FLIRTATION DEVELOPS INTO LOVE
DRESDEN, April 6, Night,
1897.
The talk with Johann George had excited
me so, I wanted a diversion. Frederick Augustus
sent word that he wouldn’t be home for dinner.
Hence, I decided to go to the theatre after an absence
of months. It was after six when I telephoned
that I would occupy my box at the Royal Opera.
If I should see Him there, in the absence of announcements
in the newspapers!
He was there. In his usual seat.
I won’t rest until I find out how he manages
to get wind of my theatrical ventures at such short
notice. The Opera, Faust, had been in progress
for ten minutes when I arrived. I espied him
at once, but kept well behind the curtains of the box
for a second or two. Then, suddenly, I dropped
into the gilded armchair and the very same moment
our eyes met.
I am sure he expected me; he must
have known I was near when I entered the house.
To his ears the hundred and one melodies of Gounod’s
masterpiece were naught compared with the music of
my silken skirts.
He was so overcome, he forgot his
diplomacy. Twice he pressed his right hand to
his heart, then bowed his head in a mute salute.
Fortunately the house was dark at
the time and the audience, unacquainted with my visit,
paid strict attention to the stage. No one but
him saw my heart leap within me and the blood mount
to my cheeks. Presently his diplomatic tact got
the upper hand again, and he fixed his eyes on the
score. That afforded me the chance to take a pictorial
inventory of my lover-at-a-distance. I used my
opera-glasses unmercifully.
He’s a fine looking man if
he were a woman he would be hailed a beauty.
His forehead is a dream of loveliness; his mouth a
promise of a thousand sweet kisses.
If this man wants me, I mean if he
wants me badly, our love won’t be any painted
business, I assure you.
DRESDEN, April 25, 1897.
Ball at the Roumanian Embassy. Royal command
to attend.
As if it needed a command to throw me into the arms
of Bielsk.