On the morning of the first Friday in May Marian received
this letter:
“Uxbridge
Road, Holland Park, W.
“DEAR MISS LIND: I must begin
by explaining why I make this communication to you
by letter instead of orally. It is because I
am about to ask you to do me a favor. If you
asked me to do anything for you, then, no matter
how much my judgment might protest against my compliance,
I could not without pain to myself refuse you face
to face. I have no right to assume that your heart
would plead on my behalf against your head in this
fashion; but, on the other hand the wish
is father to the thought here I have no
right to assume that it would not. Therefore,
to spare you all influences except the fair ones
of your own interest and inclination, I make my
proposal in writing. You will please put the
usual construction on the word ‘proposal.’
What I desire is your consent to marry me.
If your first impulse now is to refuse, I beg you
to do so in plain terms at once, and destroy this letter
without reading further. If you think, on the
contrary, that we could achieve a future as pleasant
as our past association has been to me
at least, here is what, as I think, you have to consider.
“You are a lady, rich, well-born,
beautiful, loved by many persons besides myself,
too happily circumstanced to have any pressing inducement
to change your condition, and too fortunately endowed
in every way to have reason to anticipate the least
difficulty in changing it to the greatest worldly
advantage when you please.
“What I am and have been, you know.
I may estrange from you some of the society which
you enjoy, and I can introduce you to none that would
compensate you for the loss. I am what you call
poor: my income at present does not amount
to much more than fifteen hundred pounds; and I
should not ask you to marry me if it were not that
your own inheritance is sufficient, as I have ascertained,
to provide for you in case of my early death.
You know how my sister is situated; how your family
are likely to feel toward me on her account and
my own; and how impatient I am of devoting much time
to what is fashionably supposed to be pleasure.
On the other hand, as I am bidding for a consent
and not for a refusal, I hope you will not take
my disadvantages for more, or my advantages for less,
than they are honestly worth. At Carbury Park
you often said that you would never marry; and I
have said the same myself. So, as we neither
of us overrate the possibilities of happiness in marriage,
perhaps we might, if you would be a little forbearing
with me, succeed in proving that we have greatly
underrated them. As for the prudence of the
step, I have seen and practised too much prudence
to believe that it is worth much as a rule of conduct
in a world of accidents. If there were a science
of life as there is one of mechanics, we could plan
our lives scientifically and run no risks; but as
it is, we must together or apart take
our chance: cautiousness and recklessness divide
the great stock of regrets pretty equally.
“Perhaps you will wonder at my selfishness
in wanting you, for my own good, to forfeit your
present happy independence among your friends, and
involve your fortunes with those of a man whom you
have only seen on occasions when ceremony compelled
him to observe his best behavior. I can only
excuse myself by reminding you that no matter whom
you marry, you must do so at the same disadvantages,
except as to the approval of your friends, of which
the value is for you to consider. That being
so, why should I not profit by your hazard as well
as another? Besides, there are many other feelings
impelling me. I should like to describe them
to you, and would if I understood them well enough
to do it accurately.
“However, nothing is further from
my intention than to indite a love letter; so I
will return to graver questions. One, in particular,
must be clearly understood between us. You are
too earnest to consider an allusion to religious
matters out of place here. I do not know exactly
what you believe; but I have gathered from stray
remarks of yours that you belong to what is called
the Broad Church. If so, we must to some extent
agree to differ. I should never interfere in
any way with your liberty as far as your actions
concerned yourself only. But, frankly, I should
not permit my wife to teach my children to know
Christianity in any other way than that in which
an educated Englishman knows Buddhism. I will
not go through any ceremony whatever in a church,
or enter one except to play the organ. I am
prejudiced against religions of all sorts.
The Church has made itself the natural enemy of the
theatre; and I was brought up in the theatre until
I became a poor workman earning wages, when I found
the Church always taking part against me and my
comrades with the rich who did no work. If the
Church had never set itself against me, perhaps
I should never have set myself against the Church;
but what is done is done: you will find me irreligious,
but not, I hope, unreasonable.
“I will be at the Academy to-morrow
at about four o’clock, as I do not care to
remain longer in suspense than is absolutely necessary;
but if you are not prepared to meet me then, I shall
faithfully help you in any effort I may perceive
you make to avoid me.
“I am, dear Miss Lind,
“Yours sincerely,
“EDWARD CONOLLY.”
