One day toward the end of March of
the following year, in other words more than six months
after Mr. Nash’s disappearance, Bridget Dormer
came into her brother’s studio and greeted him
with the effusion that accompanies a return from an
absence. She had been staying at Broadwood she
had been staying at Harsh. She had various things
to tell him about these episodes, about his mother,
about Grace, about her small subterraneous self, and
about Percy’s having come, just before, over
to Broadwood for two days; the longest visit with
which, almost since they could remember, the head
of the family had honoured their common parent.
Nick noted indeed that this demonstration had apparently
been taken as a great favour, and Biddy loyally testified
to the fact that her elder brother was awfully jolly
and that his presence had been a pretext for tremendous
fun. Nick accordingly asked her what had passed
about his marriage what their mother had
said to him.
“Oh nothing,” she replied;
and Percy had said nothing to Lady Agnes and not a
word to herself. This partly explained, for his
junior, the consequent beatitude none but
cheerful topics had been produced; but he questioned
the girl further to a point which led her
to say: “Oh I daresay that before long
she’ll write to her.”
“Who’ll write to whom?”
“Mamma’ll write to Percy’s
wife. I’m sure he’d like it.
Of course we shall end by going to see her. He
was awfully disappointed at what he found in Spain he
didn’t find anything.”
Biddy spoke of his disappointment
almost with commiseration, for she was evidently inclined
this morning to a fresh and kindly view of things.
Nick could share her feeling but so far as was permitted
by a recognition merely general of what his brother
must have looked for. It might have been snipe
and it might have been bristling boars. Biddy
was indeed brief at first about everything, in spite
of all the weeks that had gone since their last meeting;
for he quickly enough saw she had something behind something
that made her gay and that she wanted to come to quickly.
He was vaguely vexed at her being, fresh from Broadwood,
so gay as that; for it was impossible to
shut one’s eyes to the fact what
had practically come to pass in regard to that rural
retreat was exactly what he had desired to avert.
All winter, while it had been taken for granted his
mother and sisters were doing what he wished, they
had been doing precisely what he hated. He held
Biddy perhaps least responsible, and there was no
one he could exclusively blame. He washed his
hands of the matter and succeeded fairly well, for
the most part, in forgetting he was not pleased.
Julia herself in truth appeared to have been the most
active member of the little group united to make light
of his decencies. There had been a formal restitution
of Broadwood, but the three ladies were there more
than ever, with the slight difference that they were
mainly there with its mistress. Mahomet had declined
to go any more to the mountain, so the mountain had
virtually come to Mahomet.
After their long visit in the autumn
Lady Agnes and her girls had come back to town; but
they had gone down again for Christmas and Julia had
taken this occasion to write to Nick that she hoped
very much he wouldn’t refuse them all his own
company for just a little scrap of the supremely sociable
time. Nick, after reflexion, judged it best not
to refuse, so that he passed, in the event, four days
under his cousin’s roof. The “all”
proved a great many people, for she had taken care
to fill the house. She took the largest view
of hospitality and Nick had never seen her so splendid,
so free-handed, so gracefully active. She was
a perfect mistress of the revels; she had arranged
some ancient bravery for every day and for every night.
The Dormers were so much in it, as the phrase was,
that after all their discomfiture their fortune seemed
in an hour to have come back. There had been a
moment when, in extemporised charades, Lady Agnes,
an elderly figure being required, appeared on the
point of undertaking the part of the housekeeper at
a castle, who, dropping her h’s, showed
sheeplike tourists about; but she waived the opportunity
in favour of her daughter Grace. Even Grace had
a great success; Grace dropped her h’s
as with the crash of empires. Nick of course
was in the charades and in everything, but Julia was
not; she only invented, directed, led the applause.
When nothing else was forward Nick “sketched”
the whole company: they followed him about, they
waylaid him on staircases, clamouring to be allowed
to sit. He obliged them so far as he could, all
save Julia, who didn’t clamour; and, growing
rather red, he thought of Gabriel Nash while he bent
over the paper. Early in the new year he went
abroad for six weeks, but only as far as Paris.
