“Strike! Kill me!
Add parricide to your other crimes, dog, and set me
free of this weary life,” cried the old man wildly,
as he glared in the fierce, distorted face of the
sturdy soldier who held him back.
But it wanted not Claire’s hand
upon Fred Denville’s arm to stay the blow.
The passionate rage fled as swiftly as it had flashed
up, and he tore himself away.
“You shouldn’t have struck
me,” he cried in a voice full of anguish.
“I couldn’t master myself. You
struck her the best and truest girl who
ever breathed; and I’d rather be what I am scamp,
drunkard, common soldier, and have struck you down,
than you, who gave that poor girl a cowardly blow.
Claire my girl God bless you!
I can come here no more.”
He caught her wildly in his arms,
kissed her passionately, and then literally staggered
out of the house, and they saw him reel by the window.
There was again a terrible silence
in that room, where the old man, looking feeble and
strange now, lay back in the chair where he had been
thrown, staring wildly straight before him as Claire
sank upon the carpet, burying her face in her hands
and sobbing to herself.
“And this is home! And this is home!”
She tried to restrain her tears, but
they burst forth with sobs more wild and uncontrolled;
and at last they had their effect upon the old man,
whose wild stare passed off, and, rising painfully
in his seat, he glared at the door and shuddered.
“How dare he come!” he
muttered. “How dare he touch her!
How ”
He stopped as he turned his eyes upon
where Claire crouched, as if he had suddenly become
aware of her presence, and his face softened into a
piteous yearning look as he stretched out his hands
towards her, and then slowly rose to his feet.
“I struck her,” he muttered,
“I struck her. My child my darling!
I I Claire Claire ”
His voice was very low as he slowly
sank upon his knees, and softly laid one hand upon
her dress, raising it to his lips and kissing it with
a curiously strange abasement in his manner.
Claire did not move nor seem to hear
him, and he crept nearer to her and timidly laid his
hand upon her head.
He snatched it away directly, and
knelt there gazing at her wildly, for she shuddered,
shrank from him, and, starting to her feet, backed
towards the door with such a look of repulsion in her
face that the old man clasped his hands together,
and his lips parted as if to cry to her for mercy.
But no sound left them, and for a
full minute they remained gazing the one at the other.
Then, with a heartrending sob, Claire drew open the
door and hurried from the room.
“What shall I do? What
shall I do?” groaned Denville as he rose heavily
to his feet. “It is too hard to bear.
Better sleep at once and for ever.”
He sank into his chair with his hands
clasped and his elbows resting upon his knees, and
he bent lower and lower, as if borne down by the weight
of his sorrow; and thus he remained as the minutes
glided by, till, hearing a step at last, and the jingle
of glass, he rose quickly, smoothed his care-marked
face, and thrusting his hand into his breast, began
to pace the room, catching up hat and stick, and half
closing his eyes, as if in deep thought.
It was a good bit of acting, for when
Isaac entered with a tray to lay the dinner cloth,
and glanced quickly at his master, it was to see him
calm and apparently buried in some plan, with not the
slightest trace of domestic care upon his well-masked
face.
“Mr Morton at home, Isaac?”
he said, with a slightly-affected drawl.
“No, sir; been out hours.”
“Not gone fishing, Isaac?”
“No, sir; I think Mr Morton’s
gone up to the barracks, sir. Said he should
be back to dinner, sir.”
“That is right, Isaac.
That is right. I think I will go for a little
promenade before dinner myself.”
“He’s a rum ’un,”
muttered the footman as he stood behind the curtain
on one side of the window; “anyone would think
we were all as happy as the day’s long here,
when all the time the place is chock full of horrors,
and if I was to speak ”
Isaac did not finish his sentence,
but remained watching the Master of the Ceremonies
with his careful mincing step till he was out of sight,
when the footman turned from the window to stand tapping
the dining-table with his finger tips.
“If I was to go, there’d
be a regular wreck, and I shouldn’t get a penny
of my back wages. If I stay, he may get them
two well married, and then there’d be money
in the house. Better stay. Lor’,
if people only knew all I could tell ’em about
this house, and the scraping, and putting off bills,
and the troubles with Miss May and the two boys, and ”
Isaac drew a long breath and turned rather white.
“I feel sometimes as if I ought
to make a clean breast of it, but I don’t like
to. He isn’t such a bad sort, when you
come to know him, but that ugh!”
He shuddered, and began to rattle
the knives and forks upon the table, giving one a
rub now and then on his shabby livery.
“It’s a puzzler,”
he said, stopping short, after breathing in a glass,
and giving it a rub with a cloth. “Some
day, I suppose, there’ll be a difference, and
he’ll be flush of money. I suppose he daren’t
start yet. Suppose I No; that wouldn’t
do. He’ll pay all the back, then, and
I might ”
Isaac shuddered again, and muttered
to himself in a very mysterious way. Then, all
at once:
“Why, I might cry halves, and
make him set me up for life. Why not? She
was good as gone, and ”
He set down the glass, and wiped the
dew that had gathered off his brow, looking whiter
than before, for just then a memory had come into Isaac’s
mental vision it was a horrible recollection
of having been tempted to go and see the execution
of a murderer at the county town, and this man’s
accomplice was executed a month later.
“Accomplice” was an ugly
word that seemed to force itself into Isaac’s
mind, and he shook his head and hurriedly finished
laying the cloth.
“Let him pay me my wages, all
back arrears,” he said. “Perhaps
there is a way of selling a secret without being an
accomplice, but I don’t know, and oh,
I couldn’t do it. It would kill that poor
girl, who’s about worried to death with the
dreadful business, without there being anything else.”