At first Jessie Milton and Mr. Hoopdriver
walked away from the hotel in silence. He heard
a catching in her breath and glanced at her and saw
her ips pressed tight and a tear on her cheek.
Her face was hot and bright. She was looking
straight before her. He could think of nothing
to say, and thrust his hands in his pockets and looked
away from her intentionally. After a while she
began to talk. They dealt disjointedly with scenery
first, and then with the means of self-education.
She took his address at Antrobus’s and promised
to send him some books. But even with that it
was spiritless, aching talk, Hoopdriver felt, for
the fighting mood was over. She seemed, to him,
preoccupied with the memories of her late battle,
and that appearance hurt him.
“It’s the end,” he whispered to
himself. “It’s the end.”
They went into a hollow and up a gentle
wooded slope, and came at last to a high and open
space overlooking a wide expanse of country. There,
by a common impulse, they stopped. She looked
at her watch a little ostentatiously.
They stared at the billows of forest rolling away
beneath them, crest beyond crest, of leafy trees, fading
at last into blue.
“The end” ran through
his mind, to the exclusion of all speakable thoughts.
“And so,” she said, presently,
breaking the silence, “it comes to good-bye.”
For half a minute he did not answer.
Then he gathered his resolution. “There
is one thing I must say.”
“Well?” she said, surprised
and abruptly forgetting the recent argument.
“I ask no return. But ”
Then he stopped. “I won’t
say it. It’s no good. It would be rot
from me now. I wasn’t going
to say anything. Good-bye.”
She looked at him with a startled
expression in her eyes. “No,” she
said. “But don’t forget you are going
to work. Remember, brother Chris, you are my
friend. You will work. You are not a very
strong man, you know, now you will forgive
me nor do you know all you should.
But what will you be in six years’ time?”
He stared hard in front of him still,
and the lines about his weak mouth seemed to strengthen.
He knew she understood what he could not say.
“I’ll work,” he
said, concisely. They stood side by side for a
moment. Then he said, with a motion of his head,
“I won’t come back to them. Do
you mind? Going back alone?”
She took ten seconds to think.
“No.” she said, and held out her hand,
biting her nether lip. “Good-bye,”
she whispered.
He turned, with a white face, looked
into her eyes, took her hand limply, and then with
a sudden impulse, lifted it to his lips. She would
have snatched it away, but his grip tightened to her
movement. She felt the touch of his lips, and
then he had dropped her fingers and turned from her
and was striding down the slope. A dozen paces
away his foot turned in the lip of a rabbit hole,
and he stumbled forward and almost fell. He recovered
his balance and went on, not looking back. He
never once looked back. She stared at his receding
figure until it was small and far below her, and then,
the tears running over her eyelids now, turned slowly,
and walked with her hands gripped hard together behind
her, towards Stoney Cross again.
“I did not know,” she
whispered to herself. “I did not understand.
Even now No, I do not understand.”