Mrs. Jordan looked away from her now looked,
she thought, rather injured and, as if trifled with,
even a little angry. The mention of Lady Bradeen
had frustrated for a while the convergence of our heroine’s
thoughts; but with this impression of her old friend’s
combined impatience and diffidence they began again
to whirl round her, and continued it till one of them
appeared to dart at her, out of the dance, as if with
a sharp peck. It came to her with a lively shock,
with a positive sting, that Mr. Drake was could
it be possible? With the idea she found herself
afresh on the edge of laughter, of a sudden and strange
perversity of mirth. Mr. Drake loomed, in a swift
image, before her; such a figure as she had seen in
open doorways of houses in Cocker’s quarter majestic,
middle-aged, erect, flanked on either side by a footman
and taking the name of a visitor. Mr. Drake then
verily was a person who opened the door!
Before she had time, however, to recover from the
effect of her evocation, she was offered a vision which
quite engulfed it. It was communicated to her
somehow that the face with which she had seen it rise
prompted Mrs. Jordan to dash, a bit wildly, at something,
at anything, that might attenuate criticism.
“Lady Bradeen’s re-arranging she’s
going to be married.”
“Married?” The girl echoed it ever so
softly, but there it was at last.
“Didn’t you know it?”
She summoned all her sturdiness. “No,
she hasn’t told me.”
“And her friends haven’t they?”
“I haven’t seen any of them lately.
I’m not so fortunate as you.”
Mrs. Jordan gathered herself.
“Then you haven’t even heard of Lord
Bradeen’s death?”
Her comrade, unable for a moment to
speak, gave a slow headshake. “You know
it from Mr. Drake?” It was better surely not
to learn things at all than to learn them by the butler.
“She tells him everything.”
“And he tells you I
see.” Our young lady got up; recovering
her muff and her gloves she smiled. “Well,
I haven’t unfortunately any Mr. Drake.
I congratulate you with all my heart. Even without
your sort of assistance, however, there’s a
trifle here and there that I do pick up. I gather
that if she’s to marry any one it must quite
necessarily be my friend.”
Mrs. Jordan was now also on her feet. “Is
Captain Everard your friend?”
The girl considered, drawing on a
glove. “I saw, at one time, an immense
deal of him.”
Mrs. Jordan looked hard at the glove,
but she hadn’t after all waited for that to
be sorry it wasn’t cleaner. “What
time was that?”
“It must have been the time
you were seeing so much of Mr. Drake.”
She had now fairly taken it in: the distinguished
person Mrs. Jordan was to marry would answer bells
and put on coals and superintend, at least, the cleaning
of boots for the other distinguished person whom she
might well, whom she might have had, if
she had wished, so much more to say to. “Good-bye,”
she added; “good-bye.”
Mrs. Jordan, however, again taking
her muff from her, turned it over, brushed it off
and thoughtfully peeped into it. “Tell
me this before you go. You spoke just now of
your own changes. Do you mean that Mr. Mudge ?”
“Mr. Mudge has had great patience
with me he has brought me at last to the
point. We’re to be married next month and
have a nice little home. But he’s only
a grocer, you know” the girl met her
friend’s intent eyes “so that
I’m afraid that, with the set you’ve got
into, you won’t see your way to keep up our
friendship.”
Mrs. Jordan for a moment made no answer
to this; she only held the muff up to her face, after
which she gave it back. “You don’t
like it. I see, I see.”
To her guest’s astonishment
there were tears now in her eyes. “I don’t
like what?” the girl asked.
“Why my engagement. Only,
with your great cleverness,” the poor lady quavered
out, “you put it in your own way. I mean
that you’ll cool off. You already have !”
And on this, the next instant, her tears began to
flow. She succumbed to them and collapsed; she
sank down again, burying her face and trying to smother
her sobs.
Her young friend stood there, still
in some rigour, but taken much by surprise even if
not yet fully moved to pity. “I don’t
put anything in any ‘way,’ and I’m
very glad you’re suited. Only, you know,
you did put to me so splendidly what, even for me,
if I had listened to you, it might lead to.”
Mrs. Jordan kept up a mild thin weak
wail; then, drying her eyes, as feebly considered
this reminder. “It has led to my not starving!”
she faintly gasped.
Our young lady, at this, dropped into
the place beside her, and now, in a rush, the small
silly misery was clear. She took her hand as
a sign of pitying it, then, after another instant,
confirmed this expression with a consoling kiss.
They sat there together; they looked out, hand in
hand, into the damp dusky shabby little room and into
the future, of no such very different suggestion,
at last accepted by each. There was no definite
utterance, on either side, of Mr. Drake’s position
in the great world, but the temporary collapse of
his prospective bride threw all further necessary
light; and what our heroine saw and felt for in the
whole business was the vivid reflexion of her own dreams
and delusions and her own return to reality.
Reality, for the poor things they both were, could
only be ugliness and obscurity, could never be the
escape, the rise. She pressed her friend she
had tact enough for that with no other
personal question, brought on no need of further revelations,
only just continued to hold and comfort her and to
acknowledge by stiff little forbearances the common
element in their fate. She felt indeed magnanimous
in such matters; since if it was very well, for condolence
or reassurance, to suppress just then invidious shrinkings,
she yet by no means saw herself sitting down, as she
might say, to the same table with Mr. Drake.
There would luckily, to all appearance, be little
question of tables; and the circumstance that, on
their peculiar lines, her friend’s interests
would still attach themselves to Mayfair flung over
Chalk Farm the first radiance it had shown.
Where was one’s pride and one’s passion
when the real way to judge of one’s luck was
by making not the wrong but the right comparison?
Before she had again gathered herself to go she felt
very small and cautious and thankful. “We
shall have our own house,” she said, “and
you must come very soon and let me show it you.”
“We shall have our own
too,” Mrs. Jordan replied; “for, don’t
you know? he makes it a condition that he sleeps out?”
“A condition?” the girl felt
out of it.
“For any new position.
It was on that he parted with Lord Rye. His
lordship can’t meet it. So Mr. Drake has
given him up.”
“And all for you?” our
young woman put it as cheerfully as possible.
“For me and Lady Bradeen.
Her ladyship’s too glad to get him at any price.
Lord Rye, out of interest in us, has in fact quite
made her take him. So, as I tell you,
he will have his own establishment.”
Mrs. Jordan, in the elation of it,
had begun to revive; but there was nevertheless between
them rather a conscious pause a pause in
which neither visitor nor hostess brought out a hope
or an invitation. It expressed in the last resort
that, in spite of submission and sympathy, they could
now after all only look at each other across the social
gulf. They remained together as if it would be
indeed their last chance, still sitting, though awkwardly,
quite close, and feeling also and this most
unmistakeably that there was one thing more
to go into. By the time it came to the surface,
moreover, our young friend had recognised the whole
of the main truth, from which she even drew again a
slight irritation. It was not the main truth
perhaps that most signified; but after her momentary
effort, her embarrassment and her tears Mrs. Jordan
had begun to sound afresh and even without
speaking the note of a social connexion.
She hadn’t really let go of it that she was
marrying into society. Well, it was a harmless
compensation, and it was all the prospective bride
of Mr. Mudge had to leave with her.