Of all humans cumbering the earth
Dave Cowan thought farmers the most pitiable.
To this tireless-winged bird of passage farming was
not a loose trade, and the news that his son was pledged
to agrarian pursuits shocked him. To be mewed
up for life on a few acres of land!
“It was the land tricked us
first,” admonished Dave. “There we
were, footloose and free, and some fool went and planted
a patch of ground. Then he stayed like a fool
to see what would happen. Pretty soon he fenced
the patch to keep out prehistoric animals. First
thing he knew he was fond of it. Of course he
had to stay there he couldn’t take
if off with him. That’s how man was tricked.
Most he could ever hope after that was to be a small-towner.
You may think you can own land and still be free,
but you can’t. Before you know it you have
that home feeling. Never owned a foot of it!
That’s all that saved me.”
Dave frowned at his son hopefully,
as one saved might regard one who still might be.
“I’m not owning any land,” suggested
his son.
“No; but it’s tricky stuff.
You get round it, working at it, nursing it pretty
soon you’ll want to own some, then you’re
dished. It’s the first step that counts.
After that you may crave to get out and see places,
but you can’t; you have to plant the hay and
the corn. You to fool round those Whipple farms I
don’t care if it is a big job with big money it’s
playing with fire. Pretty soon you’ll be
as tight-fixed to a patch of soil as any yap that
ever blew out the gas in a city hotel. You’ll
stick there and raise hogs en masse for free
people that can take a trip when they happen to feel
like it.” Dave had but lately learned en
masse and was glad to find a use for it. He
spoke with the untroubled detachment of one saved,
who could return at will to the glad life of nomady.
“You, with the good loose trades you know!
Do you want to take root in this hole like a willow
branch that someone shoves into the ground? Don’t
you ever want to move on and on and on?”
His son at the time had denied stoutly
that he felt this urge. Now, after a week of
his new work, he would have been less positive.
It was a Sunday afternoon, and he sprawled face down
on the farther shaded slope of West Hill, confessing
a lively fear that he might take root like the willow.
Late in that first week the old cry had begun to ring
in his ears Where do we go from here? bringing
the cold perception that he would not go anywhere
from here.
Through all his early years in Newbern
he had not once felt the wander-bidding; never, as
Dave Cowan put it, had he been itchy-footed for the
road. Then, with the war, he had crept up to look
over the top of the world, and now, unaccountably,
in the midst of work he had looked forward to with
real pleasure, his whole body was tingling for new
horizons.
It seemed to be so with a dozen of
the boys he had come back with. Some of these
were writing to him, wanting him to come here, to come
there; to go on and on with them to inviting places
they knew and on again from there!
Mining in South America, lumbering in the Northwest,
ranching in the Southwest; one of his mates would be
a sailor, and one would be with a circus. Something
within him beyond reason goaded him to be up and off.
He felt his hold slipping; his mind floated in an ecstasy
of relaxation.
His first days at the Home Farm had
been good-enough days. Sharon Whipple had told
him a modern farmer must first be a mechanic, and he
was already that and no one had shot at
him. But the novelty of approaching good machine-gun
cover without apprehension had worn off.
“Ain’t getting cold feet,
are you?” asked Sharon one day, observing him
hang idly above an abused tractor with the far-off
look in his eyes.
“Nothing like that,” he
had protested almost too warmly. “No, sir;
I’ll slog on right here.”
Now for the first time in all their
years of association he saw an immense gulf between
himself and Sharon Whipple. Sharon was an old
man, turning to look back as he went down a narrow
way into a hidden valley. But he Wilbur
Cowan was climbing a long slope into new
light. How could they touch? How could this
old man hold him to become another old man on the
same soil when he could be up and off, a
happy world romper like his father before him?
“Funny, funny, funny!”
he said aloud, and lazily rolled over to stare into
blue space.
Probably it was quite as funny out
there. The people like himself on those other
worlds would be the sport of confusing impulses, in
the long run obeying some deeper instinct whose source
was in the parent star dust, wandering or taking root
in their own strange soils. But why not wander
when the object of it all was so obscure, so apparently
trivial? Enough others would submit to rule from
the hidden source, take root like the willow mate!
