The proclamation of Philip’s
appointment as Governor of the Isle of Man had been
read in the churches, and nailed up on the doors of
the Court-houses, and the Clerk of the Rolls was pushing
on the arrangements for the installation.
“Let it be on the Tuesday of
Easter week,” he wrote, “and of course
at Castle Rushen. The retiring Governor is ready
to return for that day to deliver up his seals of
office and to receive your commission.”
“P. S. Private.
And if you think that soft-voiced girl has been long
enough ‘At Her Majesty’s pleasure,’
I will release her. Not that she is taking any
harm at all, but we had better get these little accounts
squared off before your great day comes. Meantime
you may wish to provide for her future. Be liberal,
Christian; you can afford to treat her liberally.
But what am I saying? Don’t I know that
you will be ridiculously over-generous?”
Philip answered this letter promptly.
“The Tuesday of Easter week will do as well
as any other day. As to the lady, let her stay
where she is until the morning of the ceremony, when
I will myself settle everything.”
Philip’s correspondence was
now plentiful, and he had enough work to cope with
it The four towns of the island vied with each other
in efforts to show him honour. Douglas, as the
scene of his career, wished to entertain him at a
banquet; Ramsey, as his birthplace, wanted to follow
him in procession. He declined all invitations.
“I am in mourning,” he
wrote. “And besides, I am not well.”
“Ah! no,” he thought,
“nobody shall reproach me when the times comes.”
There was no pause, no pity, no relenting
rest in the world’s kindness. It began
to take shapes of almost fiendish cruelty in his mind,
as if the devil’s own laughter was behind it.
He inquired about Pete. Hardly
anybody knew anything; hardly anybody cared.
The spendthrift had come down to his last shilling,
and sold up the remainder of his furniture. The
broker was to empty the house on Easter Tuesday.
That was all. Not a word about the divorce.
The poor neglected victim, forgotten in the turmoil
of his wrongdoer’s glory, had that last strength
of a strong man the strength to be silent
and to forgive.
Philip asked about the child.
She was still at Elm Cottage in the care of the woman
with the upturned nose and the shrill voice. Every
night he devised plans for getting possession of Kate’s
little one, and every morning he abandoned them, as
difficult or cruel or likely to be spurned.
On Easter Monday he was busy in his
room at Ballure, with a mounted messenger riding constantly
between his gate and Government offices. He had
spent the morning on two important letters. Both
were to the Home Secretary. One was sealed with
his seal as Deemster; the other was written on the
official paper of Government House. He was instructing
the messenger to register these letters when, through
the open door, he heard a formidable voice in the
hall. It was Pete’s voice. A moment
afterwards Jem-y-Lord came up with a startled face.
“He’s here himself, your
Excellency. Whatever am I to do with him?”
“Bring him up,” said Philip.
Jem began to stammer. “But but and
then the Bishop may be here any minute.”
“Ask the Bishop to wait in the room below.”
Pete was heard coming upstairs.
“Aisy all, aisy! Stoop your lil
head, bogh. That’s the ticket!”
Philip had not spoken to Pete since
the night of the drinking of the brandy and water
in the bedroom. He could not help it his
hand shook. There would be a painful scene.
“Stoop again, darling. There you are.”
And then Pete was in the room.
He was carrying the child on one shoulder; they were
both in their best clothes. Pete looked older
and somewhat thinner; the tan of his cheeks was fretted
out in pale patches under the eyes, which were nevertheless
bright. He had the face of a man who had fought
a brave fight with life and been beaten, yet bore the
world no grudge. Jem-y-Lord and the messenger
were gone from the room in a moment, and the door
was closed.
“What d’ye think of that, Phil? Isn’t
she a lil beauty?”
Pete was dancing the child on his
knee and looking sideways down at it with eyes of
rapture.
“She’s as sweet as an angel,” said
Philip in a low tone.
“Isn’t she now?”
said Pete, and then he rattled on as if he were the
happiest man alive. “You’ve been wanting
something like this yourself this long time, Phil.
