Hope returned for a few days late
in August. Invitations were just issued for the
harvest dance at Rickard’s.
‘You mus’ take ‘er,’
said Uncle Eb, the day she came. ’She’s
a purty dancer as a man ever see. Prance right
up an’ tell ‘er she mus’ go.
Don’ want ‘O let anyone git ahead O’
ye.’
‘Of course I will go,’
she said in answer to my invitation, ’I shouldn’t
think you were a beau worth having if you did not ask
me.’
The yellow moon was peering over Woody
Ledge when we went away that evening. I knew
it was our last pleasure seeking in Faraway, and the
crickets in the stubble filled the silence with a kind
of mourning.
She looked so fine in her big hat
and new gown with its many dainty accessories of lace
and ribbon, adjusted with so much patting and pulling,
that as she sat beside me, I hardly dared touch her
for fear of spoiling something. When she shivered
a little and said it was growing cool I put my arm
about her, and, as I drew her closer to my side, she
turned her hat, obligingly, and said it was a great
nuisance.
I tried to kiss her then, but she
put her hand over my mouth and said, sweetly, that
I would spoil everything if I did that.
‘I must not let you kiss me,
William,’ she said, ’not-not
for all in the world. I’m sure you wouldn’t
have me do what I think is wrong-would
you?’
There was but one answer to such an
appeal, and I made myself as happy as possible feeling
her head upon my shoulder and her soft hair touching
my cheek. As I think of it now the trust she put
in me was something sublime and holy.
‘Then I shall talk about-about
our love,’ I said, ’I must do something.’
‘Promised I wouldn’t let
you,’ she said. Then she added after a moment
of silence, ’I’ll tell you what you may
do-tell me what is your ideal in a woman-the
one you would love best of all. I don’t
think that would be wicked-do you?’
‘I think God would forgive that,’
I said. ’She must be tall and slim, with
dainty feet and hands, and a pair of big eyes, blue
as a violet, shaded with long dark lashes. And
her hair must be wavy and light with a little tinge
of gold in it. And her cheek must have the pink
of the rose and dimples that show in laughter.
And her voice-that must have music in it
and the ring of kindness and good-nature. And
her lips-let them show the crimson of her
blood and be ready to give and receive a kiss when
I meet her.’
She sighed and nestled closer to me.
‘If I let you kiss me just once,’
she whispered, ’you will not ask me again-will
you?’
‘No, sweetheart, I will not,’
I answered. Then we gave each other such a kiss
as may be known once and only once in a lifetime.
‘What would you do for the love
of a girl like that?’ she whispered.
I thought a moment, sounding depths
of undiscovered woe to see if there were anything
I should hesitate to suffer and there was nothing.
‘I’d lay me doun an’ dee,’
I said.
And I well remember how, when I lay
dying, as I believed, in rain and darkness on the
bloody field of Bull Run, I thought of that moment
and of those words.
‘I cannot say such beautiful
things as you,’ she answered, when I asked her
to describe her ideal. ’He must be good
and he must be tall and handsome and strong and brave.’
Then she sang a tender love ballad.
I have often shared the pleasure of thousands under
the spell of her voice, but I have never heard her
sing as to that small audience on Faraway turnpike.
As we came near Rickard’s Hall
we could hear the fiddles and the calling off.
The windows on the long sides of the
big house were open. Long shafts of light shot
out upon the gloom. It had always reminded me
of a picture of Noah’s ark that hung in my bedroom
and now it seemed to be floating, with resting oars
of gold, in a deluge of darkness. We were greeted
with a noisy welcome, at the door. Many of the
boys and girls came, from all sides of the big hall,
and shook hands with us. Enos Brown, whose long
forelocks had been oiled for the occasion and combed
down so they touched his right eyebrow, was panting
in a jig that jarred the house. His trouser legs
were caught on the tops of his fine boots. He
nodded to me as I came in, snapped his fingers and
doubled his energy. It was an exhibition both
of power and endurance. He was damp and apologetic
when, at length, he stopped with a mighty bang of
his foot and sat down beside me. He said he was
badly out of practice when I offered congratulations.
The first fiddler was a small man, with a short leg,
and a character that was minus one dimension.
It had length and breadth but no thickness. He
sat with his fellow player on a little platform at
one end of the room. He was an odd man who wandered
all over the township with his fiddle. He played
by ear, and I have seen babies smile and old men dance
when his bow was swaying. I remember that when
I heard it for the first time, I determined that I
should be a fiddler if I ever grew to be a man.
But David told me that fiddlers were a worthless lot,
and that no wise man should ever fool with a fiddle.
One is lucky, I have since learned, if any dream of
yesterday shall stand the better light of today or
the more searching rays of tomorrow.
‘Choose yer partners fer Money Musk!’
the caller shouted.
Hope and I got into line, the music
started, the circles began to sway. Darwin Powers,
an old but frisky man, stood up beside the fiddlers,
whistling, with sobriety and vigour, as they played.
It was a pleasure to see some of the older men of
the neighbourhood join the dizzy riot by skipping
playfully in the corners. They tried to rally
their unwilling wives, and generally a number of them
were dancing before the night was over. The life
and colour of the scene, the fresh, young faces of
the girls some of them models of rustic beauty-the
playful antics of the young men, the merrymaking of
their fathers, the laughter, the airs of gallantry,
the glances of affection-there is a magic
in the thought of it all that makes me young again.
There were teams before and behind
us when we came home, late at night, so sleepy that
the stars went reeling as we looked at them.
‘This night is the end of many things,’
I remarked.
‘And the beginning of better ones, I hope,’
was her answer.
‘Yes, but they are so far away,’
I said, ’you leave home to study and I am to
be four years in college-possibly I can finish in three.’
‘Perfectly terrible!’
she said, and then she added the favourite phrase
and tone of her mother: ‘We must be patient.’
‘I am very sorry of one thing,’ I said.
‘What’s that?’
‘I promised not to ask you for one more kiss.’
‘Well then,’ said she,
‘you-you-needn’t
ask me.’ And in a moment I helped her out
at the door.