“Velut unda supervenit undam.” VIRGIL.
The Anti-muffs request the honor of
Williams’ company to a spread they are going
to have to-morrow evening at half-past four, in their
smoking-room
A note to this effect was put into
Eric’s hands by Wildney after prayers.
He read it when he got into his study, and hardly knew
whether to be pleased or disgusted at it.
He tossed it to Duncan, and said, “What shall
I do?”
Duncan turned up his nose, and chucked the note into
the fire.
“I’d give them that answer, and no other.”
“Why?”
“Because, Eric,” said
Duncan, with more seriousness than was usual with
him, “I can’t help thinking things have
gone too far lately.”
“How do you mean?”
“Well, I’m no saint myself,
Heaven knows; but I do think that the fellows are
worse now than I have ever known them far
worse. Your friend Brigson reigns supreme out
of the studies; he has laid down a law that no
work is to be done down stairs ever under any pretence,
and it’s only by getting into one of the studies
that good little chaps like Wright can get on at all.
Even in the class-rooms there’s so much row
and confusion that the mere thought of work is ridiculous.”
“Well, there’s no great harm in a little
noise, if that’s all.”
“But it isn’t all.
The talk of nearly the whole school is getting most
blackguardly; shamelessly so. Only yesterday Wildney
was chatting with Vernon up here (you were out, or
Vernon would not have been here) while I was reading;
they didn’t seem to mind me, and I’m sure
you’d have been vexed to the heart if you’d
heard how they talked to each other. At last
I couldn’t stand it any longer, and bouncing
up, I boxed both their ears smartly, and kicked them
down stairs.”
As Eric said nothing, Duncan continued,
“And I wish it ended in talk, but ”
“But I believe you’re
turning Owenite. Why, bless me, we’re only
schoolboys; it’ll be lots of time to turn saint
some other day.”
Eric was talking at random, and in
the spirit of opposition. “You don’t
want to make the whole school such a muffish set as
the rosebuds, do you?”
There was something of assumed bravado
in Eric’s whole manner which jarred on Duncan
exceedingly. “Do as you like,” he
said, curtly, and went into another study.
Immediately after came a rap at the
door, and in walked Wildney, as he often did after
the rest were gone to bed, merely slipping his trousers
over his nightshirt, and running up to the studies.
“Well, you’ll come to
the Anti-muffs, won’t you?” he said.
“To that pestilential place again? not
I.”
Wildney looked offended. “Not
after we’ve all asked you? The fellows
won’t half like your refusing.”
He had touched Eric’s weak point.
“Do come,” he said, looking up in Eric’s
face.
“Confound it all,” answered
Eric, hastily. “Yes, I’ve no friends,
I’ll come, Charlie. Anything to please
you, boy.”
“That’s a brick.
Then I shall cut down and tell the fellows. They’ll
be no end glad. No friends! why all the school
like you.” And he scampered off, leaving
Eric ill at ease.
Duncan didn’t re-enter the study that evening.
The next day, about half-past four,
Eric found himself on the way to Ellan. As he
was starting, Bull caught him up, and said
“Are you going to the Anti-muffs?”
“Yes; why? are you going too?”
“Yes; do you mind our going together?”
“Not at all.”
In fact, Eric was very glad of some
one no matter who to keep him
in countenance, for he felt consider ably more than
half ashamed of himself.
They went to “The Jolly Herring,”
as the pot-house was called, and passed through the
dingy beery tap-room into the back parlor, to which
Eric had already been introduced by Wildney. About
a dozen boys were assembled, and there was a great
clapping on the table as the two new-comers entered.
A long table was laid down the room, which was regularly
spread for dinner.
“Now then, Billy; make haste
with the goose,” called Brigson. “I
vote, boys, that Eric Williams takes the chair.”
“Hear! hear!” said half
a dozen; and Eric, rather against his will, found
himself ensconced at the end of the table, with Brigson
and Bull on either hand. The villainous-low-foreheaded
man, whom they called Billy, soon brought in a tough
goose at one end of the table, and some fowls at the
other; and they fell to, doing ample justice to the
[Greek: daiz heisae] while Billy waited on them.