’Deed you have, though. It would be diverting
you wonderful. Ter’ble the fun there is
in babies. Talk about play-actorers! They’re
only funeral mutes where babies come. Bittending
this and bittending that it’s mortal
amusing they are. You’d be getting up from
your books, tired shocking, and ready for a bit of
fun, and going to the stair-head and shouting down,
‘Where’s my lil woman?’ Then up she’d
be coming, step by step, houlding on to the bannisters,
dot and carry one. And my gracious, the dust
there’d be here in the study! You down on
the carpet on all fours, and the lil one straddled
across your back and slipping down to your neck.
Same for all the world as the man in the picture with
the world atop of his shoulders. And your own
lil world would be up there, too, laughing and crowing
mortal. And then at night, Phil, at night getting
up from your summonses and your warrantees, and going
creeping to the lil one’s room tippie-toe, tippie-toe,
and ’Is she sleeping comfor’bly?’
thinks you; and listening at the crack of the door,
and hearing her breathing, and slipping in to look,
and everything quiet, and the red fire on her lil
face, and ’Grod bless her, the darling!’
says you, and then back to your desk content.
Aw, you’ll have to be having a lil one of your
own one of these days, Phil.”
“He has come to say something,” thought
Philip.
The child wriggled off Pete’s
knee and began to creep about the floor. Philip
tried to command himself and to talk easily.
“And how have you been yourself, Pete?”
he asked.
“Well,” said Pete, meddling
with his hair, “only middling, somehow.”
He looked down at the carpet, and faltered, “You’ll
be wondering at me, Phil, but, you see “ he
hesitated “not to tell you a word
of a lie ” then, with a rush,
“I’m going foreign again; that’s
the fact.”
“Again?”
“Well, I am,” said Pete,
looking ashamed. “Yes, truth enough, that’s
what I’m thinking of doing. You see,”
with a persuasive air, “when a man’s bitten
by travel it’s like the hydrophobia ezactly,
he can’t rest no time in one bed at all.
Must be running here and running there and
running reg’lar. It’s the way with
me, anyway. Used to think the ould island would
be big enough for the rest of my days. But, no!
I’m longing shocking for the mines again, and
the compound, and the niggers, and the wild life out
yonder. ‘The sea’s calling me,’
you know.” And then he laughed.
Philip understood him Pete
meant to take himself out of the way. “Shall
you stay long?” he faltered.
“Well, yes, I was thinking so,”
said Pete. “You see, the stuff isn’t
panning out now same as it used to, and fortunes aren’t
made as fast as they were in my time. Not that
I’m wanting a fortune, neither is
it likely now? But, still and for all well,
I’ll be away a good spell, anyway.”
Philip tried to ask if he intended to go soon.
“To-morrow, sir, by the packet
to Liverpool, for the sailing on Wednesday. I’ve
been going the rounds saying ‘goodbye’
to the ould chums Jonaique, and John the
Widow, and Niplightly, and Kelly the postman.
Not much heart at some of them; just a bit of a something
stowed away in their giblets; but it isn’t right
to be expecting too much at all. This is the
only one that doesn’t seem willing to part with
me.”
Pete’s dog had followed him
into the room, and was sitting soberly by the side
of his chair. “There’s no shaking
him off, poor ould chap.”
The dog got up and wagged his stump.
“Well, we’ve tramped the
world together, haven’t we, Dempster? He
doesn’t seem tired of me yet neither.”
Pete’s face lengthened. “But there’s
Grannie, now. The ould angel is going about like
a bit of a thunder-cloud, and doesn’t know in
the world whether to burst on me or not. Thinks
I’ve been cruel, seemingly. I can’t
be explaining to her neither. Maybe you’ll
set it right for me when I’m gone, sir.
It’s you for a job like that, you know.
Don’t want her to be thinking hard of me, poor
ould thing.”
