A MORTGAGE ON JOHN

As John grew sound and strong he grew busy as well. The frown of purpose creased at times his brow. There was a “perfect gentleman” to make, and only a few years left for his making if he was to be completed in the stipulated time. Once in a while he contrived an errand to Fannie, but it was always in broad day, when the flower of love is never more than half open. The perfect transport of its first blossoming could not quite return; the pronoun “my” was not again paraded. Only at good-by, her eyes, dancing the while, would say, “It’s all right, my Johnnie.”

On Sundays he had to share her with other boys whom she asked promiscuously,

“What new commandment was laid on the disciples?” and

“Ought not we also to keep this commandment?”

“Oh! yes, indeed!” said his heart, but his slow lips let some other voice answer for him.

When she asked from the catechism, “What is the misery of that estate whereinto man fell?” ah! how he longed to confess certain modifications in his own case. And yet Sunday was his “Day of all the week the best.” Her voice in speech and song, the smell of her garments, the flowers in her hat, the gladness of her eyes, the wild blossoms at her belt, sometimes his own forest anémones dying of joy on her bosom sense and soul feasted on these and took a new life, so that going from Sabbath to Sabbath he went from strength to strength, on each Lord’s day appearing punctually in Zion.

One week-day when the mountain-air of Widewood was sweet with wild grapes, some six persons were scatteringly grouped in and about the narrow road near the March residence. One was Garnet, one was Ravenel, two others John and his father, and two were strangers in Dixie. One of these was a very refined-looking man, gray, slender, and with a reticent, purposeful mouth. His traveling suit was too warm for the latitude, and his silk hat slightly neglected. The other was fat and large, and stayed in the carryall in which Garnet had driven them up from Rosemont. He was of looser stuff than his senior. He called the West his home, but with a New England accent. He “didn’t know’s ’twas” and “presumed likely” so often that John eyed him with mild surprise. Ravenel sat and whittled. The day was hot, yet in his suit of gray summer stuffs he looked as fresh as sprinkled ferns. In a pause Major Garnet, with bright suddenness, asked:

“Brother March, where’s John been going to school?”

The Judge glanced round upon the group as if they were firing upon him from ambush, hemmed, looked at John, and said:

“Why, eh who; son? Why, eh to to his mother, sir; yes, sir.”

“Ah, Brother March, a mother’s the best of teachers, and Sister March one of the most unselfish of mothers!” said Garnet, avoiding Ravenel’s glance.

The Judge expanded. “Sir, she’s too unselfish, I admit it, sir.”

“And, yet, Brother March, I reckon John gets right smart schooling from you.”

“Ah! no, sir. We’re only schoolmates together, sir in the school of Nature, sir. You know, Mr. Ravenel, all these things about us here are a sort of books, sir.”

Ravenel smiled and answered very slowly, “Ye-es, sir. Very good reading; worth thirty cents an acre simply as literature.”

Thirty cents was really so high a price that the fat stranger gave a burst of laughter, but Garnet “It’ll soon be worth thirty dollars an acre, now we’ve got a good government. Brother March, we’d like to see that superb view of yours from the old field on to the ridge.”

Ravenel stayed behind with the Judge. John went as guide.

“Judge,” Ravenel said, as soon as they were alone, “how about John? I believe in your school of nature a little. Solitude for principles, society for character, somebody says. Now, my school was men, and hence the ruin you see ”

“Mr. Ravenel, sir! I see no ruin; I ”

“Don’t you? Well, then, the ruin you don’t see.”

“Oh, sir, you speak in irony! I see a character ”

“Yes “ the speaker dug idly in the sand “all character and no principles. But you don’t want John to be all principles and no character? He ought to be going to school, Judge.” The father dropped his eyes in pain, but the young man spoke on. “Going to school is a sort of first lesson in citizenship, isn’t it? ’specially if it’s a free school. Maybe I’m wrong, but I wish Dixie was full of good, strong free schools.”

“You’re not wrong, Mr. Ravenel! You’re eminently right, sir.”

Mr. Ravenel only smiled, was silent for a while, and then said, “But even if it were I had an impression that you thought you’d sort o’ promised John to Rosemont?”

The Judge straightened up, distressed. “Mr. Ravenel, I have! I have, sir! It’s true; it’s true!”

“I don’t think you did, Judge, you only expressed an intention.”

But the Judge waived away the distinction with a gesture.

“Judge,” said the young man, slowly and gently, “wouldn’t you probably be sending John to Rosemont if Rosemont were free?”

The Judge did not speak or look up. He hunted on the ground for chips.

“Why don’t you sell some land and send him?”

“Oh, Mr. Ravenel, we can’t. We just can’t! It’s the strangest thing in the world, sir! Nobody wants it but lumbermen, and to let them, faw a few cents an acre, sweep ove’ it like worms ove’ a cotton field we just can’t do it! Mr. Ravenel, what is the reason such a land as this can’t be settled up? We’ll sell it to any real sett’ehs! But, good Lawd! sir, where air they? Son an’ me ain’t got no money to impote ’em, sir. The darkies don’t know anything but cotton fahmin’ they won’t come. Let me tell you, sir, we’ve made the most flattering offers to capitalists to start this and that. But they all want to wait till we’ve got a good gov’ment. An’ now, here we’ve got it in Clearwateh, at least an’ you can see that these two men ain’t satisfied!”

“What do you reckon’s the reason?”