There was immense uproar during the dinner, every
one eating as fast, and talking as loud, as he could.
The birds soon vanished, and were
succeeded by long rolly-polly puddings, which the
boys called Goliahs; and they, too, rapidly disappeared.
Meanwhile beer was circling only too plentifully.
“Now for the dessert, Billy,”
called several voices; and that worthy proceeded to
put on the table some figs, cakes, oranges, and four
black bottles of wine. There was a general grab
for these dainties, and one boy shouted, “I
say, I’ve had no wine.”
“Well, it’s all gone.
We must get some brandy it’s cheaper,”
said Brigson; and accordingly some brandy was brought
in, which the boys diluted with hot water, and soon
despatched.
“Here! before you’re all
done swilling,” said Brigson, “I’ve
got a health; ‘Confound muffs and masters, and
success to the anti’s.’”
“And their chairman,’ suggested Wildney.
“And their chairman, the best fellow in the
school,” added Brigson.
The health was drunk with due clamor, and Eric got
up to thank them.
“I’m not going to spout,”
he said; “but boys must be boys, and there’s
no harm in a bit of fun. I for one have enjoyed
it, and am much obliged to you for asking me; and
now I call for a song.”
“Wildney! Wildney’s song,”
called several.
Wildney had a good voice, and struck up, without the
least bashfulness
“Come, landlord,
fill the flowing bowl,
Until it
does run overt
Come, landlord, fill,”
&c
“Now,” he said, “join
in the chorus!” The boys, all more or less excited,
joined in heartily and uproariously
“For to-night
we’ll merry merry be!
For to-night we’ll
merry merry be!
For to-night we’ll
merry merry be!
To-morrow
we’ll be sober!”
While Wildney sang, Eric had time
to think. As he glanced round the room, at the
flushed faces of the boys, some of whom he could not
recognise in the dusky atmosphere, a qualm of disgust
and shame passed over him. Several of them were
smoking, and, with Bull and Brigson heading the line
on each, side of the table, he could not help observing
what a bad set they looked. The remembrance of
Russell came back to him. Oh, if Edwin could
have known that he was in such company at such a place!
And by the door stood Billy, watching them all like
an evil spirit, with a leer of saturnine malice on
his evil face.
But the bright little Wildney, unconscious
of Eric’s bitter thoughts, sang on with overflowing
mirth. As Eric looked at him, shining out like
a sunbeam among the rest, he felt something like blood-guiltiness
on his soul, when, he felt that he was sanctioning
the young boy’s presence in that degraded assemblage.
Wildney meanwhile was just beginning
the next verse, when he was interrupted by a general
cry of “cave, cave.” In an instant
the room was in confusion; some one dashed the candles
upon the floor, the table was overturned with a mighty
crash, and plates, glasses, and bottles rushed on
to the ground in shivers. Nearly every one bolted
for the door, which led through the passage into the
street; and in their headlong flight and selfishness,
they stumbled over each other, and prevented all egress,
several being knocked down and bruised in the crush.
Others made for the tap-room; but, as they opened
the door leading into it, there stood Mr. Ready and
Mr. Gordon! and as it was impossible to pass without
being seen, they made no further attempt at escape.
All this was the work of a minute. Entering the
back parlor, the two masters quickly took down the
names of full half the boys who, in the suddenness
of the surprise, had been unable to make their exit.
And Eric?
The instant that the candles were
knocked over, he felt Wildney seize his hand, and
whisper, “This way all serene;” following,
he groped his way in the dark to the end of the room,
where Wildney, shoving aside a green baize curtain,
noiselessly opened a door, which at once let them
into a little garden. There they both crouched
down, under a lilac tree beside the house, and listened
intently.
There was no need for this precaution;
their door remained unsuspected, and in five minutes
the coast was clear. Creeping into the house again,
they whistled, and Billy coming in, told them that
the masters had gone, and all was safe.
“Glad ye’re not twigged,
gen’lmen,” he said; “but there’ll
be a pretty sight of damage for all this glass and
plates.”
