He was no uncle of mine, but it pleased
me that he let me call him Uncle Jim.
It seems only yesterday that, for
the first time, on a farm “over the border,”
from the French province, I saw him standing by a log
outside the wood-house door, splitting maple knots.
He was all bent by years and hard work, with muscles
of iron, hands gnarled and lumpy, but clinching like
a vise; grey head thrust forward on shoulders which
had carried forkfuls of hay and grain, and leaned
to the cradle and the scythe, and been heaped with
cordwood till they were like hide and metal; white
straggling beard and red watery eyes, which, to me,
were always hung with an intangible veil of mystery though
that, maybe, was my boyish fancy. Added to all
this he was so very deaf that you had to speak clear
and loud into his ear; and many people he could not
hear at all, if their words were not sharp-cut, no
matter how loud. A silent, withdrawn man he was,
living close to Mother Earth, twin-brother of Labour,
to whom Morning and Daytime were sounding-boards for
his axe, scythe, saw, flail, and milking-pail, and
Night a round hollow of darkness into which he crept,
shutting the doors called Silence behind him, till
the impish page of Toil came tapping again, and he
stepped awkwardly into the working world once more.
Winter and summer saw him putting the kettle on the
fire a few minutes after four o’clock, in winter
issuing with lantern from the kitchen door to the
stable and barn to feed the stock; in summer sniffing
the grey dawn and looking out on his fields of rye
and barley, before he went to gather the cows for milking
and take the horses to water.
For forty years he and his worn-faced
wife bowed themselves beneath the yoke, first to pay
for the hundred-acre farm, and then to bring up and
educate their seven children. Something noble
in them gave them ambitions for their boys and girls
which they had never had for themselves; but when
had gone the forty years, in which the little farm
had twice been mortgaged to put the eldest son through
college as a doctor, they faced the bitter fact that
the farm had passed from them to Rodney, the second
son, who had come at last to keep a hotel in a town
fifty miles away. Generous-hearted people would
think that these grown-up sons and daughters should
have returned the old people’s long toil and
care by buying up the farm and handing it back to them,
their rightful refuge in the decline of life.
But it was not so. They were tenants where they
had been owners, dependants where they had been givers,
slaves where once they were, masters. The old
mother toiled without a servant, the old man without
a helper, save in harvest time.
But the great blow came when Rodney
married the designing milliner who flaunted her wares
opposite his bar-room; and, somehow, from the date
of that marriage, Rodney’s good fortune and
the hotel declined. When he and his wife first
visited the little farm after their marriage the old
mother shrank away from the young woman’s painted
face, and ever afterwards an added sadness showed
in her bearing and in her patient smile. But
she took Rodney’s wife through the house, showing
her all there was to show, though that was not much.
There was the little parlour with its hair-cloth chairs,
rag carpet, centre table, and iron stove with black
pipes, all gaily varnished. There was the parlour
bedroom off it, with the one feather-bed of the house
bountifully piled up with coarse home-made blankets,
topped by a silk patchwork quilt, the artistic labour
of the old wife’s evening hours while Uncle Jim
peeled apples and strung them to dry from the rafters.
There was a room, dining-room in summer, and kitchen
dining-room in winter, as clean as aged hands could
scrub and dust it, hung about with stray pictures from
illustrated papers, and a good old clock in the corner
“ticking” life, and youth, and hope away.
There was the buttery off that, with its meagre china
and crockery, its window looking out on the field of
rye, the little orchard of winter apples, and the
hedge of cranberry bushes. Upstairs were rooms
with no ceilings, where, lying on a corn-husk bed,
you reached up and touched the sloping roof, with windows
at the end only, facing the buckwheat field, and looking
down two miles towards the main road for
the farm was on a concession or side-road, dusty in
summer, and in winter sometimes impassable for weeks
together. It was not much of a home, as any one
with the mind’s eye can see, but four stalwart
men and three fine women had been born, raised, and
quartered there, until, with good clothes, and speaking
decent English and tolerable French, and with money
in their pockets, hardly got by the old people, one
by one they issued forth into the world.
The old mother showed Rodney’s
wife what there was for eyes to see, not forgetting
the three hives of bees on the south side, beneath
the parlour window. She showed it with a kind
of pride, for it all seemed good to her, and every
dish, and every chair, and every corner in the little
house had to her a glory of its own, because of those
who had come and gone the firstlings of
her flock, the roses of her little garden of love,
blooming now in a rougher air than ranged over the
little house on the hill. She had looked out upon
the pine woods to the east and the meadow-land to
the north, the sweet valley between the rye-field
and the orchard, and the good honest air that had blown
there for forty years, bracing her heart and body
for the battle of love and life, and she had said
through all, Behold it is very good.