This letter conveyed to Marian hardly
one of the considerations set forth in it. She
thought it a frank, strong, admirable letter, just
what she should have hoped from her highest estimate
of him. In the quaint earnestness about religion,
and the exaggerated estimate (as she thought) of the
advantages which she might forfeit by marrying him,
there was just enough of the workman to make them characteristic.
She wished that she could make some real sacrifice
for his sake. She was afraid to realize her situation
at first, and, to keep it off, occupied herself during
the forenoon with her household duties, with some
pianoforte practice, and such other triflings as she
could persuade herself were necessary. At last
she quite suddenly became impatient of further delay.
She sat down in a nook behind the window curtain, and
re-read the letter resolutely. It disappointed
her a little, so she read it again. The third
time she liked it better than the first; and she would
have gone through it yet again but for the arrival
of Mrs. Leith Fairfax, with whom they had arranged
to go to Burlington House.
“It is really a tax on me, this
first day at the Academy,” said Mrs. Fairfax,
when they were at luncheon. “I have been
there at the press view, besides seeing all the pictures
long ago in the studios. But, of course, I am
expected to be there.”
“If I were in your place,” said Elinor,
“I ”
“Last night,” continued
Mrs. Fairfax, deliberately ignoring her, “I was
not in bed until half-past two o’clock.
On the night before, I was up until five. On
Tuesday I did not go to bed at all.”
“Why do you do such things?” said Marian.
“My dear, I must.
John Metcalf, the publisher, came to me on Tuesday
at three o’clock, and said he must have an article
on the mango experiments at Kew ready for the printer
before ten next morning. For his paper, the Fortnightly
Naturalist, you know. ’My dear John
Metcalf,’ I said, ‘I dont know what
a mango is.’ ’No more do I, Mrs.
Leith Fairfax,’ said he: ’I think
it’s something that blooms only once in a hundred
years. No matter what it is, you must let me have
the article. Nobody else can do it.’
I told him it was impossible. My London letter
for the Hari Kari was not even begun; and the
last post to catch the mail to Japan was at a quarter-past
six in the morning. I had an article to write
for your father, too. And, as the sun had been
shining all day, I was almost distracted with hay fever.
’If you were to go down on your knees,’
I said, ’I could not find time to read up the
flora of the West Indies and finish an article
before morning.’ He went down on his knees.
‘Now Mrs. Leith Fairfax,’ said he, ’I
am going to stay here until you promise.’
What could I do but promise and get rid of him?
I did it, too: how, I dont know; but I did
it. John Metcalf told me yesterday that Sir James
Hooker, the president of the Society for Naturalizing
the Bread Fruit Tree in Britain, and the greatest living
authority on the subject, has got the credit of having
written my article.”
“How flattered he must feel!” said Elinor.
“What article had you to write for papa?”
said Marian.
“On the electro-motor the
Conolly electro-motor. I went down to the City
on Wednesday, and saw it working. It is most wonderful,
and very interesting. Mr. Conolly explained it
to me himself. I was able to follow every step
that his mind has made in inventing it. I remember
him as a common workman. He fitted the electric
bell in my study four years ago with his own hands.
You may remember that we met him at a concert once.
He is a thorough man of business. The Company
is making upward of fifty pounds an hour by the motor
at present; and they expect their receipts to be a
thousand a day next year. My article will be in
the Dynamic Statistician next week. Have
you seen Sholto Douglas since he came back from the
continent?”
“No.”
“I want to see him. When
you meet him next, tell him to call on me. Why
has he not been here? Surely you are not keeping
up your old quarrel?”
“What old quarrel?”
“I always understood that he went abroad on
your account.”
“I never quarreled with him.
Perhaps he did with me, as he has not come to see
us since his return. It used to be so easy to
offend him that his retirement in good temper after
a visit was quite exceptional.”
“Come, come, my dear child!
that is all nonsense. You must be kind to the
poor fellow. Perhaps he will be at the Academy.”
“I hope not,” said Marian, quickly.
“Why?”
“I mean if he cherishes any
grudge against me; for he will be very disagreeable.”
“A grudge against you!
Ah, Marian, how little you understand him! What
perverse creatures all you young people are! I
must bring about an éclaircissement.”