It was a new Paris for him then; a Paris of the Rue
Bonaparte and three or four professional friends he
had more of these there than in London; a Paris of
studios and studies and models, of researches and
revelations, comparisons and contrasts, of strong
impressions and long discussions and rather uncomfortable
economies, small cafes, bad fires and the general
sense of being twenty again.
While he was away his mother and sisters Lady
Agnes now sometimes wrote to him returned
to London for a month, and before he was again established
in Rosedale Road they went back for a third course
of Broadwood. After they had been there five
days and this was the salt of the whole
feast Julia took herself off to Harsh, leaving
them in undisturbed possession. They had remained
so they wouldn’t come up to town
till after Easter. The trick was played, and Biddy,
as I have mentioned, was now very content. Her
brother presently learned, however, that the reason
of this was not wholly the success of the trick; unless
indeed her further ground were only a continuation
of it. She was not in London as a forerunner
of her mother; she was not even as yet in Calcutta
Gardens. She had come to spend a week with Florry
Tressilian, who had lately taken the dearest little
flat in a charming new place, just put up, on the
other side of the Park, with all kinds of lifts and
tubes and electricities. Florry had been awfully
nice to her had been with them ever so
long at Broadwood while the flat was being painted
and prepared and mamma had then let her,
let Biddy, promise to come to her, when everything
was ready, so that they might have a happy old maids’
(for they were, old maids now!) house-warming
together. If Florry could by this time do without
a chaperon she had two latchkeys and went
alone on the top of omnibuses, and her name was in
the Red Book she was enough of a duenna
for another girl. Biddy referred with sweet cynical
eyes to the fine happy stride she had thus taken in
the direction of enlightened spinsterhood; and Nick
hung his head, immensely abashed and humiliated, for,
modern as he had fatuously supposed himself, there
were evidently currents more modern yet.
It so happened that on this particular
morning he had drawn out of a corner his interrupted
study of Gabriel Nash; on no further curiosity he
had only been looking round the room in a rummaging
spirit than to see how much or how little
of it remained. It had become to his view so
dim an adumbration he was sure of this,
and it pressed some spring of melancholy mirth that
it didn’t seem worth putting away, and he left
it leaning against a table as if it had been a blank
canvas or a “preparation” to be painted
over. In this posture it attracted Biddy’s
attention, for on a second glance it showed distinguishable
features. She had not seen it before and now asked
whom it might represent, remarking also that she could
almost guess, yet not quite: she had known the
original but couldn’t name him.
“Six months ago, for a few days,
it represented Gabriel Nash,” Nick replied.
“But it isn’t anybody or anything now.”
“Six months ago? What’s
the matter with it and why don’t you go on?”
“What’s the matter with
it is more than I can tell you. But I can’t
go on because I’ve lost my model.”
She had an almost hopeful stare.
“Is he beautifully dead?”
Her brother laughed out at the candid
cheerfulness, hopefulness almost, with which this
inquiry broke from her. “He’s only
dead to me. He has gone away.”
“Where has he gone?”
“I haven’t the least idea.”
“Why, have you quarrelled?” Biddy
shone again.
“Quarrelled? For what do
you take us? Docs the nightingale quarrel with
the moon?”
“I needn’t ask which of you is the moon,”
she said.
“Of course I’m the nightingale.
But, more literally,” Nick continued, “Nash
has melted back into the elements he’s
part of the great air of the world.” And
then as even with this lucidity he saw the girl still
mystified: “I’ve a notion he has gone
to India and at the present moment is reclining on
a bank of flowers in the vale of Cashmere.”
Biddy had a pause, after which she
dropped: “Julia will be glad she
dislikes him so.”
“If she dislikes him why should
she be glad he’s so enviably placed?”
“I mean about his going away. She’ll
be glad of that.”
“My poor incorrigible child,”
Nick cried, “what has Julia to do with it?”
“She has more to do with things
than you think,” Biddy returned with all her
bravery. Yet she had no sooner uttered the words
than she perceptibly blushed. Hereupon, to attenuate
the foolishness of her blush only it had
the opposite effect she added: “She
thinks he has been a bad element in your life.”
Nick emitted a long strange sound.
