It was in the drawing-room, after
dinner. Mrs. Charman, the large and kindly hostess,
sank into a chair beside her little friend Mrs. Loring,
and sighed a question.
‘How do you like Mr. Tymperley?’
‘Very nice. Just a little peculiar.’
’Oh, he is peculiar!
Quite original. I wanted to tell you about him
before we went down, but there wasn’t time.
Such a very old friend of ours. My dear husband
and he were at school together Harrovians.
The sweetest, the most affectionate character!
Too good for this world, I’m afraid; he takes
everything so seriously. I shall never forget
his grief at my poor husband’s death. I’m
telling Mrs. Loring about Mr. Tymperley, Ada.’
She addressed her married daughter,
a quiet young woman who reproduced Mrs. Charman’s
good-natured countenance, with something more of intelligence,
the reflective serenity of a higher type.
‘I’m sorry to see him
looking so far from well,’ remarked Mrs. Weare,
in reply.
‘He never had any colour, you
know, and his life... But I must tell you,’
she resumed to Mrs. Loring. ’He’s
a bachelor, in comfortable circumstances, and would
you believe it? he lives quite alone in
one of the distressing parts of London. Where
is it, Ada?’
‘A poor street in Islington.’
’Yes. There he lives, I’m
afraid in shocking lodgings it must be,
so unhealthy just to become acquainted
with the life of poor people, and be helpful to them.
Isn’t it heroic? He seems to have given
up his whole life to it. One never meets him
anywhere; I think ours is the only house where he’s
seen. A noble life! He never talks about
it. I’m sure you would never have suspected
such a thing from his conversation at dinner?’
‘Not for a moment,’ answered
Mrs. Loring, astonished. ’He wasn’t
very gossipy I gathered that his chief
interests were fretwork and foreign politics.’
Mrs. Weare laughed. ’The
very man! When I was a little girl he used to
make all sorts of pretty things for me with his fret-saw;
and when I grew old enough, he instructed me in the
balance of Power. It’s possible, mamma,
that he writes leading articles. We should never
hear of it.’
’My dear, anything is possible
with Mr. Tymperley. And such a change, this,
after his country life. He had a beautiful little
house near ours, in Berkshire. I really can’t
help thinking that my husband’s death caused
him to leave it. He was so attached to Mr. Charman!
When my husband died, and we left Berkshire, we altogether
lost sight of him oh, for a couple of years.
Then I met him by chance in London. Ada thinks
there must have been some sentimental trouble.’
‘Dear mamma,’ interposed
the daughter, ’it was you, not I, who suggested
that.’
’Was it? Well, perhaps
it was. One can’t help seeing that he has
gone through something. Of course it may be only
pity for the poor souls he gives his life to.
A wonderful man!’
When masculine voices sounded at the
drawing-room door, Mrs. Loring looked curiously for
the eccentric gentleman. He entered last of all.
A man of more than middle height, but much bowed in
the shoulders; thin, ungraceful, with an irresolute
step and a shy demeanour; his pale-grey eyes, very
soft in expression, looked timidly this way and that
from beneath brows nervously bent, and a self-obliterating
smile wavered upon his lips. His hair had begun
to thin and to turn grey, but he had a heavy moustache,
which would better have sorted with sterner linéaments.
As he walked or sidled into
the room, his hands kept shutting and opening, with
rather ludicrous effect. Something which was
not exactly shabbiness, but a lack of lustre, of finish,
singled him among the group of men; looking closer,
one saw that his black suit belonged to a fashion
some years old. His linen was irreproachable,
but he wore no sort of jewellery, one little black
stud showing on his front, and, at the cuffs, solitaires
of the same simple description.
He drifted into a corner, and there
would have sat alone, seemingly at peace, had not
Mrs. Weare presently moved to a seat beside him.
‘I hope you won’t be staying
in town through August, Mr. Tymperley?’
‘No! Oh no! Oh no, I think
not!’
’But you seem uncertain.
Do forgive me if I say that I’m sure you need
a change. Really, you know, you are not
looking quite the thing. Now, can’t I persuade
you to join us at Lucerne? My husband would be
so pleased delighted to talk with you about
the state of Europe. Give us a fortnight do!’
’My dear Mrs. Weare, you are
kindness itself! I am deeply grateful. I
can’t easily express my sense of your most friendly
thoughtfulness. But, the truth is, I am half
engaged to other friends. Indeed, I think I may
almost say that I have practically...yes, indeed,
it amounts to that.’