Pete whistled at the child, and halloed
to it, and then, in a lower tone, he continued, “Not
been to Castletown, sir. Got as far as Ballasalla,
and saw the castle tower. Then my heart was losing
me, and I turned back. You’ll say good-bye
for me, Phil Tell her I forgave no, not
that, though. Say I left her my love that
won’t do neither. You’ll know best
what to say when the time comes, Phil, so I lave it
with you. Maybe you’ll tell her I went away
cheerful and content, and, well, happy why
not? No harm in saying that at all. Not breaking
my heart, anyway, for when a man’s a man H’m!”
clearing his throat, “I’m bad dreadful
these days wanting a smook in the mornings. May
I smook here? I may? You’re good,
too.”
He cut his tobacco with his discoloured
knife, rolled it, charged his pipe, and lit it.
“Sorry to be going away just
before your own great day, Phil. I’ll get
the skipper to fire a round as we’re steaming
by Castletown, and if there’s a band aboord
I’ll tip them a trifle to play ‘Myle Charaine.’
That’ll spake to you like the blackbird’s
whistle, as the saying is. Looks like deserting
you, though. But, chut! it would be no surprise
to me at all. I’ve seen it coming these
years and years. ’You’ll be the first
Manxman living,’ says I the day I sailed before.
You’ve not deceaved me neither. D’ye
remember the morning on the quay, and the oath between
the pair of us? Me swearing you same as a high
bailiff nothing and nobody to come between
us d’ye mind it, Phil? And nothing
has, and nothing shall.”
He puffed at his pipe, and said significantly,
“You’ll be getting married soon.
Aw, you will, I know you will, I’m sartén
sure you will.”
Philip could not look into his face.
He felt little and mean.
“You’re a wise man, sir,
and a great man, but if a plain common chap may give
you a bit of advice aw, but you’ll
be losing no time, though, I’ll not be here
myself to see it. I’ll be on the water,
maybe, with the waves washing agen the gun’ale,
and the wind rattling in the rigging, and the ship
burrowing into the darkness of the sea. But I’ll
be knowing it’s morning at home, and the sun
shining, and a sort of a warm quietness everywhere,
and you and her at the ould church together.”
The pipe was puffing audibly.
“Tell her I lave her my blessing.
Tell her but the way I’m smooking,
it’s shocking. Your curtains will be smelling
thick twist for a century.”
Philip’s moist eyes were following
the child along the floor.
“What about the little one?” he asked
with difficulty.
“Ah I tell you the truth, Phil,
that’s the for I came. Well, mostly, anyway.
You see, a child isn’t fit for a compound ezactly.
Not but they’re thinking diamonds of a lil thing
out there, specially if it’s a girl. But
still and for all, with niggers about and chaps as
rough as a thornbush and no manners to spake of ”
Philip interrupted eagerly “Will
you leave her with Grannie!”
“Well, no, that wasn’t
what I was thinking. Grannie’s a bit ould
getting and she’s had her whack. Wanting
aisément in her ould days, anyway. Then
she’ll be knocking under before the lil one’s
up that’s only to be expected.
No, I was thinking what d’ye think
I was thinking now?”
“What?” said Philip with
quick-coming breath. He did not raise his head.
“I was thinking well,
yes, I was, then it’s a fact, though I
was thinking maybe yourself, now ”
“Pete!”
Philip had started up and grasped
Pete by the hand, but he could say no more, he felt
crushed by Pete’s magnanimity. And Pete
went on as if he were asking a great favour. “’She’s
been your heart’s blood to you, Pete,’
thinks I to my-. self, ’and there isn’t
nobody but himself you could trust her with nobody
else you would give her up to. He’ll love
her,’. thinks I; ’he’ll cherish her;
he’ll rear her as if she was his own; he’ll
be same thing as a father itself to her’ ”
Philip was struggling to keep up.
“I’ve been laving something for her too,”
said Pete.
“No, no!”
“Yes, though, one of the first
Manx estates going. Caesar had the deeds, but
I’ve been taking them to the High Bailiff, and
doing everything regular. When I’m gone,
sir ”
Philip tried to protest.
