AN OLD MAN’S CAPRICE
Jim went to Dryholm, although when
he opened Mordaunt’s note he meant to refuse.
A line added in a shaky hand persuaded him, for Bernard
had written, “I am lame and cannot come to you.”
Besides, the invitation was extended to his party
and Jim wanted Bernard to see the Winters. They
were his friends and he rather hoped Mrs. Winter would
talk about the store.
The evening was calm and the sun setting
when the car rolled past a lodge half hidden by tall
evergreens. A screen of ironwork cut in fine
black tracery against the light, and Jake remarked:
“That’s a noble gate.”
“Hand-forged in Belgium, I believe,”
Jim replied, and they rolled on down an avenue where
sunshine and shadow checkered the smooth grass.
The avenue had been planted before
the new house at Dryholm was built. The spreading
oaks were darkly green, but the beeches had begun to
turn and their pale trunks glimmered among splashes
of orange and red. On the hillside above the
hollow, the birches hung sprays of shining yellow
against a background of somber firs. All was
very quiet and Carrie sensed a calm she had not remarked
in the forests of Canada. There one heard the
Chinook in the pine-tops and the rapids brawl.
They sped past a tarn where swans
floated among the colored reflections of ancient trees,
and then Dryholm broke upon their view across its
wide lawn. For a moment, Carrie was vaguely disturbed.
She had seen Montreal and London, but the buildings
there were crowded with occupants and this was one
man’s home. Jim, whose clothes she had
mended, belonged to people who built such houses.
She glanced at him, but his face was inscrutable
until he seemed to feel her gaze and gave her a smile.
Carrie felt braced. In some ways, Jim had got
strangely English, but he was, for all that, the Jim
she knew; and she studied the house with a pleasant
thrill, as if she were embarking on a new adventure.
Dryholm was very large and modern,
but it had dignity and glimmered in the sunset between
shadowy woods. The stone was creamy white, with
touches of soft pink and gray. Cornices and pillars
broke the long, straight front, and there were towers
at the ends. Carrie knew nothing about architecture,
but she got a hint of strength and solidity.
Somehow, she felt relieved; Mordaunt and Mrs. Halliday
would not have built such a house. On the whole,
she distrusted them, but it looked as if the head
of the family was different.
“It’s very fine, Jim,”
she said. “There’s something of Langrigg
about it; something you don’t feel at Whitelees.
The stone is curious.”
“I believe it was brought from
a distance, but, in a sense, Bernard Dearham built
Dryholm of iron.”
“Somehow it looks like that,” Carrie remarked.
The car stopped in front of a plain
arch and Bernard received the party in the hall, where
they found Mrs. Halliday, Evelyn, Mordaunt, and some
others. Bernard gave Jim his hand and for a minute
or two kept Mrs. Winter and Carrie by him. When
they went to dinner Mrs. Winter was put next to Bernard,
and Carrie, sitting near, looked about with frank
curiosity. The room was lofty and spacious.
She had not seen such a room except when she dined
at a big Montreal hotel, but it had not the lavish
decoration she had noted there. At Dryholm, one
got a sense of space and calm; nothing glittered and
forced itself on one’s glance. Carrie thought
it was somehow like a church, but rather the big quiet
cathedral than the ornate Notre Dame. She had
only seen big churches in Montreal.
The west window commanded distant
hills that rose, colored dark-blue, against the yellow
sky. Shining water touched their feet and one
could hear the sea. It was getting dark, however,
and soon electric lights began to glow on the paneled
ceiling and along the deep cornice. The lamps
were placed among the moldings and one scarcely noticed
them until the soft light they threw on the table
got stronger.
Then Carrie remarked that Mrs. Winter
was talking, and Bernard laughed. She had wondered
whether she ought to give her mother a hint, and might
have done so, for Jim’s sake, although it would
have hurt her pride; but she was glad she had not.
Bernard Dearham did not smile politely, as Mrs. Mordaunt
smiled; he laughed because he was amused. Carrie
did not know much about English people, but the dinner
was obviously a formal acknowledgment of the new owner
of Langrigg; and she studied her host. She had
at first remarked a puzzling likeness to somebody she
knew, and now she saw it was Jim. The likeness
was rather in Bernard’s voice and manner than
his face, although she found it there. Then he
looked up and asked:
“Do you like Dryholm?”
“Oh, yes,” said Carrie. “Almost
as much as I like Langrigg.”
Bernard smiled and nodded. “Langrigg
has a touch that only time can give. A house
matures slowly.”
“I think that is so,”
Carrie agreed. “One feels it in England.
A house matures by being used; the people who live
there give it a stamp, and perhaps when they go they
leave an influence. It’s different in
Canada. When our houses get out of date, we pull
them down.”
Bernard looked at her rather keenly.
