When he arrived with the three members
of his family at the restaurant of their choice Peter
Sherringham was already seated there by one of the
immaculate tables, but Mrs. Dallow was not yet on the
scene, and they had time for a sociable settlement time
to take their places and unfold their napkins, crunch
their rolls, breathe the savoury air, and watch the
door, before the usual raising of heads and suspension
of forks, the sort of stir that accompanied most of
this lady’s movements, announced her entrance.
The dame de comptoir ducked and re-ducked, the
people looked round, Peter and Nick got up, there
was a shuffling of chairs Julia had come.
Peter was relating how he had stopped at her hotel
to bring her with him and had found her, according
to her custom, by no means ready; on which, fearing
his guests would arrive first at the rendezvous and
find no proper welcome, he had come off without her,
leaving her to follow. He had not brought a friend,
as he intended, having divined that Julia would prefer
a pure family party if she wanted to talk about her
candidate. Now she stood looking down at the table
and her expectant kinsfolk, drawing off her gloves,
letting her brother draw off her jacket, lifting her
hands for some rearrangement of her hat. She
looked at Nick last, smiling, but only for a moment.
She said to Peter: “Are we going to dine
here? Oh dear, why didn’t you have a private
room?”
Nick had not seen her at all for several
weeks and had seen her but little for a year, but
her off-hand cursory manner had not altered in the
interval. She spoke remarkably fast, as if speech
were not in itself a pleasure to have it
over as soon as possible; and her brusquerie
was of the dark shade friendly critics account for
by pleading shyness. Shyness had never appeared
to him an ultimate quality or a real explanation of
anything; it only explained an effect by another effect,
neither with a cause to boast of. What he suspected
in Julia was that her mind was less pleasing than
her person; an ugly, a really blighting idea, which
as yet he had but half accepted. It was a case
in which she was entitled to the benefit of every
doubt and oughtn’t to be judged without a complete
trial. Nick meanwhile was afraid of the trial this
was partly why he had been of late to see her so little because
he was afraid of the sentence, afraid of anything
that might work to lessen the charm it was actually
in the power of her beauty to shed. There were
people who thought her rude, and he hated rude women.
If he should fasten on that view, or rather if that
view should fasten on him, what could still please
and what he admired in her would lose too much of its
sweetness. If it be thought odd that he had not
yet been able to read the character of a woman he
had known since childhood the answer is that this
character had grown faster than Nick’s observation.
The growth was constant, whereas the observation was
but occasional, though it had begun early. If
he had attempted inwardly to phrase the matter, as
he probably had not, he might have pronounced the
effect she produced upon him too much a compulsion;
not the coercion of design, of importunity, nor the
vulgar pressure of family expectation, a betrayed desire
he should like her enough to marry her, but a mixture
of divers urgent things; of the sense that she was
imperious and generous probably more the
former than the latter and of a certain
prevision of doom, the influence of the idea that
he should come to it, that he was predestined.
This had made him shrink from knowing
the worst about her; not the wish to get used to it
in time, but what was more characteristic of him, the
wish to interpose a temporary illusion. Illusions
and realities and hopes and fears, however, fell into
confusion whenever he met her after a separation.
The separation, so far as seeing her alone or as continuous
talk was concerned, had now been tolerably long; had
lasted really ever since his failure to regain his
seat. An impression had come to him that she
judged that failure rather stiffly, had thought, and
had somewhat sharply said, that he ought to have done
better. This was a part of her imperious way,
and a part not all to be overlooked on a mere
present basis. If he were to marry her he should
come to an understanding with her: he should
give her his own measure as well as take hers.
But the understanding might in the actual case suggest
too much that he was to marry her. You
could quarrel with your wife because there were compensations for
her; but you mightn’t be prepared to offer these
compensations as prepayment for the luxury of quarrelling.
It was not that such a luxury wouldn’t
be considerable, our young man none the less thought
as Julia Dallow’s fine head poised itself before
him again; a high spirit was of course better than
a mawkish to be mismated with, any day in the year.
