Frank visited the child in the morning,
and was received with a casual interest. Richard
Joseph Armour was fastidious, was not to be won at
the grand gallop. Besides, he had just had a
visit from his uncle, and the good taste of that gay
time was yet in his mouth. He did not resent the
embraces, but he did not respond to them, and he straightened
himself with relief when the assault was over.
Some one was paying homage to him, that was all he
knew; but for his own satisfaction and pleasure he
preferred as yet his old comrades, Edward Lambert,
Captain Vidall, General Armour, and, above all, Richard.
He only showed real interest at the last, when he
asked, as it were in compromise, if his father would
give him a sword. No one had ever talked to him
of his father, and he had no instinct for him so far
as could be seen. The sword was, therefore, after
the manner of a concession. Frank rashly promised
it, and was promptly told by Marion that it couldn’t
be; and she was backed by Captain Vidall, who said
it had already been tabooed, and Frank wasn’t
to come in and ask for favours or expect them.
The husband and wife met at breakfast.
He was down first. When his wife entered, he
came to her, they touched hands, and she presently
took a seat beside him. More than once he paused
suddenly in his eating, when he thought of his inexplicable
case. He was now face to face with a reversed
situation. He had once picked up a pebble from
the brown dirt of a prairie, that he might toss it
into the pool of this home life; and he had tossed
it, and from the sweet bath there had come out a precious
stone, which he longed to wear, and knew that he could
not not yet. He could have coerced
a lower being, but for his manhood’s sake he
had risen to that now, it is curious how the dignity
of fatherhood helps to make a man he could
not coerce here, and if he did, he knew that the product
would be disaster.
He listened to her talk with Marion
and Captain Vidall. Her voice was musical, balanced,
her language breathed; it had manner, and an indescribable
cadence of intelligence, joined to a deliberation,
which touched her off with distinction. When
she spoke to him and she seemed to do that
as by studied intention and with tact at certain intervals her
manner was composed and kind. She had resolved
on her part. She asked him about his journey
over, about his plans for the day, and if he had decided
to ride with her in the Park, he could have
the general’s mount, she was sure, for the general
was not going that day, and would he mind
doing a little errand for her afterwards in Regent
Street, for the child she feared she herself
would not have time?
Just then General Armour entered,
and, passing behind her, kissed her on the cheek,
dropping his hand on Frank’s shoulder at the
same time with a hearty greeting. Of course,
Frank could have his mount, he said. Mrs. Armour
did not come down, but she sent word by Richard, who
entered last, that she would be glad to see Frank
for a moment before he left for the Park. As
of old, Richard took both Lali’s hands in his,
patted them, and cheerily said:
“Well, well, Lali, we’ve
got the wild man home again safe and sound, haven’t
we the same old vagabond? We’ll
have to turn him into a Christian again ’For
while the lamp holds out to burn’ ”
He did not give her time to reply,
but their eyes met honestly, kindly, and from the
look they both passed into life and time again with
a fresh courage. She did not know, nor did he,
how near they had been to an abyss; and neither ever
knew. One furtive glance at the moment, one hesitating
pressure of the hand, one movement of the head from
each other’s gaze, and there had been unhappiness
for them all. But they were safe.
In the Park, Frank and his wife talked
little. They met many who greeted them cordially,
and numbers of Frank’s old club friends summoned
him to the sacred fires at his earliest opportunity.
The two talked chiefly of the people they met, and
Frank thrilled with admiration at his wife’s
gentle judgment of everybody.
“The true thing, absolutely
the true thing,” he said; and he was conscious,
too, that her instincts were right and searching, for
once or twice he saw her face chill a little when
they met one or two men whose reputations as chevaliers
des dames were pronounced. These men
had had one or two confusing minutes with Lali in
their time.
“How splendidly you ride!”
he said, as he came up swiftly to her, after having
chatted for a moment with Edward Lambert. “You
sit like wax, and so entirely easy.”
“Thank you,” she said.
“I suppose I really like it too well to ride
badly, and then I began young on horses not so good
as Musket here bareback, too!” she
added, with a little soft irony.
He thought she did not,
however that she was referring to that first
letter he sent home to his people, when he consigned
her, like any other awkward freight, to their care.
He flushed to his eyes. It cut him deep, but
her eyes only had a distant, dreamy look which conveyed
nothing of the sting in her words. Like most
men, he had a touch of vanity too, and he might have
resented the words vaguely, had he not remembered his
talk with his mother an hour before.
She had begged him to have patience,
she had made him promise that he would not in any
circumstance say an ungentle or bitter thing, that
he would bide the effort of constant devotion, and
his love of the child. Especially must he try
to reach her through love of the child.
By which it will be seen that Mrs.
Armour had come to some wisdom by reason of her love
for Frank’s wife and child.
