When Silas Grangerson left the cemetery
of St. Michael’s he walked for half a mile without
knowing or caring in what direction he was going.
Phyl had done more than slap his face.
She had slapped his pride, his assurance of himself,
and his desire for her all at the same time.
Silas rarely bothered about girls,
yet he knew that he had the power to fascinate any
woman once he put his mind to the work. He had
not tried his powers of fascination on Phyl.
It was the other way about. Phyl absolutely unconsciously
had used her fascination upon him.
Something in her, recognised by him
on their first meeting in the stable yard, had put
away the barrier of sex. He had talked to her
as if she had been a boy. Sitting on the seat
beside her whilst the Colonel had been prosing over
politics and tobacco, the prompting came to Silas to
pinch her finger just for fun; when he had put his
hands over her eyes that night it was in obedience
to the same prompting, but at the moment of parting
from her, a desire quite new had overmastered him.
He had kissed a good many girls, but
never in his life had he kissed a girl as he kissed
Phyl.
Something cynical in his feelings
for the other sex had always left him somewhat cold,
but Phyl was different from the others, she had in
some way struck straight at his real being.
When he left her that night at Grangersons
he was almost as disturbed as she.
He scarcely slept. He was out
at dawn and on his return after she had left he sat
down and wrote the letter which Phyl received next
morning.
Silas was in love for the first time
in his life, but love with Silas was a thing apart
from the love of ordinary men.
There was no worship of the object;
the something that crystallises out in the form of
love-letters, verses, bouquets, and candy was not there.
He wanted Phyl.
He had no more idea of marriage than
the great god Pan. If she had consented he would
have taken her off on that yawl of his imagination
round the world or down to Florida, without thought
of the morrow or the convenances, or Society;
but please do not imagine this rather primitive gentleman
a chartered libertine. He would have married her
as soon as not, but he had neither the genius nor
the inclination for the courtship that leads by slow
degrees up to the question, “Will you marry me?”
He wanted her at once.
As he walked along now with the devil
awake in his heart, he felt no anger towards Phyl;
all his rage was against Pinckney; he had never liked
Pinckney, he more than suspected that Phyl cared for
him and he wanted some one to hate badly.
He had walked himself into a reasonable
state of mind when he found himself outside the Queen
City Club. He went in and one of the first men
he met was Pinckney.
So well did he hold himself in hand
that Pinckney suspected nothing of his feelings.
Silas was far too good a sportsman to shout at the
edge of the wood, too much of a gentleman to desire
a brawl in public. He was going to knife Pinckney,
he was also going to capture Phyl, but the knifing
of Pinckney was the main objective and that required
time and thought. He did not desire the blood
of the gentleman; he wanted his pride and amour
propre. He wanted to hit him on the raw, but
he did not know yet where, exactly, the raw was nor
how to hit it. Time would tell him.
He was specially civil to his intended
victim, and he went off home that evening plotting
all the way, but arriving at nothing. He was trying
to make bricks without straw. Pinckney did not
drink, nor did he gamble, and he was far too good
a business man to be had in that way. However,
all things come to him who waits, and next morning’s
post brought him a ray of light in the midst of his
darkness.
It brought him an invitation to the
Rhetts’ dance on the following Wednesday; nearly
a week to wait, but, still, something to wait for.
“What are you thinking about,
Silas?” asked old Seth Grangerson as they sat
at breakfast.
“I’m thinking of a new
rabbit trap, suh,” responded the son.
The rabbit trap seemed to give him
a good deal of food for thought during the week that
followed; food that made him hilarious and gloomy by
turns, restless also.
Had he known it, Phyl away at Charleston,
was equally restless. She no longer thought of
Silas. She had dismissed him from her mind, she
no longer feared him as a possible source of danger
to the man she loved. Love had her entirely in
his possession to torture as he pleased. She knew
only one danger, the danger that Richard Pinckney did
not care in the least for her, and as day followed
day that danger grew more defined and concrete.
Richard had taken to avoiding her, she became aware
of that.
She fancied that she displeased him.
If she had only known!