She had much the same colour as her brother, but as
nothing else in her face was the same the resemblance
was not striking. Her hair was of so dark a brown
that it was commonly regarded as black, and so abundant
that a plain arrangement was required to keep it in
natural relation to the rest of her person. Her
eyes were of a grey sometimes pronounced too light,
and were not sunken in her face, but placed well on
the surface. Her nose was perfect, but her mouth
was too small; and Nick Dormer, and doubtless other
persons as well, had sometimes wondered how with such
a mouth her face could have expressed decision.
Her figure helped it, for she appeared tall being
extremely slender yet was not; and her head
took turns and positions which, though a matter of
but half an inch out of the common this way or that,
somehow contributed to the air of resolution and temper.
If it had not been for her extreme delicacy of line
and surface she might have been called bold; but as
it was she looked refined and quiet refined
by tradition and quiet for a purpose. And altogether
she was beautiful, with the gravity of her elegant
head, her hair like the depths of darkness, her eyes
like its earlier clearing, her mouth like a rare pink
flower.
Peter said he had not taken a private
room because he knew Biddy’s tastes; she liked
to see the world she had told him so the
curious people, the coming and going of Paris.
“Oh anything for Biddy!” Julia replied,
smiling at the girl and taking her place. Lady
Agnes and her elder daughter exchanged one of their
looks, and Nick exclaimed jocosely that he didn’t
see why the whole party should be sacrificed to a
presumptuous child. The presumptuous child blushingly
protested she had never expressed any such wish to
Peter, upon which Nick, with broader humour, revealed
that Peter had served them so out of stinginess:
he had pitchforked them together in the public room
because he wouldn’t go to the expense of a cabinet.
He had brought no guest, no foreigner of distinction
nor diplomatic swell, to honour them, and now they
would see what a paltry dinner he would give them.
Peter stabbed him indignantly with a long roll, and
Lady Agnes, who seemed to be waiting for some manifestation
on Mrs. Dallow’s part which didn’t come,
concluded, with a certain coldness, that they quite
sufficed to themselves for privacy as well as for
society. Nick called attention to this fine phrase
of his mother’s and said it was awfully neat,
while Grace and Biddy looked harmoniously at Julia’s
clothes. Nick felt nervous and joked a good deal
to carry it off a levity that didn’t
prevent Julia’s saying to him after a moment:
“You might have come to see me to-day, you know.
Didn’t you get my message from Peter?”
“Scold him, Julia scold
him well. I begged him to go,” said Lady
Agnes; and to this Grace added her voice with an “Oh
Julia, do give it to him!” These words, however,
had not the effect they suggested, since Mrs. Dallow
only threw off for answer, in her quick curt way, that
that would be making far too much of him. It
was one of the things in her that Nick mentally pronounced
ungraceful, the perversity of pride or of shyness
that always made her disappoint you a little if she
saw you expected a thing. She snubbed effusiveness
in a way that yet gave no interesting hint of any
wish to keep it herself in reserve. Effusiveness,
however, certainly, was the last thing of which Lady
Agnes would have consented to be accused; and Nick,
while he replied to Julia that he was sure he shouldn’t
have found her, was not unable to perceive the operation
on his mother of that shade of manner. “He
ought to have gone; he owed you that,” she went
on; “but it’s very true he would have had
the same luck as we. I went with the girls directly
after luncheon. I suppose you got our card.”
“He might have come after I came in,”
said Mrs. Dallow.
“Dear Julia, I’m going
to see you to-night. I’ve been waiting for
that,” Nick returned.
“Of course we had no
idea when you’d come in,” said Lady Agnes.
“I’m so sorry. You
must come to-morrow. I hate calls at night,”
Julia serenely added.
“Well then, will you roam with
me? Will you wander through Paris on my arm?”
Nick asked, smiling. “Will you take a drive
with me?”
“Oh that would be perfection!” cried Grace.
“I thought we were all going
somewhere to the Hippodrome, Peter,”
Biddy said.
“Oh not all; just you and me!” laughed
Peter.
“I’m going home to my bed. I’ve
earned my rest,” Lady Agnes sighed.
“Can’t Peter take us?”
demanded Grace. “Nick can take you home,
mamma, if Julia won’t receive him, and I can
look perfectly after Peter and Biddy.”