But the pert milliner saw nothing
of all this; she did not stand abashed in the sacred
precincts of a home where seven times the Angel of
Death had hovered over a birth-bed. She looked
into the face which Time’s finger had anointed,
and motherhood had etched with trouble, and said:
“’Tisn’t much, is
it? Only a clap-board house, and no ceilings upstairs,
and rag carpets-pshaw!”
And when she came to wash her hands
for dinner, she threw aside the unscented, common
bar-soap, and, shrugging her narrow shoulders at the
coarse towel, wiped her fingers on her cambric handkerchief.
Any other kind of a woman, when she saw the old mother
going about with her twisted wrist a doctor’s
bad work with a fracture would have tucked
up her dress, and tied on an apron to help. But
no, she sat and preened herself with the tissue-paper
sort of pride of a vain milliner, or nervously shifted
about, lifting up this and that, curiously supercilious,
her tongue rattling on to her husband and to his mother
in a shallow, foolish way. She couldn’t
say, however, that any thing was out of order or ill-kept
about the place. The old woman’s rheumatic
fingers made corners clean, and wood as white as snow,
the stove was polished, the tins were bright, and
her own dress, no matter what her work, neat as a
girl’s, although the old graceful poise of the
body had twisted out of drawing.
But the real crisis came when Rodney,
having stood at the wood-house door and blown the
dinner-horn as he used to do when a boy, the sound
floating and crying away across the rye-field, the
old man came for, strange to say, that
was the one sound he could hear easily, though, as
he said to himself, it seemed as small as a pin, coming
from ever so far away. He came heavily up from
the barn-yard, mopping his red face and forehead,
and now and again raising his hand to shade his eyes,
concerned to see the unknown visitors, whose horse
and buggy were in the stable-yard. He and Rodney
greeted outside warmly enough, but there was some
trepidation too in Uncle Jim’s face he
felt trouble brewing; and there is no trouble like
that which comes between parent and child. Silent
as he was, however, he had a large and cheerful heart,
and nodding his head he laughed the deep, quaint laugh
which Rodney himself of all his sons had and
he was fonder of Rodney than any. He washed his
hands in the little basin outside the wood-house door,
combed out his white beard, rubbed his red, watery
eyes, tied a clean handkerchief round his neck, put
on a rusty but clean old coat, and a minute afterwards
was shaking hands for the first time with Rodney’s
wife. He had lived much apart from his kind,
but he had a mind that fastened upon a thought and
worked it down until it was an axiom. He felt
how shallow was this thin, flaunting woman of flounces
and cheap rouge; he saw her sniff at the brown sugar-she
had always had white at the hotel; and he noted that
she let Rodney’s mother clear away and wash the
dinner things herself. He felt the little crack
of doom before it came.
It came about three o’clock.
He did not return to the rye-field after dinner, but
stayed and waited to hear what Rodney had to say.
Rodney did not tell his little story well, for he
foresaw trouble in the old home; but he had to face
this and all coming dilemmas as best he might.
With a kind of shamefacedness, yet with an attempt
to carry the thing off lightly, he told Uncle Jim,
while, inside, his wife told the old mother, that
the business of the hotel had gone to pot (he did not
say who was the cause of that), and they were selling
out to his partner and coming to live on the farm.
“I’m tired anyway of the
hotel job,” said Rodney. “Farming’s
a better life. Don’t you think so, dad?”
“It’s better for me, Rod,”
answered Uncle Jim, “it’s better for me.”
Rodney was a little uneasy. “But
won’t it be better for me?” he asked.
“Mebbe,” was the slow answer, “mebbe,
mebbe so.”
“And then there’s mother,
she’s getting too old for the work, ain’t
she?”
“She’s done it straight
along,” answered the old man, “straight
along till now.”
“But Millie can help her, and
we’ll have a hired girl, eh?”
“I dunno, I dunno,” was
the brooding answer; “the place ain’t going
to stand it.”
“We’ll get more out of
it,” answered Rodney. “I’ll
stock it up, I’ll put more under barley.
All the thing wants is working, dad. Put more
in, get more out. Now ain’t that right?”
The other was looking off towards
the rye-field, where, for forty years, up and down
the hillside, he had travelled with the cradle and
the scythe, putting all there was in him into it,
and he answered, blinking along the avenue of the
past:
“Mebbe, mebbe!”
Rodney fretted under the old man’s
vague replies, and said: “But darn it all,
can’t you tell us what you think?”
