Mrs. Ben Wah was dying. Word
came up from the district office of the Charity Organization
Society to tell me of it. Would I come and see
her before I went away? Mrs. Ben Wah was an old
charge of mine, the French Canadian widow of an Iroquois
Indian, whom, years before, I had unearthed in a Hudson
Street tenement. I was just then making ready
for a voyage across the ocean to the old home to see
my own mother, and the thought of the aged woman who
laid away her children long ago by the cold camp-fires
of her tribe in Canadian forests was a call not to
be resisted. I went at once.
The signs of illness were there in
a notice tacked up on the wall, warning everybody
to keep away when her attic should be still, until
her friends could come from the charity office.
It was a notion she had, Mrs. McCutcheon, the district
visitor, explained, that would not let her rest till
her “paper” was made out. For her,
born in the wilderness, death had no such terror as
prying eyes.
“Them police fellows,”
she said, with the least touch of resentment in her
gentle voice, “they might take my things and
sell them to buy cigars to smoke.” I suspect
it was the cigar that grated harshly. It was ever
to her a vulgar slur on her beloved pipe. In truth,
the mere idea of Mrs. Ben Wah smoking a cigar rouses
in me impatient resentment. Without her pipe
she was not herself. I see her yet, stuffing it
with approving forefinger, on the Christmas day when
I had found her with tobacco pouch empty, and pocket
to boot, and nodding the quaint comment from her corner,
“It’s no disgrace to be poor, but it’s
sometimes very inconvenient.”
There was something in the little
attic room that spoke of the coming change louder
than the warning paper. A half-finished mat, with
its bundle of rags put carefully aside; the thirsty
potato-vine on the fire-escape, which reached appealingly
from its soap-box toward the window, as if in wondering
search for the hands that had tended it so faithfully, bore
silent testimony that Mrs. Ben Wah’s work-day
was over at last. It had been a long day how
long no one may ever know. “The winter
of the big snow,” or “the year when deer
was scarce” on the Gatineau, is not as good
a guide to time-reckoning in the towns as in the woods,
and Mrs. Ben Wah knew no other. Her thoughts dwelt
among the memories of the past as she sat slowly nodding
her turbaned head, idle for once. The very head-dress,
arranged and smoothed with unusual care, was “notice,”
proceeding from a primitive human impulse. Before
the great mystery she “was ashamed and covered
her head.”
The charity visitor told me what I
had half guessed. Beyond the fact that she was
tired and had made up her mind to die, nothing ailed
Mrs. Ben Wah. But at her age, the doctor had
said, it was enough; she would have her way.
In faith, she was failing day by day. All that
could be done was to make her last days as easy as
might be. I talked to her of my travels, of the
great salt water upon which I should journey many
days; but her thoughts were in the lonely woods, and
she did not understand. I told her of beautiful
France, the language of which she spoke with a singularly
sweet accent, and asked her if there was not something
I might bring back to her to make her happy. As
I talked on, a reminiscent smile came into her eyes
and lingered there. It was evidently something
that pleased her. By slow degrees we dragged the
bashful confession out of her that there was yet one
wish she had in this life.
Once upon a time, long, long ago,
when, as a young woman, she had gone about peddling
beads, she had seen a bird, such a splendid bird, big
and green and beautiful, with a red turban, and that
could talk. Talk! As she recalled the glorious
apparition, she became quite her old self again, and
reached for her neglected pipe with trembling hands.
If she could ever see that bird again but
she guessed it was long since gone. She was a
young woman then, and now she was old, so old.
She settled back in her chair, and let the half-lighted
pipe go out.
“Poor old soul!” said
Mrs. McCutcheon, patting the wrinkled hand in her
lap. Her lips framed the word “parrot”
across the room to me, and I nodded back. When
we went out together it was settled between us that
Mrs. Ben Wah was to be doctored according to her own
prescription, if it broke the rules of every school
of medicine.
I went straight back to the office
and wrote in my newspaper that Mrs. Ben Wah was sick
and needed a parrot, a green one with a red tuft, and
that she must have it right away. I told of her
lonely life, and of how, on a Christmas Eve, years
ago, I had first met her at the door of the Charity
Organization Society, laboring up the stairs with a
big bundle done up in blue cheese-cloth, which she
left in the office with the message that it was for
those who were poorer than she. They were opening
it when I came in. It contained a lot of little
garments of blanket stuff, as they used to make them
for the pappooses among her people in the far North.
It was the very next day that I found her in her attic,
penniless and without even the comfort of her pipe.
Like the widow of old, she had cast her mite into
the treasury, even all she had.
All this I told in my paper, and how
she whose whole life had been kindness to others was
now in need in need of a companion to share
her lonely life, of something with a voice, which
would not come in and go away again, and leave her.
