It was an evening early in May.
The sun was low, and the street was mottled with the
shadows of its paving-stones smooth enough,
but far from evenly set. The sky was clear, except
for a few clouds in the west, hardly visible in the
dazzle of the huge light, which lay among them like
a liquid that had broken its vessel, and was pouring
over the fragments. The street was almost empty,
and the air was chill. The spring was busy, and
the summer was at hand; but the wind was blowing from
the north.
The street was not a common one; there
was interest, that is feature, in the shadowy front
of almost each of its old houses. Not a few of
them wore, indeed, something like a human expression,
the look of having both known and suffered. From
many a porch, and many a latticed oriel, a long shadow
stretched eastward, like a death flag streaming in
a wind unfelt of the body or a fluttering
leaf, ready to yield, and flit away, and add one more
to the mound of blackness gathering on the horizon’s
edge. It was the main street of an old country
town, dwindled by the rise of larger and more prosperous
places, but holding and exercising a charm none of
them would ever gain.
Some of the oldest of its houses,
most of them with more than one projecting story,
stood about the middle of the street. The central
and oldest of these was a draper’s shop.
The windows of the ground-floor encroached a little
on the pavement, to which they descended very close,
for the floor of the shop was lower than the street.
But, although they had glass on three oriel sides,
they were little used for the advertising of the stores
within. A few ribbons and gay handkerchiefs,
mostly of cotton, for the eyes of the country people
on market-days, formed the chief part of their humble
show. The door was wide and very low, the upper
half of it of glass old, and bottle-colored;
and its threshold was a deep step down into the shop.
As a place for purchases it might not to some eyes
look promising, but both the ladies and the housekeepers
of Testbridge knew that rarely could they do better
in London itself than at the shop of Turnbull and
Marston, whether variety, quality, or price, was the
point in consideration. And, whatever the first
impression concerning it, the moment the eyes of a
stranger began to grow accustomed to its gloom, the
evident size and plenitude of the shop might well suggest
a large hope. It was low, indeed, and the walls
could therefore accommodate few shelves; but the ceiling
was therefore so near as to be itself available for
stowage by means of well-contrived slides and shelves
attached to the great beams crossing it in several
directions. During the shop-day, many an article,
light as lace, and heavy as broadcloth, was taken
from overhead to lay upon the counter. The shop
had a special reputation for all kinds of linen goods,
from cambric handkerchiefs to towels, and from table-napkins
to sheets; but almost everything was to be found in
it, from Manchester moleskins for the navy’s
trousers, to Genoa velvet for the dowager’s
gown, and from Horrocks’s prints to Lyons silks.
It had been enlarged at the back, by building beyond
the original plan, and that part of it was a little
higher, and a little better lighted than the front;
but the whole place was still dark enough to have
awaked the envy of any swindling London shopkeeper.
Its owners, however, had so long enjoyed the confidence
of the neighborhood, that faith readily took the place
of sight with their customers so far at
least as quality was concerned; and seldom, except
in a question of color or shade, was an article carried
to the door to be confronted with the day. It
had been just such a shop, untouched of even legendary
change, as far back as the memory of the sexton reached;
and he, because of his age and his occupation, was
the chief authority in the local history of the place.
As, on this evening, there were few
people in the street, so were there few in the shop,
and it was on the point of being closed: they
were not particular there to a good many minutes either
way. Behind the counter, on the left hand, stood
a youth of about twenty, young George Turnbull, the
son of the principal partner, occupied in leisurely
folding and putting aside a number of things he had
been showing to a farmer’s wife, who was just
gone. He was an ordinary-looking lad, with little
more than business in his high forehead, fresh-colored,
good-humored, self-satisfied cheeks, and keen hazel
eyes. These last kept wandering from his not
very pressing occupation to the other side of the shop,
where stood, behind the opposing counter, a young woman,
in attendance upon the wants of a well-dressed youth
in front of it, who had just made choice of a pair
of driving-gloves. His air and carriage were
conventionally those of a gentleman a gentleman,
however, more than ordinarily desirous of pleasing
a young woman behind a counter. She answered
him with politeness, and even friendliness, nor seemed
aware of anything unusual in his attentions.