“She thinks perhaps, but she doesn’t think
enough; otherwise she’d arrive at this better
thought that she knows nothing whatever
about my life.”
“Ah brother,” the girl
pleaded with solemn eyes, “you don’t imagine
what an interest she takes in it. She has told
me many times she has talked lots to me
about it.” Biddy paused and then went on,
an anxious little smile shining through her gravity
as if from a cautious wonder as to how much he would
take: “She has a conviction it was Mr. Nash
who made trouble between you.”
“Best of little sisters,”
Nick pronounced, “those are thoroughly second-rate
ideas, the result of a perfectly superficial view.
Excuse my possibly priggish tone, but they really
attribute to my dear detached friend a part he’s
quite incapable of playing. He can neither make
trouble nor take trouble; no trouble could ever either
have come out of him or have got into him. Moreover,”
our young man continued, “if Julia has talked
to you so much about the matter there’s no harm
in my talking to you a little. When she threw
me over in an hour it was on a perfectly definite
occasion. That occasion was the presence in my
studio of a dishevelled, an abandoned actress.”
“Oh Nick, she has not thrown
you over!” Biddy protested. “She has
not I’ve proof.”
He felt at this direct denial a certain
stir of indignation and looked at the girl with momentary
sternness. “Has she sent you here to tell
me this? What do you mean by proof?”
Biddy’s eyes, at these questions,
met her brother’s with a strange expression,
and for a few seconds, while she looked entreatingly
into them, she wavered there with parted lips and
vaguely stretched out her hands. The next minute
she had burst into tears she was sobbing
on his breast. He said “Hallo!” and
soothed her; but it was very quickly over. Then
she told him what she meant by her proof and what she
had had on her mind ever since her present arrival.
It was a message from Julia, but not to say not
to say what he had questioned her about just before;
though indeed, more familiar now that he had his arm
round her, she boldly expressed the hope it might
in the end come to the same thing. Julia simply
wanted to know – she had instructed
her to sound him discreetly if Nick would
undertake her portrait; and she wound up this experiment
in “sounding” by the statement that their
beautiful kinswoman was dying to sit.
“Dying to sit?” echoed
Nick, whose turn it was this time to feel his colour
rise.
“At any moment you like after
Easter, when she comes up. She wants a full-length
and your very best, your most splendid work.”
Nick stared, not caring that he had
blushed. “Is she serious?”
“Ah Nick serious!”
Biddy reasoned tenderly. She came nearer again
and he thought her again about to weep. He took
her by the shoulders, looking into her eyes.
“It’s all right if she
knows I am. But why doesn’t she come
like any one else? I don’t refuse people!”
“Nick, dearest Nick!”
she went on, her eyes conscious and pleading.
He looked into them intently as well as
she could he play at sounding and for a
moment, between these young persons, the air was lighted
by the glimmer of mutual searchings and suppressed
confessions. Nick read deep and then, suddenly
releasing his sister, turned away. She didn’t
see his face in that movement, but an observer to
whom it had been presented might have fancied it denoted
a foreboding that was not exactly a dread, yet was
not exclusively a joy.
The first thing he made out in the
room, when he could distinguish, was Gabriel Nash’s
portrait, which suddenly filled him with an unreasoning
rancour. He seized it and turned it about, jammed
it back into its corner with its face against the
wall. This small diversion might have served
to carry off the embarrassment with which he had finally
averted himself from Biddy. The embarrassment,
however, was all his own; none of it was reflected
in the way she resumed, after a silence in which she
had followed his disposal of the picture:
“If she’s so eager to
come here for it’s here she wants
to sit, not in Great Stanhope Street, never! how
can she prove better that she doesn’t care a
bit if she meets Miss Rooth?”
“She won’t meet Miss Rooth,” Nick
replied rather dryly.
“Oh I’m sorry!”
said Biddy. She was as frank as if she had achieved
a virtual victory, and seemed to regret the loss of
a chance for Julia to show an equal mildness.
Her tone made her brother laugh, but she went on with
confidence: “She thought it was Mr. Nash
who made Miss Rooth come.”
“So he did, by the way,” said Nick.
“Well then, wasn’t that making trouble?”
“I thought you admitted there was no harm in
her being here.”
