Dartmouth had been at Rhyd-Alwyn two
weeks, when Sir Iltyd turned to him one night as he
was leaving the dining-room and asked him to follow
him into the library for a few moments.
“I feel quite alarmed,”
said Harold to Weir, as the door closed behind her
father. “Do you suppose he is going to tell
me that I do not give satisfaction?”
“Harold!” exclaimed Weir,
reprovingly, “I wish you would not talk as if
you were a butler; you look much more dignified than
you ever talk. You look like an English nobleman,
and you talk like any ordinary young man about town.”
“My dearest girl, would you
have me a Sir Charles Grandison? The English
nobleman of your imagination is the gentleman who perambulates
the pages of Miss Burney’s novels. The present
species and the young man about town are synonymous
animals.”
“There you are again! You
always make me laugh; I cannot help that; but I wish
you would do yourself justice, nevertheless. You
may not know it, but if you would only put on a ruff
and satin doublet and hose and wig, and all the rest
of it, you would look exactly like one of the courtiers
of the court of Queen Elizabeth. You are a perfect
type of the English aristocrat.”
“My dear Lady Jane Grey, if
you had been an American girl, you would have said
a perfect gentleman, and I should never have spoken
to you again. As a matter of fact, I always feel
it a sort of sacrilege that I do not address you in
blank verse; only my attempts thereat are so very
bad. But it is never too late to mend. We
will read Pope together, Shakespeare, and all the
rest of the old boys. We will saturate our minds
with their rhythm, and we will thereafter communicate
in stately phrase and rolling periods.”
“It would be a great deal better
than slang and ‘facetiousness,’ as you
call it. That is all very well for Lord Bective
Hollington; it suits him; but you should aim at a
higher standard.”
Dartmouth, who was standing by the
chimney-piece near the chair on which she was sitting,
put his hand under her chin and raised her face, smiling
quizzically as he did so.
“My dear child,” he said,
“you are too clever to fall into the common
error of women, and idealize your lover. The tendency
is a constituent part of the feminine nature, it is
true. The average woman will idealize the old
tweed coat on her lover’s back. But your
eyes are too clear for that sort of thing. I
am a very ordinary young man, my dear. Becky
is twice as clever-”
“He is not!” burst in
Weir, indignantly. “A man who can do nothing
but chaff and joke and talk witty nonsense!”
“If you knew him better you
would know that under all that persiflage there is
much depth of feeling and passion. I do not claim
any unusual amount of intellectuality for him, but
he has a wonderful supply of hard common-sense, and
remarkably quick perceptions. And I have great
respect for his judgment.”
“That may be,” said Weir,
indifferently; “I care nothing about him.”
She rose and stood in front of him and leaned her elbows
on his shoulders. “You may underrate yourself,
if you like,” she went on, “but I know
that you are capable of accomplishing anything you
wish, and of distinguishing yourself. I recall
the conversations I have had with you in your serious
moments, if you do not, and I expect you to be a great
man yet.”
Dartmouth flung his cigar impatiently
into the fire. “My dear girl, my grandmother
preached that same thing to me from the day I was old
enough to reason, to the day she died. But I tell
you, Weir, I have not got it in me. I have the
ambition and the desire-yes; but no marked
ability of any sort. Some day, when we are ready
to settle down, I will write, and publish what I write.
Men will grant me a certain standing as a thinker,
I believe, and perhaps they will also give me credit
for a certain nice use of words; I have made a study
of literary style all my life. But that is the
most I shall ever attain. I am not a man of any
genius or originality, and you may as well make up
your mind to the inevitable at once.”
“Harold,” said Weir, without
taking the slightest notice of his outburst, “do
you remember that extraordinary experience of yours
that night in Paris? I believe you have the soul
of a poet in you, only as yet your brain hasn’t
got it under control. Did you ever read the life
of Alfieri? He experienced the same desire to
write, over and over again, but could accomplish nothing
until after he was thirty. Disraeli illustrated
his struggles for speech in ‘Contarini Fleming’
most graphically, you remember.”
“Neither Alfieri nor Contarini
Fleming ever had any such experience as mine.
Their impulse to write was not only a mental concept
as well as a spiritual longing, but it was abiding.
