At last the hour was accomplished
for both Apostles. But, as if to complete his
service, it was given to the fisherman of the Lord
to win two souls even in confinement. The soldiers,
Processus and Martinianus, who guarded him in
the Mamertine prison, received baptism. Then came
the hour of torture. Nero was not in Rome at
that time. Sentence was passed by Helius and
Polythetes, two freedmen to whom Caesar had confided
the government of Rome during his absence.
On the aged Apostle had been inflicted
the stripes prescribed by law; and next day he was
led forth beyond the walls of the city, toward the
Vatican Hill, where he was to suffer the punishment
of the cross assigned to him. Soldiers were astonished
by the crowd which had gathered before the prison,
for in their minds the death of a common man, and
besides a foreigner, should not rouse such interest;
they did not understand that that retinue was composed
not of sightseers, but confessors, anxious to escort
the great Apostle to the place of execution.
In the afternoon the gates of the prison were thrown
open at last, and Peter appeared in the midst of a
detachment of pretorians. The sun had inclined
somewhat toward Ostia already; the day was clear and
calm. Because of his advanced age, Peter was not
required to carry the cross; it was supposed that
he could not carry it; they had not put the fork on
his neck, either, so as not to retard his pace.
He walked without hindrance, and the faithful could
see him perfectly.
At moments when his white head showed
itself among the iron helmets of the soldiers, weeping
was heard in the crowd; but it was restrained immediately,
for the face of the old man had in it so much calmness,
and was so bright with joy, that all understood him
to be not a victim going to destruction, but a victor
celebrating his triumph.
And thus it was really. The fisherman,
usually humble and stooping, walked now erect, taller
than the soldiers, full of dignity. Never had
men seen such majesty in his bearing. It might
have seemed that he was a monarch attended by people
and military. From every side voices were raised,
“There is Peter going to the Lord!”
All forgot, as it were, that torture
and death were waiting for him. He walked with
solemn attention, but with calmness, feeling that since
the death on Golgotha nothing equally important had
happened, and that as the first death had redeemed
the whole world, this was to redeem the city.
Along the road people halted from
wonder at sight of that old man; but believers, laying
hands on their shoulders, said with calm voices,
“See how a just man goes to
death, one who knew Christ and proclaimed
love to the world.”
These became thoughtful, and walked
away, saying to themselves, “He cannot, indeed,
be unjust!”
Along the road noise was hushed, and
the cries of the street. The retinue moved on
before houses newly reared, before white columns of
temples, over whose summits hung the deep sky, calm
and blue. They went in quiet; only at times the
weapons of the soldiers clattered, or the murmur of
prayer rose. Peter heard the last, and his face
grew bright with increasing joy, for his glance could
hardly take in those thousands of confessors.
He felt that he had done his work, and he knew now
that that truth which he had been declaring all his
life would overwhelm everything, like a sea, and that
nothing would have power to restrain it. And
thus thinking, he raised his eyes, and said: “O
Lord, Thou didst command me to conquer this world-ruling
city; hence I have conquered it. Thou hast commanded
me to found here Thy capital; hence I have founded
it. This is Thy city now, O Lord, and I go to
Thee, for I have toiled greatly.”
As he passed before temples, he said
to them, “Ye will be temples of Christ.”
Looking at throngs of people moving before his eyes,
he said to them, “Your children will be servants
of Christ”; and he advanced with the feeling
that he had conquered, conscious of his service, conscious
of his strength, solaced, great. The
soldiers conducted him over the Pons Triumphalis,
as if giving involuntary testimony to his triumph,
and they led him farther toward the Naumachia and
the Circus. The faithful from beyond the Tiber
joined the procession; and such a throng of people
was formed that the centurion commanding the pretonians
understood at last that he was leading a high-priest
surrounded by believers, and grew alarmed because
of the small number of soldiers. But no cry of
indignation or rage was given out in the throng.
Men’s faces were penetrated with the greatness
of the moment, solemn and full of expectation.
Some believers, remembering that when the Lord died
the earth opened from fright and the dead rose from
their graves, thought that now some evident signs
would appear, after which the death of the Apostle
would not be forgotten for ages. Others said to
themselves, “Perhaps the Lord will select the
hour of Peter’s death to come from heaven as
He promised, and judge the world.” With
this idea they recommended themselves to the mercy
of the Redeemer.
But round about there was calm.
The hills seemed to be warming themselves, and resting
in the sun. The procession stopped at last between
the Circus and the Vatican Hill. Soldiers began
now to dig a hole; others placed on the ground the
cross, hammers, and nails, waiting till all preparations
were finished. The crowd, continuing quiet and
attentive, knelt round about.