That was another chain upon them. Women held them
back from wandering. That was how they were tricked
into the deadly home feeling his father warned him
of.
“Funny, funny, funny!” he said again.
From an inner pocket he drew a sheet
of note paper worn almost through at the fold, stained
with the ooze of trenches and his own sweat. It
had come deviously to him in the front line a month
after his meeting with Patricia Whipple. In that
time the strange verse had still run in his mind a
crown of stars, and under her feet the moon! The
tumult of fighting had seemed to fix it there.
He had rested on the memory of her and become fearless
of death. But the time had changed so tremendously.
He could hardly recall the verse, hardly recall that
he had faced death or the strange girl.
“Wilbur, dear,” he read,
“I am still holding you. Are you me?
What do you guess? Do you guess we were a couple
of homesick ninnies, tired and weak and too combustible?
Or do you guess it meant something about us finding
each other out all in one second, like a flash of something?
Do you guess we were frazzled up to the limit and
not braced to hold back or anything, the way civilized
people do? I mean, will we be the same back home?
If we will be, how funny! We shall have to find
out, shan’t we? But let’s be sporty,
and give the thing a chance to be true if it can.
That’s fair enough, isn’t it? What
I mean, let’s not shatter its morale by some
poky chance meeting with a lot of people round, whom
it is none of their business what you and I do or
don’t do. That would be fierce, would it
not? So much might depend.
“Anyway, here’s what:
The first night I am home your intelligence
department must find out the day, because I’m
not going to write to you again if I never see you,
I feel so unmaidenly I shall be at our stile
leading out to West Hill. You remember it above
the place where those splendid gypsies camped when
we were such a funny little boy and girl. The
first night as soon as I can sneak out from my proud
family. You come there. We’ll know!”
“Funny, funny, funny the whole game!”
he said.
He lost himself in a lazy wonder if
it could be true. He didn’t know.
Once she had persisted terribly in his eyes; now she
had faded. Her figure before the broken church
was blurred.
Sharon Whipple found him the next
afternoon teaching two new men the use and abuse of
a tractor, and plainly bored by his task. Sharon
seized the moment to talk pungently about the good
old times when a farm hand didn’t have to know
how to disable a tractor, or anything much, and would
work fourteen hours a day for thirty dollars a month
and his keep. He named the wage of the two pupils
in a tone of disgruntled awe that piqued them pleasantly
but did not otherwise impress. When they had
gone their expensive ways he turned to Wilbur.
“Did you get over to that dry-fork place to-day?”
“No; too busy here with these highbinders.”
He spoke wearily, above a ripening
suspicion that he would not much longer be annoyed
in this manner. A new letter had that morning
come from the intending adventurer into South America.
“I’ll bet you’ve had a time with
this new help,” said Sharon.
“I’ve put three men at work over on that
clearing, though.”
“I’ll get over there myself
with you to-morrow; no, not tomorrow next
day after. That girl of ours gets in to-morrow
noon. Have to be there, of course.”
“Of course.”
“She trotted a smart mile over
there. Everybody says so. Family tickled
to death about her. Me, too, of course.”
“Of course.”
“Rattlepate, though.”
“Yes, sir,” said Wilbur.
When the old man had gone he looked
out over the yellowing fields with a frank distaste
for the level immensity. Suddenly there rang in
his ears the harsh singing of many men: “Where
do we go from here, boys, where do we go from here?”
Old Sharon was rooted in the soil; dying there.
But he was still free. He could wire Leach Belding
he was starting and start.
About eight o’clock the following
night he parked the Can beside the ridge road, and
for the first time in his proud career of ownership
cursed its infirmities. It was competent, but
no car for a tryst one might not wish to advertise.
When its clamour had been stilled he waited some moments,
feeling that a startled countryside must rush to the
spot. Yet no one came, so at last he went furtively
through the thinned grove and about clumps of hazel
brush, feeling his way, stepping softly, crouching
low, until he could make out the stile where it broke
the lines of the fence. The night was clear and
the stile was cleanly outlined by starlight.
