Read CHAPTER III - THE BURIAL OF HER DEAD MOTHER. of A Little Norsk / Ol' Pap's Flaxen, free online book, by Hamlin Garland, on ReadCentral.com.

When Anson woke the next morning, he found the great flower-like eyes of the little waif staring straight into his face with a surprise too great for words or cries.  She stared steadily and solemnly into his open eyes for a while, and when he smiled she smiled back; but when he lifted his large hand and tried to brush her hair she grew frightened, pushing her little fists against him, and began to cry “Mor!  Mor Kom!”

This roused Gearheart, who said: 

“Well, Ans, what are y’ goin’ to do with that child?  This is your mornin’ to git breakfast.  Come, roll out.  I’ve got the fire goin’ good.  I can’t let y’ off; it’ll break up our system.”

Anson rolled out of the bunk and dressed hurriedly in the cold room.  The only sound was the roar of the stove devouring the hay-twist.  Anson danced about.

“Thunder an’ black cats, ain’t it cold!  The wind has died down, or we’d be froze stiffer’n a wedge.  It was mighty good in you, ol’ man, to keep the stove goin’ durin’ the night.  The child has opened her eyes brighter’n a dollar, but I tell you I don’t like to let her know what’s happened to her relatives.”

The little one began to wail in a frightened way, being alone in the dim corner.

“There she goes now; she’s wantin’ to go home!  That’s what she’s askin’, jes’ like’s not.  Say, Bert, what the devil can I do?”

“Talk to her, Ans; chuckle to her.”

“Talk!  She’ll think I’m threatenin’ to knock her head off, or somethin’.  There there, don’t ee cry!  We’ll go see papa soon. ­Confound it, man, I can’t go on with this thing!  There, there!  See, child, we’re goin’ to have some nice hot pancakes now; goin’ to have breakfast now.  See, ol’ pap’s goin’ to fry some pancakes.  Whoop ­see!” He took down the saucepan, and flourished it in order to make his meaning plainer.  Bert laughed.

“That’s as bad as your fist.  Put that down, Ans.  You’ll scare the young one into a fit; you ain’t built f’r a jumpin’-jack.”

The child did indeed set up a louder and more distracting yell.  Getting desperate, Anson seized her in his arms, and, despite her struggles, began tossing her on his shoulder.  The child understood him and ceased to cry, especially as Gearheart began to set the table, making a pleasant clatter, whistling the while.

The glorious light of the morning made its way only dimly through the thickly frosted window-panes; the boards snapped in the horrible cold; out in the barn the cattle were bellowing and kicking with pain.

“Do you know,” said Bert, impressively, “I couldn’t keep that woman out o’ my mind.  I could see her layin’ there without any quilts on her, an’ the mice a-runnin’ over her.  God! it’s tough, this bein’ alone on a prairie on such a night.”

“I knew I’d feel so, an’ I jest naturally covered her up an’ tucked the covers in, the child a-lookin’ on.  I thought she’d feel better, seein’ her ma tucked in good an’ warm.  Poor little rat!”

“Did you do that, ol’ man?”

“You bet I did!  I couldn’t have slep’ a wink if I hadn’t.”

“Well, why didn’t y’ tell me, so’t I could sleep?”

“I didn’t think you’d think of it that way, not havin’ seen her.”

The child now consented to sit in one of the chairs and put her feet down by the stove.  She wept silently now, with that infrequent, indrawn sob, more touching than wails.  She felt that these strangers were her friends, but she wanted her mother.  She ate well, and soon grew more resigned.  She looked first at one and then at the other of the men as they talked, trying to understand their strange language.  Then she fell to watching a mouse that stole out from behind the flour-barrels, snatching a crumb occasionally and darting back, and laughed gleefully once, and clapped her hands.

“Now, the first thing after the chores, Ans, is that woman over there.  Of course it’s out o’ the question buryin’ her, but we’d better go over an’ git what things there is left o’ the girl’s, an’ fasten up the shanty to keep the wolves out.”

“But then ­”

“What?”

“The mice.  You can’t shut them out.”

“That’s so, I never thought o’ that.  We’ve got to make a box, I guess; but it’s goin’ to be an awful job for me, Ans, to git her into it.  I thought I wouldn’t have to touch her.”

“Le’ me go; I’ve seen her once an’ you hain’t.  I’d just as soon.”

