A couple of months had glided away,
during which time Richard Glaire had recovered from
the severe injuries he had received in the accident,
and then, as he said, gone on the continent to recruit
his shattered nerves; though in confidence Doctor
Purley told his lodger Dick Glaire’s nerves
were stronger than ever, in consequence of eight weeks’
enforced attention to the orders of his medical man.
Richard wanted to get away, for several
things had occurred to annoy him. He was only
just recovering, when the news reached him that Daisy
Banks had become Tom Podmore’s wife; and this
was at a time when he was in the habit of saying bitter
things to Mrs Glaire about the disgraceful arrangement
by which Eve was still at the vicarage, where she
had been carried from the church, and where she had
lain through her long illness which followed, during
which she was for weeks delirious, and knew neither
of those who watched incessantly by her side.
Daisy Banks was her most constant
attendant, and had taken up her residence at the vicarage
with Miss Purley, who had told the vicar she would
do anything to oblige him; and when he thanked her
warmly, had gone up to her room at once to prepare,
and sat down, poor woman, and cried with misery, because
she was forty-three, very thin, and no one ever had,
and probably never would, ask her to be a wife.
So the vicar became Doctor Purley’s
lodger, never once crossing his own threshold, and
Mrs Glaire went down daily from her son’s sick
bed, to see how poor Eve sped.
Days and days of anxiety and anxious
watching of the doctor’s face as he came home
from his visits, and little hope. Days when the
eminent physician from the county town came over,
to give his supplementary advice; and still, though
both doctors shook their heads, Eve lived on
a wavering flame, ready to be extinguished by the first
rough waft of air.
“Selwood,” said the doctor
one night, “I’ve lost over a stone weight
since I’ve been attending that poor girl, and
I’ve done my best; everything I know, or could
get from others. I’m going back now, for
this is about the critical time, and I shall stay all
night. Why, man! Come, come, I say.”
He laid his hand upon the vicar’s
shoulder, for the strong man’s head had gone
down upon his hands. He had fought his grief
back, and borne so much now he had given
way.
“I am weak,” said the vicar, gently.
“Pray go.”
“Yes,” said the stout
old fellow with animation; and the desponding feeling
seemed to have gone. “Yes, I’ll go
and watch while you pray; and between us, with God’s
help, we may save her yet.”
As the night wore on, and the town
grew stilled in sleep, the vicar rose and left the
house, to go silently down the High Street, past the
church, to his own home, where he could lean against
the gate and watch for hour after hour the little
lighted window with its drawn blind, and the one glowing
spot where the candle burned.
Hour after hour, sometimes walking
up and down, but always with the prayer upon his lip
that she might be spared.
Sometimes a shadow crossed the blind,
and a light went through the house. Then all
was still again, and the night went on, with the stars
that had risen as he watched passing over his head,
and at last a faint, pearly light beginning to dawn
in the east, and grow broader. The first chirp
of a morning bird, as the pale light grew stronger,
answering chirps, and the loud alarm-note of the blackbird
that rose from the hedge beside him, dipped down,
and skimmed rapidly along the ditch.
The light brightened in the east,
but paled in the window of the sick girl’s room;
and the watcher’s heart sank low, for he knew
too well that this was the hour when vitality was
at its lowest ebb, and that, perhaps, at this very
time the gentle spirit of Eve might be winging its
way to a purer realm.
“My poor love my
love!” he murmured, as he leaned upon the gate;
and if ever man prayed fervently, that was a heartfelt
prayer breathed from his lips, and it seemed, in his
weak worn state, borne upwards by a winged messenger
which rose from the field hard by, singing its morning
song of joy and praise.
He watched that lark as it rose higher
and higher, its clear notes ringing far and wide,
but growing gradually fainter and fainter, till the
bird seemed lost to his gaze, as the song was to his
ear. But as he watched the sky turned from its
pale dawn, tinged with a warmer flush, to one glorious
damask fret of orange and gold, lighting up the trees
and flowers of his garden as he let his eyes fall to
earth, and then, as they rested on the window, it
was to see that it was blank and cold and grey.