Beyond the fence was a shadowed mass, first a clump
of trees, the outbuildings of the Whipple New Place,
the house itself. There were lights at the back,
and once voices came to him, then the thin shatter
of glass on stone, followed by laughs from two dissonant
throats. He stood under a tall pine, listening,
but no other sound came. After a while he sat
at the foot of the tree. Crickets chirped and
a bat circled through the night. The scent of
the pine from its day-long baking was sharp in his
nostrils. His back tired against the tree, and
he eased himself to the cooled grass, face down, his
hands crossed under his chin. He could look up
now and see the stile against stars.
He waited. He had expected to
wait. The little night sounds that composed the
night’s silence, his own stillness, his intent
watching, put him back to nights when silence was
ominous. Once he found he had stopped breathing
to listen to the breathing of the men on each side
of him. He was waiting for the word, and felt
for a rifle. He had to rise to shake off this
oppression. On his feet he laughed softly, being
again in Newbern on a fool’s mission. He
lay down hands under his chin, but again the silent
watching beset him with the old oppression. He
must be still and strain his eyes ahead. Presently
the word would come, or he would feel the touch of
a groping foe. He half dozed at last from the
memory of that other endless fatigue. He came
to himself with a start and raised his head to scan
the stile. The darkness had thickened but the
two posts at the ends of the fence were still outlined.
He watched and waited.
After a long time the east began to
lighten; a deepening glow rimmed West Hill, picking
out in silver the trees along its edge. If she
meant to come she must come soon, he thought, but
the rising moon distinctly showed the bare stile.
She had written a long time ago. She was notoriously
a rattlepate. Of course she would have forgotten.
Then for a moment his straining eyes were puzzled.
His gaze had not shifted even for an instant, yet
the post at the left of the stile had unaccountably
thickened. He considered it a trick of the advancing
moonshine, and looked more intently. It was motionless,
like the other post, yet it had thickened. Then
he saw it was taller, but still it did not move.
It could be no one. Mildly curious, he crept
forward to make the post seem right in this confusing
new glamour. But it broadened as he neared it,
and still was taller than its neighbour, its lines
not so sharp.
He rose to his feet, with a dry laugh
at his own credulity, taking some slow steps forward,
expecting each stride to resolve the post to its true
dimensions. He was within a dozen feet of it before
he saw it could not be a post anyway, not
the same post. His scalp crept into minute wrinkles
at the back of his head. He knew the feeling fear!
But, as in other times, he could not make his feet
go back. Two other steps and he saw she must
be there. She had not stirred, but the rising
light caught her wan face and a pale glint of eyes.
All at once his fear was greater greater
than any he had known in battle. His feet dragged
protestingly, but he forced them on. He wanted
her to speak or move to break that tension of fear.
But not until he reached out stiffening fingers to
touch her did she stir. Then she gave a little
whispered cry and all at once it was no longer moonlight
for him, but full day. A girl in nurse’s
cap and a faded, much laundered dress of light blue
stood before a battered church, beside a timbered
breach in its gray stone wall. He was holding
her.
The song was coming to him, harsh
and full throated from many men: “Where
do we go from here, boys, where do we go from here?”
“We don’t go anywhere
from here,” he heard himself say in anger.
They were the only words he had spoken.
The girl was shaking as she had shaken
back at that church; uttering little shapeless cries
from a throat that by turns fluttered and tightened.
One clenched hand was fiercely thumping his shoulder.
They were on strange land, as if they had the crust
of the moon itself beneath their feet. They seemed
to know it had been true.
They were sitting on a log in shadow.
He rose and stepped into the light, facing his watch
to the moon, now gone so high it had paled from gold
to silver. He went to her again.
“Do you know it’s nearly one?”
“It must be that I suppose so.”
“Shouldn’t you be going?”
She leaned forward, shoulders drooping,
a huddled bit of black in the loose cloak she wore.
He waited. At length she drew her shoulders up
with a quick intake of breath. She held this a
moment, her chin lifted.
“There, now I’ve decided,” she said.
“What?”
“I’m not going back.”
“No?”
“Not going through any more
fuss. I’m too tired. It seemed as if
I’d never get here, never get out of that dreadful
place, never get out of Paris, never get out of Brest,
never get off the boat, never get home! I’m
too tired for any more never gets. I’m not
going to have talking and planning and arguments and
tearful relatives forever and a day more. See
if I do! I’m here, and I’m not going
to break it again. I’m not going back!”
