Such was the method of Israel’s
release. But, knowing nothing of the price which
had been paid for it, he was filled with an immense
joy. Nay, his happiness was quite childish, so
suddenly had the darkness which hung over his life
been lifted away. Any one who had seen him in
prison would have been puzzled by the change as he
came away from it. He laughed with the courier
who walked with him to the town gate, and jested with
the gate porter as with an old acquaintance. His
voice was merry, his eye gleamed in the rays of the
lantern, his face was flushed, and his step was light.
“Afraid to travel in the night? No, no,
I’ll meet nothing worse than myself. Others
may who meet me? Ha, ha! Perhaps
so, perhaps so!” “No evil with you, brother?”
“No evil, praise be God.” “Well,
peace be to you!” “On you be peace!”
“May your morning be blessed! Good-night!”
“Good-night!” Then with a wave of the hand
he was gone into the darkness.
It was a wonderful night. The
moon, which was in its first quarter, was still low
in the east, but the stars were thick overhead, making
a silvery dome that almost obliterated the blue.
Rivers were rumbling on the hillside, an owl was hooting
in the distance, kine that could not be seen were
chewing audibly near at hand, and sheep like patches
of white in the gloom were scuttling through the grass
before Israel’s footsteps. Israel walked
quickly, tracing his course between the two arms of
the Jebel Sheshawan, whose summits were visible against
the sky. The air was cool and moist, and a gentle
breeze was blowing from the sea. Oh! the joy
of it to him who had lain long months in prison!
Israel drank in the night air as a young colt drinks
in the wind.
And if it was night in the world without,
it was day in Israel’s heart. “I
am going to be happy,” he told himself, “yes,
very happy, very happy.” He raised his
eyes to heaven, and a star, bigger and brighter than
the rest, hung over the path before him. “It
is leading me to Naomi,” he thought. He
knew that was folly, but he could not restrain his
mind from foolishness. And at least she had the
same moon and stars above her sleep, for she would
be sleeping now. “I am coming,” he
cried. He fixed his eye on the bright star in
front and pushed forward, never resting, never pausing.
The morning dawned. Long rippling
waves of morning air came down the mountains, cool,
chill, and moist. The grey light became tinged
with red. Then the sun rose somewhere. It
had not yet appeared, but the peak of the western
hill was flushed and a raven flew out and perched on
the point of light. Israel’s breast expanded,
and he strode on with a firmer step. “She
will be waking soon,” he told himself.
The world awoke. From unseen
places birds began to sing the wheatear
in the crevices of the rocks, the sedge-warbler among
the rushes of the rivers. The sun strode up over
the hill summit, and then all the earth below was
bright. Dewdrops sparkled on the late flowers,
and lay like vast spiders’ webs over the grass;
sheep began to bleat, dogs to bark, kine to low, horses
to cross each other’s necks, and over the freshness
of the air came the smell of peat and of green boughs
burning. Israel did not stop, but pushed on with
new eagerness. “She will have risen now,”
he told himself. He could almost fancy he saw
her opening the door and looking out for him in the
sunlight.
“Poor little thing,” he
thought, “how she misses me! But I am coming,
I am coming!”
The country looked very beautiful,
and strangely changed since he saw it last. Then
it had been like a dead man’s face; now it was
like a face that was always smiling. And though
the year was so old it seemed to be quite young.
No tired look of autumn, no warning of winter; only
the freshness and vigour of spring. “I
am going to see my child, and I shall be happy yet,”
thought Israel. The dust of life seemed to hang
on him no longer.
He came to a little village called
Dar el Fakeer “the house of the poor
one.” The place did not even justify its
name, for it was a cinereous wreck. Not a living
creature was to be seen anywhere. The village
had been sacked by the Sultan’s army, and its
inhabitants had fled to the mountains. Israel
paused a moment, and looked into one of the ruined
houses. He knew it must have been the house of
a Jew, for he could recognise it by its smell.
The floor was strewn over with rubbish cans,
kettles, water-bottles, a woman’s handkerchief,
and a dainty red slipper. On the ragged grass
in the court within there were some little stones
built up into tiny squares, and bits of stick stuck
into the ground in lines. A young girl had lived
in that house; children had played there; the gaunt
and silent place breathed of their spirits still.
“Poor souls!” thought Israel, but the troubles
of others could not really touch him. At that
very moment his heart was joyful.
The day was warm, but not too hot
for walking. Israel did not feel weary, and so
he went on without resting. He reckoned how far
it was from Shawan to his home near Semsa. It
was nearly seventy miles. That distance would
take two days and two nights to cover on foot.
He had left the prison on Wednesday night, and it
would be Friday at sunset before he reached Naomi.
It was now Thursday morning. He must lose no
time. “You see, the poor little thing will
be waiting, waiting, waiting,” he told himself.