“Yes, but he hoped there’d be.”
“Poor Nash’s hopes!”
Nick laughed. “My dear child, it would take
a cleverer head than you or me, or even Julia, who
must have invented that wise theory, to say what they
were. However, let us agree that even if they
were perfectly fiendish my good sense has been a match
for them.”
“Oh Nick, that’s delightful!”
chanted Biddy. Then she added: “Do
you mean she doesn’t come any more?”
“The dishevelled actress? She hasn’t
been near me for months.”
“But she’s in London she’s
always acting? I’ve been away so much I’ve
scarcely observed,” Biddy explained with a slight
change of note.
“The same silly part, poor creature,
for nearly a year. It appears that that’s
’success’ in her profession.
I saw her in the character several times last summer,
but haven’t set foot in her theatre since.”
Biddy took this in; then she suggested;
“Peter wouldn’t have liked that.”
“Oh Peter’s likes !”
Nick at his easel, beginning to work, conveniently
sighed.
“I mean her acting the same part for a year.”
“I’m sure I don’t know; he has never
written me a word.”
“Nor me either,” Biddy returned.
There was another short silence, during
which Nick brushed at a panel. It ended in his
presently saying: “There’s one thing
certainly Peter would like that
is simply to be here to-night. It’s a great
night another great night for
the abandoned one. She’s to act Juliet
for the first time.”
“Ah how I should like to see her!” the
girl cried.
Nick glanced at her; she sat watching
him. “She has sent me a stall; I wish she
had sent me two. I should have been delighted
to take you.”
“Don’t you think you could get another?”
Biddy quavered.
“They must be in tremendous
demand. But who knows after all?” Nick
added, at the same moment looking round. “Here’s
a chance here’s quite an extraordinary
chance!”
His servant had opened the door and
was ushering in a lady whose identity was indeed justly
reflected in those words. “Miss Rooth!”
the man announced; but he was caught up by a gentleman
who came next and who exclaimed, laughing and with
a gesture gracefully corrective: “No, no no
longer Miss Rooth!”
Miriam entered the place with her
charming familiar grandeur entered very
much as she might have appeared, as she appeared every
night, early in her first act, at the back of the
stage, by the immemorial middle door. She might
exactly now have been presenting herself to the house,
taking easy possession, repeating old movements, looking
from one to the other of the actors before the footlights.
The rich “Good-morning” she threw into
the air, holding out her right hand to Biddy and then
giving her left to Nick as she might have
given it to her own brother had nothing
to tell of intervals or aliénations. She
struck Biddy as still more terrible in her splendid
practice than when she had seen her before the
practice and the splendour had now something almost
royal. The girl had had occasion to make her
curtsey to majesties and highnesses, but the flutter
those effigies produced was nothing to the way
in which at the approach of this young lady the agitated
air seemed to recognise something supreme. So
the deep mild eyes she bent on Biddy were not soothing,
though for that matter evidently intended to soothe.
Biddy wondered Nick could have got so used to her he
joked at her as she loomed and later in
the day, still under the great impression of this
incident, she even wondered that Peter could have full
an impunity. It was true that Peter apparently
didn’t quite feel one.
“You never came you
never came,” Miriam said to her kindly and sadly;
and Biddy, recognising the allusion, the invitation
to visit the actress at home, had to explain how much
she had been absent from London and then even that
her brother hadn’t proposed to take her.
“Very true he hasn’t
come himself. What’s he doing now?”
asked Miss Rooth, standing near her young friend but
looking at Nick, who had immediately engaged in conversation
with his other visitor, a gentleman whose face came
back to the girl. She had seen this gentleman
on the stage with the great performer that
was it, the night Peter took her to the theatre with
Florry Tressilian. Oh that Nick would only do
something of that sort now! This desire, quickened
by the presence of the strange, expressive woman,
by the way she scattered sweet syllables as if she
were touching the piano-keys, combined with other things
to make our young lady’s head swim other
things too mingled to name, admiration and fear and
dim divination and purposeless pride and curiosity
and resistance, the impulse to go away and the determination
to (as she would have liked fondly to fancy it) “hold
her ground.” The actress courted her with
a wondrous voice what was the matter with
the actress and what did she want? and
Biddy tried in return to give an idea of what Nick
was doing. Not succeeding very well she was about
to appeal to her brother, but Miriam stopped her with
the remark that it didn’t signify; besides,
Dashwood was telling Nick something something
they wanted him to know. “We’re in
a great excitement he has taken a theatre,”
Miriam added.