He was a shrewd judge of men and women and saw that
she could think.
“You are something of a sentimentalist;
I don’t know if you are right or not.
When I built Dryholm we tried to get the feeling Langrigg
gives one, as far as it could be expressed by line.
But do you like Whitelees?”
“Whitelees is pretty,” Carrie replied
with caution.
Bernard’s eyes twinkled.
“Very pretty. Something new, in fact,
after Canada?”
“Yes,” said Carrie, who
saw he wanted her to talk. She knew he was studying
her, but he was not antagonistic like Mordaunt and
Mrs. Halliday. “This is why I’d
sooner have Langrigg, because I don’t find Langrigg
new in the way you mean,” she resumed.
“One gets the feeling you talk about in Canada;
not in our houses but in the woods. They’re
different from the woods you have planted and trimmed.
The big black pines grow as they want; sometimes
they’re charred by fire and smashed by gales.
When it’s quiet you hear the rivers and now
and then a snowslide rolling down the hills.”
“Rugged and stern? Well,
I imagine the men who built Langrigg long since were
rather like your pioneers.”
Carrie thought Bernard had something
of the spirit of the pioneers; this was why he was
like Jim. She felt his strength and tenacity,
but he did not daunt her.
“Why did you make Dryholm so big?” she
asked.
“You don’t think an old
man needs so large a house?” he said. “Well,
I built for others whom I thought might come after
me, but that is done with.” He paused
and looked down the table at Mordaunt and Evelyn; and
then Carrie imagined his eyes rested on Jim, as he
added: “Sometimes I am lonely.”
He began to talk to Mrs. Winter, who
presently remarked: “Oh, yes, I like it
in England. I knew it would be fierce in the
jolting cars and on the steamer, but Jim insisted,
and now I’m glad I let him persuade me.”
“Then Jim insisted on your coming?”
“Why, yes. I meant to stay at home.”
“Ah,” said Bernard, “I think Jim
took the proper line.”
“Anyhow, I needed a holiday,”
Mrs. Winter resumed. “It’s quiet
and calm at Langrigg and I’ve worked hard.
You folks don’t get busy all the time, like
us in Canada.”
Bernard laughed. “There
are a large number of busy people in this country,
and for a long time I, myself, worked rather hard.”
He paused and looked down the table with ironical
humor. “I was thought eccentric and my
relations did not altogether forgive me until I got
my reward. All approved then.”
Mordaunt’s face was inscrutable,
but Mrs. Halliday smiled and Evelyn looked at Jim
with faint amusement.
“I imagine he meant mother;
they sometimes clash,” she said. “You
don’t know Bernard yet. When you do, you
will try to make allowances, like the rest of us.”
“In the meantime, it does not
seem needful. He is kind ”
“Remarkably kind,” Evelyn
agreed. “In fact, his kindness is puzzling.
How far would you go to keep his favor?”
“It would depend,” said
Jim. “Upon how much I liked him, for one
thing. Of course, I would go no distance if he
tried to drive.”
Evelyn smiled. “Well,
I suppose you can take a bold line. If one has
pluck, it sometimes pays. At all events, it’s
flattering to feel one can be oneself. No doubt,
you all develop your individuality in Canada.”
“We are rather an independent,
obstinate lot,” Jim owned. “I expect
this comes from living in a new country. When
you leave the cities, you have nobody to fall back
on. You have got to make good by your own powers
and trust yourself.”
“Ah,” said Evelyn, “one
would like to trust oneself! To follow one’s
bent, or perhaps, one’s heart, and not bother
about the consequences.” She was silent
a moment and then resumed with a soft laugh: “But
unless one is very brave, it’s not often possible;
there are so many rules.”
Jim felt sympathetic. She had
laughed, but he thought the laugh hid some feeling.
She was generous and strangely refined; Mrs. Halliday
was conventional and calculating, and the girl rebelled.
“I expect our host broke a number
of the rules,” he remarked.
“He did and he paid. Bernard
was not rich and when he opened the Brunstock mines
nobody would help him. When he sold his farms
to buy pumps and engines there was a quarrel with
your grandfather and perhaps Bernard has some grounds
for bitterness. I don’t know if it’s
strange, but while Joseph Dearham was a plain country
gentleman, Bernard, after getting rich in business,
wears the stamp of the old school.”
Jim agreed. Bernard was obviously
not fastidious, like his relatives, but he had the
grand manner. This was not altogether what Jim
meant, but perhaps it got nearest.
“I think it’s because
he’s fearless one sees that,”
he said. “Shabbiness and awkwardness come
when one’s afraid.”
“It’s possible,”
Evelyn answered, with a curious smile. “One
hates to be shabby but sometimes one is forced.
Pluck costs much.”