“Aw, but a man can lave what he likes to his
own, sir, can’t he?”
Philip was silent. He could say
nothing. The make-believe was to be kept up to
the last tragic moment.
“And out yonder, lying on my
hunk in the sheds good mattresses and thick
blankets, Phil, nothing to complain of at all I’ll
be watching her growing up, year by year, same as
if she was under my eye constant. ‘She’s
in pinafores now’ thinks I. ’Now she’s
in long frocks, and is doing up her hair.’
’She’s as straight as an osier now, and
red as a rose, and the best looking girl in the island,
and the spitting picture of what her mother used to
be.’ Aw, I’ll be seeing her in my
mind’s eye, sir, plainer nor any potegraph.”
Pete puffed furiously at his pipe.
“And the mother, I’ll be seeing herself,
too. A woman every inch of her, God bless her.
Wherever there’s a poor girl lying in her shame
she’ll be there, I’ll go bail on that.
And yourself I’ll be seeing yourself,
sir, whiter, maybe, and the sun going down on you,
but strong for all. And when any poor fellow has
had a knock-down blow, and the world is darkening
round him, he’ll be coming to you for light
and for strength, and you’ll be houlding out
the right hand to him, because you’re knowing
yourself what it is to fall and get up again, and
because you’re a man, and Grod has made friends
with you.”
Pete rammed his thumb into his pipe,
and stuffed it, still smoking, into his waistcoat
pocket. “Chut!” he said huskily.
“The talk a man’ll be putting out when
he’s going away foreign! All for poethry
then, or something of that spacious. H’m!
h’m!” clearing his throat, “must
be giving up the pipe, though. Not much worth
for the voice at all.”
Philip could not speak. The strength
and grandeur of the man overwhelmed him. It cut
him to the heart that Pete could never see, could never
hear, how he would wash away his shame.
The child had crawled across the room
to an open cabinet that stood in one corner, and there
possessed herself of a shell, which she was making
show of holding to her ear.
“Well, did you ever?”
cried Pete. “Look at that child now.
She’s knowing it’s a shell. ’Deed
she is, though. Aw, crawling reg’lar, sir,
morning to night. Would you like to see the prettiest
sight in the world, Phil?” He went down on his
knees and held out his arms. “Come here,
you lil sandpiper. Fix that chair a piece nearer,
sir that’s the ticket. Good
thing Nancy isn’t here. She’d be on
to us like the mischief. Wonderful handy with
babies, though, and if anybody was wanting a nurse
now a stepmother’s breath is cold but
Nancy! My gough, you daren’t look over
the hedge at her lammie but she’s shouting fit
for an earth wake. Stand nice, now, Kitty, stand
nice, bogh! The woman’s about right, too the
lil one’s legs are like bits of qualebone.
’Come, now, bogh, come?”
Pete put the child to stand with its
back to the chair, and then leaned towards it with
his arms outspread. The child staggered a step
in the sea of one yard’s space that lay between,
looked back at the irrecoverable chair, looked down
on the distant ground, and then plunged forward with
a nervous laugh, and fell into Pete’s arms.
“Bravo! Wasn’t that
nice, Phil? Ever see anything prettier than a
child’s first step? Again, Kitty, bogh!
But go to your new father this time. Aisy,
now, aisy!” (in a thick voice). “Grive
me a kiss first!” (with a choking gurgle).
“One more, darling!” (with a broken laugh).
“Now face the other way. One two are
you ready, Phil?”
Phil held out his long white trembling hands.
“Yes,” with a smothered sob.
“Three four and away!”
The child’s fingers slipped
into Philip’s palm; there was another halt,
another plunge, another nervous laugh, and then the
child was in Philip’s arms, his head was over
it, and he was clasping it to his heart.
After a moment, Philip, without raising his eyes,
said, “Pete!”
But Pete had stolen softly from the room.
“Pete! where are you?”
Where was he? He was on the road
outside, crying like a boy no, like a man at
thought of the happiness he had left upstairs.