Major Carnaby, Hugh’s brother,
was now in England. A stranger to the society
in which Mrs. Carnaby had lived, he knew nothing of
the gossip at one time threatening her with banishment
from polite circles. An honest man, and taking
for granted the honesty of his kinsfolk, he put entire
faith in Hugh’s story, despatched to him by letter
a few days after the calamitous event at Wimbledon.
On arriving in London, the good Major was pleased,
touched, flattered by the very warm welcome with which
his sister-in-law received him. Hitherto they
had seen hardly anything of each other; but since
the disaster their correspondence had been frequent,
and Sibyl’s letters were so brave, yet so pathetic,
that Major Carnaby formed the highest opinion of her.
She did not pose as an injured woman; she never so
much as hinted at the activity of slanderous tongues;
she spoke only of Hugh, the dear, kind, noble fellow,
whom fate had so cruelly visited The favourable impression
was confirmed as soon as they met. The Major found
that this beautiful, high-hearted creature had, among
her many virtues, a sound capacity for business; no
one could have looked after her husband’s worldly
interests with more assiduity and circumspection.
He saw that Hugh had been quite right in assuring
him (at Sibyl’s instance) that there was no
need whatever for him to neglect his military duties
and come home at an inconvenient time. Hugh’s
affairs were in perfect order; all he would have to
think about was the recovery of health and mental
tranquillity.
To this end, they must decide upon
some retreat in which he might pass a quiet month
or two. That dear and invaluable friend, to whom
Sibyl owed ‘more than she could tell’
(much more than she could tell to Major Carnaby),
was ready with a delightful suggestion. Lady Isobel
(that is to say, her auriferous husband, plain Mr.
Barker) had a little house in the north, cosy amid
moor and mountain, and she freely offered it.
There Hugh and his wife might abide in solitude until
the sacred Twelfth, when religious observance would
call thither a small company of select pilgrims.
The offer was gratefully accepted. Major Carnaby
saw no reason for hesitating, and agreed with Sibyl
that the plan should be withheld from Hugh until the
last moment, as a gratifying surprise. By some
means, however, on the day before Hugh’s release,
there appeared in certain newspapers a little paragraph
making known to the public this proof of Lady Isabel’s
friendship for Sibyl and her husband.
‘It’s just as well,’
said Mrs. Carnaby, after appearing vexed for a moment.
’People will be saved the trouble of calling
here. But it really is mysterious how the papers
get hold of things.’
She was not quite sure that Hugh would
approve her arrangement, and the event justified this
misgiving. Major Carnaby was to bring his brother
to Oxford and Cambridge Mansions, and, if possible,
all were to travel northward that same day. But
Hugh, on hearing what was proposed, made strong objection:
he refused to accept the hospitality of people quite
unknown to him; why, with abundant resources of their
own, should they become indebted to strangers?
So vehement was his resistance, and so pitiful the
state of body and mind which showed itself in his all
but hysterical excitement, that Sibyl pretended to
abandon the scheme. Today they would remain here,
talking quietly; by tomorrow they might have decided
what to do.
At ten o’clock next morning,
when Sibyl had been up for an hour, Hugh still lay
asleep. She went softly into the room, lighted
by the sun’s yellow glimmer through blind and
lace curtains, and stood looking at him, her husband.
To him she had given all the love of which she was
capable; she had admired him for his strength and his
spirit, had liked him as a companion, had prized the
flattery of his ardent devotion, his staunch fidelity.
To have married him was, of course, a mistake, not
easy of explanation in her present mind; she regretted
it, but with no bitterness, with no cruel or even
unkind thought. His haggard features, branded
with the long rage of captivity; his great limbs, wasted
to mere bone and muscle, moved her indignant pity.
Poor dear old boy!
He believed her; he still believed
her. She saw that these two years of misery had
made his faith in her something like a religion; he
found it his one refuge from despair. ’But
for that, Sibyl, I shouldn’t be alive now!’
She had known self-reproach; now again it touched her
slightly, passingly poor old boy!
But unfaithful to him? To call that unfaithfulness?
The idea was too foolish.
Her fears were all outlived.
She had dared the worst, and daring was grown an easy
habit. But in the life that lay before them, her
judgment, her ambitions, must prevail and direct.
Yesterday she had no course save yielding; today her
rule must begin.
Hugh was stirring. He groaned,
and threw out one of his arms; muttered, as if angrily.
