Twelve o’clock, one o’clock,
two o’clock. Roberta wondered afterward
what she had done with the hours! At three she
had her bath; at half after she put up her hair, hardly
venturing to look at her own face in her mirror, so
flushed and shy was it. Roberta shy? she
who, according to Ted, “wasn’t afraid
of anything in the world!” But she had
been afraid of one thing, even as Richard Kendrick
had averred. Was she not afraid of it now?
She could not tell. But she knew that her hands
shook as she put up her hair, and that it tumbled
down twice and had to be done over again. Afraid!
She was afraid, as every girl worth winning is, of
the sight of her lover!
Yet when she heard hoofbeats on the
driveway could have kept her from peeping out.
The rear porch, from which the riding party would start,
was just below her window, the great pillars rising
past her. She had closed one of her blinds an
hour before; she now made use of its sheltering interstices.
She saw Richard on a splendid black horse coming up
the drive, looking, as she had foreseen he would look,
at home in the saddle and at his best. She saw
the colour in his cheeks, the brightness in his eyes,
caught his one quick glance upward did he
know her window? He could not possibly see her,
but she drew back, happiness and fear fighting within
her for the ascendency. Could she ever go down
and face him out there in the strong June light, where
he could see every curving hair of eyelash? note the
slightest ebb and flow of blood in cheek?
Rosamond was calling: “Come,
Rob! Mr. Kendrick is here and Joe is bringing
round the horses. Can I help you?”
Roberta opened her door. “I
couldn’t do my hair at all; does it look a fright
under this hat?”
Rosamond surveyed her. “Of
course it doesn’t. You’re the most
bewitching thing I ever saw in that blue habit, and
your hair is lovely, as it always is. Rob, I
have grown stout; I had to let out two bands before
I could get this on; it was made before I was married.
Steve’s been laughing at me. Here he is;
now do let’s hurry. I want every bit of
this good time, don’t you?”
There was no delaying longer.
Rosamond, all eagerness, was leading the way downstairs,
her little riding-boots tapping her departure.
Stephen was waiting for Roberta; she had to precede
him. The next she knew she was down and out upon
the porch, and Richard Kendrick, hat and crop in hand,
was meeting her halfway, his expectant eyes upon her
face. One glance at him was all she was giving
him, and he was mercifully making no sign that any
one looking on could have recognized beyond his eager
scrutiny as his hand clasped hers. And then in
two minutes they were off, and Roberta, feeling the
saddle beneath her and Colonel’s familiar tug
on the bit at the start-off he was always
impatient to get away was realizing that
the worst, at least for the present, was over.
“Which way?” called Stephen,
who was leading with Rosamond.
“Out the road past the West
Wood marshes, please straight out.
Take it moderately; we’re going about twelve
miles and it’s pretty warm yet.”
There was not much talking while they
were within the city limits nor after they
were past, for that matter. Rosamond, ahead with
her husband, kept up a more or less fitful conversation
with him, but the pair behind said little. Richard
made no allusion to his letter of the morning beyond
a declaration of his gratitude to the whole party for
falling in with his plans. But the silence was
somehow more suggestive of the great subject waiting
for expression than any exchange of words could have
been, out here in the open. Only once did the
man’s impatience to begin overcome his resolution
to await the fitting hour.
Turning in his saddle as Colonel fell
momentarily behind, passing the West Wood marshes,
Richard allowed his eyes to rest upon horse and rider
with full intent to take in the picture they made.
“I haven’t ventured to
let myself find out just how you look,” he said.
“The atmosphere seems to swim around you; I see
you through a sort of haze. Do you suppose there
can be anything the matter with my eyesight?”
“I should think there must be,”
she replied demurely. “It seems a serious
symptom. Hadn’t you better turn back?”
“While you go on? Not if
I fall off my horse. I have a suspicion that
it’s made up of a curious compound of feelings
which I don’t dare to describe. But may
I tell you? I must tell you I
never saw anything so beautiful in my life as yourself,
to-day. I ” He broke off abruptly.
“Do you see that old rosebush there by those
burnt ruins of a house? Amber-white roses, and
sweet as I saw them there yesterday when
I went by. Let me get them for you.”