He spoke in a thinly fluting voice,
with a preciseness of enunciation akin to the more
feebly clerical, and with smiles which became almost
lachrymose in their expressiveness as he dropped from
phrase to phrase of embarrassed circumlocution.
And his long bony hands writhed together till the knuckles
were white.
’Well, so long as you are
going away. I’m so afraid lest your conscientiousness
should go too far. You won’t benefit anybody,
you know, by making yourself ill.’
’Obviously not! Ha,
ha! I assure you that fact is patent to
me. Health is a primary consideration. Nothing
more detrimental to one’s usefulness than an
impaired... Oh, to be sure, to be sure!’
’There’s the strain upon
your sympathies. That must affect one’s
health, quite apart from an unhealthy atmosphere.’
’But Islington is not unhealthy,
my dear Mrs. Weare! Believe me, the air has often
quite a tonic quality. We are so high, you must
remember. If only we could subdue in some degree
the noxious exhalations of domestic and industrial
chimneys! Oh, I assure you, Islington has
every natural feature of salubrity.’
Before the close of the evening there
was a little music, which Mr. Tymperley seemed much
to enjoy. He let his head fall back, and stared
upwards; remaining rapt in that posture for some moments
after the music ceased, and at length recovering himself
with a sigh.
When he left the house, he donned
an overcoat considerably too thick for the season,
and bestowed in the pockets his patent-leather shoes.
His hat was a hard felt, high in the crown. He
grasped an ill-folded umbrella, and set forth at a
brisk walk, as if for the neighbouring station.
But the railway was not his goal, nor yet the omnibus.
Through the ambrosial night he walked and walked,
at the steady pace of one accustomed to pedestrian
exercise: from Notting Hill Gate to the Marble
Arch; from the Marble Arch to New Oxford Street; thence
by Theobald’s Road to Pentonville, and up, and
up, until he attained the heights of his own salubrious
quarter. Long after midnight he entered a narrow
byway, which the pale moon showed to be decent, though
not inviting. He admitted himself with a latchkey
to a little house which smelt of glue, lit a candle-end
which he found in his pocket, and ascended two flights
of stairs to a back bedroom, its size eight feet by
seven and a half. A few minutes more, and he lay
sound asleep.
Waking at eight o’clock he
knew the time by a bell that clanged in the neighbourhood Mr.
Tymperley clad himself with nervous haste. On
opening his door, he found lying outside a tray, with
the materials of a breakfast reduced to its lowest
terms: half a pint of milk, bread, butter.
At nine o’clock he went downstairs, tapped civilly
at the door of the front parlour, and by an untuned
voice was bidden enter. The room was occupied
by an oldish man and a girl, addressing themselves
to the day’s work of plain bookbinding.
‘Good morning to you, sir,’
said Mr. Tymperley, bending his head. ’Good
morning, Miss Suggs. Bright! Sunny!
How it cheers one!’
He stood rubbing his hands, as one
might on a morning of sharp frost. The bookbinder,
with a dry nod for greeting, forthwith set Mr. Tymperley
a task, to which that gentleman zealously applied
himself. He was learning the elementary processes
of the art. He worked with patience, and some
show of natural aptitude, all through the working
hours of the day.
To this pass had things come with
Mr. Tymperley, a gentleman of Berkshire, once living
in comfort and modest dignity on the fruit of sound
investments. Schooled at Harrow, a graduate of
Cambridge, he had meditated the choice of a profession
until it seemed, on the whole, too late to profess
anything at all; and, as there was no need of such
exertion, he settled himself to a life of innocent
idleness, hard by the country-house of his wealthy
and influential friend, Mr. Charman. Softly the
years flowed by. His thoughts turned once or
twice to marriage, but a profound diffidence withheld
him from the initial step; in the end, he knew himself
born for bachelorhood, and with that estate was content.
Well for him had he seen as clearly the delusiveness
of other temptations! In an evil moment he listened
to Mr. Charman, whose familiar talk was of speculation,
of companies, of shining percentages. Not on
his own account was Mr. Tymperley lured: he had
enough and to spare; but he thought of his sister,
married to an unsuccessful provincial barrister, and
of her six children, whom it would be pleasant to
help, like the opulent uncle of fiction, at their
entering upon the world. In Mr. Charman he put
blind faith, with the result that one morning he found
himself shivering on the edge of ruin; the touch of
confirmatory news, and over he went.