“They’re splendid gloves,”
he said, making talk; “but don’t you think
it a great price for a pair of gloves, Miss Marston?”
“It is a good deal of money,”
she answered, in a sweet, quiet voice, whose very
tone suggested simplicity and straightforwardness;
“but they will last you a long time. Just
look at the work, Mr. Helmer. You see how they
are made? It is much more difficult to stitch
them like that, one edge over the other, than to sew
the two edges together, as they do with ladies’
gloves. But I’ll just ask my father whether
he marked them himself.”
“He did mark those, I know,”
said young Turnbull, who had been listening to all
that went on, “for I heard my father say they
ought to be sixpence more.”
“Ah, then!” she returned,
assentingly, and laid the gloves on the box before
her, the question settled.
Helmer took them, and began to put them on.
“They certainly are the only
glove where there is much handling of reins,”
he said.
“That is what Mr. Wardour says
of them,” rejoined Miss Marston.
“By the by,” said Helmer,
lowering his voice, “when did you see anybody
from Thornwick?”
“Their old man was in the town
yesterday with the dog-cart.”
“Nobody with him?”
“Miss Letty. She came in for just two minutes
or so.”
“How was she looking?”
“Very well,” answered
Miss Marston, with what to Helmer seemed indifference.
“Ah!” he said, with a
look of knowingness, “you girls don’t see
each other with the same eyes as we. I grant
Letty is not very tall, and I grant she has not much
of a complexion; but where did you ever see such eyes?”
“You must excuse me, Mr. Helmer,”
returned Mary, with a smile, “if I don’t
choose to discuss Letty’s merits with you; she
is my friend.”
“Where would be the harm?”
rejoined Helmer, looking puzzled. “I am
not likely to say anything against her. You know
perfectly well I admire her beyond any woman in the
world. I don’t care who knows it.”
“Your mother?” suggested
Mary, in the tone of one who makes a venture.
“Ah, come now, Miss Marston!
Don’t you turn my mother loose upon me.
I shall be of age in a few months, and then my mother
may think as she pleases. I know,
of course, with her notions, she would never consent
to my making love to Letty ”
“I should think not!”
exclaimed Mary. “Who ever thought of such
an absurdity? Not you, surely, Mr. Helmer?
What would your mother say to hear you? I mention
her in earnest now.”
“Let mothers mind their own
business!” retorted the youth angrily. “I
shall mind mine. My mother ought to know that
by this time.”
Mary said no more. She knew Mrs.
Helmer was not a mother to deserve her boy’s
confidence, any more than to gain it; for she treated
him as if she had made him, and was not satisfied
with her work.
“When are you going to see Letty,
Miss Marston?” resumed Helmer, after a brief
pause of angry feeling.
“Next Sunday evening probably.”
“Take me with you.”
“Take you with me! What are you dreaming
of, Mr. Helmer?”
“I would give my bay mare for
a good talk with Letty Lovel,” he returned.
Mary made no reply.
“You won’t?” he said petulantly,
after a vain pause of expectation.
“Won’t what?” rejoined
Miss Marston, as if she could not believe him in earnest.
“Take me with you on Sunday?”
“No,” she answered quietly, but with sober
decision.
“Where would be the harm?”
pleaded the youth, in a tone mingled of expostulation,
entreaty, and mortification.
“One is not bound to do everything
there would be no harm in doing,” answered Miss
Marston. “Besides, Mr. Helmer, I don’t
choose to go out walking with you of a Sunday evening.”
“Why not?”
“For one thing, your mother would not like it.
You know she would not.”
“Never mind my mother.
She’s nothing to you. She can’t bite
you. Ask the dentist. Come, come!
that’s all nonsense. I shall be at the stile
beyond the turnpike-gate all the afternoon waiting
till you come.”
“The moment I see you anywhere
upon the road that moment I shall turn
back. Do you think,” she added with
half-amused indignation, “I would put up with
having all the gossips of Testbridge talk of my going
out on a Sunday evening with a boy like you?”
Tom Helmer’s face flushed.