“Mr. Ravenel, my deah sir, they can’t tell! The fat one can’t and the lean one won’t! But politics is at the bottom of it, sir! Politics keeps crowdin’ in an’ capital a-hangin’ back, an’ ”

“Johnnie doesn’t get his schooling,” said Ravenel.

The response was a silent gesture, downcast eyes, and the betrayal of an emotion, not of the moment, but of months and years of physical want and mental distress.

“We all get lots of politics,” said Ravenel.

“Not son! not fum me, sir. Oh, my Lawd, sir, that’s one of the worst parts of it! I don’t dare teach him mine, much less unteach him his mother’s. She’s as spirited as she’s gentle, sir.”

“Whatever was is wrong,” drawled the young man. “That’s the new creed.”

“Oh, sir, a new creed’s too painful a thing fo’ jest. Ow South’n press, Mr. Ravenel, is gett’n’ a sad facility fo’ recantin’. I don’t say it’s not sincere, sir least of all ow Courier since it’s come into the hands of you an’ President Garnet!”

“Garnet! Oh, gracious!” laughed Jeff-Jack. “Sincere Judge, if you won’t say anything about sincerity, I’ll tell you what I’d like to do for John, sir. I’ll take your note, secured by land, for the money you need to put John through Rosemont, and you needn’t pay it till you get ready. If you never get ready, I reckon John’ll pay it some day.”

The moment the offer began to be intelligible, Judge March tried to straighten up and look Jeff-Jack squarely in the face, but when it was completed his elbows were on his knees and his face in his slender brown hands.

Up in the old field Garnet had talked himself dizzy. Northern travelers are by every impulse inquirers, and Southern hosts expounders; they fit like tongue and groove. On the ridge he had said:

“Now, Mr. Fair, here it is. I don’t believe there’s a finer view in the world.”

“Hm!” said the slender visitor.

The two guests had been shown the usual Sleeping Giant, Saddle Mountain, Sugar Loaf, etc., that go with such views. John had set Garnet right when he got Lover’s Leap and Bridal Veil tangled in the bristling pines of Table Rock and the Devil’s Garden, and all were charmed with the majestic beauty of the scene. On the way back, while Garnet explained to Mr. Gamble, the heavier guest, why negroes had to be treated not as individuals but as a class, John had been telling Mr. Fair why it was wise to treat chickens not as a class but as individuals, and had mentioned the names and personal idiosyncrasies of the favorites of his own flock; Mr. Fair, in turn, had confessed to having a son about John’s age, and wished they knew each other. Before John could reply, the party gayly halted again beside his father and Mr. Ravenel. As they did so Mr. Fair saw Ravenel give a little nod to Garnet that said, “It’s all arranged.”

On another evening, shortly after this, father and son coming to supper belated, John brought his mother a bit of cross-road news. The “Rads” had given a barbecue down in Blackland, just two days before the visit of Jeff-Jack and those others to Widewood and what did she reckon! Cornelius Leggett had there made a speech, declaring that he was at the bottom of a patriotic project to open a free white school in Suez, and “bu’st Rosemont wide open.”

“Judge March,” said the wife, affectionately, “I wonder why Mr. Ravenel avoided mentioning that to you. He needn’t have feared your sense of humor. Ah! if you only had a woman’s instincts!”

John said good-night and withdrew. He wished his mother loved his father a little less. They would all have a so much better time.

“No,” Mrs. March was presently saying, “Mr. Ravenel’s motives are not those that concern me most. Rosemont, to me, must always signify Rose Montgomery. It is to her presence her spell you would expose my child; she, who has hated me all her life. Ah! no, it’s too late now to draw back, he shall go. Yes, without my consent! Oh! my consent! Judge March, you’re jesting again!” She lifted upon him the smile of a heart really all but broken under its imaginary wrongs.

There was no drawing back. The mother suffered, but the wife sewed, and when Rosemont had got well into its season’s work and November was nearly gone, John was ready for “college.” One morning, when the wind was bitter and the ground frozen, father and son rode side by side down their mountain road. A thin mantle of snow made the woods gray, and mottled the shivering ranks of dry cornstalks. At each rider’s saddle swung an old carpet-bag stuffed with John’s clothes. His best were on him.

“Maybe they’re not the latest cut, son, or the finest fit, but you won’t mind; you’re not a girl. A man’s dress is on’y a sort o’ skin, anyhow; a woman’s is her plumage. And, anyhow, at Rosemont you’ll wear soldier clothes. Look out son, I asked yo’ dear motheh to mend ”

The warning came too late; a rope handle of one of the carpet-bags broke. The swollen budget struck the unyielding ground and burst like a squash. John sprang nimbly from the saddle, but the Judge caught his leg on the other carpet-bag and reached the ground in such a shape that his horse lost all confidence and began to back wildly, putting first one foot and then another into the scattered baggage.

One, or even two, can rarely get as much into a bursted carpet-bag, repacking it in a public road and perspiring with the fear that somebody is coming, as they can into a sound one at a time and place of their own choice. There’s no place like home for this sort of task; albeit the Judge’s home may have been an exception. Time flew past while they contrived and labored, and even when they seemed to have solved their problem one pocket of John’s trousers contained a shirt and the other was full of socks, and the Judge’s heart still retained an anxiety which he dared neither wholly confess nor entirely conceal.

“Well, son, it’s a comfort to think yo’ precious motheh will never have the mawtification of knowin’ anything about this.”

“Yass, sir,” drawled John, “that’s the first thing I thought of.”