He reached down to pat her hand with a humouring air.
“Where will you go?”
“That’s up to you.”
“But what can I ”
“I’m going where you go. I tell you
I’m too tired to have any talk.”
He sat down beside her.
“Yes, you’re a tired child,” he
told her.
She detected the humoring inflection.
“None of that! I’m
tired, but I’m stubborn. I’m not going
back. I’m supposed to be sleeping soundly
in my little bed. In the morning, before I’m
supposed to be up, I’ll issue a communique from any
old place; or tell ’em face to face. I
won’t mind that a little bit after everything’s
over. It’s telling what’s going to
be and listening to talk about it that I won’t
have. I’m not up to it. Now you talk!”
“You’re tired. Are you too tired
to know your own mind?”
“No; just too tired to argue
with it, fight it; and I’m free, white, and
twenty-one; and I’ve read about the self-determination
of small peoples.”
“Say, aren’t you afraid?”
“Don’t be silly!
Of course I’m afraid! What is that about
perfect love casting out fear? don’t
believe it! I’m scared to death truly!”
“Go back till to-morrow.”
“I won’t! I’ve gone over all
that.”
“All right! Shove off!”
He led her to the ambushed Can, whose
blemishes became all too apparent in the merciless
light of the moon.
“What a lot of wound chevrons it has!”
she exclaimed.
“Well, I didn’t expect anything like this.
I could have got ”
“It looks like a permanent casualty. Will
it go?”
“It goes for me. You’re sure you
don’t think it’s better to ”
“On your way!” she gayly
ordered, but her voice caught, and she clung to him
a moment before entering the car. “No; I’m
not weakening don’t you think it!
But let me rest a second.”
She was in the car, again wearily
gay. The Can hideously broke the quiet.
“Home, James!” she commanded.
Dawn found the car at rest on the
verge of a hill with a wide-sweeping view over and
beyond the county seat of Newbern County. Patricia
slept within the fold of his arm. At least half
of the slow forty miles she had slept against his
shoulder in spite of the car’s resounding progress
over a country road. Once in the darkness she
had wakened long enough to tell him not to go away.
The rising sun lighted the town of
Halton below them, and sent level rays across a wide
expanse of farmland beyond it, flat meadows and rolling
upland. White mist shrouded the winding trail
of a creek. It was the kind of landscape he had
viewed yesterday with a rising distaste; land that
had tricked people from their right to wander; to go
places on a train when they would.
He brought his eyes back from the
treacherous vista and turned them down to the face
of the sleeping girl. A pale scarf was wound about
her head, and he could see but little beyond it but
the tip of her nose, a few scattered, minute freckles
on one cheek. She was limp, one bare hand falling
inertly over the edge of the seat between them.
He looked out again at the checkerboard of farms.
He, too, had been tricked.
“But what a fine trick!”
he said aloud. “No wonder it works!”
He dozed himself presently, nodding
till his forward-pitching head would waken him.
Afterward he heard Spike saying: “So dark
you can’t see your hand before your face.”
He came awake. His head was on Patricia’s
shoulder, her arm supporting him.
“You must have gone to sleep
and let the car stop,” she told him. He
stared sleepily, believing it. “But I want
my breakfast,” she reminded him. He sat
up, winking the sleep from his eyes, shaking it from
his head.
“Of course,” he said.
He looked again out over the land
to which an old device had inveigled him. A breeze
had come with the dawn, stirring the grain fields into
long ripples. At the roadside was the tossing
silver of birch leaves.
“This is one whale of a day
for us two, isn’t it?” he demanded.
“You said it!” she told him.
“Breakfast and a license and ”
“You know it!” she declared.
“Still afraid?”
“More than ever! It’s
a wonder and a wild desire, but it scares me stiff you’re
so strange.”
“You know, it isn’t too late.”
She began to thump him with a clenched fist up between
his shoulders.
“Carry on!” she ordered. “There
isn’t a slacker in the whole car!”