“Shut up with your glass and
plates,” said Wildney. “Here, Eric,
we must cut for it again.”
It was the dusk of a winter evening
when they got out from the close room into the open
air, and they had to consider which way they would
choose to avoid discovery. They happened to choose
the wrong, but escaped by dint of hard running, and
Wildney’s old short cut. As they ran they
passed several boys (who having been caught, were walking
home leisurely), and managed to get back undiscovered,
when they both answered their names quite innocently
at the roll-call, immediately after lock up.
“What lucky dogs you are to
get off,” said many boys to them.
“Yes, it’s precious lucky
for me,” said Wildney. “If I’d
been caught at this kind of thing a second time, I
should have got something worse than a swishing.”
“Well, it’s all through
you I escaped,” said Eric, “you knowing
little scamp.”
“I’m glad of it, Eric,”
said Wildney in his fascinating way, “since it
is all through me you went. It’s rather
too hazardous though; we must manage better another
time.”
During tea-time Eric was silent, as
he felt pretty sure that none of the sixth form or
other study boys would particularly sympathise with
his late associates. Since the previous evening
he had been cool with Duncan, and the rest had long
rather despised him as a boy who’d do anything
to be popular; so he sat there silent, looking as disdainful
as he could, and not touching the tea, for which he
felt disinclined after the recent potations.
But the contemptuous exterior hid a self-reproving
heart, and he felt how far more noble Owen and Montagu
were than he. How gladly would he have changed
places with them! how much he would have given to
recover some of their forfeited esteem!
The master on duty was Mr. Rose, and
after tea he left the room for a few minutes while
the tables were cleared for “preparation,”
and the boys were getting out their books and exercises.
All the study and class-room boys were expected to
go away during this interval; but Eric, not noticing
Mr. Rose’s entrance, sat gossipping with Wildney
about the dinner and its possible consequences to
the school.
He was sitting on the desk carelessly,
with one leg over the other, and bending down towards
Wildney. He had just told him that he looked like
a regular little sunbeam in the smoking-room of the
Jolly Herring, and Wildney was pretending to be immensely
offended by the simile.
“Hush! no more talking,”
said Mr. Rose, who did everything very gently and
quietly. Eric heard him, but he was inclined to
linger, and had always received such mild treatment
from Mr. Rose, that he didn’t think he would
take much notice of the delay. For the moment
he did not, so Wildney began to chatter again.
“All study boys to leave the room,” said
Mr. Rose.
Eric just glanced round and moved
slightly; he might have gone away, but that he caught
a satirical look in Wildney’s eye, and besides
wanted to show off a little indifference to his old
master, with whom he had had no intercourse since
their last-mentioned conversation.
“Williams, go away instantly;
what do you mean by staying after I have dismissed
you?” said Mr. Rose sternly.
Every one knew what a favorite Eric
had once been, so this speech created a slight titter.
The boy heard it just as he was going out of the room,
and it annoyed him, and called to arms all his proud
and dogged obstinacy. Pretending to have forgotten
something, he walked conceitedly back to Wildney,
and whispered to him, “I shan’t go if he
chooses to speak like that.”
A red flush passed over Mr. Rose’s
cheek; he took two strides to Eric, and laid the cane
sharply once across his back.
Eric was not quite himself, or he
would not have acted as he had done. His potations,
though not deep, had, with the exciting events of the
evening, made his head giddy, and the stroke of the
cane, which he had not felt now for two years, roused
him to madness. He bounded up, sprang towards
Mr. Rose, and almost before he knew what he was about,
had wrenched the cane out of his hands, twisted it
violently in the middle until it broke, and flung
one of the pieces furiously into the fire.
For one instant, boy and master Eric
Williams and Mr. Rose stood facing each
other amid breathless silence, the boy panting and
passionate, with his brain swimming, and his heart
on fire; the master pale, grieved, amazed beyond measure,
but perfectly self-collected.
“After that exhibition,”
said Mr. Rose, with cold and quiet dignity, “you
had better leave the room.”
