it gratefully: and there would be no
embarrassment of a Mrs. Cherry connected with it.
This new Man knew nothing of any Dream that had been
shattered. And if he lived in Lewisburg, he most
probably knew her father. Her experience with
municipalities was that everybody in a town knew everybody
else and all their affairs into the bargain.
And she was far past remembering Certain Instructions
in such a Crisis.
She turned to Ross, a tear-stained
face on which her gratitude at his offer struggled
with her woes and the Horror of the Situation.
“My ... my fa-ther....”
she began brokenly, and then gulped, and stopped.
It sounded very much like a greeting
of the man before her, but it was only that her unruly
voice refused entirely to respond to her efforts to
use it.
Ross’s look searched her quickly,
up and down. She was as unlike the child he had
expected to find as he could have found in a day’s
long journey; but there could hardly be two sets of
fathers and daughters in so similar a predicament
in the same station.
“I think you’ve found
him, right here,” he said lightly, to down a
curious little feeling that suddenly surged through
his heart, “if you’re Miss Arethusa Worthington,
that is. I’m....”
Arethusa waited not for him to finish
with a definite announcement of his identity; she
needed no further words to convince her of just who
he was. And although this was far, far from being
what she had always visioned the wonder of their Meeting,
she put her whole soul into her side of it.
She flung both arms tight around his
neck as if she never intended to let him go; and sobbed
violently, salty tears that soaked clear through the
expensive tweed of his new suit. But these were
not the tears of unhappiness which he had noticed
and which had caused him to stop and make his offer
of help; they were tears of joy for the sheer relief
that his bodily presence gave to his volatile daughter.
With the impulsive suddenness of her embrace her hat
had flown clear off, but Arethusa recked not, in such
a moment, of hats with precious and beautiful turkey
feathers, and she lost, of necessity, her careful grip
of her purse and satchel.
Ross, for a moment or two, was entirely
bereft of coherent thought by the suddenness of her
movement. He was nearly strangled by the clinging
arms, and a trifle embarrassed besides; for it was
not every day that a strange young lady precipitated
herself into his arms and sobbed so violently.
That it was a daughter whose acquaintance he was making
for the very first time, did not altogether deprive
the situation of its strangeness.
“Here,” he said, when
he began to recover somewhat, “here, buck up,
child! Buck up. This won’t do at all,
you know. Let’s go home and finish this!”
Arethusa “bucked up.”
She drew away from him as suddenly
as she had grabbed him and blushed hotly all over
with a most unusual accession of sudden shyness.
And Ross made straight for the waiting automobile
without further parley. She followed behind him
in silence, but about halfway she stopped and clapped
her hand to her head.
“Oh, my hat!” she exclaimed.
“And I’ve lost my purse and satchel!”
Ross turned around and went back to find them.
But the purse was gone beyond any
power of their finding it, though hat and satchel
were safely retrieved and progress once more resumed.