“These sweet creatures are all so impatient;
yes, yes, so foolishly impatient. God bless them!”
He met people on the road, and hailed
them with good cheer. They answered his greetings
sadly, and a few of them told him of their trouble.
Something they said of Ben Aboo, that he demanded a
hundred dollars which they could not pay, and something
of the Sultan, that he had ransacked their houses
and then gone on with his great army, his twenty wives,
and fifteen tents to keep the feast at Tetuan.
But Israel hardly knew what they told him, though
he tried to lend an ear to their story. He was
thinking out a wonderful scheme for the future.
With Naomi he was to leave Morocco. They were
to sail for England. Free, mighty, noble, beautiful
England! Ah, how it shone in his memory, the little
white island of the sea! His mother’s home!
England! Yes, he would go back to it. True,
he had no friends there now; but what matter of that?
Ah, yes, he was old, and the roll-call of his kindred
showed him pitiful gaps. His mother! Ruth!
But he had Naomi still. Naomi! He spoke her
name aloud, softly, tenderly, caressingly, as if his
wrinkled hand were on her hair. Then recovering
himself, he laughed to think that he could be so childish.
Near to sunset he came upon a dooar,
a tent village, in a waste place. It was pitched
in a wide circle, and opened inwards. The animals
were picketed in the centre, where children and dogs
were playing, and the voices of men and women came
from inside the tents. Fires were burning under
kettles swung from triangles, and sight of this reminded
Israel that he had not eaten since the previous day.
“I must have food,” he thought, “though
I do not feel hungry.” So he stopped, and
the wandering Arabs hailed him. “Markababikum!”
they cried from where they sat within.
“You are very welcome!
Welcome to our lofty land!” Their land was the
world.
Israel went into one of the tents,
and sat down to a dish of boiled beans and black bread.
It was very sweet. A man was eating beside him;
a woman, half dressed, and with face uncovered, was
suckling a child while she worked a loom which was
fastened to the tent’s two upright poles.
Some fowls were nestling for the night under the tent
wing, and a young girl was by turns churning milk
by tossing it in a goat’s-skin and baking cakes
on a fire of dried thistles crackling in a hole over
three stones. All were laughing together, and
Israel laughed along with them.
“On a long journey, brother?” said the
man.
“No, oh no, no,” said Israel. “Only
to Semsa, no farther.”
“Well, you must sleep here to-night,”
said the Arab.
“Ah, I cannot do that,” said Israel.
“No?”
“You see, I am going back to
my little daughter. She is alone, poor child,
and has not seen her old father for months. Really
it is wrong of a man to stay away such a time.
These tender creatures are so impatient, you know.
And then they imagine such things, do they not?
Well, I suppose we must humour them that’s
what I always say.”
“But look, the night is coming, and a dark one,
too!” said the woman.
“Oh, nothing, that’s nothing,
sister,” said Israel. “Well, peace!
Farewell all, farewell!”
Waving his hand he went away laughing,
but before he had gone far the darkness overtook him.
It came down from the mountains like a dense black
cloud. Not a star in the sky, not a gleam on the
land, darkness ahead of him, darkness behind, one
thick pall hanging in the air on every side.
Still for a while he toiled along. Every step
was an effort. The ground seemed to sink under
him. It was like walking on mattresses.
He began to feel tired and nervous and spiritless.
A cold sweat broke out on his brow, and at length,
when the sound of a river came from somewhere near,
though on which side of him he could not tell, he had
no choice but to stop. “After all, it is
better,” he thought. “Strange, how
things happen for the best! I must sleep to-night,
for to-morrow night I will get no sleep at all.
No, for I shall have so many things to say and to
ask and to hear.”
Consoling him thus, he tried to sleep
where he was, and as slumber crept upon him in the
darkness, with five-and-twenty heavy miles of dense
night between him and his home, he crooned and talked
to himself in a childish way that he might comfort
his aching heart. “Yes, I must sleep sleep to-morrow
she must sleep and I must watch by her watch
by her as I used to do used to do how
soft and beautiful how beautiful sleeping sleep Ah!”
When he awoke the sun had risen.
The sea lay before him in the distance, the blue Mediterranean
stretching out to the blue sky. He was on the
borders of the country of the Beni-Hassan, and, after
wading the river, which he had heard in the night,
he began again on his journey. It was now Friday
morning, and by sunset of that day he would be back
at his home near Semsa. Already he could see
Tetuan far away, girt by its white walls, and perched
on the hillside. Yonder it lay in the sunlight,
with the snow-tipped heights above it, a white blaze
surrounded by orange orchards.
But how dizzy he was! How the
world went round! How the earth trembled!