“Take them to something amusing;
please take them,” Mrs. Dallow said to her brother.
Her voice was kind, but had the expectation of assent
in it, and Nick observed both the good nature and
the pressure. “You’re tired, poor
dear,” she continued to Lady Agnes. “Fancy
your being dragged about so! What did you come
over for?”
“My mother came because I brought
her,” Nick said. “It’s I who
have dragged her about. I brought her for a little
change. I thought it would do her good.
I wanted to see the Salon.”
“It isn’t a bad time.
I’ve a carriage and you must use it; you must
use nothing else. It shall take you everywhere.
I’ll drive you about to-morrow.”
Julia dropped these words with all her air of being
able rather than of wanting; but Nick had already
noted, and he noted now afresh and with pleasure,
that her lack of unction interfered not a bit with
her always acting. It was quite sufficiently manifest
to him that for the rest of the time she might be
near his mother she would do for her numberless good
turns. She would give things to the girls he
had a private adumbration of that; expensive Parisian,
perhaps not perfectly useful, things.
Lady Agnes was a woman who measured
outlays and returns, but she was both too acute and
too just not to recognise the scantest offer from
which an advantage could proceed. “Dear
Julia!” she exclaimed responsively; and her
tone made this brevity of acknowledgment adequate.
Julia’s own few words were all she wanted.
“It’s so interesting about Harsh,”
she added. “We’re immensely excited.”
“Yes, Nick looks it. Merci,
pas de vin. It’s just the thing for
you, you know,” Julia said to him.
“To be sure he knows it.
He’s immensely grateful. It’s really
very kind of you.”
“You do me a very great honour,
Julia,” Nick hastened to add.
“Don’t be tiresome, please,” that
lady returned.
“We’ll talk about it later.
Of course there are lots of points,” Nick pursued.
“At present let’s be purely convivial.
Somehow Harsh is such a false note here. Nous causerons
de ca.”
“My dear fellow, you’ve
caught exactly the tone of Mr. Gabriel Nash,”
Peter Sherringham declared on this.
“Who’s Mr. Gabriel Nash?” Mrs. Dallow
asked.
“Nick, is he a gentleman?
Biddy says so,” Grace Dormer interposed before
this inquiry was answered.
“It’s to be supposed that
any one Nick brings to lunch with us !”
Lady Agnes rather coldly sighed.
“Ah Grace, with your tremendous
standard!” her son said; while Peter Sherringham
explained to his sister that Mr. Nash was Nick’s
new Mentor or oracle whom, moreover, she
should see if she would come and have tea with him.
“I haven’t the least desire
to see him,” Julia made answer, “any more
than I have to talk about Harsh and bore poor Peter.”
“Oh certainly, dear, you’d
bore me,” her brother rang out.
“One thing at a time then.
Let us by all means be convivial. Only you must
show me how,” Mrs. Dallow went on to Nick.
“What does he mean, Cousin Agnes? Does
he want us to drain the wine-cup, to flash with repartee?”
“You’ll do very well,”
said Nick. “You’re thoroughly charming
to-night.”
“Do go to Peter’s, Julia,
if you want something exciting. You’ll see
a wonderful girl,” Biddy broke in with her smile
on Peter.
“Wonderful for what?”
“For thinking she can act when she can’t,”
said the roguish Biddy.
“Dear me, what people you all know! I hate
Peter’s theatrical people.”
“And aren’t you going home, Julia?”
Lady Agnes inquired.
“Home to the hotel?”
“Dear, no, to Harsh to see about
everything.”
“I’m in the midst of telegrams. I
don’t know yet.”
“I suppose there’s no
doubt they’ll have him,” Lady Agnes decided
to pursue.
“Who’ll have whom?”
“Why, the local people and the
party managers. I’m speaking of the question
of my son’s standing.”
“They’ll have the person
I want them to have, I daresay. There are so
many people in it, in one way or another it’s
dreadful. I like the way you sit there,”
Julia went on to Nick.
“So do I,” he smiled back
at her; and he thought she was charming now,
because she was gay and easy and willing really, though
she might plead incompetence, to understand how jocose
a dinner in a pothouse in a foreign town might be.