“I advise you not to,”
said Elinor. “If you succeed, no one will
admit that you have done anything; and if you fail,
everybody will blame you.”
“But there is nothing to be
eclairci,” said Marian. We are talking
nonsense, which is silly ”
“And French, which is vulgar,”
interposed Miss McQuinch, delivering the remark like
a pistol shot at Mrs. Fairfax, who had been trying
to convey by facial expression that she pitied the
folly of Elinor’s advice, and was scandalized
by her presumption in offering it. “It is
time to start for the Academy.”
When they arrived at Burlington House,
Mrs. Fairfax put on her gold rimmed spectacles, and
led the way up the stairs like one having important
business in a place to which others came for pleasure.
When they had passed the turnstiles, Elinor halted,
and said:
“There is no sort of reason
for our pushing through this crowd in a gang of three.
Besides, I want to look at the pictures, and not after
you to see which way you go. I shall meet you
here at six o’clock, sharp. Good-bye.”
“What an extraordinary girl!”
said Mrs. Fairfax, as Elinor opened her catalogue
at the end, and suddenly disappeared to the right amongst
the crowd.
“She always does so,”
said Marian; “and I think she is quite right.
Two people cannot make their way about as easily as
one; and they never want to see the same pictures.”
“But, my dear, consider the
impropriety of a young girl walking about by herself.”
“Surely there is no impropriety
in it. Lots of people all sensible
women do it. Who can tell, in this crowd, whether
you are by yourself or not? And what does it
matter if ”
Here Mrs. Fairfax’s attention
was diverted by the approach of one of her numerous
acquaintances. Marian, after a moment’s
indecision, slipped away and began her tour of the
rooms alone, passing quickly through the first in
order to escape pursuit. In the second she tried
to look at the pictures; but as she now for the first
time realized that she might meet Conolly at any moment,
doubt as to what answer she should give him seized
her; and she felt a strong impulse to fly. The
pictures were unintelligible to her: she kept
her face turned to the inharmonious shew of paint
and gilding only because she shrank from looking at
the people about. Whenever she stood still, and
any man approached and remained near her, she contemplated
the wall fixedly, and did not dare to look round or
even to stir until he moved away, lest he should be
Conolly. When she passed from the second room
to the large one, she felt as though she were making
a tremendous plunge; and indeed the catastrophe occurred
before she had accomplished the movement, for she came
suddenly face to face with him in the doorway.
He did not flinch: he raised his hat, and prepared
to pass on. She involuntarily put out her hand
in remonstrance. He took it as a gift at once;
and she, confused, said anxiously: “We
must not stand in the doorway. The people cannot
pass us,” as if her action had meant nothing
more than an attempt to draw him out of the way.
Then, perceiving the absurdity of this pretence, she
was quite lost for a moment. When she recovered
her self-possession they were standing together in
the less thronged space near a bust of the Queen;
and Conolly was saying:
“I have been here half an hour;
and I have not seen a single picture.”
“Nor I,” she said timidly,
looking down at her catalogue. “Shall we
try to see some now?”
He opened his catalogue; and they
turned together toward the pictures and were soon
discussing them sedulously, as if they wished to shut
out the subject of the very recent crisis in their
affairs, which was nevertheless constantly present
in their minds. Marian was saluted by many acquaintances.
At each encounter she made an effort to appear unconcerned,
and suffered immediately afterward from a suspicion
that the effort had defeated its own object, as such
efforts often do. Conolly had something to say
about most of the pictures: generally an unanswerable
objection to some historical or technical inaccuracy,
which sometimes convinced her, and always impressed
her with a confiding sense of ignorance in herself
and infallible judgment in him.
“I think we have done enough
for one day,” she said at last. “The
watercolors and the sculpture must wait until next
time.”
“We had better watch for a vacant
seat. You must be tired.”
“I am, a little. I think
I should like to sit in some other room. Mrs.
Leith Fairfax is over there with Mr. Douglas a
gentleman whom I know and would rather not meet just
now. You saw him at Wandsworth.”
“Yes. That tall man? He has let his
beard grow since.”
“That is he. Let us go
to the room where the drawings are: we shall have
a better chance of a seat there. I have not seen
Sholto for two years; and our last meeting was rather
a stormy one.”
“What happened?”
Marian was a little hurt by being
questioned. She missed the reticence of a gentleman.