No one was aware of it but Mr. Charman
himself and he, a few days later, lay sick unto death.
Mr. Charman’s own estate suffered inappreciably
from what to his friend meant sheer disaster.
And Mr. Tymperley breathed not a word to the widow;
spoke not a word to any one at all, except the lawyer,
who quietly wound up his affairs, and the sister whose
children must needs go without avuncular aid.
During the absence of his friendly neighbours after
Mr. Charman’s death, he quietly disappeared.
The poor gentleman was then close
upon forty years old. There remained to him a
capital which he durst not expend; invested, it bore
him an income upon which a labourer could scarce have
subsisted. The only possible place of residence because
the only sure place of hiding was London,
and to London Mr. Tymperley betook himself. Not
at once did he learn the art of combating starvation
with minim resources. During his initiatory trials
he was once brought so low, by hunger and humiliation,
that he swallowed something of his pride, and wrote
to a certain acquaintance, asking counsel and indirect
help. But only a man in Mr. Tymperley’s
position learns how vain is well-meaning advice, and
how impotent is social influence. Had he begged
for money, he would have received, no doubt, a cheque,
with words of compassion; but Mr. Tymperley could
never bring himself to that.
He tried to make profit of his former
amusement, fretwork, and to a certain extent succeeded,
earning in six months half a sovereign. But the
prospect of adding one pound a year to his starveling
dividends did not greatly exhilarate him.
All this time he was of course living
in absolute solitude. Poverty is the great secluder unless
one belongs to the rank which is born to it; a sensitive
man who no longer finds himself on equal terms with
his natural associates, shrinks into loneliness, and
learns with some surprise how very willing people
are to forget his existence. London is a wilderness
abounding in anchorites voluntary or constrained.
As he wandered about the streets and parks, or killed
time in museums and galleries (where nothing had to
be paid), Mr. Tymperley often recognised brethren in
seclusion; he understood the furtive glance which
met his own, he read the peaked visage, marked with
understanding sympathy the shabby-genteel apparel.
No interchange of confidences between these lurking
mortals; they would like to speak, but pride holds
them aloof; each goes on his silent and unfriended
way, until, by good luck, he finds himself in hospital
or workhouse, when at length the tongue is loosed,
and the sore heart pours forth its reproach of the
world.
Strange knowledge comes to a man in
this position. He learns wondrous economies,
and will feel a sort of pride in his ultimate discovery
of how little money is needed to support life.
In his old days Mr. Tymperley would have laid it down
as an axiom that ‘one’ cannot live on less
than such-and-such an income; he found that ‘a
man’ can live on a few coppers a day. He
became aware of the prices of things to eat, and was
taught the relative virtues of nutriment. Perforce
a vegetarian, he found that a vegetable diet was good
for his health, and delivered to himself many a scornful
speech on the habits of the carnivorous multitude.
He of necessity abjured alcohols, and straightway
longed to utter his testimony on a teetotal platform.
These were his satisfactions. They compensate
astonishingly for the loss of many kinds of self-esteem.
But it happened one day that, as he
was in the act of drawing his poor little quarterly
salvage at the Bank of England, a lady saw him and
knew him. It was Mr. Charman’s widow.
’Why, Mr. Tymperley, what has
become of you all this time? Why have I never
heard from you? Is it true, as some one told me,
that you have been living abroad?’
So utterly was he disconcerted, that
in a mechanical way he echoed the lady’s last
word: ‘Abroad.’
‘But why didn’t you write
to us?’ pursued Mrs. Charman, leaving him no
time to say more. ’How very unkind!
Why did you go away without a word? My daughter
says that we must have unconsciously offended you in
some way. Do explain! Surely there can’t
have been anything’
’My dear Mrs. Charman, it is
I alone who am to blame. I...the explanation
is difficult; it involves a multiplicity of detail.
I beg you to interpret my unjustifiable behaviour
as as pure idiosyncrasy.’
’Oh, you must come and see me.
You know that Ada’s married? Yes, nearly
a year ago. How glad she will be to see you again.
So often she has spoken of you. When can you
dine? To-morrow?’
‘With pleasure with great pleasure.’
‘Delightful!’
She gave her address, and they parted.
Now, a proof that Mr. Tymperley had
never lost all hope of restitution to his native world
lay in the fact of his having carefully preserved an
evening-suit, with the appropriate patent-leather shoes.