He rode away into the deserted yard
and up to a tangle of neglected shrubbery. He
had some difficulty in getting Thunderbolt who
was as restless a beast as his name implied to
stand still long enough to allow him to pick a bunch
of the buds; he would have nothing but buds just breaking
into bloom. These he presently brought back to
Roberta. She fancied that he had planned to stop
here for this very purpose. Clearly he had the
artist’s eye for finishing touches. He watched
her fasten the roses upon the breast of the blue-cloth
habit, then he turned determinedly away.
“If I don’t look at you
again,” said he, his eyes straight before him,
“it’s because I can’t do it and
keep my head. You accused me once of losing it
under a winter moon; this is a summer sun more
dangerous yet.... Shall we talk about the crops?
This is fine weather for growing things, isn’t
it?”
“Wonderful. I haven’t
been out this road this season as far as
this. I’m beginning to wonder where you
are taking us.”
“To the hill where you and Miss
Ruth and Ted and I toasted sandwiches last November.
Could there be a better place for the end of
our ride? You haven’t been out here this
season are you sure?”
“No, indeed. I’ve
been too busy with the close of school to ride anywhere much
less away out here.”
“You like my choice, then? I hoped you
would.”
“Very much.”
It was a queer, breathless sort of
talking; Roberta hardly knew what she was saying.
She much preferred to ride along in silence. The
hour was at hand so close at hand!
And there was now no getting away. She knew perfectly
that her agreeing to come at all had told him his answer;
none but the most cruel of women would allow a man
to bring her upon such a ride, in the company of other
interested people, only to refuse him at the end of
it. But she had to admit to herself that if he
were now exulting in the sure hope of possessing her
he was keeping it well out of sight. There was
now none of the arrogant self-confidence in his manner
toward her which there had been on the February night
when he had made a certain prophecy concerning Midsummer.
Instead there was that in his every word and look
which indicated a fine humility almost a
boyish sort of shyness, as if even while he knew the
treasure to be within his grasp he could neither quite
believe it nor feel himself fit to take it. From
a young man of the world such as he had been it was
the most exquisite tribute to her power to rouse the
best in him that he could have given and she felt
it to the inmost soul of her.
“Here are the forks,”
said Richard suddenly, and Roberta recognized with
a start that they were nearly at the end of their journey.
“Which way?” Stephen was
shouting back, and Richard was waving toward the road
at the left, which led up the steep hill.
“Here is where you dropped the
bunch of rose haws,” said he, with a quick glance
as they began the ascent. “I have them yet brown
and dry. Did you know you dropped them?”
“I remember. But I didn’t suppose
anybody ”
“Found them? By the greatest
luck and stopped my car in a hurry.
They were bright on my desk for a month after that;
I cared more for them than for anything I owned.
I had the greatest difficulty in keeping my man from
throwing them away, though. You see, he hadn’t
my point of view! Roberta here we
are! Will you forgive what will seem like a piece
of the most unwarrantable audacity?” He was speaking
fast as they came up over the crown of the hill:
“I didn’t do it because I was sure of
anything at all, but because it was something
to make myself think I could carry out a wish of yours.
Do you remember the ’stout little cabin on
the hilltop’, Roberta? Could you could
you care for it, as I do?”
The last words were almost a whisper,
but she heard them. Her eyes were riveted on
the outlines, two hundred feet away through the trees,
of a small brown building at the very crest of the
hill over-looking the valley. Very small, very
rough, with its unhewn logs the “stout
little cabin” stood there waiting.
Well! What was she to think?
He had been sure, to build this and bring her
to it! And yet it was no house for
a home; no expensive bungalow; not even a summer cottage.
Only a “stout little cabin,” such as might
house a hunter on a winter’s night; the only
thing about it which looked like luxury the chimney
of cobblestones taken from the hillside below, which
meant the possibility of the fire inside without which
one could hardly spend an hour in the small shelter
on any but a summer day. Suddenly she understood.
It was the sheer romance of the thing which had appealed
to him; there was no audacity about it.
He was watching her anxiously as she
stared at the cabin; she came suddenly to the realization
of that. Then he threw himself off his horse
as they neared the rail fence, fastened him, and came
back to Roberta. Near-by, Stephen was taking
Rosamond down and she was exclaiming over the charm
of the place.
Richard came close, looking straight
up into Roberta’s face, which was like a wild-rose
for colouring, but very sober. Her eyes would
not meet his. His own face had paled a little,
in spite of all its healthy, outdoor hues.
“Oh, don’t misunderstand
me,” he whispered. “Wait till
I can tell you all about it. I was wild to do
something anything that would
make you seem nearer. Don’t misunderstand dear!”