Then she reproached herself for not understanding that
his frank curiosity was a delicate appeal to her confidence
in him, and answered: “He proposed to me.”
Conolly immediately dropped the subject,
and went in search of a vacant seat. They found
one in the little room where the architects’
drawings languish. They were silent for some
time.
Then he began, seriously: “Is
it too soon to call you by your own name? ‘Miss
Lind’ is distant; but ‘Marian’ might
shock you if it came too confidently without preparation.”
“Whichever you please.”
“Whichever I please!”
“That is the worst of being
a woman. Little speeches that are sheer coquetry
when you analyze them, come to our lips and escape
even when we are most anxious to be straightforward.”
“In the same way,” said
Conolly, “the most enlightened men often express
themselves in a purely conventional manner on subjects
on which they have the deepest convictions.”
This sententious utterance had the effect of extinguishing
the conversation for some moments, Marian being unable
to think of a worthy rejoinder. At last she said:
“What is your name?”
“Edward, or, familiarly, Ned.
Commonly Ted. In America, Ed. With, of course,
the diminutives Neddy, Teddy, and Eddy.”
“I think I should prefer Ned.”
“I prefer Ned myself.”
“Have you any other name?”
“Yes; but it is a secret.
Why people should be plagued with two Christian names,
I do not know. No one would have believed in the
motor if they had known that my name was Sebastian.”
“Sebastian!”
“Hush. I was actually christened
Edoardo Sebastiano Conolly. My father used to
spell his name Conollj whilst he was out of Italy.
I have frustrated the bounty of my godfathers by suppressing
all but the sensible Edward Conolly.”
There was a pause. Then Marian spoke.
“Do you intend to make our our engagement
known at once?”
“I have considered the point;
and as you are the person likely to be inconvenienced
by its publication, I am bound to let you conceal it
for the present, if you wish to. It must transpire
sometime: the sooner the better. You will
feel uncomfortably deceitful with such a secret; and
as for me, every time your father greets me cordially
in the City I shall feel mean. However, you can
watch for your opportunity. Let me know at once
when the cat comes out of the bag.”
“I will. I think, as you say, the right
course is to tell at once.”
“Undoubtedly. But from
the moment you do so until we are married you will
be worried by remonstrances, entreaties, threats, and
what not; so that we cannot possibly make that interval
too short.”
“We must take Nelly into our confidence.
You will not object to that?”
“Certainly not. I like Miss McQuinch.”
“You really do! Oh, I am
so glad. Well, we are accustomed to go about
together, especially to picture galleries. We
can come to the Academy as often as we like; and you
can come as often as you like, can you not?”
“Opening day, for instance.”
“Yes, if you wish.”
“Let us say between half-past
four and five, then. I would willingly be here
when the doors open in the morning; but my business
will not do itself while I am philandering and making
you tired of me before your time. The consciousness
of having done a day’s work is necessary to my
complete happiness.”
“I, too, have my day’s
work to do, silly as it is. I have to housekeep,
to receive visitors, to write notes about nothing,
and to think of the future. We can say half-past
four or any later hour that may suit you.”
“Agreed. And now, Marian ”
“Dont let me disturb
you,” said Miss McQuinch, at his elbow, to Marian;
“but Mrs. Leith Fairfax will be here with Sholto
Douglas presently; and I thought you might like to
have an opportunity of avoiding him. How do you
do, Mr. Conolly?”
“I must see him sooner or later,”
said Marian, rising. “Better face him at
once and get it over. I will go back by myself
and meet them.” Then, with a smile at Conolly,
she went out through the door leading to the water-color
gallery.
“Marian does not stand on much
ceremony with you, Mr. Conolly,” said Miss McQuinch,
glancing at him.
“No,” said Conolly.
“Do you think you could face the Academy again
on Monday at half-past four?”
“Why?”
“Miss Lind is coming to meet me here at that
hour.”
“Marian!”
“Precisely. Marian.
She has promised to marry me. At present it is
a secret. But it was to be mentioned to you.”
“It will not be a secret very
long if you allow people to overhear you calling her
by her Christian name in the middle of the Academy,
as you did me just now,” said Elinor, privately
much taken aback, but resolute not to appear so.
“Did you overhear us? I
should have been more careful. You do not seem
surprised.”
“Just a little, at your audacity.
Not in the least at Marian’s consenting.”
“Thank you.”