She touched him, and on the instant he awoke.
’Sibyl? Good God! that’s
a queer thing I dreamt that yesterday was
a dream, and that I had woke up to find myself
Did you ever do that dream you were dreaming?’
She stroked his head, laughing playfully.
’You’ve had a good long
night. Don’t you feel better? Shall
I bring you some breakfast here?’
‘No; I must get up. What’s
the time? Miles will be coming.’
Sibyl knew that the Major would not
be here until two o’clock; but she said nothing,
and left him to dress.
On the breakfast-table were delicacies
to tempt his palate, but Hugh turned from them.
He ate for a few minutes only, without appetite, and,
as on the day before, Sibyl was annoyed by the strange
rudeness with which he fed himself; he seemed to have
forgotten the habits of refinement at table.
Afterwards he lighted a cigar, but soon threw it aside;
tobacco made him sick. In the drawing-room he
moved aimlessly about, blundering now and then against
a piece of furniture, and muttering a curse.
The clothes he wore, out of his old wardrobe, hung
loose about him; he had a stoop in the shoulders.
‘Sibyl, what are we going to do?’
For this she had waited. She
sat looking at him with a compassionate smile.
It was an odd thing if this poor broken-down man could
not be made subservient to her will.
’I still think, dear boy, that
we ought to accept Lady Isobel’s invitation.’
A nervous paroxysm shook him.
‘Damn Lady Isobel! I thought that was done
with.’
’I don’t think you would
speak of her like that, Hugh, if you knew all her
kindness to me. I couldn’t tell you all
yesterday. May I now? Or shall I only irritate
you?’
’What is it? Of course,
I don’t want you to offend her. But I suppose
she has common-sense?’
’More than most women.
There’s no fear of offending her. I have
another reason. Come and sit quietly by me, and
let us talk as we used to do. Do you know, dear,
it’s a good thing for me that I had powerful
friends; I needed all their help against my enemies.’
‘What enemies?’
’Have you forgotten what you
yourself said, and felt so strongly, at that time what
a danger I was exposed to when we determined to tell
the whole truth? You knew what some people would
say.’
’They’ve said it, no doubt;
and what harm has it done you? Tell me a name,
and if it’s a man ’
’Don’t! I can’t
bear to see that look on your face, Hugh. You
could do nothing but endless harm, trying to defend
me that way. I have lived it down, thinking of
you even more than of myself. There was a time
when I almost despaired; people are so glad to think
evil. If I had been a weak woman, I should have
run away and hidden myself; and then everybody would
have said, “I told you so.” But I
had to think of you, and that gave me strength.
What could I do? Truth alone is no good against
the world; but truth with a handle to its name and
with a million of money that’s a
different thing. It was life or death, dear boy,
and I had to fight for it. So I went to Lady Isobel
Barker. I only knew her by name. She, of
course, knew me by name, and cold enough she
was when I got admitted to her. But half an hour’s
talk and I had won! She was my friend;
she would stand by me, and all the world should know
it. Stay! The worst is over, but there’s
still a good deal to be done. It has to be known
that my friends are your friends also. There
was a paragraph in the papers yesterday, saying that
you and your wife were going as Lady Isobel’s
guests to that house of hers. She did that for
me. And now, do you think we ought to seem even
seem to slight her kindness?’ Hugh
was turning about, chafing impotently.
‘Then you mean to go on here?’
he asked, with half-appealing, half-resentful eyes.
Sibyl made a gesture of entreaty.
‘What other life is there for me? What
would you have me do?’
His arms fell; for a minute he sat
with head hanging, his eyes fixed and blank like those
of a drunken man. Then, as if goaded suddenly
‘Who are these enemies you talk about?’
Sibyl’s look wandered; her lips moved in hesitancy.
‘Name one of them.’
‘Isn’t it better to try to forget them?’
’Women, I suppose? You
say you haven’t seen Rolfe. Has he
heard this talk about you, do you think?’
‘No doubt,’ she answered distantly.
‘Isn’t he coming to see you?’
’If he saw that in the papers,
he won’t think I am here. But I should
like to see him. I’ve a good mind to telegraph but
I don’t know his address. Yes I
forgot there’s a letter from him somewhere.’
‘I know the address,’ said Sibyl, in the
same tone of reserve.
‘I should like to see old Rolfe poor
old Rolfe.’
‘Why do you pity him?’
’Oh only a way of
speaking. You know the address, you say?
