“Her
wit
Values itself so highly, that to her
All matter else seems weak.”
Much
Ado About Nothing.
Gwendolen’s reception in the
neighborhood fulfilled her uncle’s expectations.
From Brackenshaw Castle to the Firs at Wanchester,
where Mr. Quallon the banker kept a generous house,
she was welcomed with manifest admiration, and even
those ladies who did not quite like her, felt a comfort
in having a new, striking girl to invite; for hostesses
who entertain much must make up their parties as ministers
make up their cabinets, on grounds other than personal
liking. Then, in order to have Gwendolen as a
guest, it was not necessary to ask any one who was
disagreeable, for Mrs. Davilow always made a quiet,
picturesque figure as a chaperon, and Mr. Gascoigne
was everywhere in request for his own sake.
Among the houses where Gwendolen was
not quite liked, and yet invited, was Quetcham Hall.
One of her first invitations was to a large dinner-party
there, which made a sort of general introduction for
her to the society of the neighborhood; for in a select
party of thirty and of well-composed proportions as
to age, few visitable families could be entirely left
out. No youthful figure there was comparable to
Gwendolen’s as she passed through the long suite
of rooms adorned with light and flowers, and, visible
at first as a slim figure floating along in white
drapery, approached through one wide doorway after
another into fuller illumination and definiteness.
She had never had that sort of promenade before, and
she felt exultingly that it befitted her: any
one looking at her for the first time might have supposed
that long galleries and lackeys had always been a
matter of course in her life; while her cousin Anna,
who was really more familiar with these things, felt
almost as much embarrassed as a rabbit suddenly deposited
in that well-lit-space.
“Who is that with Gascoigne?”
said the archdeacon, neglecting a discussion of military
manoeuvres on which, as a clergyman, he was naturally
appealed to. And his son, on the other side of
the room a hopeful young scholar, who had
already suggested some “not less elegant than
ingenious,” emendations of Greek texts said
nearly at the same time, “By George! who is
that girl with the awfully well-set head and jolly
figure?”
But to a mind of general benevolence,
wishing everybody to look well, it was rather exasperating
to see how Gwendolen eclipsed others: how even
the handsome Miss Lawe, explained to be the daughter
of Lady Lawe, looked suddenly broad, heavy and inanimate;
and how Miss Arrowpoint, unfortunately also dressed
in white, immediately resembled a carte-de-visite
in which one would fancy the skirt alone to have been
charged for. Since Miss Arrowpoint was generally
liked for the amiable unpretending way in which she
wore her fortunes, and made a softening screen for
the oddities of her mother, there seemed to be some
unfitness in Gwendolen’s looking so much more
like a person of social importance.
“She is not really so handsome
if you come to examine her features,” said Mrs.
Arrowpoint, later in the evening, confidentially to
Mrs. Vulcany. “It is a certain style she
has, which produces a great effect at first, but afterward
she is less agreeable.”
In fact, Gwendolen, not intending
it, but intending the contrary, had offended her hostess,
who, though not a splenetic or vindictive woman, had
her susceptibilities. Several conditions had met
in the Lady of Quetcham which to the reasoners in
that neighborhood seemed to have an essential connection
with each other. It was occasionally recalled
that she had been the heiress of a fortune gained
by some moist or dry business in the city, in order
fully to account for her having a squat figure, a
harsh parrot-like voice, and a systematically high
head-dress; and since these points made her externally
rather ridiculous, it appeared to many only natural
that she should have what are called literary tendencies.
A little comparison would have shown that all these
points are to be found apart; daughters of aldermen
being often well-grown and well-featured, pretty women
having sometimes harsh or husky voices, and the production
of feeble literature being found compatible with the
most diverse forms of physique, masculine as
well as feminine.
Gwendolen, who had a keen sense of
absurdity in others, but was kindly disposed toward
any one who could make life agreeable to her, meant
to win Mrs. Arrowpoint by giving her an interest and
attention beyond what others were probably inclined
to show. But self-confidence is apt to address
itself to an imaginary dullness in others; as people
who are well off speak in a cajoling tone to the poor,
and those who are in the prime of life raise their
voice and talk artificially to seniors, hastily conceiving
them to be deaf and rather imbecile. Gwendolen,
with all her cleverness and purpose to be agreeable,
could not escape that form of stupidity: it followed
in her mind, unreflectingly, that because Mrs. Arrowpoint
was ridiculous she was also likely to be wanting in
penetration, and she went through her little scenes
without suspicion that the various shades of her behavior
were all noted.