She was in good humour or was going to be, and not
grand nor stiff nor indifferent nor haughty nor any
of the things people who disliked her usually found
her and sometimes even a little made him believe her.
The spirit of mirth in some cold natures manifests
itself not altogether happily, their effort of recreation
resembles too much the bath of the hippopotamus; but
when Mrs. Dallow put her elbows on the table one felt
she could be trusted to get them safely off again.
For a family in mourning the dinner
was lively; the more so that before it was half over
Julia had arranged that her brother, eschewing the
inferior spectacle, should take the girls to the Theatre
Francais. It was her idea, and Nick had a chance
to observe how an idea was apt to be not successfully
controverted when it was Julia’s. Even the
programme appeared to have been prearranged to suit
it, just the thing for the cheek of the young person Il
ne Faut Jurer de Rien and Mademoiselle de la
Seigliere. Peter was all willingness, but
it was Julia who settled it, even to sending for the
newspaper he was by a rare accident unconscious
of the evening’s bill and to reassuring
Biddy, who was happy but anxious, on the article of
their being too late for good places. Peter could
always get good places: a word from him and the
best box was at his disposal. She made him write
the word on a card and saw a messenger despatched
with it to the Rue de Richelieu; and all this without
loudness or insistence, parenthetically and authoritatively.
The box was bespoken and the carriage, as soon as
they had had their coffee, found to be in attendance.
Peter drove off in it with the girls, understanding
that he was to send it back, and Nick waited for it
over the finished repast with the two ladies.
After this his mother was escorted to it and conveyed
to her apartments, and all the while it had been Julia
who governed the succession of events. “Do
be nice to her,” Lady Agnes breathed to him
as he placed her in the vehicle at the door of the
cafe; and he guessed it gave her a comfort to have
left him sitting there with Mrs. Dallow.
He had every disposition to be nice
to his charming cousin; if things went as she liked
them it was the proof of a certain fine force in her the
force of assuming they would. Julia had her differences some
of them were much for the better; and when she was
in a mood like this evening’s, liberally dominant,
he was ready to encourage most of what she took for
granted. While they waited for the return of the
carriage, which had rolled away with his mother, she
sat opposite him with her elbows on the table, playing
first with one and then with another of the objects
that encumbered it; after five minutes of which she
exclaimed, “Oh I say, well go!” and got
up abruptly, asking for her jacket. He said something
about the carriage and its order to come back for them,
and she replied, “Well, it can go away again.
I don’t want a carriage,” she added:
“I want to walk” and in a moment
she was out of the place, with the people at the tables
turning round again and the caissière swaying
in her high seat. On the pavement of the boulevard
she looked up and down; there were people at little
tables by the door; there were people all over the
broad expanse of the asphalt; there was a profusion
of light and a pervasion of sound; and everywhere,
though the establishment at which they had been dining
was not in the thick of the fray, the tokens of a
great traffic of pleasure, that night-aspect of Paris
which represents it as a huge market for sensations.
Beyond the Boulevard des Capucines
it flared through the warm evening like a vast bazaar,
and opposite the Cafe Durand the Madeleine rose theatrical,
a high artful decor before the footlights of
the Rue Royale. “Where shall we
go, what shall we do?” Mrs. Dallow asked, looking
at her companion and somewhat to his surprise, as
he had supposed she wanted but to go home.
“Anywhere you like. It’s
so warm we might drive instead of going indoors.
We might go to the Bois. That would be agreeable.”
“Yes, but it wouldn’t
be walking. However, that doesn’t matter.
It’s mild enough for anything for
sitting out like all these people. And I’ve
never walked in Paris at night. It would amuse
me.”
Nick hesitated. “So it
might, but it isn’t particularly recommended
to ladies.”
“I don’t care for that if it happens to
suit me.”
“Very well then, we’ll walk to the Bastille
if you like.”
Julia hesitated, on her side, still
looking about. “It’s too far; I’m
tired; we’ll sit here.” And she dropped
beside an empty table on the “terrace”
of M. Durand. “This will do; it’s
amusing enough and we can look at the Madeleine that’s
respectable. If we must have something we’ll
have a madère is that respectable?