The Apostle, with his head in the
sun-rays and golden light, turned for the last time
toward the city. At a distance lower down was
seen the gleaming Tiber; beyond was the Campus
Martius; higher up, the Mausoleum of Augustus;
below that, the gigantic baths just begun by Nero;
still lower, Pompey’s theatre; and beyond them
were visible in places, and in places hidden by other
buildings, the Septa Julia, a multitude of pórticos,
temples, columns, great edifices; and, finally,
far in the distance, hills covered with houses, a
gigantic resort of people, the borders of which vanished
in the blue haze, an abode of crime, but
of power; of madness, but of order, which
had become the head of the world, its oppressor, but
its law and its peace, almighty, invincible, eternal.
But Peter, surrounded by soldiers,
looked at the city as a ruler and king looks at his
inheritance. And he said to it, “Thou art
redeemed and mine!” And no one, not merely among
the soldiers digging the hole in which to plant the
cross, but even among believers, could divine that
standing there among them was the true ruler of that
moving life; that Caesars would pass away, waves of
barbarians go by, and ages vanish, but that old man
would be lord there unbrokenly.
The sun had sunk still more toward
Ostia, and had become large and red. The whole
western side of the sky had begun to glow with immense
brightness. The soldiers approached Peter to strip
him.
But he, while praying, straightened
himself all at once, and stretched his right hand
high. The executioners stopped, as if made timid
by his posture; the faithful held the breath in their
breasts, thinking that he wished to say something,
and silence unbroken followed.
But he, standing on the height, with
his extended right hand made the sign of the cross,
blessing in the hour of death,
Urbi et orbi! (the city and the world).
In that same wonderful evening another
detachment of soldiers conducted along the Ostian
Way Paul of Tarsus toward a place called Aquae
Salviae. And behind him also advanced a crowd
of the faithful whom he had converted; but when he
recognized near acquaintances, he halted and conversed
with them, for, being a Roman citizen, the guard showed
more respect to him. Beyond the gate called Tergemina
he met Plautilla, the daughter of the prefect Flavius
Sabinus, and, seeing her youthful face covered
with tears, he said: “Plautilla, daughter
of Eternal Salvation, depart in peace. Only give
me a veil with which to bind my eyes when I am going
to the Lord.” And taking it, he advanced
with a face as full of delight as that of a laborer
who when he has toiled the whole day successfully
is returning home. His thoughts, like those of
Peter, were as calm and quiet as that evening sky.
His eyes gazed with thoughtfulness upon the plain
which stretched out before him, and to the Alban Hills,
immersed in light. He remembered his journeys,
his toils, his labor, the struggles in which he had
conquered, the churches which he had founded in all
lands and beyond all seas; and he thought that he
had earned his rest honestly, that he had finished
his work. He felt now that the seed which he
had planted would not be blown away by the wind of
malice. He was leaving this life with the certainty
that in the battle which his truth had declared against
the world it would conquer; and a mighty peace settled
down on his soul.
The road to the place of execution
was long, and evening was coming. The mountains
became purple, and the bases of them went gradually
into the shade. Flocks were returning home.
Here and there groups of slaves were walking with
the tools of labor on their shoulders. Children,
playing on the road before houses, looked with curiosity
at the passing soldiers. But in that evening,
in that transparent golden air, there were not only
peace and lovingness, but a certain harmony, which
seemed to lift from earth to heaven. Paul felt
this; and his heart was filled with delight at the
thought that to that harmony of the world he had added
one note which had not been in it hitherto, but without
which the whole earth was like sounding brass or a
tinkling cymbal.
He remembered how he had taught people
love, how he had told them that though
they were to give their property to the poor, though
they knew all languages, all secrets, and all sciences,
they would be nothing without love, which is kind,
enduring, which does not return evil, which does not
desire honor, suffers all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, is patient of all things.
And so his life had passed in teaching
people this truth. And now he said in spirit:
What power can equal it, what can conquer it?
Could Caesar stop it, though he had twice as many
legions and twice as many cities, seas, lands, and
nations?
And he went to his reward like a conqueror.
The detachment left the main road
at last, and turned toward the east on a narrow path
leading to the Aquae Salviae. The red sun
was lying now on the heather. The centurion stopped
the soldiers at the fountain, for the moment had come.
Paul placed Plautilla’s veil
on his arm, intending to bind his eyes with it; for
the last time he raised those eyes, full of unspeakable
peace, toward the eternal light of the evening, and
prayed. Yes, the moment had come; but he saw
before him a great road in the light, leading to heaven;
and in his soul he repeated the same words which formerly
he had written in the feeling of his own finished
service and his near end,
“I have fought a good fight,
I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.
Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness.”