Many a time had he been sorely tempted to sell these
seeming superfluities; more than once, towards the
end of his pinched quarter, the suit had been pledged
for a few shillings; but to part with the supreme
symbol of respectability would have meant despair a
state of mind alien to Mr. Tymperley’s passive
fortitude. His jewellery, even watch and chain,
had long since gone: such gauds are not indispensable
to a gentleman’s outfit. He now congratulated
himself on his prudence, for the meeting with Mrs.
Charman had delighted as much as it embarrassed him,
and the prospect of an evening in society made his
heart glow. He hastened home; he examined his
garb of ceremony with anxious care, and found no glaring
defect in it. A shirt, a collar, a necktie must
needs be purchased; happily he had the means.
But how explain himself? Could he confess his
place of abode, his startling poverty? To do so
would be to make an appeal to the compassion of his
old friends, and from that he shrank in horror.
A gentleman will not, if-it can possibly be avoided,
reveal circumstances likely to cause pain. Must
he, then, tell or imply a falsehood. The whole
truth involved a reproach of Mrs. Charman’s husband a
thought he could not bear.
The next evening found him still worrying
over this dilemma. He reached Mrs. Charman’s
house without having come to any decision. In
the drawing-room three persons awaited him: the
hostess, with her daughter and son-in-law, Mr. and
Mrs. Weare. The cordiality of his reception moved
him all but to tears; overcome by many emotions, he
lost his head. He talked at random; and the result
was so strange a piece of fiction, that no sooner
had he evolved it than he stood aghast at himself.
It came in reply to the natural question
where he was residing.
’At present’ he
smiled fatuously ’I inhabit a bed-sitting-room
in a little street up at Islington.’
Dead silence followed. Eyes of
wonder were fixed upon him. But for those eyes,
who knows what confession Mr. Tymperley might have
made? As it was...
’I said, Mrs. Charman, that
I had to confess to an eccentricity. I hope it
won’t shock you. To be brief, I have devoted
my poor energies to social work. I live among
the poor, and as one of them, to obtain knowledge that
cannot be otherwise procured.’
‘Oh, how noble!’ exclaimed the hostess.
The poor gentleman’s conscience
smote him terribly. He could say no more.
To spare his delicacy, his friends turned the conversation.
Then or afterwards, it never occurred to them to doubt
the truth of what he had said. Mrs. Charman had
seen him transacting business at the Bank of England,
a place not suggestive of poverty; and he had always
passed for a man somewhat original in his views and
ways. Thus was Mr. Tymperley committed to a singular
piece of deception, a fraud which could not easily
be discovered, and which injured only its perpetrator.
Since then about a year had elapsed.
Mr. Tymperley had seen his friends perhaps half a
dozen times, his enjoyment of their society pathetically
intense, but troubled by any slightest allusion to
his mode of life. It had come to be understood
that he made it a matter of principle to hide his
light under a bushel, so he seldom had to take a new
step in positive falsehood. Of course he regretted
ceaselessly the original deceit, for Mrs. Charman,
a wealthy woman, might very well have assisted him
to some not undignified mode of earning his living.
As it was, he had hit upon the idea of making himself
a bookbinder, a craft somewhat to his taste. For
some months he had lodged in the bookbinder’s
house; one day courage came to him, and he entered
into a compact with his landlord, whereby he was to
pay for instruction by a certain period of unremunerated
work after he became proficient. That stage was
now approaching. On the whole, he felt much happier
than in the time of brooding idleness. He looked
forward to the day when he would have a little more
money in his pocket, and no longer dread the last
fortnight of each quarter, with its supperless nights.
Mrs. Weare’s invitation to Lucerne
cost him pangs. Lucerne! Surely it was in
some former state of existence that he had taken delightful
holidays as a matter of course. He thought of
the many lovely places he knew, and so many dream-landscapes;
the London streets made them infinitely remote, utterly
unreal. His three years of gloom and hardship
were longer than all the life of placid contentment
that came before. Lucerne! A man of more
vigorous temper would have been maddened at the thought;
but Mr. Tymperley nursed it all day long, his emotions
only expressing themselves in a little sigh or a sadly
wistful smile.
Having dined so well yesterday, he
felt it his duty to expend less than usual on to-day’s
meals. About eight o’clock in the evening,
after a meditative stroll in the air which he had
so praised, he entered the shop where he was wont
to make his modest purchases. A fat woman behind
the counter nodded familiarly to him, with a grin
at another customer. Mr. Tymperley bowed, as
was his courteous habit.
