“La Donna e Mobile,” hummed
Charley again and again, as he sat in the smoking-room
of his hotel. He had paid no heed to the concert,
his eyes being fixed all the while upon Max and his
two companions; but that air had been sung by one
of the great artistes, and words and music had
forced themselves upon him so that they seemed for
hours after to be ringing in his ears.
“La Donna e Mobile.”
Yes, it was all plain enough, and it was nothing
new. He had made an impression at first, and
she had seemed to love him perhaps, after
her fashion, had loved him but woman’s
love, he said, required feeding. The fuel absent,
the flame must become extinct.
He laughed bitterly, and a waiter came up.
“Did you ask for something, sir?”
“No!” roared Charley savagely; and the
man shrunk away.
“I’ll pester her no more,”
he said; “let things take their course.
I’ll go down home and see the poor old gentleman
to-morrow. I may just as well, as hang about
here torturing myself over a slow fire. I wonder
how the mare looks. A good run or two would do
me no end of good. I’ll pack up and run
down to-morrow.”
Then he laughed bitterly, for he knew
that he was playing at self-deceit; he felt that he
could not stir from London that he was,
as it were, fixed, and without a desire to leave the
spot where he could feel that she was near.
“No,” he said, after a
while; “I’ll not give up yet. I made
a vow, and I’ll keep it. She is not his
yet. She may have been she must have
been deceived. I have been condemned.
No; she would not listen. I don’t know there,
I think I’m half mad!”
Just then his hand came in contact
with a couple of letters which had been awaiting him
on his return, and which one of the waiters had handed
to him, to be thrust unnoticed into his pocket.
“Bills,” said the waiter,
to one of his fellows. “How nice to be
tradesman to those young swells! I s’pose
some of them must pay, some time or other, or else
people couldn’t live.”
“O yes,” said the other;
“some of them pay, and those who will pay, have
to pay for those who won’t.”
“Through the nose,” said number one with
a wink.
“To be sure,” said his
confrere; and then they laughed at one another, and
winked again.
But the waiter was wrong: those
were not bills; one being a long and affectionate
letter from Sir Philip Vining, telling Charley that
he would be in town the next day, and asking if it
would be convenient for his son to meet him at the
station. The other was from Laura Bray, saying
that they had heard from Sir Philip that he would be
in town the next day, and asking that he and Charley
would dine in Harley-street, where was the Brays’
town house, on the next day but one.
The above was all formal, and written
at mamma’s command, but Laura had added a postscript,
asking that Charley would come for the sake of the
old times when they were friends. Max would be
away, and the party very small.
Then came a quiet reminder of the
encounter, and a word to say that the writer had looked
out day by day, in the expectation of receiving a
call, while poor Nelly was au désespoir.
Charley smiled grimly as he read the
letter over, and then carelessly thrust it back into
the envelope with the bold address which waiter number
one had kindly taken for a tradesman’s hand.
“Take the good the gods provide
one,” said Charley with a bitter laugh, as he
smoked furiously, and tossed down glass after glass
of claret to allay the fevered rush of thought through
his brain.
“I’ll go,” he said
at last, “and see little Nell. Poor little
wiry weedy Nell! what a genuine, free-hearted,
jolly little lass it is! But there, if I do,
shell only make some reference to the past.”
Charley Vining’s thoughts came
so fast that night, that they jostled and stumbled
over one another in the most confused way imaginable,
till once more, shining out like a star amidst the
surrounding darkness, the light of Ella’s face
seemed to slowly rise, and he sat there thinking of
her till the waiters yawned with misery because he
did not retire.
But he went at last; and Ella’s
name was on his lips as he fell off into a heavy weary
sleep, as it was the first word he uttered when waking.
The next day Sir Philip was in town,
surprised and shocked to see the alteration in his
son’s face; for Charley looked haggard and worn,
and as if he had been engaged in a long career of
dissipation. He laughed, though, when Sir Philip
reverted to it, and seemed most assiduous in his endeavours
to promote the old man’s comfort.
“About this dinner at the Brays’,
Charley: I should like to go,” Sir Philip
said “that is, if you will go with
me.”
“Do you particularly wish it, sir?” said
Charley.
“It would give me much pleasure, if you have
no other engagement.”
“Engagement!” said Charley,
with a bitter laugh that shocked Sir Philip.
“No, father, I have no engagements. I’ll
go.”
“But, my dear boy, what have
you been doing with yourself? how do you
pass your time?”
“Preparing myself for a private
lunatic asylum, father,” said Charley, with
a cynical laugh; and the old man felt a swelling in
his throat as he thought of the alteration that had
taken place since the morning of the memorable conversation
in the library.
There was a something in Charley’s
looks that troubled Sir Philip more than he cared
to intimate: had the young man sternly refused
to visit the Brays, or to accede to his wishes in
any way, he would not have been surprised; but his
strange looks, his bitter words, and ready acquiescence
alarmed Sir Philip; and when, an hour after, Charley
left the room, the old gentleman looked anxiously
for his return, till, unable to bear the suspense
any longer, he rang and summoned a waiter.
“Has my son gone out?” he asked.
“Think not, Sir Philip. I’ll make
inquiry.”
Five anxious minutes passed, and then the man returned.
“No, Sir Philip, he went up to his bedroom.”
Pale and trembling, Sir Philip rose
and hurried upstairs. He knew that Charley had
had some more than usually bitter reverse, and a horrible
dread had invaded the troubled father’s breast,
so that when he reached his son’s room door,
he feared to summon him; but at last he knocked, and
waited for a few moments before he struck again upon
the panels, this time more forcibly.
There was no reply.