I never really experienced a desire to write poetry
except on that night. I have occasionally wished
that I had the ability, but common-sense withheld me
from brooding over the impossible. The experience
of that night is one which can be explained by no
ordinary methods. I can make nothing of it, and
for that reason I prefer not to speak of it. I
abominate mysteries.”
“Well,” she said, “some
day I believe it will be explained. I believe
it was nothing more than an extraordinarily strong
impulse to write, and that you exaggerate it into
the supernatural as you look back upon it. I
did not think so when you first told me; you were so
dramatic that you carried me off my feet, and I was
an actor in the scene. But that is the way I
look at it now, and I believe I am correct.”
“It may be,” said Dartmouth,
moodily, “but I hope it won’t affect me
that way again, that is all.” He caught
her suddenly to him and kissed her. “Let
us be contented as we are,” he said. “Ambition
is love’s worst enemy. Geniuses do not
make their wives happy.”
“They do when their wives understand
and are in absolute sympathy with them,” she
said, returning his caress; “and that I should
always be with you. But do not imagine that I
am in love with the idea of your being a famous man.
I care nothing for fame in itself. It is only
that I believe you to be capable of great things,
and that you would be happier if they were developed.”
“Well, well,” he said,
laughing; “have your own way, as you will in
spite of me. If ever the divine fire lays me in
ashes, you may triumph in your predictions. But
I must go and interview your father; I have kept him
waiting too long already.”
They went out into the hall, and Dartmouth
left her there and went to the library. Sir Iltyd
was sitting before a large table, reading by the light
of a student’s lamp, which looked like an anachronism
in the lofty, ancient room. He closed his book
as Dartmouth entered, and rising, waved his hand toward
a chair on the other side of the table.
“Will you sit down?” he
said; “I should like to have a little talk with
you.”
Dartmouth obeyed, and waited for the
old gentleman to introduce the subject. Sir Iltyd
continued in a moment, taking up a small book and
bringing it down lengthwise on the desk at regular
intervals while he spoke:
“Of course, you must know, Harold,
that it has not taken me two weeks to discover my
personal feelings toward you. I should have liked
or disliked you on the first evening we met, and,
as a matter of fact, my sensations towards you have
undergone no change since that night. If it had
happened that I disliked you, I should not have allowed
the fact to bias my judgment as to whether or not
you were a suitable husband for my daughter, but it
would not have taken me two weeks to make up my mind.
As it is I have merely delayed my consent as an unnecessary
formality; but perhaps the time has come to say in
so many words that I shall be very glad to give my
daughter to you.”
“Thank you,” said Dartmouth.
The words sounded rather bald, but it was an unusual
situation, and he did not know exactly what to say.
Something more was evidently expected of him, however,
and he plunged in recklessly: “I am sure
I need not say that I am highly honored by your regard
and your confidence, nor protest that you will never
regret it. To tell you that I loved Weir with
all my heart would be trite, and perhaps it is also
unnecessary to add that I am not a man of ’veering
passions’-that is, of course when
my heart is engaged as well.”
Sir Iltyd smiled. “I should
imagine that the last clause was added advisedly.
I was a man of the world myself in my young days, and
I recognize one in you. Judging from your physiognomy
and general personality I should say that you have
loved a good many women, and have lived in the widest
sense of the word.”
“Well-yes,”
admitted Dartmouth, with a laugh. “That
sort of thing leaves a man’s heart untouched,
however.”
“It may, and I am willing to
believe that you have given your heart to Weir for
good and all.”
“I think I have,” said Dartmouth.
And then the question of settlements
was broached, and when it had been satisfactorily
arranged, Dartmouth lingered a few moments longer
in conversation with his host, and then rose to go.
Sir Iltyd rose also and walked with him to the door.
“Do you mind our being married
in a month?” asked Dartmouth, as they crossed
the room. “That will give Weir all the time
she wants, and we should like to spend the spring
in Rome.”
“Very well; let it be in a month.
I cannot see that the date is of any importance; only
do not forget me in the summer.”
“Oh, no,” said Dartmouth;
“we expect you to harbor us off and on all the
year around.”
And then Sir Iltyd opened the door
and bowed with his old-time courtier-like dignity,
and Dartmouth passed out and into the hall.