‘Oblige me,’ he said,
‘with one new-laid egg, and a small, crisp lettuce.’
‘Only one to-night, eh?’ said the woman.
‘Thank you, only one,’
he replied, as if speaking in a drawing-room.
’Forgive me if I express a hope that it will
be, in the strict sense of the word, new-laid.
The last, I fancy, had got into that box by some oversight pardonable
in the press of business.’
‘They’re always the same,’
said the fat shopkeeper. ’We don’t
make no mistakes of that kind.’
‘Ah! Forgive me! Perhaps I imagined ’
Egg and lettuce were carefully deposited
in a little handbag he carried, and he returned home.
An hour later, when his meal was finished, and he sat
on a straight-backed chair meditating in the twilight,
a rap sounded at his door, and a letter was handed
to him. So rarely did a letter arrive for Mr.
Tymperley that his hand shook as he examined the envelope.
On opening it, the first thing he saw was a cheque.
This excited him still more; he unfolded the written
sheet with agitation. It came from Mrs. Weare,
who wrote thus:
’MY DEAR MR. TYMPERLEY, After
our talk last evening, I could not help thinking
of you and your beautiful life of self-sacrifice.
I contrasted the lot of these poor people with
my own, which, one cannot but feel, is so undeservedly
blest and so rich in enjoyments. As a result
of these thoughts, I feel impelled to send you a little
contribution to your good work a sort
of thank-offering at the moment of setting off
for a happy holiday. Divide the money, please,
among two or three of your most deserving pensioners;
or, if you see fit, give it all to one. I
cling to the hope that we may see you at Lucerne. With
very kind regards.
The cheque was for five pounds.
Mr. Tymperley held it up by the window, and gazed
at it. By his present standards of value five
pounds seemed a very large sum. Think of what
one could do with it! His boots which
had been twice repaired would not decently
serve him much longer. His trousers were in the
last stage of presentability. The hat he wore
(how carefully tended!) was the same in which he had
come to London three years ago. He stood in need,
verily, of a new equipment from head to foot; and in
Islington five pounds would more than cover the whole
expense. When, pray, was he likely to have such
a sum at his free disposal?
He sighed deeply, and stared about him in the dusk.
The cheque was crossed. For the
first time in his life Mr. Tymperley perceived that
the crossing of a cheque may occasion its recipient
a great deal of trouble. How was he to get it
changed? He knew his landlord for a suspicious
curmudgeon, and refusal of the favour, with such a
look as Mr. Suggs knew how to give, would be a sore
humiliation; besides, it was very doubtful whether
Mr. Suggs could make any use of the cheque himself.
To whom else could he apply? Literally, to no
one in London.
’Well, the first thing to do
was to answer Mrs. Weare’s letter. He lit
his lamp and sat down at the crazy little deal table;
but his pen dipped several times into the ink before
he found himself able to write.
’Dear Mrs. Weare,’
Then, so long a pause that he seemed
to be falling asleep. With a jerk, he bent again
to his task.
’With sincere gratitude
I acknowledge the receipt of your most kind
and generous donation.
The money...’
(Again his hand lay idle for several minutes.)
’shall be used as you
wish, and I will render to you a detailed
account of the benefits conferred
by it.’
Never had he found composition so
difficult. He felt that he was expressing himself
wretchedly; a clog was on his brain. It cost him
an exertion of physical strength to conclude the letter.
When it was done, he went out, purchased a stamp at
a tobacconist’s shop, and dropped the envelope
into the post.
Little slumber had Mr. Tymperley that
night. On lying down, he began to wonder where
he should find the poor people worthy of sharing in
this benefaction. Of course he had no acquaintance
with the class of persons of whom Mrs. Weare was thinking.
In a sense, all the families round about were poor,
but he asked himself had poverty
the same meaning for them as for him? Was there
a man or woman in this grimy street who, compared with
himself, had any right to be called poor at all?
An educated man forced to live among the lower classes
arrives at many interesting conclusions with regard
to them; one conclusion long since fixed in Mr. Tymperley’s
mind was that the ‘suffering’ of those
classes is very much exaggerated by outsiders using
a criterion quite inapplicable. He saw around
him a world of coarse jollity, of contented labour,
and of brutal apathy. It seemed to him more than
probable that the only person in this street conscious
of poverty, and suffering under it, was himself.