Then Mrs. Halliday got up, and some
of the party went to the drawing-room and some to
the terrace. Jim stayed in the hall and mused
while he smoked a cigarette. Evelyn had stirred
his imagination by a hint that she was dissatisfied
and struggled for free development. Well, he
had seen Whitelees and was getting to know Mrs. Halliday.
To some extent, he liked her, but he could understand
the girl’s rebellion. However, it was
strange she had given him a hint, unless, of course,
she had done so unconsciously. When the cigarette
was finished he went to the terrace.
The evening was warm and a faint glow
lingered in the west. All was very quiet except
when a herd of cattle moved about a pasture across
the lawn. The party had broken up into small
groups and Jim joined Evelyn. Bernard got up
stiffly when Carrie came near his bench.
“Tell me about wild Canada.
I understand you were in the woods,” he said.
“Yes,” said Carrie, sitting
down. “I went North with Jim and my brother
and the boys, when the ice broke up.”
“The boys?”
“The rock-cutters and choppers,” Carrie
explained.
“I see,” said Bernard. “Was
there no other woman? What did you do?”
“The nearest woman was a hundred
miles off. I cooked and looked after the stores.
Sometimes I mended the clothes.”
“And how were the others occupied?”
Carrie hesitated. Although Bernard
had asked her to tell him about Canada, she imagined
he wanted to hear about Jim, but after a few moments
she began to relate the story of their cutting the
telegraph line. She could not have told it to
Mrs. Halliday, but she felt Bernard would understand,
and he helped her by tactful questions. She
wanted him to know what kind of man Jim was and she
made something of an epic of the simple tale; man’s
struggle against Nature and his victory. Indeed,
for Bernard was very shrewd, she told him more than
she thought.
“But, when you were nearly beaten,
you could have sold the copper vein you talked about
and used the money,” he remarked.
“In a way, we couldn’t
sell. Baumstein was putting the screw to us;
he meant to buy for very much less than the claim
was worth. We would have starved before we let
him, and for a time we hadn’t as much food as
we liked.”
“After all, you might have been
beaten but for the contractor. Why did he help?
No doubt, he knew it was a rash speculation.”
“Oh, well,” said Carrie,
“I think he liked Jim. But we wouldn’t
have been beaten. We’d have made good
somehow.”
“Still it looks as if the contractor
was a useful friend. Did he stop at Vancouver?
Does he write to you?”
Carrie hesitated, because she imagined
she saw where Bernard’s questions led.
“We won’t forget him,
but he doesn’t write and I don’t know where
he is,” she said; and added with a touch of
dignity: “I don’t see what this has
to do with the rest.”
“Perhaps it has nothing to do
with it,” Bernard replied. “Thank
you for telling me a rather moving tale.”
He let her go and when she passed
a bench where Mrs. Halliday and Mordaunt sat the former
looked at her companion.
“I suppose you have remarked
that Bernard has been unusually gracious to the girl
and her mother. Is it his notion of a host’s
duty? Or is it something else?”
“I imagine it’s something else,”
Mordaunt replied.
“But what? Does he want to annoy us?”
“It’s possible he thought he might do
so. Are you annoyed?”
“I am certainly surprised.”
“Oh, well,” said Mordaunt;
“perhaps he had another object. I don’t
know. He’s rather inscrutable.”
Mrs. Halliday got up. “I
thought we could be frank, Lance. After all,
our habit is to take Bernard’s cleverness for
granted. He has a bitter humor and the thing
may only be an old man’s caprice.”
She went off and when soon afterwards
the party began to break up Bernard gave Jim a cigar
in the hall.
“I note that you and your young
relations are already friends,” he said.
“Dick’s a fine lad; he’s generous
and honest, although I doubt if he will go far.
Evelyn, of course, has no rival in this neighborhood.”
“That hardly needs stating,” Jim replied.
Bernard twinkled and his glance rested
on a beautiful painted vase. “Your taste
is artistic; it looks as if you had an eye for color
and line. In a sense, Evelyn is like this ornament.
She’s made of choice stuff; costly but fragile.
Common clay stands rude jars best.”
Jim was puzzled and half-annoyed,
because he could not tell what Bernard meant; but
the latter began to talk about something else.
“You were a miner for a time,
I think,” he presently remarked. “One
would expect you to know gold when you see it.”
“It’s sometimes difficult,”
said Jim. “As a rule, gold is pure.
It doesn’t form chemical alloys, but it’s
often mixed with other substances.”
“So that the uninstructed pass
it by!” Bernard rejoined. “One might
make an epigram of that, but perhaps it would be cheap.
Well, I must wish the others good night. I
hope you’ll come back soon and bring your friends.”
Jim put his party in the car and drove
off, feeling strangely satisfied. Evelyn had
been gracious and although he did not altogether understand
Bernard he liked him better than he had thought.