“You are fond of books as well
as of music, riding, and archery, I hear,” Mrs.
Arrowpoint said, going to her for a tete-a-tete
in the drawing-room after dinner. “Catherine
will be very glad to have so sympathetic a neighbor.”
This little speech might have seemed the most graceful
politeness, spoken in a low, melodious tone; but with
a twang, fatally loud, it gave Gwendolen a sense of
exercising patronage when she answered, gracefully:
“It is I who am fortunate.
Miss Arrowpoint will teach me what good music is.
I shall be entirely a learner. I hear that she
is a thorough musician.”
“Catherine has certainly had
every advantage. We have a first-rate musician
in the house now Herr Klesmer; perhaps you
know all his compositions. You must allow me
to introduce him to you. You sing, I believe.
Catherine plays three instruments, but she does not
sing. I hope you will let us hear you. I
understand you are an accomplished singer.”
“Oh, no! ’die
Kraft ist schwach, allein die
Lust ist gross,’ as Méphistophélès
says.”
“Ah, you are a student of Goethe.
Young ladies are so advanced now. I suppose you
have read everything.”
“No, really. I shall be
so glad if you will tell me what to read. I have
been looking into all the books in the library at Offendene,
but there is nothing readable. The leaves all
stick together and smell musty. I wish I could
write books to amuse myself, as you can! How
delightful it must be to write books after one’s
own taste instead of reading other people’s!
Home-made books must be so nice.”
For an instant Mrs. Arrowpoint’s
glance was a little sharper, but the perilous resemblance
to satire in the last sentence took the hue of girlish
simplicity when Gwendolen added
“I would give anything to write a book!”
“And why should you not?”
said Mrs. Arrowpoint, encouragingly. “You
have but to begin as I did. Pen, ink, and paper
are at everybody’s command. But I will
send you all I have written with pleasure.”
“Thanks. I shall be so
glad to read your writings. Being acquainted
with authors must give a peculiar understanding of
their books: one would be able to tell then which
parts were funny and which serious. I am sure
I often laugh in the wrong place.” Here
Gwendolen herself became aware of danger, and added
quickly, “In Shakespeare, you know, and other
great writers that we can never see. But I always
want to know more than there is in the books.”
“If you are interested in any
of my subjects I can lend you many extra sheets in
manuscript,” said Mrs. Arrowpoint while
Gwendolen felt herself painfully in the position of
the young lady who professed to like potted sprats.
“These are things I dare say
I shall publish eventually: several friends have
urged me to do so, and one doesn’t like to be
obstinate. My Tasso, for example I
could have made it twice the size.”
“I dote on Tasso,” said Gwendolen.
“Well, you shall have all my
papers, if you like. So many, you know, have
written about Tasso; but they are all wrong. As
to the particular nature of his madness, and his feelings
for Leonora, and the real cause of his imprisonment,
and the character of Leonora, who, in my opinion,
was a cold-hearted woman, else she would have married
him in spite of her brother they are all
wrong. I differ from everybody.”
“How very interesting!”
said Gwendolen. “I like to differ from
everybody. I think it is so stupid to agree.
That is the worst of writing your opinions; and make
people agree with you.” This speech renewed
a slight suspicion in Mrs. Arrowpoint, and again her
glance became for a moment examining. But Gwendolen
looked very innocent, and continued with a docile
air:
“I know nothing of Tasso except
the Gerusalemme Liberata, which we read and
learned by heart at school.”
“Ah, his life is more interesting
than his poetry, I have constructed the early part
of his life as a sort of romance. When one thinks
of his father Bernardo, and so on, there is much that
must be true.”
“Imagination is often truer
than fact,” said Gwendolen, decisively, though
she could no more have explained these glib words than
if they had been Coptic or Etruscan. “I
shall be so glad to learn all about Tasso and
his madness especially. I suppose poets are always
a little mad.”
“To be sure ’the
poet’s eye in a fine frenzy rolling’; and
somebody says of Marlowe
’For that fine madness still he
did maintain,
Which always should possess the poet’s
brain.’”
“But it was not always found
out, was it?” said Gwendolen innocently.
“I suppose some of them rolled their eyes in
private. Mad people are often very cunning.”