From nightmarish dozing, he started
with a vivid thought, a recollection which seemed
to pierce his brain. To whom did he owe his fall
from comfort and self-respect, and all his long miseries?
To Mrs. Weare’s father. And, from this
point of view, might the cheque for five pounds be
considered as mere restitution? Might it not
strictly be applicable to his own necessities?
Another little gap of semi-consciousness
led to another strange reflection. What if Mrs.
Weare (a sensible woman) suspected, or even had discovered,
the truth about him. What if she secretly meant
the money for his own use?
Earliest daylight made this suggestion
look very insubstantial; on the other hand, it strengthened
his memory of Mr. Charman’s virtual indebtedness
to him. He jumped out of bed to reach the cheque,
and for an hour lay with it in his hand. Then
he rose and dressed mechanically.
After the day’s work he rambled
in a street of large shops. A bootmaker’s
arrested him; he stood before the window for a long
time, turning over and over in his pocket a sovereign no
small fraction of the ready coin which had to support
him until dividend day. Then he crossed the threshold.
Never did man use less discretion
in the purchase of a pair of boots. His business
was transacted in a dream; he spoke without hearing
what he said; he stared at objects without perceiving
them. The result was that not till he had got
home, with his easy old footgear under his arm, did
he become aware that the new boots pinched him most
horribly. They creaked too: heavens! how
they creaked! But doubtless all new boots had
these faults; he had forgotten; it was so long since
he had bought a pair. The fact was, he felt dreadfully
tired, utterly worn out. After munching a mouthful
of supper he crept into bed.
All night long he warred with his
new boots. Footsore, he limped about the streets
of a spectral city, where at every corner some one
seemed to lie in ambush for him, and each time the
lurking enemy proved to be no other than Mrs. Weare,
who gazed at him with scornful eyes and let him totter
by. The creaking of the boots was an articulate
voice, which ever and anon screamed at him a terrible
name. He shrank and shivered and groaned; but
on he went, for in his hand he held a crossed cheque,
which he was bidden to get changed, and no one would
change it. What a night!
When he woke his brain was heavy as
lead; but his meditations were very lucid. Pray,
what did he mean by that insane outlay of money, which
he could not possibly afford, on a new (and detestable)
pair of boots? The old would have lasted, at
all events, till winter began. What was in his
mind when he entered the shop? Did he intend...?
Merciful powers!
Mr. Tymperley was not much of a psychologist.
But all at once he saw with awful perspicacity the
moral crisis through which he had been living.
And it taught him one more truth on the subject of
poverty.
Immediately after his breakfast he
went downstairs and tapped at the door of Mr. Suggs’
sitting-room.
‘What is it?’ asked the
bookbinder, who was eating his fourth large rasher,
and spoke with his mouth full.
’Sir, I beg leave of absence
for an hour or two this morning. Business of
some moment demands my attention.’
Mr. Suggs answered, with the grace
natural to his order, ’I s’pose you can
do as you like. I don’t pay you nothing.’
The other bowed and withdrew.
Two days later he again penned a letter to Mrs. Weare.
It ran thus:
’The money which you so kindly
sent, and which I have already acknowledged, has
now been distributed. To ensure a proper use of
it, I handed the cheque, with clear instructions,
to a clergyman in this neighbourhood, who has
been so good as to jot down, on the sheet enclosed,
a memorandum of his beneficiaries, which I trust will
be satisfactory and gratifying to you.
’But why, you will ask, did I
have recourse to a clergyman. Why did I not
use my own experience, and give myself the pleasure
of helping poor souls in whom I have a personal
interest I who have devoted my life
to this mission of mercy?
’The answer is brief
and plain. I have lied to you.
’I am not living in this
place of my free will. I am not devoting
myself to works of charity. I am no,
no, I was merely a poor gentleman,
who, on a certain day, found that he had wasted his
substance in a foolish speculation, and who, ashamed
to take his friends into his confidence, fled
to a life of miserable obscurity. You see
that I have added disgrace to misfortune. I will
not tell you how very near I came to something
still worse.
’I have been serving
an apprenticeship to a certain handicraft which
will, I doubt not, enable
me so to supplement my own scanty resources
that I shall be in better
circum than hitherto. I entreat you to
forgive me, if you can, and
henceforth to forget
Yours
unworthily,
‘S.
V. TYMPERLEY.’