Not particularly? So much the better. What
are those people having? Bocks? Couldn’t
we have bocks? Are they very low?
Then I shall have one. I’ve been so wonderfully
good I’ve been staying at Versailles:
je me dois bien cela.”
She insisted, but pronounced the thin
liquid in the tall glass very disgusting when it was
brought. Nick was amazed, reflecting that it was
not for such a discussion as this that his mother had
left him with hands in his pockets. He had been
looking out, but as his eloquence flowed faster he
turned to his friend, who had dropped upon a sofa with
her face to the window. She had given her jacket
and gloves to her maid, but had kept on her hat; and
she leaned forward a little as she sat, clasping her
hands together in her lap and keeping her eyes on him.
The lamp, in a corner, was so thickly veiled that
the room was in tempered obscurity, lighted almost
equally from the street and the brilliant shop-fronts
opposite. “Therefore why be sapient and
solemn about it, like an editorial in a newspaper?”
Nick added with a smile.
She continued to look at him after
he had spoken, then she said: “If you don’t
want to stand you’ve only to say so. You
needn’t give your reasons.”
“It’s too kind of you
to let me off that! And then I’m a tremendous
fellow for reasons; that’s my strong point, don’t
you know? I’ve a lot more besides those
I’ve mentioned, done up and ready for delivery.
The odd thing is that they don’t always govern
my behaviour. I rather think I do want to stand.”
“Then what you said just now
was a speech,” Julia declared.
“A speech?”
“The ‘rot,’ the humbug of the hustings.”
“No, those great truths remain,
and a good many others. But an inner voice tells
me I’m in for it. And it will be much more
graceful to embrace this opportunity, accepting your
co-operation, than to wait for some other and forfeit
that advantage.”
“I shall be very glad to help you anywhere,”
she went on.
“Thanks awfully,” he returned,
still standing there with his hands in his pockets.
“You’d do it best in your own place, and
I’ve no right to deny myself such a help.”
Julia calmly considered. “I don’t
do it badly.”
“Ah you’re so political!”
“Of course I am; it’s
the only decent thing to be. But I can only help
you if you’ll help yourself. I can do a
good deal, but I can’t do everything. If
you’ll work I’ll work with you; but if
you’re going into it with your hands in your
pockets I’ll have nothing to do with you.”
Nick instantly changed the position of these members
and sank into a seat with his elbows on his knees.
“You’re very clever, but you must really
take a little trouble. Things don’t drop
into people’s mouths.”
“I’ll try I’ll try.
I’ve a great incentive,” he admitted.
“Of course you have.”
“My mother, my poor mother.”
Julia breathed some vague sound and he went on:
“And of course always my father, dear good man.
My mother’s even more political than you.”
“I daresay she is, and quite right!” said
Mrs. Dallow.
“And she can’t tell me
a bit more than you can what she thinks, what she
believes, what she wants.”
“Pardon me, I can tell you perfectly.
There’s one thing I always immensely want to
keep out a Tory.”
“I see. That’s a great philosophy.”
“It will do very well.
And I desire the good of the country. I’m
not ashamed of that.”
“And can you give me an idea
of what it is the good of the country?”
“I know perfectly what it isn’t.
It isn’t what the Tories want to do.”
“What do they want to do?”
“Oh it would take me long to tell you.
All sorts of trash.”
“It would take you long, and
it would take them longer! All they want to do
is to prevent us from doing. On our side
we want to prevent them from preventing us. That’s
about as clearly as we all see it. So on both
sides it’s a beautiful, lucid, inspiring programme.”
“I don’t believe in you,”
Mrs. Dallow replied to this, leaning back on her sofa.
“I hope not, Julia, indeed!”
He paused a moment, still with his face toward her
and his elbows on his knees; then he pursued:
“You’re a very accomplished woman and
a very zealous one; but you haven’t an idea,
you know not to call an idea. What
you mainly want is to be at the head of a political
salon; to start one, to keep it up, to make it a success.”
“Much you know me!” Julia
protested; but he could see, through the dimness,
that her face spoke differently.
