“I think my left side is going,”
Wolf Larsen wrote, the morning after his attempt to
fire the ship. “The numbness is growing.
I can hardly move my hand. You will have to
speak louder. The last lines are going down.”
“Are you in pain?” I asked.
I was compelled to repeat my question loudly before
he answered:
“Not all the time.”
The left hand stumbled slowly and
painfully across the paper, and it was with extreme
difficulty that we deciphered the scrawl. It
was like a “spirit message,” such as are
delivered at séances of spiritualists for a dollar
admission.
“But I am still here, all here,”
the hand scrawled more slowly and painfully than ever.
The pencil dropped, and we had to replace it in the
hand.
“When there is no pain I have
perfect peace and quiet. I have never thought
so clearly. I can ponder life and death like
a Hindoo sage.”
“And immortality?” Maud queried loudly
in the ear.
Three times the hand essayed to write
but fumbled hopelessly. The pencil fell.
In vain we tried to replace it. The fingers
could not close on it. Then Maud pressed and
held the fingers about the pencil with her own hand
and the hand wrote, in large letters, and so slowly
that the minutes ticked off to each letter:
“B-O-S-H.”
It was Wolf Larsen’s last word,
“bosh,” sceptical and invincible to the
end. The arm and hand relaxed. The trunk
of the body moved slightly. Then there was no
movement. Maud released the hand. The fingers
spread slightly, falling apart of their own weight,
and the pencil rolled away.
“Do you still hear?” I
shouted, holding the fingers and waiting for the single
pressure which would signify “Yes.”
There was no response. The hand was dead.
“I noticed the lips slightly move,” Maud
said.
I repeated the question. The
lips moved. She placed the tips of her fingers
on them. Again I repeated the question.
“Yes,” Maud announced. We looked
at each other expectantly.
“What good is it?” I asked. “What
can we say now?”
“Oh, ask him ”
She hesitated.
“Ask him something that requires
no for an answer,” I suggested. “Then
we will know for certainty.”
“Are you hungry?” she cried.
The lips moved under her fingers, and she answered,
“Yes.”
“Will you have some beef?” was her next
query.
“No,” she announced.
“Beef-tea?”
“Yes, he will have some beef-tea,”
she said, quietly, looking up at me. “Until
his hearing goes we shall be able to communicate with
him. And after that ”
She looked at me queerly. I
saw her lips trembling and the tears swimming up in
her eyes. She swayed toward me and I caught her
in my arms.
“Oh, Humphrey,” she sobbed,
“when will it all end? I am so tired, so
tired.”
She buried her head on my shoulder,
her frail form shaken with a storm of weeping.
She was like a feather in my arms, so slender, so
ethereal. “She has broken down at last,”
I thought. “What can I do without her
help?”
But I soothed and comforted her, till
she pulled herself bravely together and recuperated
mentally as quickly as she was wont to do physically.
“I ought to be ashamed of myself,”
she said. Then added, with the whimsical smile
I adored, “but I am only one, small woman.”
That phrase, the “one small
woman,” startled me like an electric shock.
It was my own phrase, my pet, secret phrase, my love
phrase for her.
“Where did you get that phrase?”
I demanded, with an abruptness that in turn startled
her.
“What phrase?” she asked.
“One small woman.”
“Is it yours?” she asked.
“Yes,” I answered. “Mine.
I made it.”
“Then you must have talked in your sleep,”
she smiled.
The dancing, tremulous light was in
her eyes. Mine, I knew, were speaking beyond
the will of my speech. I leaned toward her.
Without volition I leaned toward her, as a tree is
swayed by the wind. Ah, we were very close together
in that moment. But she shook her head, as one
might shake off sleep or a dream, saying:
“I have known it all my life. It was my
father’s name for my mother.”
“It is my phrase too,” I said stubbornly.
“For your mother?”
“No,” I answered, and
she questioned no further, though I could have sworn
her eyes retained for some time a mocking, teasing
expression.
With the foremast in, the work now
went on apace. Almost before I knew it, and
without one serious hitch, I had the mainmast stepped.
A derrick-boom, rigged to the foremast, had accomplished
this; and several days more found all stays and shrouds
in place, and everything set up taut. Topsails
would be a nuisance and a danger for a crew of two,
so I heaved the topmasts on deck and lashed them fast.
Several more days were consumed in
finishing the sails and putting them on. There
were only three the jib, foresail, and mainsail;
and, patched, shortened, and distorted, they were
a ridiculously ill-fitting suit for so trim a craft
as the Ghost.
“But they’ll work!”
Maud cried jubilantly. “We’ll make
them work, and trust our lives to them!”
Certainly, among my many new trades,
I shone least as a sail-maker. I could sail
them better than make them, and I had no doubt of my
power to bring the schooner to some northern port
of Japan. In fact, I had crammed navigation
from text-books aboard; and besides, there was Wolf
Larsen’s star-scale, so simple a device that
a child could work it.
As for its inventor, beyond an increasing
deafness and the movement of the lips growing fainter
and fainter, there had been little change in his condition
for a week. But on the day we finished bending
the schooner’s sails, he heard his last, and
the last movement of his lips died away but
not before I had asked him, “Are you all there?”
and the lips had answered, “Yes.”
The last line was down. Somewhere
within that tomb of the flesh still dwelt the soul
of the man. Walled by the living clay, that fierce
intelligence we had known burned on; but it burned
on in silence and darkness. And it was disembodied.
To that intelligence there could be no objective
knowledge of a body. It knew no body. The
very world was not. It knew only itself and
the vastness and profundity of the quiet and the dark.