Was the glare of the sun too fierce that morning, or
had his eyes grown dim? Going blind? Well,
even so, he would not repine, for Naomi could see
now. She would see for him also. How sweet
to see through Naomi’s eyes! Naomi was
young and joyous, and bright and blithe. All the
world was new to her, and strange and beautiful.
It would be a second and far sweeter youth.
Naomi Naomi always
Naomi! He had thought of her hitherto as she had
appeared to him during the few days of their happy
lives at Semsa. But now he began to wonder if
time had not changed her since then. Two months
and a half it seemed so long! He had
visions of Naomi grown from a sweet girl to a lovely
woman. A great soul beamed out of her big, slow
eyes. He himself approached her meekly, humbly,
reverently. Nevertheless, he was her father still her
old, tired, dim-eyed father; and she led him here
and there, and described things to him. He could
see and hear it all. First Naomi’s voice:
“A bow in the sky red, blue, crimson oh!”
Then his own deeper one, out of its lightsome darkness:
“A rainbow, child!” Ah! the dreams were
beautiful!
He tried to recall the very tones
of Naomi’s voice the voice of his
poor dead Ruth and to remember the song
that she used to sing the song she sang
in the patio on that great night of the moonlight,
when he was returning home from the Bab Ramooz, and
heard her singing from the street
Within my heart a voice
Bids earth and heaven
rejoice.
He sang the song to himself as he
toiled along. With a little lisp he sang it,
so that he might cheat himself and think that the voice
he was making was Naomi’s voice and not his
own.
Towards midday Israel came under the
walls of Tetuan, between the Sultan’s gardens
and the flour-mills that are turned by the escaping
sewers, and there he lit upon a company of Jews.
They were a deputation that had come out from the
town to meet him, and at first sight of his face they
were shocked. He had left Tetuan a stricken man,
it was true, but strong and firm, fifty years of age
and resolute. Six months had passed, and he was
coming back as a weak, broken, shattered, doddering,
infirm old man of eighty. Their hearts fell low
before they spoke, but after a pause one of them Israel
knew him: a grey-bearded man, his name was Solomon
Laredo stepped up and said, “Israel
ben Oliel, our poor Tetuan is in trouble.
It needs you. Alas! we dealt ill with you, but
God has punished us, and we are brothers now.
Come back to us, we pray of you; for we have heard
of a great thing that is coming to pass. Listen!”
Something they told him then of Mohammed
of Mequinez, follower of Seedna Aissa (Jesus of Nazareth),
but a good man nevertheless, and also something they
said of the Spaniards and of one Marshal O’Donnel,
who was to bombard Marteel. But Israel heard very
little. “I think my hearing must be failing
me,” he said; and then he laughed lightly, as
if that did not greatly matter. “And to
tell you the truth, though I pity my poor brethren,
I can no longer help them. God will raise up a
better minister.”
“Never!” cried the Jews in many voices.
“Anyhow,” said Israel,
“my life among you is ended. I set no store
by place and power. What does the English poet
say, ’In the great hand of God I stand.’
Shakespeare oh, a mighty creature one
who knew where the soul of a man lay. But I forget,
you’ve not lived in England. Do you know
I am to go there again, and to take my little daughter?
You remember her Naomi a charming
girl. She can see now, and hear, and speak also!
Yes for God has lifted His hand away from her, and
I am going to be very happy. Well, I must leave
you, brothers. The little one will be waiting.
I must not keep her too long, must I? Peace, peace!”
Seeing his profound faith, no one
dared to tell him the truth that was on every tongue.
A wave of compassion swept over all. The deputation
stood and watched him until he had sunk under the hill.
And now, being come thus near to home,
Israel’s impatience robbed him of some of his
happy confidence and filled him with fears. He
began to think of all the evil chances that might
have befallen Naomi. His absence had been so
long, and so many things might have happened since
he went away. In this mood he tried to run.
It was a poor uncertain shamble. At nearly every
step the body lurched for poise and balance.
At last he came to a point of the
path from which, as he knew, the little rush-covered
house ought to be seen. “It’s yonder,”
he cried, and pointed it out to himself with uplifted
finger. The sun was sinking, and its strong rays
were in his face. “She’s there, I
see her!” he shouted. A few minutes later
he was near the door. “No, my eyes deceived
me,” he said in a damp voice. “Or
perhaps she has gone in perhaps she’s
hiding the sweet rogue!”
The door was half open; he pushed
it and entered the house. “Naomi!”
he called in a voice like a caress. “Naomi!”
His voice trembled now. “Come to me, come,
dearest; come quickly, quickly, I cannot see!”
He listened. There was not a sound, not a movement.
“Naomi!” The name was like a gurgle in
his throat. There was a pause, and then he said
very feebly and simply, “She’s not here.”