Stephen’s voice, calling a question
about the horses, brought him back to a realization
of the fact that his time was not yet, and that he
must continue to act the part of the sane and responsible
host. He turned, summoning all his social training,
and replied to the question in his usual quiet tone.
But, as he took her from her horse, Roberta recognized
the surge of his feeling, though he controlled his
very touch of her, and said not another word in her
ear. She had all she could do, herself, to maintain
an appearance of coolness under the shock of this
extraordinary surprise. She had no doubt that
Rosamond and Stephen comprehended the situation, more
or less. Let them not be able to guess just how
far things had developed, as yet.
Rosamond came to her aid with her
own freely manifested pleasure in the place.
Clever Rosy! her sister-in-law was grateful to her
for expressing that which Roberta could not trust
herself to speak.
“What a dear little house, a
real log cabin!” cried Rosamond as the four
drew near. “It’s evidently just finished;
see the chips. It opens the other way, doesn’t
it? Isn’t that delightful! Not even
a window on this side toward the road, though it’s
back so far. I suppose it looks toward the valley.
A window on this end; see the solid shutters; it looks
as if one could fortify one’s self in it.
Oh, and here’s a porch! What a view oh,
what a view!”
They came around the end of the cabin
together and stood at the front, surveying the wide
porch, its thick pillars of untrimmed logs, its balustrade
solid and sheltering, its roof low and overhanging.
From the road everything was concealed; from this
aspect it was open to the skies; its door and two
front windows wide, yet showing, door as well as windows,
the heavy shutters which would make the place a stronghold
through what winter blasts might assault it. From
the porch one could see for miles in every direction;
at the sides, only the woods.
“It’s an ideal spot for
a camp,” declared Stephen with enthusiasm.
“Is it yours, Kendrick? I congratulate
you. Invite me up here in the hunting season,
will you? I can’t imagine anything snugger.
May we look inside?”
“By all means! It’s
barely finished it’s entirely rough
inside but I thought it would do for our
supper to-night.”
“Do!” Rosamond gave a
little cry of delight as she looked in at the open
door. “Rough! You don’t want
it smoother. Does he, Rob? Look at the rustic
table and benches! And will you behold that splendid
fireplace? Oh, all you want here is the right
company!”
“And that I surely have.”
Richard made her a little bow, his face emphasizing
his words. He went over to a cupboard in the wall,
of which there were two, one on either side of the
fireplace. He threw it open, disclosing hampers.
“Here is our supper, I expect. Are you hungry?
It’s up to us to serve it. I didn’t
have the man stay; I thought it would be more fun
to see to things ourselves.”
“A thousand times more,”
Rosamond assured him, looking to Roberta for confirmation,
who nodded, smiling.
They fell to work. Hats were
removed, riding skirts were fastened out of the way,
hampers were opened and the contents set forth.
Everything that could possibly be needed was found
in the hampers, even to coffee, steaming hot in the
vacuum bottles as it had been poured into them.
“Some other time we’ll
come up and rough it,” Richard explained, when
Stephen told him he was no true camper to have everything
prepared for him in detail like this; “but to-night
I thought we’d spend as little time in preparations
as possible and have the more of the evening.
It will be a Midsummer Night’s Dream on this
hill to-night,” said he, with a glance at Roberta
which she would not see.
Presently they sat down, Roberta finding
herself opposite their host, with the necessity upon
her of eating and drinking like a common mortal, though
she was dwelling in a world where it seemed as if she
did not know how to do the everyday things and do
them properly. It was a delicious meal, no doubt
of that, and at least Stephen and Rosamond did justice
to it.
“But you’re not eating
anything yourself, man,” remonstrated Stephen,
as Richard pressed upon him more cold fowl and delicate
sandwiches supplemented by a salad such as connoisseurs
partake of with sighs of appreciation, and with fruit
which one must marvel to look upon.
“You haven’t been watching
me, that’s evident,” returned Richard,
demonstrating his ability to consume food with relish
by seizing upon a sandwich and making away with it
in short order.
Roberta rose. “I can eat
no more,” she said, “with that wonderful
sky before me out there.” She escaped to
the porch.
They all turned to exclaim at a gorgeous
colouring beginning in the west, heralding the sunset
which was coming. Rosamond ran out also, Stephen
following. Richard produced cigars.