And I begged that any one who had a green parrot with
a red tuft would send it in at once.
New York is a good town to live in.
It has a heart. It no sooner knew that Mrs. Ben
Wah wanted a parrot than it hustled about to supply
one at once. The morning mail brought stacks
of letters, with offers of money to buy a parrot.
They came from lawyers, business men, and bank presidents,
men who pore over dry ledgers and drive sharp bargains
on ’Change, and are never supposed to give a
thought to lonely widows pining away in poor attics.
While they were being sorted, a poor little tramp
song-bird flew in through the open window of the Charities
Building in great haste, apparently in search of Mrs.
McCutcheon’s room. Its feathers were ruffled
and its bangs awry, as if it had not had time to make
its morning toilet, it had come in such haste to see
if it would do. Though it could not talk, it
might at least sing to the sick old woman sing
of the silent forests with the silver lakes deep in
their bosom, where the young bucks trailed the moose
and the panther, and where she listened at the lodge
door for their coming; and the song might bring back
the smile to her wan lips. But though it was nearly
green and had tousled top, it was not a parrot, and
it would not do. The young women who write in
the big books in the office caught it and put it in
a cage to sing to them instead. In the midst of
the commotion came the parrot itself, big and green,
in a “stunning” cage. It was an amiable
bird, despite its splendid get-up, and cocked its crimson
head one side to have it scratched through the bars,
and held up one claw, as if to shake hands.
How to get it to Mrs. Ben Wah’s
without the shock killing her was the problem that
next presented itself. Mrs. McCutcheon solved
it by doing the cage up carefully in newspaper and
taking it along herself. All the way down the
bird passed muffled comments on the Metropolitan Railway
service and on its captivity, to the considerable embarrassment
of its keeper; but they reached the Beach Street tenement
and Mrs. Ben Wah’s attic at last. There
Mrs. McCutcheon stowed it carefully away in a corner,
while she busied herself about her aged friend.
She was working slowly down through
an address which she had designed to break the thing
gently and by degrees, when the parrot, extending a
feeler on its own hook, said “K-r-r-a-a!”
behind its paper screen.
Mrs. Ben Wah sat up straight and looked
fixedly at the corner. Seeing the big bundle
there, she went over and peered into it. She caught
a quick breath and stared, wide-eyed.
“Where you get that bird?”
she demanded of Mrs. McCutcheon, faintly.
“Oh, that is Mr. Riis’s
bird,” said that lady, sparring for time; “a
friend gave it to him
“Where you take him?”
Mrs. Ben Wah gasped, her hand pressed against her
feeble old heart.
Her friend saw, and gave right up.
“I am not going to take it anywhere,”
she said. “I brought it for you. This
is to be its home, and you are to be its mother, grandma,
and its friend. You are to be always together
from now on always, and have a good time.”
With that she tore the paper from the cage.
The parrot, after all, made the speech
of the occasion. He considered the garret; the
potato-field on the fire-escape, through which the
sunlight came in, making a cheerful streak on the floor;
Mrs. Ben Wah and her turban; and his late carrier:
then he climbed upon his stick, turned a somersault,
and said, “Here we are,” or words to that
effect. Thereupon he held his head over to be
scratched by Mrs. Ben Wah in token of a compact of
friendship then and there made.
Joy, after all, does not kill.
Mrs. Ben Wah wept long and silently, big, happy tears
of gratitude. Then she wiped them away, and went
about her household cares as of old. The prescription
had worked. The next day the “notice”
vanished from the wall of the room, where there were
now two voices for one.
I came back from Europe to find my
old friend with a lighter step and a lighter heart
than in many a day. The parrot had learned to
speak Canadian French to the extent of demanding his
crackers and water in the lingo of the habitant.
Whether he will yet stretch his linguistic acquirements
to the learning of Iroquois I shall not say. It
is at least possible. The two are inseparable.
The last time I went to see them, no one answered
my knock on the door-jamb. I raised the curtain
that serves for a door, and looked in. Mrs. Ben
Wah was asleep upon the bed. Perched upon her
shoulder was the parrot, no longer constrained by the
bars of a cage, with his head tucked snugly in her
neck, asleep too. So I left them, and so I like
to remember them always, comrades true.
It happened that when I was in Chicago
last spring I told their story to a friend, a woman.
“Oh, write it!” she said. “You
must!” And when I asked why, she replied, with
feminine logic: “Because it is so unnecessary.
The barrel of flour doesn’t stick out all over
it.”
Now I have done as she bade me.
Perhaps she was right. Women know these things
best. Like my own city, they have hearts, and
will understand the unnecessary story of Mrs. Ben
Wah and her parrot.