“Yes, I had,” answered
Eric bitterly; “there’s your cane.”
And, flinging the other fragment at Mr. Rose’s
head, he strode blindly out of the room, sweeping
books from the table, and overturning several boys
in his way. He then banged the door with all
his force, and rushed up into his study.
Duncan was there, and remarking his
wild look and demeanor, asked, after a moment’s
awkward silence, “Is anything the matter, Williams?”
“Williams!” echoed Eric
with a scornful laugh; “yes, that’s always
the way with a fellow when he’s in trouble.
I always know what’s coming when you begin to
leave off calling me by my Christian name.”
“Very well, then,” said
Duncan, good-humoredly, “what’s the matter,
Eric?”
“Matter?” answered Brie,
pacing up and down the little room with an angry to-and-fro
like a caged wild beast, and kicking everything which
came in his way. “Matter? hang you all,
you are all turning against me, because you are a
set of muffs, and ”
“Take care!” said Duncan;
but suddenly he caught Eric’s look, and stopped.
“And I’ve been breaking
Rose’s cane over his head, because he had the
impudence to touch, me with it, and ”
“Eric, you’re not yourself
to-night,” said Duncan, interrupting, but speaking
in the kindest tone; and taking Eric’s hand,
he looked him steadily in the face.
Their eyes met; the boy’s false
self once more slipped off. By a strong effort
he repressed the rising passion which the fumes of
drink had caused, and flinging him self on his chair,
refused to speak again, or even to go down stairs
when the prayer-bell rang.
Seeing that in his present mood there
was nothing to be done with him, Duncan, instead of
returning to the study, went after prayers into Montagu’s,
and talked with him over the recent events, of which
the boys’ minds were all full.
But Eric sat lonely, sulky, and miserable,
in his study, doing nothing, and when Montagu came
in to visit him, felt inclined to resent his presence.
“So!” he said, looking
up at the ceiling, “another saint come to cast
a stone at me! Well! I suppose I must be
resigned,” he continued, dropping his cheek
on his hand again; “only don’t let the
sermon be long.”
But Montagu took no notice of his
sardonic harshness, and seated himself by his side,
though Eric pettishly pushed him away.
“Come, Eric,” said Montagu,
taking the hand which was repelling him; “I
won’t be repulsed in this way. Look at me.
What? won’t you even look? Oh Eric, one
wouldn’t have fancied this in past days, when
we were so much together with one who is dead.
It’s a long long time since we’ve eyen
alluded to him, but I shall never forget those
happy days.”
Eric heaved a deep sigh.
“I’m not come to reproach
you. You don’t give me a friend’s
right to reprove. But still, Eric, for your own
sake, dear fellow, I can’t help being sorry
for all this. I did hope you’d have broken
with Brigson after the thrashing I gave him, for the
way in which he treated me. I don’t think
you can know the mischief he is doing.”
The large tears began to soften the
fire of Eric’s eye, “Ah!” he said,
“it’s all of no use; you’re all giving
me the cold shoulder, and I’m going to the bad,
that’s the long and short of it.”
“Oh, Eric! for your own sake,
for your parents’ sake, for the school’s
sake, for all your real friends’ sake, don’t
talk in that bitter hopeless way. You are too
noble a fellow to be made the tool or the patron of
the boys who lead, while they seem to follow you.
I do hope you’ll join us even yet in
resisting them.”
Eric had laid his head on the table,
which shook with his emotion. “I can’t
talk, Monty,” he said, in an altered tone; “but
leave me now; and if you like, we will have a walk
to-morrow.”
“Most willingly, Eric.”
And again, warmly pressing his hand, Montagu returned
to his own study.
Soon after, there came a timid knock
at Eric’s door. He expected Wildney as
usual; a little before, he had been looking out for
him, and hoping he would come, but he didn’t
want to see him now, so he answered rather peevishly,
“Come in; but I don’t want to be bothered
to-night.”
Not Wildney, but Vernon appeared at
the door. “May I come in? not if it bothers
you, Eric,” he said, gently.