“I did not mean it in that way
at all,” said Elinor resentfully. “I
think you have been very fortunate, as I suppose you
would have married somebody in any case. I believe
you are able to appreciate her. That’s a
compliment.”
“Yes. I hope I deserve
it. Do you think you will ever forgive me for
supplanting the hero Marian deserves?”
“If you had let your chance
of her slip, I should have despised you, I think:
at least, I should if you had missed it with your eyes
open. I am so far prejudiced in your favor that
I think Marian would not like you unless you were
good. I have known her to pity people who deserved
to be strangled; but I never knew her to be attracted
by any unworthy person except myself; and even I have
my good points. You need not trouble yourself
to agree with me: you could not do less, in common
politeness. As I am rather tired, I shall go
and sit in the vestibule until the others are ready
to go home. In the meantime you can tell me all
the particulars you care to trust me with. Marian
will tell me the rest when we go home.”
“That is an undeserved stab,” said Conolly.
“Never mind: I am always
stabbing people. I suppose I like it,” she
added, as they went together to the vestibule.
Meanwhile, Mrs. Leith Fairfax had
not been wasting her time. She had come upon
Douglas in the large room, and had recognized him by
his stature and proud bearing, in spite of the handsome
Assyrian beard he had allowed to grow during his stay
abroad.
“I have been very anxious to
see you,” said she, forcing a conversation upon
him, though he had saluted her formally, and had evidently
intended to pass on without speaking. “If
your time were not too valuable to be devoted to a
poor hard-working woman, I should have asked you to
call on me. Dont deprecate my forbearance.
You are Somebody in the literary world now.”
“Indeed? I was not aware
that I had done anything to raise me from obscurity.”
“I assure you you are very much
mistaken, or else very modest. Has no one told
you about the effect your book produced here?”
“I know nothing of it, Mrs.
Leith Fairfax. I never enquire after the effect
of my work. I have lived in comparative seclusion;
and I scarcely know what collection of fugitive notes
of mine you honor by describing as a book.”
“I mean your ‘Note on
three pictures in last year’s Salon,’
with the sonnets, and the fragment from your unfinished
drama. Is it finished, may I ask?”
“It is not finished. I shall never finish
it now.”
“I will tell you between
ourselves that I heard one of the foremost
critics of the age say, in the presence of a great
poet (whom we both know), that it was such another
fragment as the Venus of Milo, ’whose lost arms,’
said he, ’we should fear to see, lest they should
be unworthy of her.’ ‘You are right,’
said the poet: ’I, for one, should shudder
to see the fragment completed.’ That is
a positive fact. But look at some of the sonnets!
Burgraves says that his collection of English sonnets
is incomplete because it does not contain your ‘Clytemnestra,’
which he had not seen when his book went to press.
You stand in the very forefront of literature far
higher than I, who am dont tell
anybody five years older than you.”
“You are very good. I do
not value any distinction of the sort. I write
sometimes because, I suppose, the things that are in
me must come out, whether I will or not. Let
us talk of something else. You are quite well
I hope?”
“Very far from it. I am
never well; but since I never have a moment’s
rest from work, I must bear with it. People expect
me to think, when I have hardly time to eat.”
“If you have no time to think,
I envy you. But I am truly sorry that your health
remains so bad.”
“Thank you. But what is
the cause of all this gloomy cynicism, Mr. Douglas?
Why should you, who are young, distinguished, gifted,
and already famous, envy me for having no leisure
to think?”
“You exaggerate the sadness
of my unfortunate insensibility to the admiration
of the crowd,” said Douglas, coldly. “I
am, nevertheless, flattered by the interest you take
in my affairs.”
“You need not be, Mr. Douglas,”
said Mrs. Fairfax, earnestly, fearing that he would
presently succeed in rebuffing her. “I think
you are much better off than you deserve. You
may despise your reputation as much as you like:
that only affects yourself. But when a beautiful
girl pays you the compliment of almost dying of love
for you, I think you ought to buy a wedding-ring and
jump for joy, instead of sulking in remote corners
of the continent.”
“And pray, Mrs. Leith Fairfax,
what lady has so honored me?”
“You must know, unless you are blind.”
“Pardon me. I do not habitually
imply what is not the case. I beg you to believe
that I do not know.”
“Not know! What moles men are! Poor
Marian!”
