On Friday, on Saturday, on Sunday,
Lady Charlotte waited for her brother Rowsley, until
it was a diminished satisfaction that she had held
her ground and baffled his mighty will to subdue her.
She did not sleep for thinking of him on the Sunday
night. Toward morning a fit of hazy horrors,
which others would have deemed imaginings, drove her
from her bed to sit and brood over Rowsley in a chair.
What if it was a case of heart with him too?
Heart disease had been in the family. A man like
Rowsley, still feeling the world before him, as a man
of his energies and aptitudes, her humour added in
the tide of his anxieties, had a right to feel, would
not fall upon resignation like a woman.
She was at the physician’s door
at eight o’clock. Dr. Rewkes reported reassuringly;
it was a simple disturbance in Lord Ormont’s
condition of health, and he conveyed just enough of
disturbance to send the impetuous lady knocking and
ringing at her brother’s door upon the hour of
nine.
The announcement of Lady Charlotte’s
early visit informed my lord that Dr. Rewkes had done
the spiriting required of him. He descended to
the library and passed under scrutiny.
‘You don’t look ill, Rowsley,’
she said, reluctantly in the sound.
’I am the better for seeing
you here, Charlotte. Shall I order breakfast
for you? I am alone.’
‘I know you are. I’ve
eaten. Rewkes tells me you’ve not lost appetite.’
‘Have I the appearance of a
man who has lost anything?’ Prouder man, and
heartier and ruddier, could not be seen, she thought.
‘You’re winning the country to right you;
that I know.’
‘I don’t ask it.’
‘The country wants your services.’
’I have heard some talk of it.
That lout comes to a knowledge of his wants too late.
If they promoted and offered me the command in India
to-morrow ’My lord struck the arm
of his chair. ’I live at Steignton henceforth;
my wife is at a seaside place eastward. She left
the jewel-case when on her journey through London
for safety; she is a particularly careful person,
forethoughtful. I take her down to Steignton
two days after her return. We entertain there
in the autumn. You come?’
‘I don’t. I prefer decent society.’
‘You are in her house now, ma’am.’
’If I have to meet the person,
you mean, I shall be civil. The society you’ve
given her, I won’t meet.’
’You will have to greet the
Countess of Ormont if you care to meet your brother.’
’Part, then, on the best terms
we can. I say this, the woman who keeps you from
serving your country, she ‘s your country’s
enemy.’
’Hear my answer. The lady
who is my wife has had to suffer for what you call
my country’s treatment of me. It ’s
a choice between my country and her. I give her
the rest of my time.’
‘That’s dotage.’
‘Fire away your epithets.’
‘Sheer dotage. I don’t deny she’s
a handsome young woman.’
’You’ll have to admit
that Lady Ormont takes her place in our family with
the best we can name.’
‘You insult my ears, Rowsley.’
‘The world will say it when it has the honour
of her acquaintance.’
‘An honour suspiciously deferred.’
‘That’s between the world and me.’
’Set your head to work, you’ll
screw the world to any pitch you like that
I don’t need telling.’
Lord Ormont’s head approved the remark.
‘Now,’ said Lady Charlotte,
’you won’t get the Danmores, the Dukerlys,
the Carminters, the Oxbridges any more than you get
me.’
’You are wrong, ma’am.
I had yesterday a reply from Lady Danmore to a communication
of mine.’
’It ’s thickening.
But while I stand, I stand for the family; and I ’m
not in it, and while I stand out of it, there ’s
a doubt either of your honesty or your sanity.’
‘There’s a perfect comprehension of my
sister!’
’I put my character in the scales
against your conduct, and your Countess of Ormont’s
reputation into the bargain.’
’You have called at her house;
it ’s a step. You ’ll be running at
her heels next. She ‘s not obdurate.’
’When you see me running at
her heels, it’ll be with my head off. Stir
your hardest, and let it thicken. That man Morsfield’s
name mixed up with a sham Countess of Ormont, in the
stories flying abroad, can’t hurt anybody.
A true Countess of Ormont we ‘re cut
to the quick.’
’We ‘re cut! Your
quick, Charlotte, is known to court the knife.’
Letters of the morning’s post were brought in.
The earl turned over a couple and
took up a third, saying: ’I ’ll attend
to you in two minutes’; and thinking once more:
Queer world it is, where, when you sheath the sword,
you have to be at play with bodkins!
Lady Charlotte gazed on the carpet,
effervescent with retorts to his last observation,
rightly conjecturing that the letter he selected to
read was from ‘his Aminta.’