“You’ll have it in time,
but I won’t come to it,” Nick went on.
“You can’t come less than you do.”
“When I say you’ll have
it I mean you’ve already got it. That’s
why I don’t come.”
“I don’t think you know
what you mean,” said Mrs. Dallow. “I’ve
an idea that’s as good as any of yours, any
of those you’ve treated me to this evening,
it seems to me the simple idea that one
ought to do something or other for one’s country.”
“‘Something or other’
certainly covers all the ground. There’s
one thing one can always do for one’s country,
which is not to be afraid.”
“Afraid of what?”
Nick Dormer waited a little, as if
his idea amused him, but he presently said, “I’ll
tell you another time. It’s very well to
talk so glibly of standing,” he added; “but
it isn’t absolutely foreign to the question
that I haven’t got the cash.”
“What did you do before?” she asked.
“The first time my father paid.”
“And the other time?”
“Oh Mr. Carteret.”
“Your expenses won’t be at all large;
on the contrary,” said Julia.
“They shan’t be; I shall
look out sharp for that. I shall have the great
Hutchby.”
“Of course; but you know I want
you to do it well.” She paused an instant
and then: “Of course you can send the bill
to me.”
“Thanks awfully; you’re
tremendously kind. I shouldn’t think of
that.” Nick Dormer got up as he spoke,
and walked to the window again, his companion’s
eyes resting on him while he stood with his back to
her. “I shall manage it somehow,”
he wound up.
“Mr. Carteret will be delighted,” said
Julia.
“I daresay, but I hate taking people’s
money.”
“That’s nonsense when it’s
for the country. Isn’t it for them?”
“When they get it back!”
Nick replied, turning round and looking for his hat.
“It’s startlingly late; you must be tired.”
Mrs. Dallow made no response to this, and he pursued
his quest, successful only when he reached a duskier
corner of the room, to which the hat had been relegated
by his cousin’s maid. “Mr. Carteret
will expect so much if he pays. And so would
you.”
“Yes, I’m bound to say
I should! I should expect a great deal everything.”
And Mrs. Dallow emphasised this assertion by the way
she rose erect. “If you’re riding
for a fall, if you’re only going in to miss
it, you had better stay out.”
“How can I miss it with you?”
the young man smiled. She uttered a word, impatiently
but indistinguishably, and he continued: “And
even if I do it will have been immense fun.”
“It is immense fun,” said
Julia. “But the best fun is to win.
If you don’t !”
“If I don’t?” he repeated as she
dropped.
“I’ll never speak to you again.”
“How much you expect even when you don’t
pay!”
Mrs. Dallow’s rejoinder was
a justification of this remark, expressing as it did
the fact that should they receive on the morrow information
on which she believed herself entitled to count, information
tending to show how hard the Conservatives meant to
fight, she should look to him to be in the field as
early as herself. Sunday was a lost day; she
should leave Paris on Monday.
“Oh they’ll fight it hard;
they’ll put up Kingsbury,” said Nick,
smoothing his hat. “They’ll all come
down all that can get away. And Kingsbury
has a very handsome wife.”
“She’s not so handsome as your cousin,”
Julia smiled.
“Oh dear, no a cousin
sooner than a wife any day!” Nick laughed as
soon as he had said this, as if the speech had an
awkward side; but the reparation perhaps scarcely
mended it, the exaggerated mock-meekness with which
he added: “I’ll do any blessed thing
you tell me.”
“Come here to-morrow then as
early as ten.” She turned round, moving
to the door with him; but before they reached it she
brought out: “Pray isn’t a gentleman
to do anything, to be anything?”
“To be anything ?”
“If he doesn’t aspire to serve the State.”
“Aspire to make his political
fortune, do you mean? Oh bless me, yes, there
are other things.”
“What other things that can compare with that?”
“Well, I for instance, I’m very fond of
the arts.”
“Of the arts?” she echoed.
“Did you never hear of them? I’m
awfully fond of painting.”
At this Julia stopped short, and her
fine grey eyes had for a moment the air of being set
further forward in her head. “Don’t
be odious! Good-night,” she said, turning
away and leaving him to go.