The next day, after lessons, Mrs.
Grose found a moment to say to me quietly: “Have
you written, miss?”
“Yes I’ve written.”
But I didn’t add for the hour that
my letter, sealed and directed, was still in my pocket.
There would be time enough to send it before the messenger
should go to the village. Meanwhile there had
been, on the part of my pupils, no more brilliant,
more exemplary morning. It was exactly as if
they had both had at heart to gloss over any recent
little friction. They performed the dizziest feats
of arithmetic, soaring quite out of my feeble
range, and perpetrated, in higher spirits than ever,
geographical and historical jokes. It was conspicuous
of course in Miles in particular that he appeared to
wish to show how easily he could let me down.
This child, to my memory, really lives in a setting
of beauty and misery that no words can translate;
there was a distinction all his own in every impulse
he revealed; never was a small natural creature, to
the uninitiated eye all frankness and freedom, a more
ingenious, a more extraordinary little gentleman.
I had perpetually to guard against the wonder of contemplation
into which my initiated view betrayed me; to check
the irrelevant gaze and discouraged sigh in which
I constantly both attacked and renounced the enigma
of what such a little gentleman could have done that
deserved a penalty. Say that, by the dark prodigy
I knew, the imagination of all evil had been
opened up to him: all the justice within me ached
for the proof that it could ever have flowered into
an act.
He had never, at any rate, been such
a little gentleman as when, after our early dinner
on this dreadful day, he came round to me and asked
if I shouldn’t like him, for half an hour, to
play to me. David playing to Saul could never
have shown a finer sense of the occasion. It was
literally a charming exhibition of tact, of magnanimity,
and quite tantamount to his saying outright:
“The true knights we love to read about never
push an advantage too far. I know what you mean
now: you mean that to be let alone
yourself and not followed up you’ll
cease to worry and spy upon me, won’t keep me
so close to you, will let me go and come. Well,
I ‘come,’ you see but I don’t
go! There’ll be plenty of time for that.
I do really delight in your society, and I only want
to show you that I contended for a principle.”
It may be imagined whether I resisted this appeal
or failed to accompany him again, hand in hand, to
the schoolroom. He sat down at the old piano and
played as he had never played; and if there are those
who think he had better have been kicking a football
I can only say that I wholly agree with them.
For at the end of a time that under his influence
I had quite ceased to measure, I started up with a
strange sense of having literally slept at my post.
It was after luncheon, and by the schoolroom fire,
and yet I hadn’t really, in the least, slept:
I had only done something much worse I had
forgotten. Where, all this time, was Flora?
When I put the question to Miles, he played on a minute
before answering and then could only say: “Why,
my dear, how do I know?” breaking
moreover into a happy laugh which, immediately after,
as if it were a vocal accompaniment, he prolonged
into incoherent, extravagant song.
I went straight to my room, but his
sister was not there; then, before going downstairs,
I looked into several others. As she was nowhere
about she would surely be with Mrs. Grose, whom, in
the comfort of that theory, I accordingly proceeded
in quest of. I found her where I had found her
the evening before, but she met my quick challenge
with blank, scared ignorance. She had only supposed
that, after the repast, I had carried off both the
children; as to which she was quite in her right,
for it was the very first time I had allowed the little
girl out of my sight without some special provision.
Of course now indeed she might be with the maids,
so that the immediate thing was to look for her without
an air of alarm. This we promptly arranged between
us; but when, ten minutes later and in pursuance of
our arrangement, we met in the hall, it was only to
report on either side that after guarded inquiries
we had altogether failed to trace her. For a
minute there, apart from observation, we exchanged
mute alarms, and I could feel with what high interest
my friend returned me all those I had from the first
given her.
“She’ll be above,”
she presently said “in one of the
rooms you haven’t searched.”
“No; she’s at a distance.”
I had made up my mind. “She has gone out.”
Mrs. Grose stared. “Without a hat?”
I naturally also looked volumes. “Isn’t
that woman always without one?”
“She’s with her?”
“She’s with her!” I declared.
“We must find them.”
My hand was on my friend’s arm,
but she failed for the moment, confronted with such
an account of the matter, to respond to my pressure.
She communed, on the contrary, on the spot, with her
uneasiness. “And where’s Master Miles?”
“Oh, he’s with Quint. They’re
in the schoolroom.”
“Lord, miss!” My view,
I was myself aware and therefore I suppose
my tone had never yet reached so calm an
assurance.
“The trick’s played,”
I went on; “they’ve successfully worked
their plan. He found the most divine little way
to keep me quiet while she went off.”
“’Divine’?” Mrs. Grose bewilderedly
echoed.
“Infernal, then!” I almost
cheerfully rejoined. “He has provided for
himself as well. But come!”
She had helplessly gloomed at the
upper regions. “You leave him ?”
“So long with Quint? Yes I don’t
mind that now.”
She always ended, at these moments,
by getting possession of my hand, and in this manner
she could at present still stay me. But after
gasping an instant at my sudden resignation, “Because
of your letter?” she eagerly brought out.
I quickly, by way of answer, felt
for my letter, drew it forth, held it up, and then,
freeing myself, went and laid it on the great hall
table. “Luke will take it,” I said
as I came back. I reached the house door and
opened it; I was already on the steps.
My companion still demurred:
the storm of the night and the early morning had dropped,
but the afternoon was damp and gray. I came down
to the drive while she stood in the doorway.
“You go with nothing on?”
“What do I care when the child
has nothing? I can’t wait to dress,”
I cried, “and if you must do so, I leave you.
Try meanwhile, yourself, upstairs.”
“With them?” Oh,
on this, the poor woman promptly joined me!