The letter apparently was interesting,
or it was of inordinate length. He seemed still
to be reading. He reverted to the first page.
At the sound of the paper, she discarded
her cogitations and glanced up. His countenance
had become stony. He read on some way, with a
sudden drop on the signature, a recommencement,
a sound in the throat, as when men grasp a comprehensible
sentence of a muddled rigmarole and begin to have
hopes of the remainder. But the eye on the page
is not the eye which reads.
‘No bad news, Rowsley?’
The earl’s breath fell heavily.
Lady Charlotte left her chair, and walked about the
room.
’Rowsley, I ‘d like to hear if I can be
of use.’
‘Ma’am?’ he said; and pondered on
the word ‘use,’ staring at her.
’I don’t intend to pry.
I can’t see my brother look like that, and not
ask.’
The letter was tossed on the table
to her. She read these lines, dated from Felixstowe:
’My dear lord,
’The courage I have long been wanting
in has come at last, to break a tie that I have
seen too clearly was a burden on you from the beginning.
I will believe that I am chiefly responsible for inducing
you to contract it. The alliance with an inexperienced
girl of inferior birth, and a perhaps immoderate
ambition, has taxed your generosity; and though
the store may be inexhaustible, it is not truly
the married state when a wife subjects the husband
to such a trial. The release is yours, the
sadness is for me. I have latterly seen or
suspected a design on your part to meet my former
wishes for a public recognition of the wife of Lord
Ormont. Let me now say that these foolish
wishes no longer exist. I rejoice to think
that my staying or going will be alike unknown to the
world. I have the means of a livelihood, in
a modest way, and shall trouble no one.
’I have said, the sadness is for
me. That is truth. But I have to add,
that I, too, am sensible of the release. My confession
of a change of feeling to you as a wife, writes
the close of all relations between us. I am
among the dead for you; and it is a relief to me
to reflect on the little pain I give...’
‘Has she something on her conscience
about that man Morsfield?’ Lady Charlotte cried.
Lord Ormont’s prolonged Ah!
of execration rolled her to a bundle.
Nevertheless her human nature and
her knowledge of woman’s, would out with the
words: ‘There’s a man!’
She allowed her brother to be correct
in repudiating the name of the dead Morsfield chivalrous
as he was on this Aminta’s behalf to the last! and
struck along several heads, Adderwood’s, Weyburn’s,
Randeller’s, for the response to her suspicion.
A man there certainly was. He would be probably
a young man. He would not necessarily be a handsome
man.... or a titled or a wealthy man. She might
have set eyes on a gypsy somewhere round Great Marlow blood
to blood; such things have been. Imagining a
wildish man for her, rather than a handsome one and
one devoted staidly to the founding of a school, she
overlooked Weyburn, or reserved him with others for
subsequent speculation.
The remainder of Aminta’s letter
referred to her delivery of the Ormont jewel-case
at Lord Ormont’s London house, under charge of
her maid Carstairs. The affairs of the household
were stated very succinctly, the drawer for labelled
keys, whatever pertained to her management, in London
or at Great Marlow.
’She ‘s cool,’ Lady
Charlotte said, after reading out the orderly array
of items, in a tone of rasping irony, to convince her
brother he was well rid of a heartless wench.
Aminta’s written statement of
those items were stabs at the home she had given him,
a flashed picture of his loss. Nothing written
by her touched him to pierce him so shrewdly; nothing
could have brought him so closely the breathing image
in the flesh of the woman now a phantom for him.
‘Will she be expecting you to answer, Rowsley?’
‘Will that forked tongue cease
hissing!’ he shouted, in the agony of a strong
man convulsed both to render and conceal the terrible,
shameful, unexampled gush of tears.
Lady Charlotte beheld her bleeding
giant. She would rather have seen the brother
of her love grimace in woman’s manner than let
loose those rolling big drops down the face of a rock.
The big sob shook him, and she was shaken to the dust
by the sight. Now she was advised by her deep
affection for her brother to sit patient and dumb,
behind shaded eyes: praising in her heart the
incomparable force of the man’s love of the
woman contrasted with the puling inclinations of the
woman for the man.
Neither opened mouth when they separated.
She pressed and kissed a large nerveless hand.
Lord Ormont stood up to bow her forth. His ruddied
skin had gone to pallor resembling the berg of ice
on the edge of Arctic seas, when sunlight has fallen
away from it.