Has he written? Has she written?’
‘Oh no!’
‘You haven’t seen her?’
Sibyl evaded the question.
‘Doesn’t it seem to you
rather strange,’ she said, ’that the Rolfes
should keep away from me never call or write?’
Hugh’s lips were set. When
she repeated her inquiry more urgently, he gave a
peevish answer.
’You cared very little about
her at the last. And Rolfe when a man
marries No, I won’t see him just yet.
I’ll write to him when we’re away.’
’It wouldn’t astonish
you’ Sibyl spoke in a thin voice,
not quite under her control ’if you
heard that Mrs. Rolfe had done her best and her worst
against me?’
‘She? Against you?’
’I don’t know that it
matters. You said “poor Rolfe”.
I should fancy he is poor, in every sense. As
I have said so much, it’s better to let you
know all; it will show you that I am not exaggerating
what I have gone through. People knew, of course,
that she had called herself a friend of mine; and
just then she came into notice just enough
to give her opportunities of being dangerous.
Well, I heard before long that she was slandering
me to all her acquaintances. Oh, she knew
all about me! It was lucky for me I had a credulous
husband. And it still goes on. She came
here not long ago; yes, she came. She told me
that she knew I was afraid of her, and she threatened
me.’
Hugh sat staring like a paralytic.
‘She? Rolfe’s wife did this?’
’Her motive, I don’t know.
Pure hatred, it seemed. But I’ve had a
strange fancy. She talked about a woman I used
to know very slightly, a Mrs. Strangeways, and seemed
to be in fear of her; she said that woman and I were
circulating stories about her. And I have wondered Why
are you looking like that?’
’She must be mad. I’ll
tell you. I only wish I had told you before.
She was there that night at Redgrave’s.
But for her it would never have happened.
I saw him standing with her, by the window of his
room that is, I saw a woman, but it wasn’t
light enough to know her; and all at once she ran
back, through the open French windows into the house;
and then I rushed in and found her there it
was Rolfe’s wife.’
‘Why did you keep this from me?’
’She implored me vowed
there was nothing wrong cried and begged.
And I thought of Rolfe. I see now that I ought
to have told him. The woman must be crazy to
have behaved like this to you.’
Sibyl’s face shone.
’Now I understand. This
explains her. Oh, my dear, foolish husband!
After all, you did not tell the whole truth.
To spare your friend’s feelings, you risked
your wife’s reputation. And I have been
at the mercy of that woman’s malice! Don’t
you think, Hugh, that I have had to bear a little
more than I deserved? Your distrust and what came
of it I have long forgiven you all that.
But this wasn’t it rather too hard
upon me?’
He flinched under her soft reproach.
’I couldn’t be sure, Sibyl.
Perhaps it was true perhaps she was only
there ’
A flash of scorn from her eyes struck him into silence.
’Perhaps? And perhaps she
meant no harm in lying about me! You will send
at once for Rolfe and tell him.’
Hugh moved from her, and stood with his face averted.
‘Can you hesitate for a moment?’ she asked
severely
’Why need I tell Rolfe?
Send for her, and say what you like. Won’t
that be enough? It’s awful to think of telling
Rolfe. Don’t ask me do to that, Sibyl.’
He approached her, voice and attitude
broken to humility. Sibyl grew only more resolute.
‘You must tell him. Don’t you owe
it me?’
’By God, I can’t do that! I
can’t do that! Have her here, before us
both. Shame her and threaten her as much as you
like; but don’t tell Rolfe. It’s
like you and me, Sibyl. Suppose she has really
done no wrong, and we put that thought into his mind?’
‘Have you lost all your senses?’
she exclaimed passionately. ’Must I keep
reminding you what she has done to me?
Is a woman that will behave in that way likely to
be innocent? Is her husband to be kept in the
dark about her, deceived, cheated? I can’t
understand you. If you are too cowardly to do
your plain duty Hugh, how am I talking?
You make me forget myself. But you know that
it’s impossible to spare your friend. It
wouldn’t be just to him. Here’s a
form; write the telegram at once.’
‘Write it yourself,’ he
answered, in a low, nerveless voice, moving away again.
It was quickly done, though Sibyl
paused to reflect after the first word or two.
The message ran thus
’I want to see you and Mrs.
Rolfe before going away. Please both come this
evening if possible. If you cannot, reply when.’
Without showing what she had written,
she left the room, and despatched a servant to the
post-office.