A few hours later, in the dining room
of the Whipple New Place, Gideon, Harvey D., and Merle
Whipple were breakfasting. To them entered Sharon
Whipple from his earlier breakfast, ruddy, fresh-shaven,
bubbling.
“On my way to the Home Farm,”
he explained, “but I had to drop in for a look
at the girl by daylight. She seemed too peaked
last night.”
“Pat’s still sleeping,” said her
father over his egg cup.
“That’s good! I guess
a rest was all she needed. Beats all, girls nowadays
seem to be made of wire rope. You take that one ”
A telephone bell rang in the hall
beyond, and Merle Whipple went to it.
“Hello, hello! Whipple
New Place Merle Whipple speaking.”
He listened, standing in the doorway to turn a puzzled
face to the group about the table. “Hello!
Who who?” His bewilderment was apparent.
“But it’s Pat talking,” he said,
“over long distance.”
“Calling from her room upstairs
to fool you,” warned Sharon. “Don’t
I know her flummididdles?”
But the look of bewilderment on Merle’s
face had become a look of pure fright. He raised
a hand sternly to Sharon.
“Once more,” he called,
hoarsely, and again listened with widening eyes.
He lifted his face to the group, the receiver still
at his ear. “She says good heaven!
She says, ’I’ve gone A.W.O.L., and now
I’m safe and married I’m married
to Wilbur Cowan.’” He uttered his brother’s
name in the tone of a shocked true Whipple.
“Good heaven!” echoed Harvey D.
“I’m blest!” said Gideon.
“I snum to goodness!” said the dazed Sharon.
“The darned skeesicks!”
Merle still listened. Again he raised a now potent
hand.
“She says she doesn’t
know how she came to do it, except that he put a comether
on her.”
He hung up the receiver and fell into
a chair before the table that held the telephone.
“Scissors and white aprons!”
said Sharon. “Of all things you wouldn’t
expect!”
Merle stood before the group with a tragic face.
“It’s hard, Father, but
she says it’s done. I suppose I
suppose we’ll have to make the best of it.”
Hereupon Sharon Whipple’s eyes
began to blink rapidly, his jaw dropped, and he slid
forward in his chair to writhe in a spasm of what might
be weirdly silent laughter. His face was purple,
convulsed, but no sound came from his moving lips.
The others regarded him with alarm.
“Not a stroke?” cried
Harvey D., and ran to his side. As he sought to
loosen Sharon’s collar the old man waved him
off and became happily vocal.
“Oh, oh!” he gasped.
“That Merle boy has brightened my whole day!”
Merle frowned.
“Perhaps you may see something to laugh at,”
he said, icily.
Sharon controlled his seizure.
Pointing his eyebrows severely, he cocked a presumably
loaded thumb at Merle.
“Let me tell you, young man,
the best this family can make of that marriage will
be a darned good best. Could you think of a better
best say, now?” Merle turned impatiently
from the mocker.
“Blest if I can on the spur of the
moment!” said Gideon.
Harvey D. looked almost sharply at the exigent Merle.
“Pat’s twenty-five and knows her own mind
better than we do,” he said.
“I never knew it at all!” said Gideon.
“It’s almost a distinct
relief,” resumed Harvey D. “As I think
of it I like it.” He went to straighten
the painting of an opened watermelon beside a copper
kettle, that hung above the sideboard. “He’s
a fine young chap.” He looked again at
Merle, fixing knife and fork in a juster alignment
on his plate. “I dare say we needed him
in the family.”
Late the following afternoon Sharon
triumphantly brought his car to a stop before the
gateway leading up to the red farmhouse. The front
door proving unresponsive, he puffed about to the
rear. He found a perturbed Patricia Cowan, in
cap and apron, tidying the big kitchen. Her he
greeted rapturously.
“This kitchen ” began the new
mistress.
“So he put a comether on you!”
“Absolutely when I wasn’t looking!”
“Put one on me, too,” said Sharon; “years
ago.”
“This kitchen,” began
Patricia again, “is an unsanitary outrage.
It needs a thousand things done to it. We’d
never have put up with this in the Army. That
sink there” she pointed it out “must
have something of a carbolic nature straight off.”
“I know, I know!” Sharon
was placating. “I’m going to put everything
right for you.”