“Have a smoke out here, Gray,”
said he, “while I put away the stuff. No,
no help, thank you. James will be here, by and
by, to pack it properly.”
“Stephen” Rosamond
stood at the edge of the hill below the porch “bring
your cigar down here; it’s simply perfect.
You can lie on your side here among the pine needles
and watch the sky.”
They went around a clump of trees
to a spot where the pine needles were thick, just
out of sight of the cabin door. No doubt but Rosamond
and Stephen liked to have things to themselves; there
was no pretence about that. It was almost the
anniversary of their marriage their most
happy marriage.
Roberta stood still upon the porch,
looking, or appearing to look, off at the sunset.
Once again she would have liked to run away. But where
to go? Rosamond and Stephen did not want her;
it would have been absurd to insist on following them.
If she herself should stroll away among the pine trees,
she would, of course, be instantly pursued. The
porch was undoubtedly the most open and therefore
the safest spot she could be in. So she leaned
against the pillar and waited, her heart behaving
disturbingly meanwhile. She could hear Richard,
within the cabin hurriedly clearing the table and
stuffing everything away into the cupboards on either
side of the fireplace he was making short
work of it. Before she could have much time to
think, his step was upon the porch behind her; he
was standing by her shoulder.
“It’s a wonderful effect,
isn’t it? Must we talk about it?”
he inquired softly.
“Don’t you think it deserves
to be talked about?” she answered, trying to
speak naturally.
“No. There’s only
one thing in the world I want to talk about. I
can’t even see that sky, for looking at you.
I’ve stood at the top of this slope more times
than I can tell you, wondering if I should dare to
build this little cabin. The idea possessed me,
I couldn’t get away from it. I bought the
land and still I was afraid. I gave
the order to the builder and all but took
it back. I knew I ran every kind of risk that
you wouldn’t understand me that you
would think I still had that abominable confidence
that I was fool enough to express to you last February.
Does it look so?”
She nodded slowly without turning her head.
His voice grew even more solicitous;
she could hear a little tremble in it, such as surely
had not been there last February, such as she had
never heard there before. “But it isn’t
so! With every log that’s gone in, a fresh
fear has gone in with it. Even on the way here
to-day I had all I could do not to turn off some other
way. The only thing that kept me coming on to
meet my fate here, and nowhere else, was the hope that
you loved the spot itself so well that you that
your heart would be a bit softer here than somewhere
else. O Roberta I’m not half
good enough for you, but I love you love
you ”
His voice broke on the words.
It surely was a very far from confident suitor who
pleaded his case in such phrases as these. He
did not so much as take her hand, only waited there,
a little behind her, his head bent so that he might
see as much as he could of the face turned away from
him.
She did not answer; something seemed
to hold her from speech. One of her arms was
twined about the rough, untrimmed pillar of the porch;
her clasp tightened until she held it as if it were
a bulwark against the human approach ready to take
her from it at a word from her lips.
“I told you in my letter all
I knew I couldn’t say now. You know what
you mean to me. I’m going to make all I
can out of what there is in me whether you help me
or not. But if I could do it for you ”
Still she could not speak. She
clung to the pillar, her breath quickening. He
was silent until he could withstand no longer, then
he spoke so urgently in her ear that he broke in upon
that queer, choking reserve of hers which had kept
her from yielding to him:
“Roberta I must know I
can’t bear it.”
She turned, then, and put out her hand. He grasped
it in both his own.
“What does that mean, dear? May I may
I have the rest of you?”
It was only a tiny nod she gave, this
strange girl, Roberta, who had been so afraid of love,
and was so afraid of it yet. And as if he understood
and appreciated her fear, he was very gentle with her.
His arms came about her as they might have come about
a frightened child, and drew her away from the pillar
with a tender insistence which all at once produced
an extraordinary effect. When she found that she
was not to be seized with that devastating grasp of
possession which she had dreaded, she was suddenly
moved to desire it. His humbleness touched and
melted her his humbleness, in him who had
been at first so arrogant and with the
first exquisite rush of response she was taken out
of herself. She gave herself to his embrace as
one who welcomes it, and let him have his way all
his way a way in which he quite forgot to
be gentle at all.
When this had happened, Roberta remembered,
entirely too late, that it was this which, whatever
else she gave him, she had meant to refuse him at
least until to-morrow. Because to-day was undeniably
the twenty-fourth of June Midsummer’s
Day!