He caught up the gloves, threw the price of them on
the counter, and walked from the shop, without even
a good night.
“Hullo!” cried George
Turnbull, vaulting over the counter, and taking the
place Helmer had just left opposite Mary; “what
did you say to the fellow to send him off like that?
If you do hate the business, you needn’t scare
the customers, Mary.”
“I don’t hate the business,
you know quite well, George. And if I did scare
a customer,” she added, laughing, as she dropped
the money in the till, “it was not before he
had done buying.”
“That may be; but we must look
to to-morrow as well as to-day. When is Mr. Helmer
likely to come near us again, after such a wipe as
you must have given him to make him go off like that?”
“Just to-morrow, George, I fancy,”
answered Mary. “He won’t be able to
bear the thought of having left a bad impression on
me, and so he’ll come again to remove it.
After all, there’s something about him I can’t
help liking. I said nothing that ought to have
put him out of temper like that, though; I only called
him a boy.”
“Let me tell you, Mary, you
could not have called him a worse name.”
“Why, what else is he?”
“A more offensive word a man
could not hear from the lips of a woman,” said
George loftily.
“A man, I dare say! But
Mr. Helmer can’t be nineteen yet.”
“How can you say so, when he
told you himself he would be of age in a few months?
The fellow is older than I am. You’ll be
calling me a boy next.”
“What else are you? You
at least are not one-and-twenty.”
“And how old do you call yourself, pray, miss?”
“Three-and-twenty last birthday.”
“A mighty difference indeed!”
“Not much only all
the difference, it seems, between sense and absurdity,
George.”
“That may be all very true of
a fine gentleman, like Helmer, that does nothing from
morning to night but run away from his mother; but
you don’t think it applies to me, Mary, I hope!”
“That’s as you behave
yourself, George. If you do not make it apply,
it won’t apply of itself. But if young
women had not more sense than most of the young men
I see in the shop on both sides of the counter,
George things would soon be at a fine pass.
Nothing better in your head than in a peacock’s! only
that a peacock has the fine feathers he’s
so proud of.”
“If it were Mr. Wardour now,
Mary, that was spreading his tail for you to see,
you would not complain of that peacock!”
A vivid rose blossomed instantly in
Mary’s cheek. Mr. Wardour was not even
an acquaintance of hers. He was cousin and friend
to Letty Lovel, indeed, but she had never spoken to
him, except in the shop.
“It would not be quite out of
place if you were to learn a little respect for your
superiors, George,” she returned. “Mr.
Wardour is not to be thought of in the same moment
with the young men that were in my mind. Mr.
Wardour is not a young man; and he is a gentleman.”
She took the glove-box, and turning
placed it on a shelf behind her.
“Just so!” remarked George,
bitterly. “Any man you don’t choose
to count a gentleman, you look down upon! What
have you got to do with gentlemen, I should like to
know?”
“To admire one when I see him,”
answered Mary. “Why shouldn’t I?
It is very seldom, and it does me good.”
“Oh, yes!” rejoined George,
contemptuously. “You call yourself
a lady, but ”
“I do nothing of the kind,”
interrupted Mary, sharply. “I should like
to be a lady; and inside of me, please God, I will
be a lady; but I leave it to other people to call
me this or that. It matters little what any one
is called.”
“All right,” returned
George, a little cowed; “I don’t mean to
contradict you. Only just tell me why a well-to-do
tradesman shouldn’t be a gentleman as well as
a small yeoman like Wardour.”
“Why don’t you say as
well as a squire, or an earl, or a duke?” said
Mary.
“There you are, chaffing me
again! It’s hard enough to have every fool
of a lawyer’s clerk, or a doctor’s boy,
looking down upon a fellow, and calling him a counter-jumper;
but, upon my soul, it’s too bad when a girl
in the same shop hasn’t a civil word for him,
because he isn’t what she counts a gentleman!
Isn’t my father a gentleman? Answer me
that, Mary.”
It was one of George’s few good
things that he had a great opinion of his father,
though the grounds of it were hardly such as to enable
Mary to answer his appeal in a way he would have counted
satisfactory. She thought of her own father,
and was silent.