Again a shade flitted over Mrs. Arrowpoint’s
face; but the entrance of the gentlemen prevented
any immediate mischief between her and this too quick
young lady, who had over-acted her naïveté.
“Ah, here comes Herr Klesmer,”
said Mrs. Arrowpoint, rising; and presently bringing
him to Gwendolen, she left them to a dialogue which
was agreeable on both sides, Herr Klesmer being a felicitous
combination of the German, the Sclave and the Semite,
with grand features, brown hair floating in artistic
fashion, and brown eyes in spectacles. His English
had little foreignness except its fluency; and his
alarming cleverness was made less formidable just then
by a certain softening air of silliness which will
sometimes befall even genius in the desire of being
agreeable to beauty.
Music was soon begun. Miss Arrowpoint
and Herr Klesmer played a four-handed piece on two
pianos, which convinced the company in general that
it was long, and Gwendolen in particular that the neutral,
placid-faced Miss Arrowpoint had a mastery of the instrument
which put her own execution out of question though
she was not discouraged as to her often-praised touch
and style. After this every one became anxious
to hear Gwendolen sing; especially Mr. Arrowpoint;
as was natural in a host and a perfect gentleman,
of whom no one had anything to say but that he married
Miss Cuttler and imported the best cigars; and he led
her to the piano with easy politeness. Herr Klesmer
closed the instrument in readiness for her, and smiled
with pleasure at her approach; then placed himself
at a distance of a few feet so that he could see her
as she sang.
Gwendolen was not nervous; what she
undertook to do she did without trembling, and singing
was an enjoyment to her. Her voice was a moderately
powerful soprano (some one had told her it was like
Jenny Lind’s), her ear good, and she was able
to keep in tune, so that her singing gave pleasure
to ordinary hearers, and she had been used to unmingled
applause. She had the rare advantage of looking
almost prettier when she was singing than at other
times, and that Herr Klesmer was in front of her seemed
not disagreeable. Her song, determined on beforehand,
was a favorite aria of Belini’s, in which she
felt quite sure of herself.
“Charming?” said Mr. Arrowpoint,
who had remained near, and the word was echoed around
without more insincerity than we recognize in a brotherly
way as human. But Herr Klesmer stood like a statue if
a statue can be imagined in spectacles; at least,
he was as mute as a statue. Gwendolen was pressed
to keep her seat and double the general pleasure,
and she did not wish to refuse; but before resolving
to do so, she moved a little toward Herr Klesmer,
saying with a look of smiling appeal, “It would
be too cruel to a great musician. You cannot
like to hear poor amateur singing.”
“No, truly; but that makes nothing,”
said Herr Klesmer, suddenly speaking in an odious
German fashion with staccato endings, quite unobservable
in him before, and apparently depending on a change
of mood, as Irishmen resume their strongest brogue
when they are fervid or quarrelsome. “That
makes nothing. It is always acceptable to see
you sing.”
Was there ever so unexpected an assertion
of superiority? at least before the late Teutonic
conquest? Gwendolen colored deeply, but, with
her usual presence of mind, did not show an ungraceful
resentment by moving away immediately; and Miss Arrowpoint,
who had been near enough to overhear (and also to
observe that Herr Klesmer’s mode of looking at
Gwendolen was more conspicuously admiring than was
quite consistent with good taste), now with the utmost
tact and kindness came close to her and said
“Imagine what I have to go through
with this professor! He can hardly tolerate anything
we English do in music. We can only put up with
his severity, and make use of it to find out the worst
that can be said of us. It is a little comfort
to know that; and one can bear it when every one else
is admiring.”
“I should be very much obliged
to him for telling me the worst,” said Gwendolen,
recovering herself. “I dare say I have been
extremely ill taught, in addition to having no talent only
liking for music.” This was very well expressed
considering that it had never entered her mind before.
“Yes, it is true: you have
not been well taught,” said Herr Klesmer, quietly.
Woman was dear to him, but music was dearer. “Still,
you are not quite without gifts. You sing in
tune, and you have a pretty fair organ. But you
produce your notes badly; and that music which you
sing is beneath you. It is a form of melody which
expresses a puerile state of culture a
dawdling, canting, see-saw kind of stuff the
passion and thought of people without any breadth
of horizon. There is a sort of self-satisfied
folly about every phrase of such melody; no cries of
deep, mysterious passion no conflict no
sense of the universal. It makes men small as
they listen to it. Sing now something larger.