“Oblige me by taking this seat,”
said Douglas, sternly, pointing to one just vacated.
“I shall not detain you many minutes,”
he added, sitting down beside her. “May
I understand that Miss Lind is the lady of whom you
spoke just now?”
“Yes. Remember that I am
speaking to you as a friend, and that I trust to you
not to mention the effort I am making to clear up the
misunderstanding which causes her so much unhappiness.”
“Are you then in Miss Lind’s
confidence? Did she ask you to tell me this?”
“What do you mean, Mr. Douglas?”
“I am quite innocent of any
desire to shock or offend you, Mrs. Leith Fairfax.
Does your question imply a negative?”
“Most certainly. Marian
ask me to tell! you must be dreaming. Do you
think, even if Marian were capable of making an advance,
that I would consent to act as a go-between?
Really, Mr. Douglas!”
“I confess I do not understand
these matters; and you must bear with my ineptitude.
If Miss Lind entertains any sentiment for me but one
of mistrust and aversion, her behavior is singularly
misleading.”
“Mistrust! Aversion! I tell you she
is in love with you.”
“But you have not, you admit,
her authority for saying so, whereas I have
her authority for the contrary.”
“You do not understand girls. You are mistaken.”
“Possibly; but you must pardon
me if I hesitate to set aside my own judgment in deference
to your low estimate of it.”
“Very well,” said Mrs.
Fairfax, her patience yielding a little to his persistent
stiffness: “be it so. Many men would
be glad to beg what you will not be bribed to accept.”
“No doubt. I trust that
when they so humble themselves they may not encounter
a flippant repulse.”
“If they do, it will spring
from her unmerited regard for you.”
He bowed slightly, and turned away,
arranging his gloves as if about to rise.
“Pray what is that large picture
which is skied over there to the right?” said
Mrs. Fairfax, after a pause, during which she had feigned
to examine her catalogue. “I cannot see
the number at this distance.”
“Do you defend her conduct on
the ground of that senseless and cruel caprice which
your sex seem to consider becoming to them; or has
she changed her mind in my absence?”
“Oh! you are talking of Marian.
I do not know what you have to complain of in her
conduct. Mind, she has never breathed a word to
me on the subject. I am quite ignorant of the
details of your difference with her. But she
has confessed to me that she is very sorry for what
passed I am abusing her confidence by telling
you so and I am a woman, with eyes and
brains, and know what the poor girl feels well enough.
I will tell you nothing more: I have no right
to; and Marian would be indignant if she knew how
much I have said already. But I know what I should
do were I in your place.”
“Expose myself to another refusal, perhaps?”
Mrs. Fairfax, learning now for the
first time that he had actually proposed to Marian,
looked at him for some moments in silence with a smile
which was assumed to cover her surprise. He thought
it expressed incredulity at the idea of his being
refused again.
“Are you sure?” he began,
speaking courteously to her for the first time.
“May I rely upon the accuracy of your impressions
on this subject? I know you are incapable of
trifling in a matter which might expose me to humiliation;
but can you give me any guarantee any ”
“Certainly not, Mr. Douglas.
I am really sorry that I cannot give you a written
undertaking that your suit shall succeed: perhaps
that might encourage you to brave the scorn of a poor
child who adores you. But if you need so much
encouragement, I fear you do not greatly relish the
prospect of success. Doubtless it has already
struck her that since you found absence from her very
bearable for two years, and have avoided meeting her
on your return, her society cannot be very important
to your happiness.”
“But it was her own fault.
If she accuses me of having gone away to enjoy myself,
her thoughts are a bitter sarcasm on the truth.”
“Granted that it was her own
fault, if you please. But surely you have punished
her enough by your long seclusion, and can afford to
shew a tardy magnanimity by this time. There
she is, I think, just come in at the door on the left.
My sight is so wretched. Is it not she?”
“Yes.”
“Then let us get up and speak to her. Come.”
“You must excuse me, Mrs. Leith
Fairfax. I have distinctly given her my word
that I will not intrude upon her again.”
“Dont be so foolish.”
Douglas’s face clouded. “You are
privileged to say so,” he said.
“Not at all,” said Mrs.
Fairfax, frightened. “But when I think of
Marian, I feel like an old woman, and venture to remonstrate
with all the presumption of age. I beg your pardon.”