He could not stir, only stand gazing
there with a horrible sinking feeling a
terrible dread, and though the sun rose slowly, his
light seemed pale and sickly to the heart-stricken
man, whose worst fears seemed confirmed when the door
opened, and the heavy, burly figure of the doctor
appeared, coming softly down the gravel-walk.
“You here, Selwood!” he
exclaimed. The vicar bowed his head. “You
have been here all night?”
“Yes, but tell me. I can bear it now.
Does she sleep?”
“Yes,” said the doctor,
pausing; and as he saw the weary head sink lower,
he continued, “Yes, but not the sleep you mean.
The crisis is past, dear friend, and Eve Pelly lives.”
It was one soft delicious afternoon,
when the vicarage garden was aglow with flowers, mellow
with sunshine, and joyous with the hum of the insect
world, that in obedience to Eve’s wish the vicar
went down, to find her looking very thin and pale,
but inexpressibly sweeter than she had ever seemed
before, seated on the old rustic seat beneath the great
hedge of mingled holly and yew. Daisy was with
her as he entered the garden, but she went into the
house, and Eve, with her colour returning slightly,
held out one hand and pointed to the place at her side.
He did not take the seat, however,
but mastering his emotion, took the trembling hand
between his and kissed it.
“You wished to see me?” he said.
“Yes,” said Eve in a whisper;
“to thank you for your great great
kindness to me. They tell me I have been here
eight weeks. I have been asking Mr Purley whether
I may not go home to my aunt’s at
least,” she said, growing agitated, “somewhere somewhere.
I must not stay here.”
He had come meaning to be calm, to
command himself, knowing that she was delicate and
weak; but at those words, and the visions they conjured
up, the restraint of months was broken down, and retaining
her hand, he sat down beside her.
“Do you wish to go away, Eve?”
he said hoarsely, while his strong hand trembled like
that he held.
“I cannot trespass on you longer,”
she said; and then in a weary, helpless manner, “but
I meant to go away far from here.”
“Eve,” he whispered, “may
I tell you of something of which you have never dreamed?
I meant to keep it yet for months, but your words
drive me to speak, and at the risk of losing all I
must.
“My child, I have known you
now for months; I have watched you till I have felt
that I knew even the thoughts of your gentle heart;
and as I learned them, knowing what I did, life has
been to me one long time of agony. Eve, I have
loved you with all my heart so well that
I would not give you the pain of knowing it; glad
to feel that I was your friend, whom you could trust
and turn to in your trouble. Have I kept to
that?”
“Yes, yes,” she said, piteously.
“Have I ever broken from the
position in which fate placed me, or been traitor
to your trust? Have I ever shown you the deep
and passionate love that was in my heart?”
“Never, never!” she moaned.
“No,” he exclaimed; “I
struggled and fought against it, even yielding to
your wishes to perform a duty in which I felt that
I was being my own executioner. But now you
are free. You cannot wed this man!”
“No, no, no,” she whispered, with a shudder.
“Then give me some little hope however
little. My darling, I will wait for years if
you will but tell me You turn from me am
I mad in thinking that you might some day trust me
with this little hand? You said you must go.
Why why leave me? Oh, Eve darling!
have I kept my secret so long for this?”
He was rising from his seat when her
little hands went up to his, and he sank beside her,
as they were placed upon his breast, and Eve’s
cheek went down upon them, and she nestled there.
“Is this a dream?” he exclaimed.
“One,” she whispered,
“that I have prayed might some day come true,
but trembled, for I thought it was a sin.”
“And you can love me?”
he cried, drawing her closer and closer to him.
“At last,” she murmured;
“and when I thought I was alone in the wide,
wide world. Love you!” she faltered, as
she hid her face in his breast, “I have loved
you from the first.”