“Heaven an’ earth! what could I do with the babe?  She’d howl like a coyote, an’ drive me plumb wild.  No:  you’re elected to take care o’ the child.  I ain’t worth a picayune at it.  Besides, you had your share yesterday.”

And so, in the brilliant sunshine of that bitterly cold morning, Gearheart crunched away over the spotless snow, which burned under his feet ­a land mocking, glorious, pitiless.  Far off some slender columns of smoke told of two or three hearth-fires, but mainly the plain was level and lifeless as the Polar Ocean, appallingly silent, no cry or stir in the whole expanse, no tree to creak nor bell to ring.

It required strong effort on the part of the young man to open the door of the cottage, and he stood for some time with his hand on the latch, looking about.  There was perfect silence without and within, no trace of feet or hands anywhere.  All was as peaceful and unbroken as a sepulchre.

Finally, as if angry with himself, Gearheart shook himself and pushed open the door, letting the morning sun stream in.  It lighted the bare little room and fell on the frozen face and rigid, half-open eyes of the dead woman with a strong, white glare.  The thin face and worn, large-jointed hands lying outside the quilt told of the hardships which had been the lot of the sleeper.  Her clothing was clean and finer than one would expect to see.

Gearheart stood looking at her for a long time, the door still open, for he felt re-enforced in some way by the sun.  If any one had come suddenly and closed the door on him and the white figure there, he would have cried out and struggled like a madman to escape, such was his unreasoning fear of the dead.

At length, with a long breath, he backed out and closed the door.  Going to the barn, he found a cow standing at an empty manger, and some hens and pigs frozen in the hay.  Looking about for some boards to make a coffin, he came upon a long box in which a reaper had been packed, and this he proceeded to nail together firmly, and to line with pieces of an old stove-pipe at such places as he thought the mice would try to enter.

When it was all prepared, he carried the box to the house and managed to lay it down beside the bed; but he could not bring himself to touch the body.  He went out to see if some one were not coming.  The sound of a human voice would have relieved him at once, and he could have gone on without hesitation.  But there was no one in sight, and no one was likely to be; so he returned, and summoning all his resolution, took one of the quilts from the bed and placed it in the bottom of the box.  Then he removed the pillow from beneath the head of the dead woman and placed that in the box.  Then he paused, the cold moisture breaking out on his face.

Like all young persons born far from war, and having no knowledge of death even in its quiet forms, he had the most powerful organic repugnance toward a corpse.  He kept his eye on it as though it were a sleeping horror, likely at a sudden sound to rise and walk.  More than this, there had always been something peculiarly sacred in the form of a woman, and in his calmer moments the dead mother appealed to him with irresistible power.

At last, with a sort of moan through his set teeth, he approached the bed and threw the sheet over the figure, holding it as in a sling; then, by a mighty effort, he swung it stiffly off the bed into the box.

He trembled so that he could hardly spread the remaining quilts over the dead face.  The box was wide enough to receive the stiff, curved right arm, and he had nothing to do but to nail the cover on, which he did in feverish haste.  Then he rose, grasped his tools, rushed outside, slammed the door, and set off in great speed across the snow, pushed on by an indescribable horror.

As he neared home, his fresh young blood asserted itself more and more; but when he entered the cabin he was still trembling, and dropped into a chair like a man out of breath.  At sight of the ruddy face of Anson, and with the aid of the heat and light of the familiar little room, he shook off part of his horror.

“Gi’ me a cup o’ coffee, Ans.  I’m kind o’ chilly an’ tired.”

Before drinking he wiped his face and washed his hands again and again at the basin in the corner, as though there were something on them which was ineffably unclean.  The little one, who had been weeping again, stared at him with two big tears drying on her hollow cheeks.

“Well?” interrogated Anson.

“I nailed her up safe enough for the present.  But what’re we goin’ to do next?”

“I can’t see ‘s we can do anythin’ as long as such weather as this lasts.  It ain’t safe f’r one of us to go out an’ leave the other alone.  Besides, it’s thirty below zero, an’ no road, Moccasin’s full of snow; an’ another wind likely to rise at any time.  It’s mighty tough on this little one, but it can’t be helped.  As soon as it moderates a little, we’ll try to find a woman an’ a preacher, an’ bury that ­relative.”

“The only woman I know of is ol’ Mrs. Cap Burdon, down on the Third Moccasin, full fifteen miles away.”