‘And to think,’ said Alice,
’that this is the very last evening we shall
ever pass here!’
‘I don’t see why you should
be so very sorry for that,’ replied May; ’I
should have thought that you must have had enough of
the place. Why, you have been here nearly ten
years! I never would have consented to remain
so long as that.’
’I didn’t mind; we have
been very happy here, and to say good-bye, and for
ever, to friends we have known so long, and who have
been so good to us, seems very sad at least,
it does to me.’
‘It is all very well for you,’
said Olive; ’I dare say you have been happy
here, you have always been the petted and spoilt child
of the school. Nothing was ever too good for
Alice; no matter who was wrong or what was done, Alice
was sure to be right.’
‘I never knew anyone so unreasonable,’
said Cecilia. ’You grumble at everything,
and you are always dying of jealousy of your sister.’
’That’s not true, and
you haven’t much to talk of; after beating your
brains out you only just got the prize for composition.
Besides, if you like the convent as much as I dare
say you do, although you aren’t a Catholic,
you had better stop here with my sister.’
’Oh, Olive! how can you speak
to Cecilia in that horrid way? I am ashamed of
you.’
’So you are going to turn against
me, Alice; but that’s your way. I shan’t
stay here.’
The retreating figure of the young
girl stood out in beautiful distinctness in the pale
light; behind her the soft evening swept the sea,
effacing with azure the brown sails of the fishing-boats;
in front of her the dresses of the girls flitted white
through the sombre green of the garden.
‘I am sorry,’ said Cecilia,
’you spoke to her. She is put out because
she didn’t get a prize, and Sister Agnes told
her that she nearly spoilt the play by the stupid
way she played the Princess.’
’She will find that that temper
of hers will stand in her way if she doesn’t
learn to control it,’ Violet said; ’but,
now she is gone, tell me, Alice, how do you think
she played her part? As far as I can judge she
didn’t seem to put any life into it. You
meant the Princess to be a sharp, cunning woman of
the world, didn’t you?’
’No, not exactly; but I agree
with you that Olive didn’t put life into it.’
’Well, anyhow, the play was
a great success, and you got, dear Alice, the handsomest
prize that has ever been given in the school.’
’And how do you think I did
the King? Did I make him look like a man?
I tried to walk just as Fred Scully does when he goes
down to the stables.’
’You did the part very well,
May; but I think I should like him to have been more
sentimental.’
’I don’t think men are
sentimental at least, not as you think they
are. I tried to copy Fred Scully.’
’My part was a mere nothing.
You must write me a something, Alice, one of these
days a coquettish girl, you know, who could
twist a man round her fingers. A lot of bavardage
in it.’
’I suppose you’ll never
be able to speak English again, now you’ve got
the prize for French conversation.’
’Sour grapes! You would
like to have got it yourself. I worked hard for
it. I was determined to get it, for ma says it
is of great advantage in society for a girl to speak
French well.’
’Jealous! I should like
to know why I should be jealous. Of what?
I got all I tried for. Besides, the truth about
your French prize is that you may consider yourself
very fortunate, for if’ (she mentioned the name
of one of her schoolfellows) ’hadn’t been
so shy and timid, you’d have come off second
best.’
The rudeness of this retort drew a
sharp answer from Violet; and then, in turn, but more
often simultaneously, the girls discussed the justice
of the distribution. The names of an infinite
number of girls were mentioned; but when, in the babbling
flow of convent-gossip, a favourite nun was spoken
of, one of the chatterers would sigh, and for a moment
be silent.
The violet waters of the bay had darkened,
and, like the separating banners of a homeward-moving
procession, the colours of the sky went east and west.
The girdle of rubies had melted, had become the pale
red lining of a falling mantle; the large spaces of
gold grew dim; orange and yellow streamers blended;
lilac and blue pennons faded to deep greys; dark
hoods and dark veils were drawn closer; purple was
gathered like garments about the loins; the night
fell, and the sky, now decorated with a crescent moon
and a few stars, was filled with stillness and adoration.
The day’s death was exquisite, even human; and
as she gazed on the beautiful corpse lowered amid the
fumes of a thousand censers into an under-world, even
Violet’s egotism began to dream.
‘The evening is lovely.
I am glad; it is the last we shall pass here,’
said the girl pensively, ‘and all good-byes are
sad.’
‘Yes, we have been happy,’
said May, ’and I too am sorry to leave; but
then we couldn’t spend our lives here. There
are plenty of things to be done at home; and I suppose
we shall all get married one of these days? And
there will be balls and parties before we get married.
I don’t think that I’d care to get married
all at once. Would you, Violet?’
‘I don’t know. Perhaps
not, unless it was to someone very grand indeed.’
’Oh, would you do that?
I don’t think I could marry a man unless I loved
him,’ said May.
’Yes, but you might love someone
who was very grand as well as someone who wasn’t.’
‘That’s true enough; but
then ’ and May stopped, striving to
readjust her ideas, which Violet’s remark had
suddenly disarranged. After a pause she said:
’But does your mother intend
to bring you to Dublin for the season? Are you
going to be presented this year?’
‘I hope so. Mamma said I should be, last
vacation.’
’I shall take good care that
I am. The best part of the hunting will be over,
and I wouldn’t miss the Castle balls for anything.
Do you like officers?’
The crudity of the question startled
Alice, and it was with difficulty she answered she
didn’t know that she had not thought
about the matter.
May and Violet continued the conversation;
and over the lingering waste of yellow, all that remained
to tell where the sun had set, the night fell like
a heavy, blinding dust, sadly and regretfully, as the
last handful of earth thrown upon a young girl’s
grave.