His father did not take his eyes off
the rye-field. “I’m thinking,”
he answered, in the same old-fashioned way, “that
I’ve been working here since you were born,
Rod. I’ve blundered along, somehow, just
boggling my way through. I ain’t got anything
more to say. The farm ain’t mine any more,
but I’ll keep my scythe sharp and my axe ground
just as I always did, and I’m for workin’
as I’ve always worked as long as I’m let
to stay.”
“Good Lord, dad, don’t
talk that way! Things ain’t going to be
any different for you and mother than they are now.
Only, of course ” He paused.
The old man pieced out the sentence:
“Only, of course, there can’t be two women
rulin’ one house, Rod, and you know it as well
as I do.”
Exactly how Rodney’s wife told
the old mother of the great change Rodney never knew;
but when he went back to the house the grey look in
his mother’s face told him more than her words
ever told. Before they left that night the pink
milliner had already planned the changes which were
to celebrate her coming and her ruling.
So Rodney and his wife came, all the
old man prophesied in a few brief sentences to his
wife proving true. There was no great struggle
on the mother’s part; she stepped aside from
governing, and became as like a servant as could be.
An insolent servant-girl came, and she and Rodney’s
wife started a little drama of incompetency, which
should end as the hotel-keeping ended. Wastefulness,
cheap luxury, tawdry living, took the place of the
old, frugal, simple life. But the mother went
about with that unchanging sweetness of face, and
a body withering about a fretted soul. She had
no bitterness, only a miserable distress. But
every slight that was put upon her, every change,
every new-fangled idea, from the white sugar to the
scented soap and the yellow buggy, rankled in the old
man’s heart. He had resentment both for
the old wife and himself, and he hated the pink milliner
for the humiliation that she heaped upon them both.
Rodney did not see one-fifth of it, and what he did
see lost its force, because, strangely enough, he
loved the gaudy wife who wore gloves on her bloodless
hands as she did the house-work and spent numberless
afternoons in trimming her own bonnets. Her peevishness
grew apace as the newness of the experience wore off.
Uncle Jim seldom spoke to her, as he seldom spoke
to anybody, but she had an inkling of the rancour
in his heart, and many a time she put blame upon his
shoulders to her husband, when some unavoidable friction
came.
A year, two years, passed, which were
as ten upon the shoulders of the old people, and then,
in the dead of winter, an important thing happened.
About the month of March Rodney’s first child
was expected. At the end of January Rodney had
to go away, expecting to return in less than a month.
But, in the middle of February, the woman’s sacred
trouble came before its time. And on that day
there fell such a storm as had not been seen for many
a year. The concession road was blocked before
day had well set in; no horse could go ten yards in
it. The nearest doctor was miles away at Pontiac,
and for any man to face the journey was to connive
with death. The old mother came to Uncle Jim,
and, as she looked out of a little unfrosted spot
on the window at the blinding storm, told him that
the pink milliner would die. There seemed to be
no other end to it, for the chances were a hundred
to one against the strongest man making a journey
for the doctor, and another hundred to one against
the doctor’s coming.
No one knows whether Uncle Jim could
hear the cries from the torture-chamber, but, after
standing for a time mumbling to himself, he wrapped
himself in a heavy coat, tied a muffler about his face,
and went out. If they missed him they must have
thought him gone to the barn, or in the drive-shed
sharpening his axe. But the day went on and the
old mother forgot all the wrongs that she had suffered,
and yearned over the trivial woman who was hurrying
out into the Great Space. Her hours seemed numbered
at noon, her moments measured as it came towards sundown,
but with the passing of the sun the storm stopped,
and a beautiful white peace fell on the world of snow,
and suddenly out of that peace came six men; and the
first that opened the door was the doctor. After
him came Uncle Jim, supported between two others.
Uncle Jim had made the terrible journey,
falling at last in the streets of the county town
with frozen hands and feet, not a dozen rods from
the doctor’s door. They brought him to,
he told his story, and, with the abating of the storm,
the doctor and the villagers drove down to the concession
road, and then made their way slowly up across the
fields, carrying the old man with them, for he would
not be left behind.
An hour after the doctor entered the
parlour bedroom the old mother came out to where the
old man sat, bundled up beside the fire with bandaged
hands and feet.
“She’s safe, Jim, and
the child too,” she said softly. The old
man twisted in his chair, and blinked into the fire.
“Dang my soul!” he said.
The old woman stooped and kissed his
grey tangled hair. She did not speak, and she
did not ask him what he meant; but there and then they
took up their lives again and lived them out.