He bowed. Then Marian joined them, and Mrs. Fairfax
again gave tongue.
“Where have you been?”
she cried. “You vanished from my side like
a sprite. I have been searching for you ever
since.”
“I have been looking at the
pictures, of course. I am so glad you have come
back, Sholto. I think you might have made time
to pay us a visit before this. You look so strong
and well! Your beard is a great improvement.
Have you met Nelly?”
“I think we saw her at some
distance,” said Douglas. “I have not
been speaking to her.”
“How did you enjoy yourself while you were away?”
“As best I could.”
“You look as if you had succeeded
very fairly. What o’clock is it? Remember
that we have to meet Nelly at the turnstiles at six.”
“It is five minutes to six now, Miss Lind.”
“Thank you, Mr. Douglas. We had better
go, I think.”
As they left the room, Mrs. Fairfax purposely lingered
behind them.
“Am I right in concluding that
you are as frivolous as ever, Marian?” he said.
“Quite,” she replied. “To-day
especially so. I am very happy to-day.”
“May I ask why?”
“Something has happened.
I will tell you what it is some day perhaps, but not
now. Something that realizes a romantic dream
of mine. The dream has been hovering vaguely
about me for nearly two years; but I never ventured
to teach myself exactly what it was until to-day.”
“Realized here? in the Academy?”
“It was foreshadowed promised,
at home this morning; but it was realized here.”
“Did you know beforehand that I was coming?”
“Not until to-day. Mrs.
Leith Fairfax said that you would most likely be here.”
“And you are happy?”
“So much so that I cannot help
talking about my happiness to you, who are the very
last person as you will admit when everything
is explained to whom I should unlock my
lips on the subject.”
“And why? Am I not interested in your happiness?”
“I suppose so. I hope so.
But when you learn the truth, you will be more astonished
than gratified.”
“I dare swear that you are mistaken.
Is this dream of yours an affair of the heart?”
“Now you are beginning to ask questions.”
“Well, I will ask no more at
present. But if you fear that my long absence
has rendered me indifferent in the least degree to
your happiness, you do me a great injustice.”
“Well, you were not in a very
good humor with me when you went away.”
“I will forget that if you wish me to.”
“I do wish you to forget it. And you forgive
me?”
“Most assuredly.”
“Then we are the best friends
in the world again. This is a great deal better
than meeting and pretending to ignore the very thing
of which our minds are full. You will not delay
visiting us any longer now, I hope.”
“I will call on your father to-morrow morning.
May I?”
“He is out of town until Monday.
He will be delighted to see you then. He has
been talking to me about you a great deal of late.
But if you want to see him in the morning you had
better go to the club. I will write to him to-night
if you like; so that he can write to you and make
an appointment.”
“Do. Ah, Marian, instinct
is better and truer than intellect. I have been
for two years trying to believe all kinds of evil of
you; and yet I knew all the time that you were an
angel.”
Marian laughed. “I suppose
that under our good understanding I must let you say
pretty things to me. You must write me a sonnet
before your enthusiasm evaporates. I am sure
I deserve it as well as Clytemnestra.”
“I will. But I fear I shall
tear it up for its unworthiness afterward.”
“Dont: I am not a
critic. Talking of critics, where has Mrs. Leith
Fairfax gone to? Oh, there she is!”
Mrs. Fairfax came up when she saw
Marian look round for her. “My dear,”
she said: “it is past six. We must
go. Elinor may be waiting for us.”
They found Elinor seated in the vestibule
with Conolly, at whom Mrs. Fairfax plunged, full of
words. Conolly and Douglas, introduced to one
another by Marian, gravely raised their hats.
When they had descended the stairs, they stood in
a group near one of the doors whilst Conolly went
aside to get their umbrellas. Just then Marmaduke
Lind entered the building, and halted in surprise
at finding himself among so many acquaintances.
“Hallo!” he cried, seizing
Douglas’s hand, and attracting the attention
of the bystanders by his boisterous tone. “Here
you are again, old man! Delighted to see you.
Didnt spot you at first, in the beard. George
told me you were back. I met your mother in Knightsbridge
last Thursday; but she pretended not to see me.
How have you enjoyed yourself abroad, eh? Very
much in the old style, I suppose?”
“Thank you,” said Douglas.
“I trust your people are quite well.”