“My son,” she had said,
“through the child is the surest way, believe
me; for only a mother can understand what that means,
how much and how far it goes. You are a father,
but until last night you never had the flush of that
love in your veins. You stand yet only at the
door of that life which has done more to guide, save,
instruct, and deepen your wife’s life than anything
else, though your brother Richard to whom
you owe a debt that you can never repay has
done much in deed. Be wise, my dear, as I have
learned a little to be since first your wife came.
All might easily have gone wrong. It has all
gone well; and we, my son, have tried to do our duty
lovingly, consistently, to dear Lali and the child.”
She made him promise that he would
wait, that he would not try to hurry his wife’s
affection for him by any spoken or insistent claim.
“For, Frank dear,” she said, “you
are only legally married, not morally, not as God
can bless not yet. But I pray that
what will sanctify all may come soon, very soon, to
the joy of us all. But again and I
cannot say it too prayerfully do not force
one little claim that your marriage gave you, but
prove yourself to her, who has cause to distrust you
so much. Will you forgive your mother, my dear,
for speaking to you?”
He had told her then that what she
had asked he had intended as his own course, yet what
she had said would keep it in his mind always, for
he was sure it was right. Mrs. Armour had then
embraced him, and they parted. Dealing with Lali
had taught them all much of the human heart that they
had never known before, and the result thereof was
wisdom.
They talked casually enough for the
rest of the ride, and before they parted at the door
Frank received his commission for Regent Street, and
accepted it with delight, as a schoolboy might a gift.
He was absurdly grateful for any favours from her,
any sign of her companionship. They met at luncheon;
then, because Lali had to keep an engagement in Eaton
Square, they parted again, and Frank and Richard took
a walk, after a long hour with the child, who still
so hungered for his sword that Frank disobeyed orders,
and dragged Richard off to Oxford Street to get one.
He was reduced to a beatific attitude of submission,
for he knew that he had few odds with him now, and
that he must live by virtue of new virtues. He
was no longer proud of himself in any way, and he knew
that no one else was, or rather he felt so, and that
was just the same.
He talked of the boy, he talked of
his wife, he laid plans, he tore them down, he built
them up again, he asked advice, he did not wait to
hear it, but rambled on, excited, eager. Truth
is, there had suddenly been lifted from his mind the
dread and shadow of four years. Wherever he had
gone, whatever he had been or done, that dread shadow
had followed him, and now to know that instead of
having to endure a hell he had to win a heaven, and
to feel as if his brain had been opened and a mass
of vapours and naughty little mannikins of remorse
had been let out, was a trifle intoxicating even to
a man of his usual vigour and early acquaintance with
exciting things.
“Dick, Dick!” he said
enthusiastically, “you’ve been royal.
You always were better than any chap I ever knew.
You’re always doing for others. Hang it,
Dick, where does your fun come in? Nobody seems
ever to do anything for you.”
Richard gave his arm a squeeze.
“Never mind about me, boy. I’ve had
all the fun I want, and all I’m likely to get,
and so long as you’re all willing to have me
around, I’m satisfied. There’s always
a lot to do among the people in the village, one way
and another, and I’ve a heap of reading on,
and what more does a fellow want?”
“You didn’t always feel that way, Dick?”
“No. You see, at different
times in life you want different kinds of pleasures.
I’ve had a good many kinds, and the present kind
is about as satisfactory as any.”
“But, Dick, you ought to get
married. You’ve got coin, you’ve got
sense, you’re a bit distinguished-looking, and
I’ll back your heart against a thousand bishops.
You’ve never been in danger of making a fool
of yourself as I have. Why didn’t you why
don’t you get married?”
Richard patted his brother’s shoulder.
“Married, boy? Married?
I’ve got too much on my hands. I’ve
got to bring you up yet. And when that’s
done I shall have to write a book called ‘How
to bring up a Parent.’ Then I’ve got
to help bring your boy up, as I’ve done these
last three years and more. I’ve got to think
of that boy for a long while yet, for I know him better
than you do, and I shall need some of my coin to carry
out my plans.”
“God bless you, Dick! Bring
me up as you will, only bring her along too; and as
for the boy, you’re far more his father than
I am. And mother says that it’s you that’s
given me the wife I’ve got now so
what can I say? what can I say?”
It was the middle of the Green Park,
and Richard turned and clasped Frank by both shoulders.
“Say? Say that you’ll
stand by the thing you swore to one mad day in the
West as well as any man that ever lived ’to
have and to hold, to love and to cherish from this
day forth till death us do part, Amen.’”
Richard’s voice was low and
full of a strange, searching something.
Frank, wondering at this great affection
and fondness of his brother, looked him in the eyes
warmly, solemnly, and replied: “For richer
or for poorer, for better or for worse, in sickness
and in health so help me God, and her kindness
and forgiveness!”