And I shall see.”
“Oh, not now by-and-by,”
said Gwendolen, with a sinking of heart at the sudden
width of horizon opened round her small musical performance.
For a lady desiring to lead, this first encounter in
her campaign was startling. But she was bent
on not behaving foolishly, and Miss Arrowpoint helped
her by saying
“Yes, by-and-by. I always
require half an hour to get up my courage after being
criticised by Herr Klesmer. We will ask him to
play to us now: he is bound to show us what is
good music.”
To be quite safe on this point Herr
Klesmer played a composition of his own, a fantasia
called Freudvoll, Leidvoll, Gedankenvoll an
extensive commentary on some melodic ideas not too
grossly evident; and he certainly fetched as much
variety and depth of passion out of the piano as that
moderately responsive instrument lends itself to, having
an imperious magic in his fingers that seem to send
a nerve-thrill through ivory key and wooden hammer,
and compel the strings to make a quivering lingering
speech for him. Gwendolen, in spite of her wounded
egoism, had fullness of nature enough to feel the power
of this playing, and it gradually turned her inward
sob of mortification into an excitement which lifted
her for the moment into a desperate indifference about
her own doings, or at least a determination to get
a superiority over them by laughing at them as if
they belonged to somebody else. Her eyes had
become brighter, her cheeks slightly flushed, and
her tongue ready for any mischievous remarks.
“I wish you would sing to us
again, Miss Harleth,” said young Clintock, the
archdeacon’s classical son, who had been so fortunate
as to take her to dinner, and came up to renew conversation
as soon as Herr Klesmer’s performance was ended,
“That is the style of music for me. I never
can make anything of this tip-top playing. It
is like a jar of leeches, where you can never tell
either beginnings or endings. I could listen
to your singing all day.”
“Yes, we should be glad of something
popular now another song from you would
be a relaxation,” said Mrs. Arrowpoint, who had
also come near with polite intentions.
“That must be because you are
in a puerile state of culture, and have no breadth
of horizon. I have just learned that. I have
been taught how bad my taste is, and am feeling growing
pains. They are never pleasant,” said Gwendolen,
not taking any notice of Mrs. Arrowpoint, and looking
up with a bright smile at young Clintock.
Mrs. Arrowpoint was not insensible
to this rudeness, but merely said, “Well, we
will not press anything disagreeably,” and as
there was a perceptible outburst of imprisoned conversation
just then, and a movement of guests seeking each other,
she remained seated where she was, and looked around
her with the relief of a hostess at finding she is
not needed.
“I am glad you like this neighborhood,”
said young Clintock, well-pleased with his station
in front of Gwendolen.
“Exceedingly. There seems
to be a little of everything and not much of anything.”
“That is rather equivocal praise.”
“Not with me. I like a
little of everything; a little absurdity, for example,
is very amusing. I am thankful for a few queer
people; but much of them is a bore.”
(Mrs. Arrowpoint, who was hearing
this dialogue, perceived quite a new tone in Gwendolen’s
speech, and felt a revival of doubt as to her interest
in Tasso’s madness.)
“I think there should be more
croquet, for one thing,” young Clintock; “I
am usually away, but if I were more here I should go
in for a croquet club. You are one of the archers,
I think. But depend upon it croquet is the game
of the future. It wants writing up, though.
One of our best men has written a poem on it, in four
cantos; as good as Pope. I want him
to publish it You never read anything better.”
“I shall study croquet to-morrow.
I shall take to it instead of singing.”
“No, no, not that; but do take
to croquet. I will send you Jenning’s poem
if you like. I have a manuscript copy.”
“Is he a great friend of yours?”
“Well, rather.”
“Oh, if he is only rather, I
think I will decline. Or, if you send it to me,
will you promise not to catechise me upon it and ask
me which part I like best? Because it is not
so easy to know a poem without reading it as to know
a sermon without listening.”
“Decidedly,” Mrs. Arrowpoint
thought, “this girl is double and satirical.
I shall be on my guard against her.”
But Gwendolen, nevertheless, continued
to receive polite attentions from the family at Quetcham,
not merely because invitations have larger grounds
than those of personal liking, but because the trying
little scene at the piano had awakened a kindly solicitude
toward her in the gentle mind of Miss Arrowpoint,
who managed all the invitations and visits, her mother
being otherwise occupied.