He looked around, and picked up something
from the floor. It was a slipper covered with
mould. As he gazed upon it a change came over
his face. Dead? Was Naomi dead? He
had thought of death before for himself,
for others, never for Naomi. At a stride the awful
thing was on him. Death! Oh, oh!
With a helpless, broken, blind look
he was standing in the middle of the floor with the
slipper in his hand, when a footstep came to the door.
He flung the slipper away and threw open his arms.
Naomi it must be she!
It was Fatimah. She had come
in secret, that the evil news of what had been done
at the Kasbah and the Mosque might not be broken to
Israel too suddenly. He met her with a terrible
question. “Where is she laid?” he
said in a voice of awe.
Fatimah saw his error instantly.
“Naomi is alive,” she said, and, seeing
how the clouds lifted off his face, she added quickly,
“and well, very well.”
That is not telling a falsehood, she
thought; but when Israel, with a cry of joy which
was partly pain, flung his arms about her, she saw
what she had done.
“Where is she?” he cried.
“Bring her, you dear, good soul. Why is
she not here? Lead me to her, lead me!”
Then Fatimah began to wring her hands.
“Alas!” she said, weeping, “that
cannot be.”
Israel steadied himself and waited.
“She cannot come to you, and neither can you
go to her.” said Fatimah. “But she
is well, oh! very well. Poor child, she is at
the Kasbah no, no, not the prison oh
no, she is happy I mean she is well, yes,
and cared for indeed, she is at the palace the
women’s palace but set your mind easy she ”
With such broken, blundering words
the good woman blurted out the truth, and tried to
deaden the blow of it. But the soul lives fast,
and Israel lived a lifetime in that moment.
“The palace!” he said
in a bewildered way. “The women’s
palace the women’s ”
and then broke off shortly. “Fatimah, I
want to go to Naomi,” he said.
And Fatimah stammered, “Alas!
alas! you cannot, you never can ”
“Fatimah,” said Israel,
with an awful calm. “Can’t you see,
woman, I have come home? I and Naomi have been
long parted. Do you not understand? I
want to go to my daughter.”
“Yes, yes,” said Fatimah;
“but you can never go to her any more. She
is in the women’s apartments ”
Then a great hoarse groan came from Israel’s
throat.
“Poor child, it was not her fault. Listen,”
said Fatimah; “only listen.”
But Israel would hear no more.
The torrent of his fury bore down everything before
it. Fatimah’s feeble protests were drowned.
“Silence!” he cried. “What
need is there for words? She is in the palace! that’s
enough. The women’s palace the
hareem what more is there to say?”
Putting the fact so to his own consciousness,
and seeing it grossly in all its horror, his passion
fell like a breaking in of waters. “O God!”
he cried, “my enemy casts me into prison.
I lie there, rotting, starving. I think of my
little daughter left behind alone. I hasten home
to her. But where is she? She is gone.
She is in the house of my enemy. Curse her! .
. . . Ah! no, no; not that, either! Pardon
me, O God; not that, whatever happens! But the
palace the women’s palace. Naomi!
My little daughter! Her face was so sweet, so
simple. I could have sworn that she was innocent.
My love! my dove! I had only to look at her to
see that she loved me! And now the hareem that
hell, and Ben Aboo that libertine!
I have lost her for ever! Yet her soul was mine I
wrestled with God for it ”
He stopped suddenly, his face became
awfully discoloured, he dropped to his knees on the
floor, lifted his eyes and his hands towards heaven,
and cried in a voice at once stern and heartrending,
“Kill her, O God! Kill her body, O my God,
that her soul may be mine again!”
At this awful cry Fatimah fled out
of the hut. It was the last voice of tottering
reason. After that he became quiet, and when Fatimah
returned the following morning he was talking to himself
in a childish way while sitting at the door, and gazing
before him with a lifeless look. Sometimes he
quoted Scriptures which were startlingly true to his
own condition: “I am alone, I am a companion
to owls. . . . I have cleansed my heart in vain.
. . . My feet are almost gone, my steps have well-nigh
slipped. . . . I am as one whom his mother comforteth.”
Between these Scriptures there were
low incoherent cries and simple foolish play-words.
Again and again he called on Naomi, always softly
and tenderly, as if her name were a sacred thing.
At times he appeared to think that he was back in
prison, and made a little prayer always
the same that some one should be kept from
harm and evil. Once he seemed to hear a voice
that cried, “Israel ben Oliel! Israel
ben Oliel!” “Here! Israel is
here!” he answered. He thought the Kaid
was calling him. The Kaid was the King.
“Yes, I will go back to the King,” he said.
Then he looked down at his tattered kaftan, which was
mired with dirt, and tried to brush it clean, to button
it, and to tie up the ragged threads of it. At
last he cried, as if servants were about him and he
were a master still, “Bring me robes clean
robes white robes; I am going back to the
King!”