“Oh, Verny, I didn’t know
it was you; I thought it would be Wildney. You
never come now.”
The little boy came in, and his pleading
look seemed to say, “Whose fault is that?”
“Come here, Verny;” and
Eric drew him towards him, and put him on his knee,
while the tears trembled large and luminous in the
child’s eyes.
It was the first time for many a long
day that the brothers had been alone together, the
first time for many a long day that any acts of kindness
had passed between them. Both seemed to remember
this, and, at the same time, to remember home, and
their absent parents, and their mother’s prayers,
and all the quiet half-forgotten vista of innocent
pleasures, and sacred relationships, and holy affections.
And why did they see each other so little at school?
Their consciences told them both, that either wished
to conceal from the other his wickedness and forgetfulness
of God.
They wept together; and once more,
as they had not done since they were children, each
brother put his arm round the other’s neck, and
remorseful Eric could not help being amazed, how, in
his cruel heartless selfishness, he had let that fair
child go so far astray; left him as a prey to such
boys as were his companions in the lower school.
“Eric, did you know I was caught to-night at
the dinner?”
“You!” said Brie, with
a start and a deep blush. “Good heavens!
I didn’t notice you, and should not have dreamt
of coming, if I’d known you were there.
Oh, Vernon, forgive me for setting you such, a bad
example.”
“Yes, I was there, and I was caught.”
“Poor boy! but never mind; there
are such a lot that you can’t get much done
to you.”
“It isn’t that
I care for; I’ve been flogged before, you know.
But may I say something?”
“Yes, Vernon, anything you like.”
“Well, then, oh,
Eric! I am so, so sorry that you did that to Mr.
Rose to-night. All the fellows are praising you
up, of course; but I could have cried to see it, and
I did. I wouldn’t have minded if it had
been anybody but Rose.”
“But why?”
“Because, Eric, he’s been
so good, so kind to both of us. You’ve often
told me about him, you know, at Fairholm, and he’s
done such, lots of kind things to me. And only
to-night, when he heard I was caught, he sent for
me to the library, and spoke so firmly, yet so gently,
about the wickedness of going to such low places,
and about so young a boy as I am learning to drink,
and the ruin of it and and” His
voice was choked by sobs for a time, “and
then he knelt down and prayed for me, so as I have
never heard any one pray but mother; and
do you know, Eric, it was strange, but I thought I
did hear our mother’s voice praying for
me too, while he prayed, and” He tried
in vain to go on; but Eric’s conscience continued
for him; “and just as he had ceased doing this
for one brother, the other brother, for whom he has
often done the same, treated him with coarseness,
violence, and insolence.”
“Oh, I am utterly wretched,
Verny. I hate myself And to think that while
I am like this, they are yet loving and praising me
at home. And, oh, Verny, I was so sorry to hear
from Duncan, how you were talking the other day.”
Vernon hid his face on Eric’s
shoulder; and as his brother stooped over him, and
folded him to his heart, they cried in silence, until
wearied with sorrow, the younger fell asleep; and
then Eric carried him tenderly down stairs, and laid
him, still half-sleeping, upon his bed.
He laid him down, and looked at him
as he slumbered. The other boys had not been
disturbed by their noiseless entrance, and he sat down
on his brother’s bed to think, shading off the
light of the candle with his hand. It was rarely
now that Eric’s thoughts were so rich with the
memories of childhood, and sombre with the consciousness
of sin, as they were that night, while he gazed on
his brother Vernon’s face. He did not know
what made him look so long and earnestly; an indistinct
sorrow, an unconjectured foreboding, passed over his
mind, like the shadow of a summer cloud. Vernon
was now slumbering deeply; his soft childish curls
fell off his forehead, and his head nestled in the
pillow; but there was an expression of uneasiness
on his sleeping features, and the long eyelashes were
still wet with tears.
“Poor child,” thought
Eric; “dear little Vernon; and he is to be flogged,
perhaps birched, to-morrow.”
He went off sadly to bed, and hardly
once remembered, that he too would come in
for certain punishment the next day.