“New paint for all the woodwork white.”
“Sure thing as white as you want
it.”
“And blue velours curtains for
the big room. I always dreamed I’d have
a house with blue velours curtains.”
“Sure, sure! Anything you want you order.”
“And that fireplace in the big
room I burned some trash there this morning,
and it simply won’t inhale.”
“Never did,” said Sharon.
“We’ll run the chimney up higher.
Anything else?”
“Oh, lots! I’ve a long list somewhere.”
“I bet you have! But it’s
a good old house; don’t build ’em like
this any more; not a nail in it; sound as a nut.
Say, miss, did you know there was high old times in
this house about seventy-three years ago? Fact!
They thought I wasn’t going to pull through.
I was over two days old before it looked like I’d
come round. Say, I learned to walk out in that
side yard. That reminds me ”
Sharon hesitated in mild embarrassment “there’s
a place between them two wings make a bully
place for a sun room; spoil the architecture, mebbe,
but who cares? Sun room big place
to play round in play room, or anything
like that.”
Patricia had been searching among
a stack of newspapers, but she had caught “sun
room.”
“Stunning!” she said.
“We need another big place right now, or when
my things get here.”
Sharon coughed.
“Need it more later, I guess.”
But Patricia had found her paper.
“Oh, here’s something
I put aside to ask you about! I want you to understand
I’m going to be all the help I can here.
This advertisement says ‘Raise Belgian hares,’
because meat is so high. Do you know do
people really make millions at it, and could I do the
work?”
Sharon was shaking his head.
“You could if you didn’t
have something else to do. And I suppose they
sell for money, though I never did hear tell of a Belgian-hare
millionaire. Heard of all other kinds, but not
him. But you look here, young woman, I hope there’ll
be other things not sold by the pound that’ll
keep you from rabbit raising. This family’s
depending a lot on you. Didn’t you hear
my speech about that fine sun room?”
“Will you please not bother
me at a time like this?” scolded Patricia.
“Now out with you he’s outside
somewhere! And can’t you ever in the world
for five minutes get mere Whipples out of your mind?”
She actively waved him on from the open door.
Sharon passed through a grape arbour,
turning beyond it to study the site of the sun room.
All in a moment he built and peopled it. How he
hoped they would be coming along to play in there;
at least three before he was too old to play with
them. He saw them now; saw them, moreover, upon
the flimsiest of promises, all superbly gifted with
the Whipple nose. Then he went hopefully off
toward the stables. He came upon Wilbur Cowan
inspecting a new reaper under one of the sheds.
This time the old man feigned no pounding of the boy’s
back made no pretense that he did not hug
him.
“I’m so glad, so glad,
so almighty glad!” he said as they stood apart.
He did not speak with his wonted exuberance,
saying the words very quietly. But Sharon had
not to be noisy to sound sincere.
“Thanks,” said Wilbur.
“Of course I couldn’t be sure how her people
would ”
“Stuff!” said Sharon.
“All tickled to death but one near-Whipple and
he’s only annoyed. But you’ve been
my boy in my fool mind I always had you
for my boy, when you was little and when you went to
war. You could of known that, and that was enough
for you to know. Of course I never did think
of you and Pat. That was too gosh-all perfect.
Of course I called her a rattlepate, but she was my
girl as much as you was my boy.”
The old eyes shone mistily upon Wilbur,
then roved to the site of his dream before he continued.
“Me? I’m getting
on and on. Right fast, too. But
you you and that fine girl why,
you two are a new morning in a new world, so fresh
and young and proud of each other, the way you are!”
He hesitated, his eyes coming back. “Only
thing I hope for now before I get bedfast
or something say, take a look at the space
between them south wings stand over this
way a mite.” Sharon now built there, with
the warmest implications, a perfect sun room.
“That’ll be one grand place,” he
affirmed of his work when all was done.
“Yes, it sounds good,” replied Wilbur.
“Oh, a grand place, big as outdoors,
getting any sun there is great for winter,
great for rainy days!” Wistfully he searched
the other’s face. “You know, Buck,
a grand place to play in, or anything like
that.”
“Yes, sir,” said Wilbur.