“Everything depends on what
a man is in himself, George,” she answered.
“Mr. Wardour would be a gentleman all the same
if he were a shopkeeper or a blacksmith.”
“And shouldn’t I be as
good a gentleman as Mr. Wardour, if I had been born
with an old tumble-down house on my back, and a few
acres of land I could do with as I liked? Come,
answer me that.”
“If it be the house and the
land that makes the difference, you would, of course,”
answered Mary.
Her tone implied, even to George’s
rough perceptions, that there was a good deal more
of a difference between them than therein lay.
But common people, whether lords or shopkeepers, are
slow to understand that possession, whether in the
shape of birth, or lands, or money, or intellect,
is a small affair in the difference between men.
“I know you don’t think
me fit to hold a candle to him,” he said.
“But I happen to know, for all he rides such
a good horse, he’s not above doing the work
of a wretched menial, for he polishes his own stirrup-irons.”
“I’m very glad to hear
it,” rejoined Mary. “He must be more
of a gentleman yet than I thought him.”
“Then why should you count him
a better gentleman than me?”
“I’m afraid for one thing,
you would go with your stirrup-irons rusty, rather
than clean them yourself, George. But I will tell
you one thing Mr. Wardour would not do if he were
a shopkeeper: he would not, like you, talk one
way to the rich, and another way to the poor all
submission and politeness to the one, and familiarity,
even to rudeness, with the other! If you go on
like that, you’ll never come within sight of
being a gentleman, George not if you live
to the age of Methuselah.”
“Thank you, Miss Mary!
It’s a fine thing to have a lady in the shop!
Shouldn’t I just like my father to hear you!
I’m blowed if I know how a fellow is to get
on with you! Certain sure I am that it ain’t
my fault if we’re not friends.”
Mary made no reply. She could
not help understanding what George meant, and she
flushed, with honest anger, from brow to chin.
But, while her dark-blue eyes flamed with indignation,
her anger was not such as to render her face less
pleasant to look upon. There are as many kinds
of anger as there are of the sunsets with which they
ought to end: Mary’s anger had no hate
in it.
I must now hope my readers sufficiently
interested in my narrative to care that I should tell
them something of what she was like. Plainly as
I see her, I can not do more for them than that.
I can not give a portrait of her; I can but cast her
shadow on my page. It was a dainty half-length,
neither tall nor short, in a plain, well-fitting dress
of black silk, with linen collar and cuffs, that rose
above the counter, standing, in spite of displeasure,
calm and motionless. Her hair was dark, and dressed
in the simplest manner, without even a reminder of
the hideous occipital structure then in favor especially
with shop women, who in general choose for imitation
and exorbitant development whatever is ugliest and
least lady-like in the fashion of the hour. It
had a natural wave in it, which broke the too straight
lines it would otherwise have made across a forehead
of sweet and composing proportions. Her features
were regular her nose straight perhaps
a little thin; the curve of her upper lip carefully
drawn, as if with design to express a certain firmness
of modesty; and her chin well shaped, perhaps a little
too sharply defined for her years, and rather large.
Everything about her suggested the repose of order
satisfied, of unconstrained obedience to the laws
of harmonious relation. The only fault honest
criticism could have suggested, merely suggested, was
the presence of just a possible nuance of primness.
Her boots, at this moment unseen of any, fitted her
feet, as her feet fitted her body. Her hands
were especially good. There are not many ladies,
interested in their own graces, who would not have
envied her such seals to her natural patent of ladyhood.
Her speech and manners corresponded with her person
and dress; they were direct and simple, in tone and
inflection, those of one at peace with herself.
Neatness was more notable in her than grace, but grace
was not absent; good breeding was more evident than
delicacy, yet delicacy was there; and unity was plain
throughout.
George went back to his own side of
the shop, jumped the counter, put the cover on the
box he had left open with a bang, and shoved it into
its place as if it had been the backboard of a cart,
shouting as he did so to a boy invisible, to make
haste and put up the shutters. Mary left the
shop by a door on the inside of the counter, for she
and her father lived in the house; and, as soon as
the shop was closed, George went home to the villa
his father had built in the suburbs.