“Hang me if I know!” said
Marmaduke. “I have not troubled them much
of late. How d’ye do, Mrs. Leith Fairfax?
How are all the celebrities?” Mrs. Fairfax bowed
coldly.
“Dont roar so, Marmaduke,”
said Marian. “Everybody is looking at you.”
“Everybody is welcome,”
said Marmaduke, loudly. “Douglas: you
must come and see me. By Jove, now that I think
of it, come and see me, all of you. I am by myself
on week-nights from six to twelve; and I should enjoy
a housewarming. If Mrs. Leith Fairfax comes, it
will be all proper and right. Let us have a regular
party.”
Mrs. Fairfax looked indignantly at
him. Elinor looked round anxiously for Conolly.
Marian, struck with the same fear, moved toward the
door.
“Here, Marmaduke,” she
said, offering him her hand. “Good-bye.
You are in one of your outrageous humors this afternoon.”
“What am I doing?” he
replied. “I am behaving myself perfectly.
Let us settle about the party before we go.”
“Good evening, Mr. Lind,”
said Conolly, coming up to them with the umbrellas.
“This is yours, I think, Mrs. Leith Fairfax.”
“Good evening,” said Marmaduke,
subsiding. “I Well, you
are all off, are you?”
“Quite time for us, I think,” said Elinor.
“Good-bye.”
Mrs. Fairfax, with a second and more
distant bow, passed out with Conolly and Douglas.
Elinor waited a moment to whisper to Marmaduke.
“First rate,” said Marmaduke,
in reply to the whisper; “and beginning to talk
like one o’clock. Oh yes, I tell you!”
He shook Elinor’s hand at such length in his
gratitude for the inquiry that she was much relieved
when a servant in livery interrupted him.
“Missus wants to speak to you,
sir, afore she goes,” said the man.
Elinor shook her head at Marmaduke,
and hurried away to rejoin the rest outside.
As they went through the courtyard, they passed an
open carriage, in which reclined a pretty woman with
dark eyes and delicate artificial complexion.
Her beauty and the elegance of her dress attracted
their attention. Suddenly Marian became aware
that Conolly was watching her as she looked at the
woman in the carriage. She was about to say something,
when, to her bewilderment, Elinor nudged her.
Then she understood too, and looked solemnly at Susanna.
Susanna, observing her, stared insolently in return,
and Marian averted her head like a guilty person and
hurried on. Conolly saw it all, and did not speak
until they rejoined Mrs. Fairfax and Douglas in Piccadilly.
“How do you propose to go home?” said
Douglas.
“Walk to St. James’s Street,
where the carriage is waiting at the club; take Uncle
Reginald with us; and drive home through the park,”
said Elinor.
“I will come with you as far
as the club, if you will allow me,” said Douglas.
Conolly then took leave of them, and
stood still until they disappeared, when he returned
to the courtyard, and went up to his sister’s
carriage.
“Well, Susanna,” said he. “How
are you?”
“Oh, there’s nothing the
matter with me,” she replied carelessly, her
eyes filling with tears, nevertheless.
“I hear that I have been an uncle for some time
past.”
“Yes, on the wrong side of the blanket.”
“What is its name?” he said more gravely.
“Lucy.”
“Is it quite well?”
“I suppose not. According to Nurse, it
is always ill.”
Conolly shrugged his shoulders, and
relapsed into the cynical manner in which he had used
to talk with his sister. “Tired of it already?”
he said. “Poor little wretch!”
“It is very well off,”
she retorted, angrily: “a precious deal
better than I was at its age. It gets petting
enough from its father, heaven knows! He has
nothing else to do. I have to work.”
“You have it all your own way
at the theatre now, I suppose. You are quite
famous.”
“Yes,” she said, bitterly.
“We are both celebrities. Rather different
from old times.”
“We certainly used to get more
kicks than halfpence. However, let us hope all
that is over now.”
“Who were those women who were with you a minute
ago?”
“Cousins of Lind. Miss Marian Lind and
Miss McQuinch.”
“I remember. She is pretty.
I suppose, as usual, she hasnt an idea to bless herself
with. The other looks more of a devil. Now
that you are a great man, why dont you marry
a swell?”
“I intend to do so.”
“The Lord help her then!”
“Amen. Good-bye.”
“Oh, good-bye. Go on to
Soho,” she added, to the coachman, settling
herself fretfully on the cushions.