“Taken a theatre?” Biddy was vague.
“We’re going to set up
for ourselves. He’s going to do for me
altogether. It has all been arranged only within
a day or two. It remains to be seen how it will
answer,” Miriam smiled. Biddy murmured
some friendly hope, and the shining presence went on:
“Do you know why I’ve broken in here to-day
after a long absence interrupting your poor
brother so basely, taking up his precious time?
It’s because I’m so nervous.”
“About your first night?” Biddy risked.
“Do you know about that are you coming?”
Miriam had caught at it.
“No, I’m not coming I haven’t
a place.”
“Will you come if I send you one?”
“Oh but really it’s too beautiful of you!”
breathed the girl.
“You shall have a box; your
brother shall bring you. They can’t squeeze
in a pin, I’m told; but I’ve kept a box,
I’ll manage it. Only if I do, you know,
mind you positively come!” She sounded it as
the highest of favours, resting her hand on Biddy’s.
“Don’t be afraid.
And may I bring a friend the friend with
whom I’m staying?”
Miriam now just gloomed. “Do you mean Mrs.
Dallow?”
“No, no Miss Tressilian.
She puts me up, she has got a flat. Did you ever
see a flat?” asked Biddy expansively. “My
cousin’s not in London.” Miriam replied
that she might bring whom she liked and Biddy broke
out to her brother: “Fancy what kindness,
Nick: we’re to have a box to-night and
you’re to take me!”
Nick turned to her a face of levity
which struck her even at the time as too cynically
free, but which she understood when the finer sense
of it subsequently recurred to her. Mr. Dashwood
interposed with the remark that it was all very well
to talk about boxes, but that he didn’t see
how at that time of day the miracle was to be worked.
“You haven’t kept one as I told you?”
Miriam demanded.
“As you told me, my dear?
Tell the lamb to keep its tenderest mutton from the
wolves!”
“You shall have one: we’ll
arrange it,” Miriam went on to Biddy.
“Let me qualify that statement
a little, Miss Dormer,” said Basil Dashwood.
“We’ll arrange it if it’s humanly
possible.”
“We’ll arrange it even
if it’s inhumanly impossible that’s
just the point,” Miriam declared to the girl.
“Don’t talk about trouble what’s
he meant for but to take it? Cela s’annonce
bien, you see,” she continued to Nick:
“doesn’t it look as if we should pull beautifully
together?” And as he answered that he heartily
congratulated her he was immensely interested
in what he had been told she exclaimed after
resting her eyes on him a moment: “What
will you have? It seemed simpler! It was
clear there had to be some one.” She explained
further to Nick what had led her to come in at that
moment, while Dashwood approached Biddy with a civil
assurance that they would see, they would leave no
stone unturned, though he would not have taken upon
himself to promise.
Miriam reminded Nick of the blessing
he had been to her nearly a year before, on her other
first night, when she was all impatient and on edge;
how he had let her come and sit there for hours helped
her to possess her soul till the evening and to keep
out of harm’s way. The case was the same
at present, with the aggravation indeed that he would
understand Dashwood’s nerves as well
as her own: Dashwood’s were a great deal
worse than hers. Everything was ready for Juliet;
they had been rehearsing for five months it
had kept her from going mad from the treadmill of
the other piece and he, Nick, had occurred
to her again, in the last intolerable hours, as the
friend in need, the salutary stop-gap, no matter how
much she worried him. She shouldn’t be turned
out? Biddy broke away from Basil Dashwood:
she must go, she must hurry off to Miss Tressilian
with her news. Florry might make some other stupid
engagement for the evening: she must be warned
in time. The girl took a flushed, excited leave
after having received a renewal of Miriam’s
pledge and even heard her say to Nick that he must
now give back the seat already sent him they
should be sure to have another use for it.